Chapter 73: I Can Quit
No one knows what it's like to give someone you love to someone else? Xiao Rou, I didn't know it before, but now, I finally felt it, that heart-rending feeling was about to make her unable to breathe, but she knew that there was no other way to go except this road.
has said that most of life is helpless, she finally understands such feelings, helpless in the face of love, and the same in the face of life, painful.
"Hani, I've been in love with you for ten years, I can't continue to love you, what I can do, just so many years, after ten years, you should be better, and I will be very good, I will dedicate my best ten years to you, hope, my next ten years, is for myself, I am really too tired and tired, but, I want to thank you, in my best ten years, I finally understand, I am not the best years to meet you, but, your appearance, let my years, become very beautiful, Thank you, even if you didn't look at me more, you showed up, it's fine, I love you. Xiao Rou said in a low voice.
When Xu Qianxue heard these words, she hugged Xiaorou tighter, and her tears were even more, she really felt sorry for this woman, but she was very helpless.
Xiao Rou and Xu Qianxue talked a lot, and in the evening, Xiao Rou left, Xu Qianxue sat alone in the backyard, watching the appearance of stars, her eyes were deep and indescribably melancholy.
Hani approached step by step, looking at Xu Qianxue's eyes, he sighed and said: "Xue'er, the last thing I want to see is your appearance, I hope that I can resolve all your sorrows, but there seems to be no way, sometimes I wonder if Wu Qiu Yao is really so capable and can control all your things so lightly, and I can't, the more I think about it, the more I feel useless, Xu Qianxue, I'm really useless." ”
"I didn't have anything to do with Wu Qiu Yao last night, you don't have to care." Xu Qianxue said in a low voice.
Hani was stunned for a moment, sat down and said, "Xue'er, I didn't mean that. ”
"Whether that's what it means or not, in fact, it doesn't matter, for me, it really doesn't matter, Hani, let's get married, don't wait any longer, I don't want to wait any longer, if we can, let's take care of everything and get married in a month." Xu Qianxue looked at Hani's eyes and said very seriously.
The corners of Hani's mouth rose, took Xu Qianxue's little hand, and hurriedly said: "Actually, it won't take a month, since you said that you want to marry me, everything is ready, as long as you can, you can get married in a week, let's get married, let's get married." ”
"A week? Is it that fast? Xu Qianxue was a little surprised.
Since she wants to get married, it is naturally a normal process, but suddenly saying a week, it seems to be really a little too fast, but, think about it carefully, many things, we are delaying again and again, so it will be so troublesome, thinking of this, Xu Qianxue nodded and said with a smile: "Well, since that's the case, then a week later, I'm ready, what about you?" ”
"The moment I met you, I was ready." Hani said excitedly.
Xu Qianxue looked at the appearance of the corners of Hani's mouth raised, and in her mind, she suddenly crossed Xiaorou's crying cheeks, at this moment, she suddenly wanted to tell Hani how she felt about him, but when she said it, she finally stopped, Xiaorou left, especially blessed, let this matter be treated as a secret, now, she really doesn't want to say it, some things, just treat it as a secret, hide it for the rest of your life, maybe, this is the best choice.
In the next week, Xu Qianxue was immersed in all the emotions of preparing for the wedding, and since that day, she has never seen Wu Qiu Yao again, in fact, she heard some news, it seems that Yan Meng's health is really not very good, he should be by her side, even if Yan Mengzhen never cares about Wu Qiu Yao, but he is still very firm by Yan Mengzhen's side, in fact, this is enough.
She looked at the white wedding dress, the corners of her mouth rose, and she changed into a wedding dress for herself, and after the wedding dress was changed, she stood in front of the mirror and smiled.
Hani opened the door and saw Xu Qianxue wearing a white wedding dress, like an angel who fell into the world, he approached step by step, protected Xu Qianxue's waist from behind, and said with a smile: "Xue'er, you are really beautiful and beautiful, just like an angel, a woman like you is what I have been pursuing all my life, Xue'er, you will never be able to understand, the beautiful appearance of you when you put on your wedding dress is so good-looking." ”
"I've forgotten what it was like to wear a wedding dress for the first time? I remember, that wedding, all of them were handled by me, inside and out, big and small, all controlled by me alone, Wu Qiu Yao was there except for the wedding day, there was nothing else, now, you and I got married, you are ready for a qiē, I suddenly felt that I was so relaxed, I originally thought that this time I got married, it would be the same as the last time, but now, I understand, in fact, marriage can be so easy, I really feel so comfortable, Hani, thank you for giving me such a simple, warm wedding, Tomorrow is our wedding, I'm very happy, thank you for being in my life, when I'm at my lowest. Xu Qianxue said with a smile.
