087 I'll just stay here for a while
When I was a child, the second uncle was the most handsome and the second aunt was the most beautiful in the entire Mo family. The two of them stood together in military uniforms, and they were a pair of heroic and sassy people.
Every time Monet thought of that image, and then thought of the explosion when he was 13 years old, his heart trembled.
Lin Ruo closed the door, made tea and ran back on slippers, looking excited: "Where did you meet him?" It's almost the New Year, how did he come to Z City? Doesn't he have to accompany Secretary An...... Zhan"
Monet explained: "He resigned from the post of secretary of the Standing Committee more than half a year ago and went to the local government, and I don't know how I met him here. ”
Lin Ruo wanted to ask something, but was stopped by Monet's deep and calm eyes, motioned for her to pour tea, and after pouring the tea, she went to the study to watch the two children come out.
Although Lin Ruo was curious, he had no choice but to do so.
The heated room in the north was very warm, and when Monet took off his scarf and walked to see him, he only felt a little frightened - he was dressed in a single shirt, and his hand bones were red from the cold. And when I saw him, the thick layer of snow on his car was completely unreminiscent.
"What's wrong?"
Monet sat down and asked in a slow, distant voice.
Even if we haven't seen each other for many years, even if there has never been any communication over the years, at this juncture, Monet subconsciously feels that something big should happen in Kyoto.
Mo Huaiyuan's thoughts were still wandering, frozen for too long, and his thoughts were almost empty.
Raising his eyes to look at him, his thin lips opened lightly, and there were two tentative words: "...... Cousin......"
Mo Nay smiled lightly, and couldn't help but think of the closeness between their cousins when they were children, Mo Huaiyuan always only called him brother, where did he come from such a dignified cousin?
But after all, it's been many years.
"After that incident, my parents, your uncle, remained in Kyoto. I came to Z City to go to university, and after graduating, I started my own small construction company until now. What about you? How are you? ”
How could he run out alone during the Chinese New Year?
The corners of Mo Huaiyuan's mouth couldn't help but hook up a pale smile, he is an orphan, what can he do?
"Did something happen to Secretary An, or did you have an accident yourself?" Monet is still speculating.
"Cousin......"
His low, indifferent voice interrupted him.
After staying up all night, his cold eyes were a little bloodshot, swept the table, and asked him, "You were older at that time, and you remember more than me." What were the causes and consequences of the bombings at that time, do you remember? ”
Monet was not in the slightest afraid that he would mention it, which was very unexpected!
"Why do you suddenly ask this? All these years have passed...... Huaiyuan, we haven't seen each other for so many years......" he asked with a forced smile, and there was a hint of strangeness in his voice that was different from the calm of the past.
"Do you remember?" Mo Huaiyuan's eyes turned cold, as if he had regained a little sobriety, and asked him, "What was the reason for the report at that time?" ”
Monet bowed his head, fiddled with the teacup, and remained silent for a long time.
He didn't expect that Mo Huaiyuan would ask this when he met for the first time after many years, and secondly, he thought that this would become an eternal secret, which even he didn't know very well.
"You really want to know?"
Monet vaguely sensed that his sudden appearance in City Z was definitely related to this matter, and suddenly asked.
"I wasn't big back then, and I didn't know more about what was reported on TV, maybe you know more than I did, but it was true that there was a time when I heard my parents, that is, your uncle and their husband and wife arguing, because of why they didn't adopt you."
Facts have proved that Mo Yunan's elder brother did want to help his younger brother, who became a martyr, adopt a son.
However, his wife disagreed.
When Monet was 13 years old, he heard them arguing through the crack in the door.
The mother said, "Can you carry it?" How good are An Zhanyu's family conditions? Look at this place in our house, you are crazy to raise two sons! ”
Mo Yubei blushed angrily and said, "Then you can give Huaiyuan to the beast surnamed An?" Others don't know, I spent time in the army I know!! The bomb disposal unit and the pioneer never go together, but when it explodes, it kills the two of them!! There's a problem here! I swear by the ancestral tablet of my old Mo family. it, there's definitely a problem!! ”
The mother shouted hysterically: "It's you bastard who has the problem!" It's enough for me to raise one son! You want to raise someone else's child, you raise it alone! ”
"Then why don't you want to think about what it will be like to settle down there when you get far away?!!"
"Very good! Eat him, live in him, go to school!! Even if it's an enemy, you can get it later
Tang respects the filial piety of the people who settle down!! ”
"You...... You ......"
Mo Yubei was so angry that he almost broke off, and almost fainted, "This kid will kill you sooner or later...... My brother and my brother-in-law will not be blind in this life!! ”
At that time, the family was noisy, and the grief and unwillingness could be felt by Monet watching from the sidelines.
But because he is too young to understand the world, these words are hidden in his heart with an obscure meaning, Monet is older every time, and when he thinks about it, he feels more and more frightened, this truth is like a time bomb that will explode at any time, with An Zhanyu's successful adoption of Mo Huaiyuan, buried deeply.
For many years, nothing happened to each other.
Monet also thought that time would probably bury a qiē, and if nothing happened, he didn't need to think about it anymore, he forgot about it, but he didn't expect to bump into him again.
Mo Huaiyuan's appearance made him frightened.
I haven't seen each other for many years, and when I say goodbye, I don't look like a teenager anymore, and even the heart-rending sadness I felt when I finally parted was gone.
After listening to this explanation, the scarlet bloodshot in Mo Huaiyuan's eyes floated more, his hand gradually clenched into perfection, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth turned into a sneer, as if he was suppressing something.
