"I can't sign ......" he slowly clenched his pen, his muscles creaking as he knew what would happen after he signed. Dawn

"But I can't ...... Just watched Yunshang die...... Can save ...... But he didn't save her......" A murmur came from between his chest and lungs, showing that he seemed to be standing on the top of such a cliff, with the abyss of hell on the left and right.

Lu Qing didn't know what was going on with Yunsheng, but he was really distressed when he saw him like this, and touched his shoulder: "Si Ran, how long have you not closed your eyes?" Why don't you go and take a break, and then think about it, it's not a way for you to spend like this, and one day you'll be exhausted by yourself......"

How long has it been since you closed your eyes?

Huo Siran didn't know what to say, he was a soldier, he had tried to perform tasks for five days and four nights in a row, and he didn't even have time to take a nap in his clothes, but even on the front line, he didn't spend as much time as he does now, every minute and second, he was tortured all the time, he was really tired.

"Actually, Tongtong has been hit hard recently, she has emotions, it's normal to be emotional, and she can't stand it if she changes anyone, right?" Lu Qing persuaded, "It's just a divorce agreement, you can recover it after you divide it, you don't have to make it like the end of the world, her roots are in City C, her work and future are in Kyoto, we don't have to worry about her being lost, aren't we?" She's a strong girl, no matter what happens, no matter how sad she is, she won't be stupid, Si Ran, you can punish her for a while, right? ”

Lu Qing's words were like a wisp of fresh wind blowing into his heart for Huo Siran, who was about to be tortured to death by himself, and his few simple words gave him so much hope.

"If I want her to donate her kidney to save the person she hates to the bone...... Do you think she will ever forgive me again? Huo Siran had never been so dazed and helpless, so dazed that he wanted to ask for some peace of mind like a random person who reached out to help, "I will use everything I have to make up for her in the future, including my life...... Even if she wants me to die, I'm willing...... If you say so, will she forgive me again? Steaming"

Lu Qing, you say, will she give me another chance to make up for her?

Lu Qing's whole person froze, he had heard some of the grievances between Lin Yitong's mother and daughter and the Yun family, and he thought that she had to divorce for something, it turned out that it was not only for the child in the womb who refused to be killed, not only for Lin Weilan and Gu Jingsheng, but also for herself. If the person who got cancer was Yunshang and asked her to give up her child's life to save her, Lu Qing, who was an outsider, also felt hesitant and unfair. But just like Huo Siran said, he can't watch Yunshang die, he can save but can't save it, so it turns out that some things are destined, these two people are destined to go through this catastrophe, he is destined to be sorry for her, but he is afraid that she will not forgive again.

Lu Qing didn't want to favor anyone, and he didn't feel that everything was forgivable just because Huo Siran was his friend, but at the moment he felt that he had stayed up too long, really too long.

Where is the look of longing for answers, where is the Huo Siran who once had eyes higher than the sky?

"Yes......" Lu Qing patted him on the shoulder with a light smile, "I think she should understand and understand your distress one day...... She will forgive you...... But maybe, it won't be so soon......"

"It's going to be a little slower...... Yes...... It's a little bit slower......"

This answer was ambiguous, but the original meaning was yes, Huo Siran's heart suddenly became happy, and the deep doubts and expectations in his eyes seemed to be asking, really? There are too many things that he can't be sure of, and he doesn't dare to be sure, after listening to Lu Qing's words, his heart seems to let go of a little, he smiled faintly, buried his head deeply, and clenched the pen in his palm......

"Really......"

"You sign first, and then take a break," Lu Qing patted him on the shoulder, "Don't pick a place, just here, listen to my ...... It's okay......"

Huo Siran was really tired to the extreme, and he didn't even know how he signed those two names, he said "um" vaguely, wrote down his name, stroke by stroke, Lu Qing took his pen away, and let him sleep here for a while. Huo Siran lay down with his clothes closed, his wrist on his forehead, his thin lips were slightly white, as if he would soon be able to fall asleep, he told himself that he was just resting for a while, just for a while, and then he would go to her when he got up, but he never thought that he would sleep for four years.

He once thought she was dead, and he was alone for the rest of his life.

Later, when I met her again, I found out that she was not dead, but she was no longer human.

