Chapter 72: Love is a Cup of Bitter Wine
"Xiaorou, I can't pretend that this didn't happen, I think, just like you can't treat me like you used to." Xu Qianxue's voice came again.
Xiaorou turned around, looked at Xu Qianxue's eyes and said: "Xue'er, actually, if you didn't stimulate me just now, I really want to hide this matter, I don't want to, let you feel my strangeness, I don't want Hani to know that my feelings over the years, if you are happy, I can bless it, I am not such a stingy person, do you understand?" β
"Xiaorou, there is no stinginess in love, in fact, you are very uncomfortable in your heart, very bitter, it's just that you have never said it, the first time I saw your eyes on Hani, I knew that you love this man very much, I'm sorry, I occupied your man, I understand your feelings." Xu Qianxue said apologetically.
"Fool, what is the hegemony and not the occupation, Wu Qiu Yao likes you, this is enough, if he loves me, there will be no relationship between you and me, right? Don't think too much about it, Cher, if you really think of me as your good sister, I beg you, don't, don't tell SΓΉ Hani about it, just as, it didn't happen today, I can swear that I won't destroy you. Xiao Rou said firmly.
"You know what? I have heard a saying before, that the harm you have suffered, will eventually fall on others, how you suffer, there will always be a person who will appear and taste all your pain, before, I always don't believe it, I always drink, every time I get drunk, I will ask God, why do I have such pain? Why does the man I love have another woman in his heart? I thought that in this world, I was so miserable, but now, you have been treated painfully, but I gave it to you, I finally believe that sentence, I have to believe a sentence. Xu Qianxue said.
"When love comes, we are all willing to choose to accept, since this is the case, then we must accept all the love given, happy, painful, uncomfortable, tormented, you have to bear it, you can't just think about the good, right?" Xiaorou said.
"Love has to accept a bad and good?" Xu Qianxue asked softly.
"Yes, love has to accept whether it is good or bad, it is all destined." Xiao Rou said quickly.
Xu Qianxue shook her head and said, "No, love is not like this, it's not what you say." β
"No, that's what love is." Xiao Rou said quickly.
"But, have you tasted what love has brought you?" After Xu Qianxue said this, tears passed like this, and she cried.
Love is a glass of wine, whoever drinks too much will get drunk, no matter how good the amount of alcohol is, as long as you drink too much, you will get drunk.
Xu Qianxue looked at Xiao Rou and didn't speak, her eyes were red, and she said with some grievances: "You say, love has brought us benefits, just women like us, do you feel the benefits of love?" Why do I feel like I'm in pain all the time? I have loved Wu Qiu Yao for so many years, I have loved Wu Qiu Yao and paid so much, but in the end, I can't resist it, Yan Mengzhen, who doesn't love him, his whole youth is on him, but what do we get? Does love bring us any good? Why can't I feel it at all? Xiaorou, when you dreamed back at midnight, did you only ask about love, why did you let me appear? Love, nothing good, nothing. β
Xu Qianxue said and said, tears flowed out, she insisted on love, but in the end, it was bruised all over her body, she thought that as long as she was kind to love, love would definitely treat her well, but in the end, she realized that it was useless to treat love well or not, and it was impossible to change it, thinking of this, her tears were even more.
Xiao Rou looked at Xu Qianxue's tears, and had an indescribable feeling in her heart.
Yes, love is not a kind thing, not how much you give, how much you can get, many times, take is uncontrollable, if people can control love lightly, then in this world, there should not be so many people to sing the praises of love, it should be very plain, not like now.
Xu Qianxue burst into tears and said in a low voice: "Actually, you have also blamed me, you have been with Hani for ten years, and suddenly I appeared, when you dreamed back at midnight, you should have also questioned it heartbreakingly, in fact, you know, I have always had Wu Qiu Yao in my heart, and you used to resent it, why did God let Hani fall in love with me?" Fall in love with a woman who doesn't have him in your heart at all, and let a woman who loves him like you stay away from this circle? Actually, you and I are not happy, neither is happy. β
"Xue'er, I did question and resent, but as long as Hani likes it, I can pay a qiΔ, even if I don't see him in this life, it doesn't matter, as long as Hani is happy, Xue'er, Wu Qiu Yao is already your past, you have to learn to forget the past, live a good life with Hani, I will bless you, and, please keep it secret no matter what, I love Hani, I'm afraid, I said it, everyone doesn't even have friends to do." Xiao Rou prayed in a low voice.
