Chapter 012: Love, Too Suffocating

Yin Manqing told Shen Ye that when he was waiting for him at the Yahua Hotel, he had actually prepared early, and he would not come, but he still refused to give up, and refused to face them.

Even if it ended like this, she couldn't do nothing, not work hard, and let Shen Ye break his promise.

If it's over, what is she? What did Shen Ye think of her!

"Miss, is there anything else I need to do for you?" The waiter in the restaurant saw Yin Manqing order a table of dishes, but he didn't wait for the person he wanted to wait.

Yin Manqing looked at the cold food on the table, with embarrassment on his face, "I'm sorry, let me wait." ”

Even if she can't wait for Shen Ye, she is willing to go back at this time, or maybe, wait a little longer, he will come......

The last time I was at the Yahua Hotel, I was almost able to see him.

"Miss, I'll add some water for you." The waiter respectfully filled Yin Manqing's water cup with water.

"Thank you." Picked up the water glass and took a sip, from morning to afternoon, until this time in the evening, he was always reluctant to show up, can two years really make each other alien to the point of strangers? The previous liking for her all turned into hate, indifference.

Last night, she knew that she would lose her temper in front of Shu Jing when she cried hysterically, but the grievances and discomfort at that moment just wanted to pour them all out, otherwise, she didn't think she still had enough strength to wait for a man who might not be able to wait for a lifetime like now.

In the hotel, the people around her came in and went out in waves, and at night, there was still no shadow of Shen Ye. From the anxious anticipation at the beginning, to Mu Ran at this moment, every second, her expectations and hopes disappeared bit by bit.

"Excuse me, Miss, we're closing, you see...... This one...... Need to pack for you? ”

The waiter came to urge Yin Manqing.

Yin Manqing realized that the weather outside the window had completely darkened, "I'm sorry, settle the bill for me." ”

Twelve o'clock is the time for the hotel to rest.

Not only did she not think that it was time to rest, but she had a strong impulse in her heart, Shen Ye said that he could not come, but she could also say wait, and she had been waiting here. Even though the Yahua Hotel was closed, she still lingered in front of the hotel.

Shu Jing couldn't convince Yin Manqing, so he could only wait for her silently in a hidden place, he didn't seem to expect Shen Ye to be so ruthless to her, he didn't think that Shen Ye's previous feelings for her were fake, but ...... Can two years really make him change so much and completely forget about someone?

waited at the door of the hotel until the end, Yin Manqing even mocked herself.

How low has she been? Even so, I still don't regret that I waited for a whole day today, and I waited for so long, not less than ten or twenty hours.

Shu Jing was far away, the more she looked at her, the more distressed she became, she originally just wanted her to figure out a fact, even if she waited for a long time, even if she was willing to wait no matter how long she waited, Shen Ye would not come back. No one can see this fact clearly for her, except herself.

Yin Manqing knew that they were impossible, but if they weren't together, what else could she do? Can she still be strong and go on alone......

It may have been possible before, but now that Shen Ye gave up alive and ignored it, Yin Manqing had no idea.

Shen Ye really didn't go to the Yahua Hotel, but for a whole day, he was restless, and he didn't want Yin Manqing to wait there obsessively, but he was so sure that she would definitely wait there.

Anne was reporting the company's situation to him, "This is the cooperation invitation issued by Lei's enterprise to PAM, their general manager hopes to open the U.S. sales market through cooperation with us, I looked at their business plan, it's not bad, each other gets considerable profits, and Lei's strength is not small......"

Anne had already said something, but Shen Ye didn't have the slightest reaction.

"Since the heart has already gone there, why don't you go and see for yourself and see if it's still there?" Anne packed up the project and didn't plan to report to him any further.

Shen Ye was awakened by Annie's slightly ridiculous words, "Keep reporting, I'm listening." ”

"You want to listen, but I don't want to report it, go ahead, go see her, it's so late for a person, if it's still waiting for you, maybe there will be any danger. She's in danger, and you're not the saddest and most upset one, so why pretend to be here as if nothing happened. Anne saw through him, and every word was to the point.

It's just that Shen Ye is still hesitant, it's not that he isn't worried about her, it's just that he went...... What he would do, even he could not have predicted.

"Before I saw her in person, I thought Yin Manqing was a soft and weak woman, after meeting her yesterday, I have a new view and understanding of her, stronger and braver than I imagined, you are afraid that she will be in danger because of you, but you should also consider her feelings and ask her if she is willing to draw a line for her own safety and you. Feelings are not something you can decide alone, I think she loves you so much, even if she is in danger because of you, and even if there is anything unexpected in the future, she will not regret it. ”

Shen Ye listened to Anne say a lot, how could he not understand the truth in this?