******

Labor is induced with the least harmful medical abortion, followed by a kidney transplant. When this plan was proposed, the Yun family did not express any objections, Yun Qinghai opened his mouth to ask something but finally closed it, because he knew that the reason why it was carried out in such a hurry was because Yun Shang's situation was not optimistic, and there was no way to wait until Lin Yitong had a miscarriage and recuperated before carrying out the transplant operation, after all, the damage was doomed, it was better to come all at once and then raise it slowly, of course, Huo Siran's iron order was to ensure her safety, and he wanted her to be fine.

Both parties agreed that the operation time had been set, Yunshang could be ready at any time, and Lin Yitong's condition was stable after a few days of rest.

She is health-conscious and has always been healthy.

That morning, she slept for a long time, and when she got up, she checked various indicators, and the nurse sent her consent form for surgery, she looked at it carefully, and there was no problem, and then her long eyelashes lifted and looked at Huo Siran.

He knew what she was wanting.

His face was very stiff, he turned his back and asked someone to bring in the two divorce agreements and put them in front of her.

After she signed, someone would send their respective ID cards, household registration books, and various letters of introduction to the Civil Affairs Bureau during the operation, and he promised to let her see the stamp on the certificate before she came out after the operation. Her stubbornness was something he had never imagined.

The little face hung down palely, glanced at the words he had signed, picked up the pen and wrote down his own stroke by stroke, and placed them on the same sheet of paper separately from him.

Huo Siran finally broke through, turned around, strode over, and held her hand holding the pen!

A mark was made on the paper.

She raised her eyes with a hint of coldness, looked at him without emotion, then sneered, which was considered comfort, and then gently broke free of her hand and wrote it stroke by stroke.

"Thank you." She spoke quietly but clearly.

Huo Siran, thank you. You have dug yourself out of my heart with your own hands, even with flesh and blood.

That scene stabbed him like a heart-wrenching pain, but Huo Siran didn't understand what she was thanking for.

Surgery is near.

I had been taking the medicine for two days in a row, and after swallowing the small white pill, the door of the operating room opened, and Yunshang was already waiting in the operating room on the other side. She closed her eyes and lay down gently, the moment the anesthetic entered the blood vessels, it was very calm, so calm that she seemed to fall asleep, and she would not hear the sound of the machine cutting and tearing out the contents of her body.

Huo Siran guarded her for a long time, she was like a sleeping glass doll, lying in his arms, unable to speak or move.

"What are you doing," Yun Fei muttered dissatisfiedly, looking at her parents, "It's my sister who is dying, it's okay, dig a kidney and won't die, if it does, why do so many people donate for free......

Yun Qinghai glanced at her coldly and warned her not to speak again.

The door of the operating room was open, and the people were pushed in turn, Huo Siran slowly straightened his waist, stared at the operating door and the red light lit up, and said in a low voice: "Do you remember to go back and tell your sister, after this operation, we don't owe each other, me and her or your entire Yun family...... No more relevance. ”

“——！！” Yun Fei's eyes widened, she didn't expect Huo Siran to say such a thing, her sister had just tasted a little sweetness, but she didn't expect Huo Siran to be angry with her sister because of Lin Yitong's injury for no reason, this Lin Yitong, why did she still jump when she died, is she a ghost that never goes away!!

But it's okay, it's okay...... Heh, Yun Fei sneered and looked at the operating table, she promised that after her operation began, there would be no return.

………………

"Bang" There was a knock on the door, and a nurse came out of it in a hurry, and her hands were bloody and wanted to rush outside, Huo Siran suddenly clasped her wrist with an unkind face, and looked at her bloody heart stopped beating for a beat, and asked in a dumb voice: "What's wrong?" ”

"The abortion was not clean, I went to get the tools used to clear the uterus," the nurse was anxious, "It is said that the abortion should be fine, how can the medicine not flow completely after taking it on time......"

Qing Palace?

Huo Siran grabbed her violently again, his face turned extremely pale: "This is considered a failure, isn't it?" Problems start from the beginning of the miscarriage? ”

"......" The nurse had nothing to say, this, who would have thought that even the flow of medicine would have problems!

"Will it hurt?" He asked with a sneer.

The nurse didn't dare to come out, didn't dare to speak, and the uterus couldn't inject anesthetics, and she didn't say in advance that it was a painless abortion, and she wanted a machine to clean the embryonic tissue, could it not be painful?

Huo Siran sneered even more, although he had imagined what kind of bloody scene there would be in the operating room before, but he didn't expect that in reality, he had completely collapsed just by seeing the nurse stained with her blood on her hands, and he couldn't stand it anymore...... There was a strong suffocation in his chest, and he raised his eyes to look at the operating door, and was about to push it in.

