Chapter 011: No Self-Esteem
Shen Ye wanted to make Yin Manqing die, but he didn't know that no matter whether he was good with Annie, or even any woman other than Annie, Yin Manqing would not back down.
Shen Ye's behavior of holding Anne tightly was undoubtedly a deep pain to Yin Manqing, but what was this pain?
When he disappeared, it was the real unforgettable pain, thinking that it would be impossible to meet in this life, but now that they finally met, she absolutely couldn't bear Shen Ye's empathy and farewell, even if he was temporarily empathetic and don't fall in love, it would make him change his mind.
Yin Manqing quickly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, blocked them with a tough attitude, and stared at Shen Ye with a firm gaze, "I don't care what method you want to use to force me not to pester you, but you provoked me in the first place, and since you provoked me, you will be responsible to the end." ”
Where did Yin Manqing have such courage in the past, at this moment, she was like being reborn, full of determination, and she did not allow Shen Ye to retreat at all, and it was impossible for her to retreat.
Anne struggled with Shen Ye's arm, and Shen Ye was suddenly surprised, she has changed a lot in the past two years, and she has really become no longer like the previous submissive, forward-looking, and fearful Yin Manqing.
Actually, he didn't know that only on his issues would Yin Manqing be so firm.
Because of the intimate behavior of Anne and Shen Ye side by side, she was uncomfortable and simply turned a blind eye, "I'll wait for you in Yahua tomorrow until you come." ”
Yahua Hotel is a place where they can be called the first real date, but the first date broke up unhappily because of her destruction, but for Yin Manqing, it has an extraordinary meaning, so she decided to wait for Shen Ye there, until he appeared, and waited until he came to explain to her.
Yin Manqing pretended to be calm and calm in front of Shen Ye, and the moment she turned around, she finally revealed all her thoughts.
Tears slipped uncontrollably, how could she be willing to see Shen Ye with other women, but what could she do? As Shen Ye said, they are brother and sister.
What sister is cheeky with her brother, and she still doesn't allow him to associate with other women......
Yin Manqing's thoughts became extremely chaotic, and the more chaotic the pain in his chest became, the stronger he became, and he couldn't help but caress his chest, and Shen Ye's cold words came from behind, "It's impossible for me to go." ”
Probably guessed Shen Ye's reaction a long time ago, Yin Manqing was not surprised, but no matter whether he went or not, what she said would definitely wait for him there.
"Then I'll tell you clearly, I won't go anywhere if I can't wait for you." Repeating it, she became more and more firm in her position, and the moment she turned to face Shen Ye and stood still, Shen Ye caught the tears in her eyes.
She has changed a lot, the only thing that hasn't changed is that she is still so easy to cry, and her pitiful appearance when she cries seems to be irresistible to any man.
Shen Ye was a little annoyed by her stubbornness, "Don't you have any self-esteem?" Where has your former strong self-esteem, your so-called dignity gone! Yin Manqing, you have to know that I am no one else, in your eyes, you shouldn't, you shouldn't treat me as a man, I'm your brother. ”
He repeatedly reminded each other of their identities, obviously this identity was no longer an obstacle between them, but Shen Ye was helpless, and now he seemed to have no choice but to force her back in this way.
Yin Manqing smiled lightly, slightly pursed the corners of her lips and smiled, full of pity, "You talk to me about self-esteem now?" ”
The tone of interrogation unconsciously raised his voice, and the eyes projected on Shen Ye seemed to be reprimanding him for his "wolf heart and dog lungs", which also made Shen Ye instantly feel that he was not a thing. However, he was helpless.
Compared with her appearance, waiting day and night, what Shen Ye values more is Yin Manqing's safety, she would rather hate herself to the bone than let her fall into danger again.
His current world is so muddy that he can't tell whether it's white or black, and it's so dark that it's suffocating. No matter how much I miss her, I can only look at her from afar, even if I see her being embraced by others in the end, the only thing I can do is to bless.
And the thing that Shen Ye regrets the most in his life is that during the time when he had a marriage contract with her, he couldn't let go of his shelf, and he didn't do everything he could to love her and care for her. I always hoped that I could make up for it when I had a chance, and I thought that they could make it up to her if they were together, but it wasn't until this time that I realized that when he lost, he was already doomed to have no chance.
Yin Manqing's pace of turning back, and once again pressing step by step, with a compelling anger, "I have no self-esteem, my self-esteem has been tortured in the two years since you left, as long as you can come back and return to my side, I am willing to do anything." ”
"You can talk to me about other things, don't talk to me about self-esteem, you Shen Ye are the most unqualified person to despise my self-esteem, because you made me like this, because you ...... I ......"
Her words trembled, and her stomach was full of grievances that she couldn't speak, but when she was wronged, he not only did not have the slightest comfort, but also indifferently accused her of having no self-esteem here! The tears on his cheeks flowed more and more unbridledly, and in an instant, these tears were so worthless in Yin Manqing's own opinion, they were really not worth it, and they shouldn't be shed for him.