However......

He had too much hesitation, but in the end, he went to the place agreed by Yin Manqing, and at that moment his steps seemed to be uncontrollable, as if he was desperate to be as Anne said, he could not think about the question of danger or not for the time being, and just wanted to see her.

Yin Manqing didn't know how long she had been sitting in place, when Shu Jing appeared, her legs had lost sensation, numb and painful as if her feet had stepped on steel nails, she was not surprised by Shu Jing's appearance, "I don't want to go back so early, let me wait a little longer......

"You wait until tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, the result is the same, if you don't come, you won't come, don't deceive yourself."

Shu Jing didn't want to hurt himself, but he didn't understand what Yin Manqing still wanted? After waiting for two years, wasting her youth, hurting her brain, and remembering all the time except Shen Ye is Shen Ye, in the end, people told him clearly, and she still refused to give up.

"If it were me, I wouldn't have been able to fall in love with my sister and get married. If he indulges you and this relationship, it will hurt you even more. Your obsession doesn't prove how much you love him, it only shows that you have a problem with him, and you are embarrassing him......"

"Don't say it, I don't listen, I don't want to listen to ......" Yin Manqing refused to listen to Shu Jing's words, and he didn't want him to break the relationship between them as brother and sister.

"You don't want to listen, Aunt Shen's call, you have to listen to it, you don't answer her call, she called several times, and the elders are very worried about you, we are adults, adults have to have the ability to bear adults, don't they? In addition to love, we have many, many things that we need to face as adults. ”

Shen's father and Shen's mother couldn't contact Yin Manqing, so they were anxious, but where could Yin Manqing take care of them at this time, although Yin Manqing understood that his behavior worried the elders, but he could only make them anxious for the time being, "Let me wait, wait a little longer, if Shen Ye doesn't come, I'll go back." ”

"And then, tomorrow again?" Shu Jing asked rhetorically, as if he had seen through her thoughts.

Yin Manqing hesitated for a moment, then nodded again, which was an affirmation.

Suddenly, he stood up, the numbness in the soles of his feet was still faintly painful, his expression was sluggish, and his unusually pale face was particularly terrifying, Shu Jing couldn't stand it, she tossed herself like this, and couldn't help but pick her up, "You come with me......"

Shu Jing's sudden demeanor surprised Yin Manqing, "Shu Jing ......"

"Look at it, take a good look at yourself......" Regardless of Yin Manqing's resistance, Shu Jing had already taken her to the bathroom, and through the mirror in the bathroom, he wanted her to see herself clearly.

Look at the people in the mirror, see it clearly, his face is pale, his eyes are blank, listless, and his face is sad, is this still the same Yin Manqing as before? You...... Do you know what you've been tossing yourself into? What do you want to make yourself like before you give up? ”

The shoulders that were forcibly held by Shu Jing couldn't move, and she didn't want to move, her pupils met the starlessness in the mirror, her dull eyes were so depressed that she couldn't bear to look at them directly, a few strands of slightly messy hair fell out next to her ears, and the decadent breath was tightly behind her, and for a moment, she didn't know herself.

"One Shen Ye will torture you like this, a small thing is enough to destroy you, and you Yin Manqing are inevitably too fragile. Since you knew early that you couldn't bear it, why start this relationship that shouldn't have started...... I like someone, I like it so much that I even lose myself, if I were Shen Ye, I would also choose to give up on you, this kind of love is too suffocating, too terrible. ”

Shu Jing had no intention of hurting, but wanted to make Yin Manqing sober.

Even though she hurts now, it's better than if it hurts forever......

Shu Jing's words kept ringing in his ears, Yin Manqing seemed to be enraged, and vigorously opened his palm, and his voice was involuntarily raised, "What's wrong with liking someone?" Did I like him, love him, am I wrong? You have to figure it out, it's not me who is wrong, it's him, it's him who broke our agreement, it's he who broke the appointment first, I'm not wrong, I want an explanation, it's not wrong......"

"Then let him miss it, let him regret what a good woman he missed in the future, you don't make stupid mistakes again...... A man is like this, the more he chases a woman after himself, he is easy to pick and ignore, and thinks that it is too easy to get, so he doesn't have to cherish it, and he will wait by his side. ”

Shu Jing's low words were extremely serious, so serious that Yin Manqing's heart instantly sank like a stone, and his heavy breathing was not smooth.

If they miss it, they won't have the chance to be together again......