Now, he didn't even need to explain, Monet looked at him, smiled, and was stunned for a moment.
Then, the corners of the smiling mouth began to twitch slightly.
He vaguely knew that the buried mine had finally exploded.
It seems like...... Could it be that his father Mo Yubei was just guessing the result back then, but was it true?
Monet's fingers trembling as he held the teacup.
It's been twenty-six years.
Raising his head, he stared at him and smiled lightly: "No, this matter is so big, are you hearsay, or ......"
Mo Huaiyuan raised his head slightly, glanced at him, and said in a dumb voice: "You also know? ”
Monet was angry: "I just thought it was a joke......"
Bowing his head, the atmosphere between the two was wrong to the extreme, for a long time, Mo Huaiyuan seemed to have finally found someone who could tell his heart, raised his eyes to look at him, and said,
"I hope it's not true, but I heard it with my own ears...... I can't tell you that again, cousin, but...... The explosion back then, which could not have happened, was a conspiracy and deliberate, and as for who the initiator was, I don't say that you can guess it......"
"I also heard what you just said, and now I think that it is reasonable for my uncle and aunt to make such a decision at that time......"
Where, reasonable?
Mo Nai suddenly couldn't think of how Mo Huaiyuan had lived in the An family for more than 20 years?
How did he get out one night ago?
Lin Ruo opened the door, brought a plate of fruit, and brought it to the two of them: "How did you talk about this atmosphere?" It's embarrassing that I haven't seen you in years, right? It'll be fine in a while, my name is Lin Ruo, you can call me sister-in-law, if you feel rusty...... Then you can call it when it's ripe for a while! ”
Mo Huaiyuan didn't look up.
He just raised his hand and raised the cigarette between his slender red fingers, and said, "Is there a child?" Then I pinched ......"
Lin Ruo hurriedly said: "It's okay, they are doing their homework next door, and they can't smoke ......"
Monet looked up with a very pale face, pulled her over gently, and whispered a word, telling her to come to the side first, and not to speak yet.
The one he has now, his wife, his children, and his family, when he sees it, I don't know how he feels.
What if, all of that is true?
"Are you busy for the New Year? If you're not busy, stay with me for two more days? ”
Lin Ruoben was wiping the furnishings on the shelf next to him, and when he heard this, he was first surprised and stunned, and then turned back with some concerns-
It's rare to have a big person in the family, she is excited, yes, but it's the New Year in two years, and their family of four wants to celebrate, not to mention, sometimes they have to move around relatives, where is it convenient for an outsider to be there?
But, that's what she thought.
"......" didn't look very good, but he dared to show his husband so blatantly.
Mo Huaiyuan understands.
What a day it is.
He smiled lightly, the first smile in the more than ten hours he had driven from Kyoto.
Thinking that there was no way to go, thinking that there was a cliff in front of him, and now there was a small place for him to perch for a short time,
And someone knows who he is, and someone knows his past, which makes Mo Huaiyuan feel comfortable, even if it's only ...... A little ......
"I'll find a place to go...... There should still be a place where I can stay......" He stared at the table, muttered, took the last puff of his cigarette, and said gratefully, "Brother, I'll stay for a while...... It's good to have a little bit......"
Monet got up.
After standing for a long time, he took out a trembling hand and patted him on the shoulder.
"You'll have to tell me more about it, and now we'll rest. It's okay. You can take as long as you want. ”
This is from the bottom of my heart.
After walking over and pulling his beloved wife together, he went to the guest room next to her to discuss things, and through the crack in the door, the two husbands and wives were tall and short, one tall and one soft, and they were communicating their hearts seemingly calmly.
Mo Huaiyuan snuffed out the cigarette in his hand.
The cold air penetrated into the bones, and when the warmth returned, the bones began to hurt in the heart, and he felt that this pain was much more comfortable than the pain in his heart, so he closed his eyes, lay on the sofa, and the fatigue of the night dispersed, dragging him into a black nightmare.
Nightmares are terrifying, so terrifying that there is only one theme.
The more than 30 years he has lived, and the way he has traveled, are all absurd.
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The headquarters of the Kyoto Military Region, blew up.
When An Ran woke up the next day, the two servants in the family looked so nervous that they even took the wrong sheets to make the bed, An Ran slept very unsteadily this night, and woke up once in a dream, that was because she suddenly thought in her dream that her father who came after fainting would also wake up, Mo Huaiyuan was there to take care of him, and she was completely at ease, but she vaguely felt uneasy that they would always meet when they woke up.
The relationship between Mo Huaiyuan and An Zhanyu has not been understood by An Ran since he was a child.
In my memory, the young man was calm and quiet, polite and sensible, and he was not close to An Zhanyu but respected and grateful.
When he grew up, the same was true of the man.
But the father, as if he was prejudiced, treated him verbally with courtesy, and praised and cared for his adopted son in every way, in fact, what did he really do for Mo Huaiyuan?
As Zou Yan once said, she has a monstrous background, but she couldn't get Mo Huaiyuan out of the procuratorate in a place? Is it because of the sentence "adopted son" on the information?
Maybe it's really not an "adopted son" relationship, An Ran thought.
It was An Zhanyu who never explained a word to him.
Some people's lives, such as her, don't need to think about it, there are people who have paved the most comfortable road every step of the way; Some people, such as Mo Huaiyuan, have to try step by step, whether it is thorns or a swamp ahead, they will know when they are in pain, and they will know that they are wrong when they fall into it and pull it out, but he has not said a word.
In the front room, Xiao Ai was chatting with Chen's mother, with a very frightened face.
Xiao Ai was scared and cried.