Shu Jing noticed in the car that the three of them seemed to be a little strange, and originally didn't want to come to disturb, believing that Yin Manqing could handle it, but the more he looked at it, the more wrong it became, and when he came, he happened to meet Yin Manqing's teary eyes.
What happened, you don't need to know it, if she and Shen Ye meet smoothly and reconcile, where will she have tears on her face, looking like she is going to die.
Shu Jing's anger hidden in her heart was heartbroken because of her heartbreak, and she couldn't control it anymore, and grabbed Shen Ye's collar fiercely, "If you make her miserable as soon as you come back, what are you doing when you come back, haven't you hid well after hiding for two years?" You can keep hiding! ”
"Shu Jing, let him go......" Yin Manqing stepped forward and did not allow Shu Jing to be rough with him.
Even if he hurt himself, he didn't want Shen Ye to be hurt a little bit after all, she had no self-esteem like this, and she Yin Manqing had fallen to an unimaginable humility.
Shu Jing's accusation, Yin Manqing's protection...... Shen Ye's face did not change, as if nothing had happened, and even mocked them with a cold bystander attitude.
What Yin Manqing is most afraid of seeing is Shen Ye like this, just as he has returned to his previous ruthlessness, no one or anything can touch his heart, and he has become cold-blooded and ruthless again.
Yin Manqing's still protective attitude made Shu Jing's anger permeate, but she still had the ability to make people angry, and the next second, her palm was clenched by Yin Manqing, "Let's go back." ”
The word "we" is very unintentional and normal, but when it is said at this time, it suddenly becomes extraordinarily intimate.
Even though Shu Jing has a lot of dissatisfaction and complaints about Shen Ye, Yin Manqing's sadness is what he cares about the most, he hugged Yin Manqing, and when he left, he didn't forget to warn Shen Ye, but Shen Ye ignored the warning, "Look at her, don't let her wait there like a fool, if I don't go, I will definitely not go." ”
This was said to Shu Jing.
Shu Jing didn't know much about what was going on, and planned to find Shen Ye to theorize, but Yin Manqing pulled his sleeve tightly, "Don't look back, hug me tight." ”
It's not that she wants to play affection with Shu Jing in front of Shen Ye, but at this time, not only is her whole body cold, but she can't take a step between her legs, and all the bravery and confidence that she pretended to be in front of Shen Ye just now disappeared in an instant.
doesn't want to be exposed at the last moment, Yin Manqing must rely on Shu Jing to be strong and leave without breaking the effort.
Obviously, his heart hurts sharply as if he was torn, but he must show a smile in front of Shen Ye and show his strength; Obviously, from the moment Shen Ye came back, he knew that it was impossible for them, and he still held on to the slightest hope, thinking that the two could be together.
Actually, how ridiculous.
After more than two years of waiting, how many days and nights of thinking about it, now it seems that in the end, there is only endless ridiculousness left......
Shu Jing, there must be other people making fun of their stupidity, right? Must be laughing at her for being the stupidest and stupidest person in the world.
She was stupid, the stupidest and dumbest fool in the world, and until now she still believed that they had a future.
Shen Ye's discomfort is no less than Yin Manqing's, seeing her and Shu Jing leave, how can he bear it, but he has to do it again, and what he is most worried about is tomorrow at the Yahua Hotel, he understands Yin Manqing's temperament, and no one can resist her if he is stubborn.
"Shu Jing, what about your crow's mouth, a good spirit or a bad spirit, who told you to wait for me here? Maybe, if you don't wait, he'll send me back. Yin Manqing knew that he was angry, his voice was extremely hoarse, and he was choked with a little, so he endured not to shed tears in front of Shu Jing.
Once she cried, in exchange for everyone's ridicule of her.
She has today, she is self-inflicted, and she can't complain about anyone.
How could Shu Jing not hear that Yin Manqing deliberately used words to cover up the pain in her heart, she would rather cry and make a fuss than drown all her grief in the bottom of her heart, "If you want to cry, cry, it's not the first time I've seen you cry." ”
It was indeed not the first time he had seen her cry, however, for Yin Manqing, this time it meant something different......
When she cried, she admitted that all her waiting was in vain.
"Why should I cry, Shen Ye is back, I should be happy, who will cry......"
Shu Jing suddenly parked the car on the side of the road and looked at her with very serious eyes, "Yin Manqing." ”
As soon as his salutation came out, Yin Manqing seemed to be under a spell, tears slipped uncontrollably, tears fell desperately, and the back of his hand was wiped desperately, the most distressing thing for Shu Jing was that she was still smiling in front of him, "My name is very good, you always Yin Manqing Yin Manqing keeps calling......"
Before the words were finished, Shu Jing couldn't suppress the pity in his heart and vigorously hugged her into his arms......