Hani smiled and said, "You know what? When I heard you say these words, I feel that I am really happy, I hope the most, you are saying, you are happy, Xu Qianxue, Ming ** will become my bride, I will love you forever. ”
"I don't know if I'll love me as much as you do, but I'll try to make myself love you." Xu Qianxue said very honestly.
"As long as you have this heart, it's already good for me, Xu Qianxue, I don't need you to love me so much, as long as you want to love me, I'm enough, I'll make you fall in love with me, I'll let you know how happy it is to love me Hani, by the way, Xiaorou said that she was going on a business trip tomorrow and couldn't come to our wedding." Hani said with a smile.
"On a business trip? So coincidentally? Xu Qianxue said.
"Yes, I also called her, but said, there is no way, said that when she comes back, invite us to dinner, I feel so disappointed, you know, Xiaorou and I are the best brothers, I get married, I must hope that she is present, however, she said that there is no time, I also respect her more, when the time comes, let's invite her to have a good meal, if there is no Xiaorou, we will not be together, she is our matchmaker." Hani said with a smile.
Xu Qianxue nodded, but she felt uncomfortable in her heart, Xiaorou, I'm sorry, I hurt you in the end.
Thinking of the fierce phone, Xu Qianxue walked to the bedside, picked up the phone, looked at the caller ID on it, answered the phone and said, "Xiaorou." ”
"Cher, I'm at a café near your house, I'll wait for you." After Xiao Rou finished speaking, she hung up the phone directly.
"Who's so late?" Hani asked, puzzled.
"It's Xiaorou, I guess I won't be able to come to the wedding tomorrow, what gift will I give? It's in the café next door, I'll go over first, by the way, you have a good rest, tomorrow is your big day, I hope, my husband is very handsome, I'll go first. After Xu Qianxue finished speaking, she quickly walked to the bathroom, changed her clothes, and left quickly.
Hani looked at the wedding dress lying on the bed, he always had a feeling that he couldn't speak? Obviously very happy, very happy, very exciting, but now, he has a very uncomfortable, very depressed feeling, really, really uncomfortable, heartache can't be told, but, it seems, no, this feeling is very wrong, he is trying very hard to adjust, but it just doesn't work, he is puzzled, this, what's wrong?
Xu Qianxue walked to the café and saw Xiaorou sitting there in disappointment, her red and swollen eyes, she could see that she had cried, Hani was about to get married, how could she not feel uncomfortable? Xu Qianxue also has an indescribable discomfort in her heart, and she is sorry indescribably.
"Here we are." Xiao Rou said softly.
"yes, here it is." Xu Qianxue sat down and said.
"I've ordered you your favorite food, Cher, bless you." Xiao Rou said softly.
"Ming** doesn't have to travel at all, right? Why run away? Since you have chosen to accept this qiē, you should face it well, and if you do this, do you think my heart can be better? Xu Qianxue said helplessly.
"Cher, to tell the truth, I really want to see you and Hani get married, but, I'm sorry, I really can't do it, I can watch you get married, but the groom is Hani, I can't mature, I just need to think that he is wearing a suit, in front of everyone, to express his love for you, people all over the world know that he belongs to you, at that moment, my heart is really like a knife, it hasn't happened, I can't mature, do you know, I really can't breathe that feeling, why can I live a normal life, I'm sorry, I can't help it, but I promise you, I'll be back when I'm in a better mood. Xiao Rou said very seriously.
"Xiaorou, if you say now, you want to be with Hani, you want to work hard to be with Hani, I can quit, I don't want to see you feel so uncomfortable, I don't want you to have any regrets, you and I have been sisters for many years, I don't want to see you suffer, do you understand what I mean? Be brave. Xu Qianxue said very seriously.
Xiaorou looked at Xu Qianxue's eyes, and was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect Xu Qianxue to say such a thing, feeling, really, there was a feeling that she couldn't speak.