"What's the point of being friends if the people you love can't be with you? Are you really happy to see him marry me, love me, and have children with me in the future? Is love really that great? Love is selfish, if you love that man, you have to fight for it, you have to pay, not like you, what he is happy, you will be happy, what is called fulfilling his happiness, women want to be so stupid, I don't want to do this, so I worked very hard, I married Wu Qiu Yao, I fought for it, you have to learn from me, Xiaorou, do you understand? Xu Qianxue took Xiaorou's hand and said quickly.
Xiao Rou looked at Xu Qianxue's excited appearance, gently struggled to remove her hand, turned around, looked at those flowers, she smiled and said, "Are you happy?" You worked hard to get Wu Qiu Yao and got married, but are you happy? β
"Happy? Does the word happiness fall on my marriage? No, the slightest feeling is nothing, nothing. Xu Qianxue said in a low voice.
"Yes, have you been happy all these years? Do you think that you got Wu Qiu Yao, so are you happy? You desperately want to get someone, and then, you work hard to get it, but after you get it, your previous excitement, your previous happiness, is there really it? Xiao Rou said very seriously.
Have it? Happy? Excited? No, all the qiΔ, none.
I thought that I would be very happy and happy, but in the end, I had nothing, and that feeling was bad and uncomfortable.
Thinking of this, Xu Qianxue shook her head and said: "If people do one thing, it would be good if they could really be as they wish, but often many things are so unsatisfactory, many things, there is no way, I admit that after I married Wu Qiu Yao, I was not happy at all, not excited at all, and it was useless." β
"Since you work so hard and are so desperate to be with him, you are unhappy, then I force you to be with Hani, then you are still unhappy, and Hani is not happy, then I can't do it, I am actually very stupid, if in this life, I can be with Hani, that is God's greatest gift, but if not, I am not resentful, after all, Hani appeared in my life, so that I can love someone so much, I think, this is enough, the rest, for me, It doesn't matter, Xu Qianxue, I have told you a lot, and I have learned a lot, but I want you to understand, and I will bless you and Hani. Xiao Rou said very firmly.
"Xiaorou, you're so stupid, you're really stupid." Xu Qianxue shook her head and said.
"I'm not as stupid as you think, I just have self-knowledge, I just know Hani very well, Xu Qianxue, the past, let this matter pass completely, live a good life with Hani, get married, after getting married, you and Hani get along for a long time, you will see the good of this man, when the time comes, you will know, in fact, Wu Qiu Yao is nothing more than that, I will bless you, sincerely." Xiao Rou hugged Xu Qianxue into her arms and said gently.
"However, there is a person in my heart who can't go, how can I forget it? If there is such a person in my heart, I will always remember, how can I live a good life with Hani? Xiaorou, I always feel that I am in Lang Feihani's time, I always feel that Hani should be guarded by you, what should I do? The first time I felt, I was so bad, the first time I felt, my life, I was tortured by myself and it didn't look like it was anymore, Xiaorou, what should I do? Xu Qianxue cried and said.
"Forget the past, live a good life with Hani, leave here, leave the place where there is no Wu Qiu Yao, and find a place that belongs to you, you will definitely be happy and happy." Xiao Rou said quickly.
"But what are you going to do?" Xu Qianxue said with red eyes.
"I want you to leave, I have no choice, watching you get married, and there is no way to watch you have children, all I can do is so much, Xu Qianxue will leave with Hani, I have spent ten years on him, I hope that in the future, in the world without him, I will live a good life, I know, in my future, there must be such a person waiting for me, however, before that, I want to forget about Hani, and only you can help me, Xu Qianxue, we are so good, we are good." Xiao Rou said softly.
Xiaorou's tears flowed out like this, full of grievances and indescribable bitterness.