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Wang Danbao raised his head and said, "My feeling is boring, I am panicked alone." When I decided to marry Xiao Yun, none of the people in my family, relatives or something, didn't scold me for taking the wrong medicine or what? They insisted that we weren't a good match. Some people didn't know that Xiao Yun was sick, and they even said the same. Anyway, they just don't want me to be good. Now that Xiao Yun is gone, the purpose they expected has been achieved. Therefore, they said that I was a bump and was not qualified to be a relative with them, and they all ignored me.

Those people in the village also treated me with the same attitude as aliens, and some people said that I was already a real fool.

As soon as Xiao Yun left, I had nothing to move around with her mother's family. Look, good fellow, who else can I be with? I want to speak, but I can't find anyone willing to listen to me, I'm depressed. I was really sick after holding it for a long time, and then I left the house for a while and mingled outside, and the situation was a little better. No, you saw us building the dam this afternoon, and the old man and the mother-in-law who delivered the food still didn't want to talk to me.

Brother, if you think I'll be scared if I live in this house, then you're wrong! My heart for Xiao Yun, that's really nothing! To be honest, so far, except for Xiao Yun, I haven't touched other women. But I'm too bad a mix, and I'm not qualified to be tempted.

After Xiao Yun got married, I tried my best to let her live a good life, and finally let her leave with peace of mind. Now that she's a ghost, is she going to hurt me? My heart is calm.

In the past, I would occasionally go to her grave and cry for a while. Later, I felt that this would not work, so who should I cry to? Xiao Yun's ghost definitely didn't want me to be sad, because from the time I agreed to marry her to the time I saw her off for the last time, her eyes were full of gratitude to me. She said she was going to bless me and bless me.

As for the people in Murakami, when they saw me crying, they thought it was funny. Because in their eyes, I'm asking for my own trouble. If I don't cry, I'm going to be strong. Look, aren't I in good health right now?

In the days when I used to work outside, I watched the little poles with me, and I used my mobile phone to download novels from time to time. What fantasy, crossing, fairytale, there are many types of online novels. Driven by them, I also downloaded some to see, boring.

After being with Xiao Yunji, the early days were sweet and sweet; The later days are worrying, and there is no time to look at that thing. After Xiao Yun passed away, others said that I had become stupid. I don't admit this myself.

However, my brain was groggy at that time, and if I wasn't careful, I would hallucinate. During the time when Xiao Yun left, I felt that she was still lying in the room, and her soul was always swimming and swimming by my side. I couldn't tell if I was a human or a ghost. When I came to my senses, I really wanted to cross over, to the underworld, to Xiao Yun.

But how to cross it, I thought about it for a long time. I've seen those situations in novels and on TV before. I see that they have crossed over to such a thing: a car accident, a lightning strike, a fire, or a sudden fainting. In short, it's all amazing! Their souls passed away with their bodies. Dog's day, it's exciting! I want to cross it too.

I have had the experience of suddenly fainting, but nothing has changed since I woke up, and I am still being chirped and laughed at crookedly. I know that's not a good thing, as for being struck by lightning and electric shock, our summer in the south of the Yangtze River does lightning and thunder when the sky changes. When there was thunder, I stood in the place where the people outside said they were prone to lightning. But this doesn't work, after a few rebellions, I didn't even have anything.

This was later discovered. The good Samaritan scolded me, saying that it was something wrong or something? I said I'm letting lightning strike, let myself go through. The good Samaritan scolded me again: Crossing a bird! You kid is dizzy, he was shocked by thunder, and there are still people? There's no need to do it this way if you want to die, right? Jumping off a building, throwing yourself into the water or something, and maybe coming faster and more comfortable.

Being scolded like this, I woke up a little. Later, I wandered the streets without being conscious. Don't say it, you really crashed into the car. The driver braked in time enough, but only scratched my skin, threw some money, and finished the matter privately. In hindsight, I thought that if that kid didn't brake in time, I would probably have been crippled. This crippled man has been lying at home all day, living in a shackled life, and there are many more, and I don't see anyone who has crossed over to where!

If death is a crossing, it's hard to say. As soon as a person dies, the body is cremated and buried. It's hard to say that it's just a ghost crossing to cross. Seriously, if I were to cross this way, I wouldn't have the courage to commit suicide, I'd be a useless person.

It can't be crossed. But when I think about it, I don't think it's right. Let's take the things on TV about someone traveling to the Ming Dynasty and the Qing Dynasty. In those films, the protagonists who traveled through the past were basically young women. Since they are contemporary, they seem to be somewhat doorway and more capable in ancient times. No, in ancient times, some people didn't call them fairy aunts or something. It seems quite interesting for them to travel through the past, which tempts many contemporary people to think of ways to travel through. I guess there are a few people like me.

But if you think about it, why did these young women go through it? Eighty percent are looking for excitement or something. Are they still worried that they can't get married? In our current society, it is not a problem for young women to live an ordinary life. Crossing is just a ghost thing that people who are full of food and support come up with.

However, this is not the case with big men like me, as well as those old and small singles with poor conditions. We don't live like human beings in reality; It's dead, and it's a mess of rotten meat that no one cares about, it's not easy to mix! So I wanted to cross. But is it welcome for us to travel back in time? As far as I know, the ancient lower-class people in our country lived worse than they do now, and they were backward at that time. The old men who can't marry wives are also old men.

It's also true to think that the ratio of men to women is basically the same. But that's a landlord, a big official, or something, and they have as many wives as they marry, and some people are not satisfied with this, and they want to grab other women. If there are too many people, it means that some people will definitely not be able to get women. So we, the old men, have crossed over again, aren't we adding to the blockage for our families? What do the ancients want us to do? Wouldn't it be even worse if you caught up with the time when the world was in turmoil and went to be cannon fodder or was chopped down, boiled and eaten for no reason?

There are so many people on TV and in novels that they have traveled through the past and seem to have entered high society, which is really beautiful! How can people get to that level so easily? Low-level people and garbage like us can't get along here, and it's embarrassing to think about where to be an upper-class person. I, Wang Danbao, don't expect to be an upper-class person, give me a time, become a person with a wife, and live an ordinary life, thank God.

Again, it's not easy to wear through it. I, the one who wanted to cross over, took many ways, and almost gave up my life for that thing, didn't I still be embarrassed here? Hey, I've been deceived by these ghost novels and ghost TV series. All my weird behaviors were instigated by them, and the people who made me are not human, not ghosts. I'm more sober now, but my brain got into water during those days. ”

Zhu Yushen wanted to find something to comfort Wang Danbao, but his thoughts were always led away by Wang Danbao. At this time, he opened his mouth but could not speak. Whether it is the types of TV series or online novels that Wang Danbao said, as far as he knows, there are a group of people around him who are fascinated by these. However, he himself has largely not set foot in this field.

Take the matter of crossing as an example, as Wang Danbao experienced, this thing can't be done at all! This premise doesn't exist anymore, so what's the point of so much nonsense in the future? He felt that Wang Danbao's eloquence was not bad, and it seemed that it was a bit interesting to spend the night here. Of course, he is also very sympathetic to Wang Danbao's unfortunate experience in marriage.

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