22. Fighting currents

Yubihama felt relieved about what he was doing, so I didn't ask when I got to school.

It shouldn't be a relief that your friend isn't bothered by any perversion, but a happy smile from another angle. As for what that smile means, and what kind of emotion it means, I don't know.

When a girl is really relieved that her companion is not bothered by perversion, that expression is relieved. And that look of sincerity is enough to make people run away in shame. But Yubihama's smile was not like that at all. It's completely different from the world where I've always been ostracized, and there was happiness in that smile, and a little sorry for the snow.

I don't know how to deal with that feeling. Because I haven't seen it once, I don't even have a reference.

And at the end of the day, I don't want to know anything about it.

The emotional threads between high school students have nothing to do with logic, love and hate for no reason, madness for no reason, none of these have anything to do with me. No matter how much meaning her smile has, it's zero to me. It's zero. is meaningless. That's it, nothing else. My life is very different from that of other people, and the awareness of this should have existed for a long time. So applying excess energy at this point is completely incorrect.

So let's just don't know what to do. spent the last life of high school peacefully, and there will be no regrets in the future. And to be honest, I don't understand those things at all, do I? Those current lives have nothing to do with me, my life has long been planned by myself. No one, nothing can be shaken.

The past has changed at the age of five, and the future will change with it. If you don't grasp the opportunities that come with your youngest years, then life is meaningless. I accepted the meaning of that dream without any comment.

This is the only one, the only persistence of more than ten years, I don't want to deny it.

Only their own insistence will not be denied.

"Looking at your bad look, have I encountered anything good?"

"What's bad for me, it's a good thing for you...... Forget it, it doesn't matter anyway. โ€

I could only shrug my shoulders when faced with the problem under the snow.

If she had known about my conversation with Yubihama in the morning, she would have taken me to the police station. And it is on the grounds that sexual harassment seems to be more likely. I was more confident in my future plans than I was, and Xue Nai was such a cruel person that she could even smile and watch me go to hell.

"What are you talking nonsense about? How could I possibly watch my classmates go down the path of crime? I will only watch over you tenderly, waiting for you to reach out to the clutches of sin. โ€

โ€ฆโ€ฆ It's useless to call her an old stalk now, right?

"I'm too lazy to quarrel with you now."

I don't want to waste all my energy on a meaningless argument under the snow during my lunch break.

Whether I can quarrel or not is one thing, but the key is that the eyes of the classmates in the class are really dazzling, and I often have a feeling as if I am about to be pierced. I feel like I'm facing Vlad III, the son of a Romanian dragon. The Turkish soldiers in Tsepeลก were just as chilled. This kind of feeling that Wanfu refers to is really not pleasant.

To be honest, I've always been hidden in the crowd, and I'm not used to being targeted by so many people, even if I go through it many times. Especially when I finished arguing with the snow and won the victory, that kind of cold gaze made me feel sad.

I don't like under the snow, so please don't look at me with that kind of look at the class enemy. I'm just an ordinary high school student with my own goals. Do you think that communicating with the snow is the same as dealing with alien monsters? So talk to that lonely guy so much, don't always look at me with that horrible look. Taking the initiative to find fault under the snow can't let me even resist resist, right? That guy is just plain right, not a goddess.

Unfortunately, there was still no one in the class who could respond to my hopes. These guys have been hiding somewhere, whispering, and then giving me hateful looks. If you're really jealous, jealous, and hateful, then come over directly, and I'll definitely give up the right to speak and go to Yubihama to re-establish a new ministry department.

I'm a little sorry for Mr. Hiratsuka, but I really think this choice is the right one!

"Isn't it supposed to take a break during the lunch break? Leave me alone. โ€

"I'm not the kind of woman who stalks, I'm better than Qigu-san. If it weren't for your constant nerves, I wouldn't have said anything about it. Even if I'm sitting in front of a dead house, I'll smile, right? โ€

"Should I protest from the side of the dead house or from the side of the irritation?"

"It's okay to express it from both sides, right? I don't mind. โ€

"But I don't mind......"

I replied weakly, and I looked up at the ceiling a little tiredly.

It's not that it's an unfamiliar ceiling or anything, but it's just a desire to avoid the sharp gaze of those people. If eyes could kill, I think I'd been dead about 10,000 times. Only more than this, not less than this.

So when you see an inconspicuous-looking guy talking and laughing with your goddess, don't hesitate to go up and talk to you. Your goddess may have waited for a hero to break the ice. At least I believe that the conversation between me and the two people under the snow is definitely not a pleasant thing, and even if it is pleasant, it is only a pleasant person under the snow.

"That timber classmate, it seems that he didn't come to school today."

As if casual chatter, another bombshell was dropped under the snow.

"I heard that I was very sad to go home, how do you feel about it? Than Qigu-san? โ€

"I don't know how to do it, after all, this matter has nothing to do with me. I'm just giving a correct explanation from my point of view, and I don't know what he thinks. I just gave the right choice. โ€

"Really? Is it correct to give a subjective reason that seems completely impossible to resist? โ€

"Isn't that something you like to do all the time? Explain it from your own perspective and let others accept it. โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆ You're getting more and more unpleasant, Biqi Gu-kun. โ€

"You're the same, a little sleek under the snow."

I looked at the snow beside me and sneered.