"Sad Love Song" chapter 59

Throughout the Chinese New Year, the number of people on the streets of Huangzhen suddenly increased several times. A few years ago, people were busy on the streets to buy New Year's goods, and small traders and vendors put their stalls everywhere, so there were crowds everywhere. The same is true after the year.

At this time, the protagonists of the activities in the town are those young people. Handsome men and beautiful women, in pairs; The big men wandered around the town in groups of three or five. These are the only days when they can walk around the hot land of their hometown. And for most of the year, they spend their time in a foreign country where they work. After these huge crowds returned before the Spring Festival, the big cities suddenly became depressed.

After the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, the part-time workers gradually embark on the return journey. They will return to the crowded, dirty, messy, poor dwellings in the city. They worked hard outside the home to build a building in their hometown and create good accommodation conditions. But in the end, you won't be able to enjoy it for a few days.

After the Yuanxiao Festival, if anyone is still stuck at home, they will be teased behind the back of the old woman with a broken mouth. Zhu Yushen had seen this situation before. There are more township enterprises in Suncun Town, and after the migrant workers return to the city after the year, the changes are not as obvious as in Huangzhen.

In fact, Zhu Yushen is a person who likes to be quiet. Since teaching at Huangzhen Middle School, he has spent two Spring Festivals here. In the past, he would go around town with single colleagues who didn't go home during this time. But he wasn't quite used to the town's swelling of people several times in a short period of time; I don't like to listen to the expansive language of men and women who blow and spit all over. The bustling skating rink and the fleeting glitz of the ballroom overwhelmed him. So this year's Spring Festival, after he came back from the second year of junior high school, he basically spent it in the school's single dormitory.

From the winter vacation until a few days before the start of school, it was rare to see a person on the side of the Huangzhen Middle School building. The huge teaching building, the locked single dormitory area, and the gray cafeteria, everything briefly bid farewell to the lively scene on weekdays, and there was no life at all. Zhu Yushen lives here alone and feels full of coldness. This lasts until a day or two before school starts.

Zhu Yu thought deeply that those hermits with great ambitions in ancient times were hidden in the mountains and isolated from the world before their careers. Their courage to conquer mountains and rivers must be supported by a firm belief. The courage to conquer mountains and rivers and conquer lonely people must be incomparably powerful if it is used in rivers and lakes and temples.

In this lonely environment, Zhu Yushen spends his days reading classics and writing. He had a passion for literature like a first love and a religious will. Over time, he has amassed a large number of works. Most of them are novels in length and word count, and some articles written in modernist techniques are also included.

Zhu Yu secretly felt that he should also be able to be regarded as a "literary youth". But like many obscure such people, he is still a down-and-out literary youth who is disdained. He doesn't care about these at the moment, he just wants to use the pen and ink in his hand to pour the blocks in his heart, create an artistic conception, put himself in it, and enjoy happiness in it. Also, it reverses the concealment and deception in traditional culture.

Zhu Yushen hasn't watched TV for a long time, even though the computer in his room has broadband access to the Internet to watch TV. I remember when I was a child, the people of Murakami liked to gather in a certain house at night to watch Huangmei Opera "The Female Attached Horse". The appearance and gentleness of the heroine Hong Suzhen in the play almost touched the softest place in people's hearts. The measures she implemented to disguise herself as a man, rush to win the exam, and save her boyfriend are even more touching.

After reading a lot of books, Zhu Yushen felt that traditional dramas such as "The Female Attached Horse", as well as film and television dramas with old-time themes filmed in the new era, deliberately created a kind of colorful romantic world. The people in there almost don't eat the fireworks of the world, which makes people want to stop. It seems that behind every down-and-out man there is a beautiful, virtuous, and energetic woman who encourages him and supports him, so that he can succeed. Then marry him and live a happy life in harmony from now on.

Actually, how can you believe this? Zhu Yushen saw in Lu Xun's article: After the prisoner was killed, the poor people on the side of the execution ground immediately rushed up and snatched the clothes of the deceased. In Mao Dun's works, it is written: In order not to starve to death, the poor can only use the cotton jacket as an exchange for some food, but they are still frozen to death or starved to death. It's just a little longer. In Shen Congwen's pen, the simple and beautiful love stories in the countryside are the patent of rich sons, and poor young men do not need to talk about it.

When Zhu Yushen saw these plots, he had a great resonance in his heart. Imagine that only today, decades after the reform and opening up, can the Chinese people have the conditions for a greatly rich material life. In ancient times, as well as in the early and middle of the last century, the productive forces were extremely low, the struggles were frequent, and the material was extremely scarce. Ordinary people are struggling with hunger, how can it be the scene seen in theater and on TV?

Zhu Yushen once achieved cutting-edge results in his studies, and he loved literature and writing, so he could be regarded as an aspiring teenager. Later, he published a number of works, and he continued to write. Dealing with the world with humble literary feelings, he can be regarded as a literary youth. Zhu Yushen thinks that he is no worse than the male protagonists in dramas and films in all aspects, but he can't wait for the love and encouragement of even half a girl. Almost all the girls he came into contact with in the past came to break his heart.

After learning from the pain, Zhu Yushen felt that this was mainly because of his humble background. It's not the same if the home is in good condition. Because then you don't have to worry about it, if you have talent, it will be the icing on the cake. Now, Zhu Yushen is sober: the disciples of the poor sect must not be deceived by that virtual beautiful story, otherwise their lives will be ruined.

However, when he went to the street, he could still see billiard rooms, Internet cafes, skating rinks and other places where there were still some boys of all sizes gathered after the New Year. Their outfits, their dyed or explosive hairstyles, their swaggering styles, have become a unique sight in the town. And the team is growing. They can blow cowhides into the sky in their words. In their subconscious, they feel as if one day there will always be a beautiful and capable woman like a fox to save themselves, so that they don't have to worry about anything.

This is, of course, the deception and misdirection of traditional love stories and modern soap operas. Among these old and young masters, there are constantly people who have not married in their past years, so that they are lonely for life. This situation is enough to prove that their desire to hold a vixen-like beauty is delusional. But the scene of leisurely waiting for the beautiful arrival is still staged one after another. Zhu Yushen shouted: Wake up, brothers who come from a poor family and mess around like me. If you don't work hard, you will never recover!

Zhu Yushen always had this kind of thought in his heart, and he didn't want to watch TV shows anymore. Then, he also felt a little anxious in his heart. After the New Year, I was a year older. In a few years, he will usher in the year of his establishment. Why is it still alone, living in a single dormitory. He thought to himself: how nice it would be if a girl would be the mistress of his one-room, two-story house in his town! What kind of girl could that be?

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