"We don't do it...... his mind buzzed, and he regretted it.

He wants to ask for the operation to be terminated now.

Tongtong, we don't do it......

"Hey!!" The first to be frightened was Yun Fei, and then the entire Yun family rioted, so frightened that the three souls fell off two and a half souls, several people blocked Huo Siran repeatedly, and even the nurse was so frightened that she hurriedly retreated and grabbed the door of the operating room.

"You can't do this, how can you do this!! It's just a clear palace, how many women in the hospital have done it a day, but my sister has now done double nephrectomy surgery on the operating table, and if there is no good kidney source, she will die if she is replenished now! Do you want her to die on the operating table?!! You also signed the consent form for surgery!! Yun Fei was so frightened that tears came out, and she desperately tried to stop Huo Siran.

The play was too deep, and even she really thought that Yunshang had cut two kidneys and was waiting there to die of failure. Mica was also so frightened that she fell out of shape, and immediately knelt down for him, crying and begging him not to go in, don't stop, if something happened at such a moment, it would be Yunshang's life...... She can't survive!!

The scene in front of him was chaotic, and even the attending physician inside was alarmed, his hands were shaking, looking at the pale face of the delicate person under partial anesthesia, and a pair of watery eyes looked at him fixedly, as if asking him what he was doing. They all told her that the embryo of forty or fifty days old could indeed be cleaned by medicine, but when the embryo came out, they all really saw the size of the embryo. But she didn't need to have a miscarriage because of this, she really wasn't unreasonable.

She just felt a lot of pain in her heart, because she knew that this embryo would never grow back if it flowed down.

Huo Siran's fist was pressed against the door of the operating room, and he looked down at the few people kneeling at his feet with a pale face, even he was about to believe that this was a fate and catastrophe that he couldn't change from his heart, what could he do? Now that a door is blocked, a living human life is blocked, he can only clearly feel her pain in a place where he can't see it at all, and it is better to cut it on himself than to cut it.

She was inside, in pain, or not, without a sound.

Qing Palace.

She slowly raised her head, feeling the sensation of the cold machine expanding in her body, the clear pain spread from one point to the whole body, which was unexpected by the operation, so no measures were taken, her thin lips were faintly soaking a trace of blood, her hands clenched the sheets under her, sweat, from the pale skin as paper, covered in cold sweat.

This pain will be unforgettable for a lifetime.

………………

Halfway, a nurse ran in, whispering in the chief physician's ear, saying that Yunshang was ready to ask him what to do, the chief physician wore a mask and covered most of his face, and said in a low voice, "Directly perform radical resection of the left kidney, and let her stay in the ward for the rest of the time", and when the nurse left, he lowered his eyes and looked at the patient on the operating table, she was already in a daze of pain, her body could not move under the action of the strong anesthetic, her back was perfectly exposed, and she slowly moved to that position under the surgical cloth, The incision will be cut vertically, and the operation will not take too long or too long, but the chief physician knows that the kidney is obviously not needed, and it is not necessary to dig it out.

Seeing the doctor under his hand take the knife, the wound gushed and bleed, stopped, and the incised subcutaneous tissue was exposed, and there were bloody but familiar veins inside.

This is an intact person, and this action will cripple her for the rest of her life.

"Wait a minute...... the chief physician was covered with sweat on his forehead, trembling and stopping the chief surgeon.

"Wait a minute......" He didn't forget what the medical ethics he first learned were, collecting money, cheating people, as long as it doesn't hurt nature, it just affects interpersonal relationships, but it doesn't include taking a scalpel to save people like this, especially this girl doesn't owe him anything, even she is studying medicine, and the people who have been rescued from her are also numerous...... How could he, so.

"Doctor Mo, we have no way out." The young surgeon whispered, "I know that we can stop like this, and we can just sew the incision and no one will find it." But one day this will show a flaw, she has no less than one kidney, we can't explain this operation, and then we will be all done. I have inquired about this girl, she has no background, no father or mother, we should only be sorry for her, and I will do my best to help her if she has any difficulties in the future. ”

"Doctor Mo, a kidney person will not die."

The chief physician's hand trembled for a long time and didn't stop, and finally slowly clenched into a fist, turned around, and wore a mask with tears in his eyes. People must have a conscience in life, and he felt that he was carried away by interests for a while and did not prevent all this from happening, but later he realized that if there is an extra hurdle in his conscience, Rao will not be able to cross it for a lifetime, and a mistake is a lifetime, and that feeling is worse than death.

