He also lived in the envious eyes of everyone, and he once thought that he was the pride of the sky.

Until the year he was 9 years old.

He didn't see the situation that year, only the later news reports kept rotating images of the explosion at the scene at that time, over and over again...... The 9-year-old boy watched silently, so shocked that he forgot even his sadness.

It was also when his parents died that he found out that his excellence and dazzling were so thin, so thin that he could no longer support his broken home, and so thin that his parents were gone, he didn't know who he should live for and where he should go.

And the so-called death turned out to be ...... Gone, gone, never again...... Won't be coming back.

He Mo Huaiyuan was not born indestructible, he also cried, at the age of 9, he cried heartbreakingly in front of the mourning hall where his parents did not have a complete corpse at all.

Later, he settled down.

Later, he had a good life again, excellent and dazzling.

It has been more than 20 years, even if he has long since let go of the fact that his parents died tragically and became martyrs, and let go of his long-term memories; Even if he only returned to Kyoto with Enron during the Chinese New Year every year, he Chinese New Year's Eve climb over a wall in the early hours of the morning to visit them...... He still hasn't forgotten that he is an orphan, and because of this, he respects An Zhanyu and respects him like the most important person in his life, like a father and a god.

He has never had the slightest resentment and suspicion towards An Zhanyu, even if he vaguely feels that An Zhanyu never really values himself, even if he feels that he has never regarded himself as his own...... It doesn't matter.

Even if it's ...... An Zhanyu naturally felt that he should not and did not deserve to be with An Ran......

He also felt that yes, yes, it should be, but he Mo Huaiyuan was not good enough.

But......

Scold...... But......

The knuckles of the steering wheel were terribly white, and the force was so extreme that the steering wheel was almost crooked by him.

The cold wind, blowing in wantonly from the unclosed car window, swept away the coldest breath of the northern winter, and the hunting ground blew on Mo Huaiyuan's face...... He sneered lightly at self-deprecation, but after the sneer, there was an unconcealable sharp pain in his heart, which almost made him unable to breathe.

He never thought that this qiē was all fake, a lie. Someone would have lost the lives of his parents because of selfishness...... turned his entire life upside down......

And what is even more ridiculous and sad is that he actually poured out his heart and lungs for half his life for such a person. For fear of being sorry for him, even if you lower yourself to the dust, you must remember to be responsible for him and the entire An family.

This pain, like a fire ignited on this icy winter day, burned his laughter and tears into smoke, and the rest was only ashes, only the pain that made people want to run to the end of the world and couldn't cry out...... A little bit of a collapse in my heart......

Mo Huaiyuan lowered his head, his shoulders trembled violently to the point of weakness, he only felt that he could no longer bear it.

A dazzling light flashed ahead, and it was a vehicle turning at the intersection!

"Squeak-" There was a screeching sound of tires rubbing against the ground, and it was he subconsciously slammed the steering wheel to avoid the vehicle that suddenly rushed out!

It's dangerous.

On this winter night with heavy snowfall, the cold wind mixed with snowflakes poured in through the window! The hunting ground scraped his face and body like a knife!

And Enron......

Mo Huaiyuan once really felt that she was the only warm color in his life.

He remembered her simple and beautiful closeness when he first entered the An's house; remembers her heart-wrenching grief and resentment towards her father when Shen Pan died that year; I remember getting along with her for three years when I was a teenager...... He had actually been blaming himself for waking up too late, and it wasn't until he was 24 years old that he realized how inseparable he was from her when she fell in love with someone else, and before that, everything he Mo Huaiyuan did was like drifting aimlessly on the sea, and he didn't know where his ship was going to float.

She was the only thing he had ever thought about then, until a long, long time later.

He joined the army because she wanted to join the army; He applied for retirement because he didn't want to see her worry about it anymore; He left behind his bright future and went abroad with her, because he didn't want her to be alone......

In Maicheng, when he exhausted everything and got her heart, he thought, it would be better to go on like this.

Even she didn't know about it, and even Mo Huaiyuan herself didn't think about it carefully-

Enron ......

You were mine...... Life.

……

Mo Huaiyuan never thought that there would be any reason in this world for him to give up Enron.

Even when he was in An Zhanyu's ward, he thought that maybe he could protect her for the rest of his life, even if she didn't want him, this life