But in the end, this is what he only learned about later.

Later, it was finally too late.

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The operation lasted more than nine hours, from morning to evening, with no pauses in between.

As dusk approached, something finally happened.

Lin Yitong pushed it out first, when Huo Siran stepped forward to hold the railing of her hospital bed, she only felt that the person who was thin and thin with tubes all over her body was not her, the knife edge she had sutured was covered with ice, and the effect of the anesthetic had not subsided for the time being, Huo Siran followed her into the ward, holding her cold little hand that was so soft that she didn't seem to have any strength, and she didn't feel anything if she hadn't eaten for a day, but her hand still hadn't warmed up.

His hair was messy, and the stubble on his jaw was protruding in large chunks, and he was very embarrassed.

I'm not in the mood to do anything, I'm just afraid, especially afraid, because just now the people from the guard have already sent the divorce papers, and the green ones mean that they don't have any relationship anymore.

On the desk in the ward are the medical books she has been reading for the past few days.

There seems to be something in the medical book.

Huo Siran was stunned, holding her with one hand, and taking out the black and white paper in the medical book with the other, it was clearly the B-ultrasound picture of the day of the day, he didn't like her to always take it, and he pulled it over and didn't know where it was thrown, she looked for it for a long time, and she didn't know where she found it and put it in the book.

Watch it once a day.

Huo Siran's chest shook heavily, his face turned pale, he seemed to suddenly think of something, thought of the question, which she had always cared about.

"It's not good, Brother Huo is not good, come and take a look...... My sister ...... My sister ......" Yun Fei suddenly ran in crying, holding on to the door and crying and pointing in the direction of the ward, as if there was a problem with Yun Shang's unfinished operation, a new nurse connected the wrong tube, she couldn't breathe until she was suffocated, her blood pressure dropped rapidly, and her body was on the verge of failure.

Huo Siran was stunned for a moment, then he suddenly got up and ran out of the city in great strides.

At the door of the operating room, it was already a mess, mica was crying heartbreakingly and wanted to break in to see, Yun Qinghai was so frightened that her legs were weak and slowly fell down against the wall, and the doctor blocked the door and did not allow them to enter, saying nonsense such as "I must fight to rescue", tearing people's hearts.

And after Huo Siran rushed out of the hall desperately, Yun Fei, who was still crying just now, slowly suppressed her crying, and her tears were like a faucet that was slowly tightened, and she no longer shed tears.

She knew that no one would notice such a chaotic scene at the moment.

A pair of crying cold eyes flashed a little red, and slowly, swept towards the girl in the postoperative coma in the ward, Yun Fei looked at her very carefully, she did not forget what her sister promised her, she said that after Huo Siran and Lin Yitong's relationship broke down, she would let it go, whether Lin Yitong lived or died, it was up to her Yun Fei to decide.

She didn't forget the feeling she felt when she stood outside the door of Lu Yuzhi's operating room that day, and saw the leg that had been knocked so that the flesh and blood were separated was sawed off and sent out to show her.

Lin Yitong, do you know what a real cripple is?

It is you who have a problem even eating and drinking, you can't walk, you can't wear clothes by yourself, that kind of person is the most undignified, and he has to rely on others to live.

"A kidney, you owe it to my sister...... How about your life if it were mine? She turned her head and stood at the door of the ward, discussing with her in a low and cold voice.

A smile slowly rose at the corner of his mouth, and Yun Fei straightened her back and walked away slowly.

At the same time, the elevator at the end of the corridor opened, and several men in black clothes walked out.

"Hey, what are you doing, this is a patient in our ward, do you know her, you have to go in......" The little nurse was helpless.

"We are from Xintian Bodyguard Company, Miss Lin contacted us before the operation, and asked us to take her to move the place immediately after her operation, please pack up her medical records and other things, we will take them away immediately," the man showed a piece of paper with an expressionless face, "This is the detailed agreement between Miss Lin and us, and we only did things for her after we received the money from her...... We are a regular company and act in accordance with the law. ”

The little nurse took the piece of paper ignorantly, looked at it for a long time, and then glanced at the people inside, as if she could understand it at once.

Her husband suspected that her child belonged to another man, and when the man's lover came to the hospital with kidney cancer, her husband asked her to kill the child and match her lover with kidney donation. Now it is said that she has obtained the divorce certificate, which is placed at her bedside, and if it were her, she would definitely spare no effort to stay away from this man. There's a reason why she's prepared for this in advance.

"Okay then," the little nurse's eyes were red, and she went to the information cabinet to take out their surgical consent forms and documents together, handed them to them, and then whispered, "You help me tell her, live well in the future, and if she suffers, she will be bitten by a dog, and she will definitely meet someone who is very good to her." ”

The man's eyes flickered behind his sunglasses, nodded, and took the papers.

No one noticed when Lin Yitong was taken away, the stretcher car was pushed out and went directly to the elevator, there were a few black business vehicles parked there downstairs ready to go, if you look closely, there is no license plate at all and you can't see what the face looks like, after the stretcher car was pushed out, she got into the back seat of the business car, and several people got into the car, and disappeared at the door of the hospital as soon as they turned around.

………………

Yun Sheng finally had no trouble, and after the emergency rescue, her blood pressure began to rise little by little, and when the doctor came out to tell them that she was willing to stabilize, mica fainted as soon as she cried, Yun Qinghai hugged her old tears, and the family was in shock.

Huo Siran saw the broken organs and tissues that were brought out by the nurse, her eyes quickly turned red, and she finally couldn't help it and grabbed her arm.

The nurse was stunned, what are you doing?

"The previous patient, my wife's ......," he said with difficulty, "her aborted embryonic tissue...... Is it still there? ”

The nurse paused and nodded: "Yes, it hasn't been thrown away before the operation is completely over, do you want that?" ”

Huo Siran's thin white lips were tightly pursed, sharp as a knife, but he couldn't say a word. He hadn't forgotten the page he had just seen in her book, in fact, she had always been skeptical and caring.

The nurse immediately understood when she saw him, her eyelashes drooped unnaturally, and she said, "Then you can come with me." ”

After the DNA test was done, the results of the test would not come out until at least six hours later, Huo Siran held down the gap of dripping blood, threw it away after two seconds, sat at the door of the testing room for a while, and then walked to Lin Yitong's ward, but waited to push it away. He was stunned when he was at the door, and for a moment he thought he had gone to the wrong ward, but the room number was obviously correct, her books and her B-ultrasound pictures were there, but her person was gone.

The entire obstetrics and gynecology ward building exploded.

………………

A patient who has just undergone a kidney transplant, the incision has just been sutured and has not yet passed the anesthetic effect, and she is extremely weak, where can she go alone?

Huo Siran didn't know what to do, he didn't even have the strength to think about these questions, he only knew that she was gone, it felt like something that had been close to his pocket suddenly disappeared, he had countless dreams of her leaving, carrying a red suitcase with his back to him and walking farther and farther...... Now, she's really gone.

When Lu Qing arrived, he only saw a man who seemed to be crazy, disturbing the entire obstetrics and gynecology department, and he shook violently and asked someone casually: "Have you seen her?" Did you see her? ”

Lu Qing himself was shocked, and stepped forward to ask what's wrong, what was he looking for, and what was he missing?

The little nurse who knew what was going on had already been stunned against the wall, as if she was executed, it would be her turn sooner or later, and sure enough, when Huo Siran pulled her over and shook her desperately, she was so frightened that she cried out with a "wow", the man's eyes were cracked and stained with terrible scarlet blood, and hot tears hung on his steel-like man's face, and he asked her like crazy: "Where did she go?" Tell me where the hell she's gone!! ”

The little nurse covered her eyes and cried as she said, "She's gone...... Woowoo...... She went alone, and she had already arranged it...... Whining...... I don't know where she went, I really don't know ......."

At that moment, Lu Qing saw that Huo Siran's whole person was like being struck in place by lightning with tens of millions of volts, and with a bang, his whole life seemed to be frozen here.

What kind of pain should that be??

“…… She walked on her own? Huo Siran repeated her words like a fool, asking uncertainly.

"But she's still sick...... She'd just had surgery, she'd die if she walked on her own......" His eye sockets were about to crack open, and the scarlet blood seemed to be pouring out in the next moment.

"Si Ran......" Lu Qing also understood what had happened, and went up to pat him on the shoulder with a pale face.

But he never thought that Huo Siran suddenly shook off his arm like crazy, his strong and straight body trembled violently, and he gritted his teeth and roared bloodially, "You all lied to me......"

She must not have left.

She must still be waiting for him in some corner, waiting to hate him, waiting to torture him for the rest of her life.

"Yitong ......" He began to rummage through the wards from ward to ward, stubborn like a traveler who could only move helplessly in the desert in order to survive, "Lin Yitong ...... Lin Yitong, you come out ......"

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