The little face gradually turned pale to the point that it was almost transparent, Lin Yitong's eyes revealed a sadness, and after a glance at Yunsheng, he retreated, step by step. Dawn

No.

She doesn't want to.

She wouldn't have died like this.

Raising her feet, wanting to get out of this ward that was almost suffocating to tears, even if Yun Qinghai was so crazy that she got up and grabbed the cuffs of her hospital gown, she shook it off with all her might, and strode out, she was free, there were people. right, she has the right to make her own choice!! Trifoliate orange!

The door was slowly slammed shut before she could walk through it.

The two men in dark green military uniforms outside the door appeared at the door at some point, with a sturdy body, and their rough hands slowly closed the door with a little force, closing it, allowing a trace of panic to flash in her eyes, she walked over and wanted to open the door, but her little hands couldn't pull it open no matter how hard she tried. She couldn't get out.

Yun Qinghai and Mica behind her had already knelt up and begged her with tears in their eyes, and she couldn't escape from Zhen.

…… So what does this mean?

- The man in military uniform, no matter how stupid she is, she knows who sent Lu Dao, so he doesn't allow her to go out of this ward door now, for what?

In front of the hospital bed, the tall and straight man finally straightened his waist slowly, his face was blue and tense to the extreme, before making that decision, his whole person was a little broken, he was not a woman, he never knew what it meant for a woman to make such a sacrifice, even if he had a little selfishness to hope that the fetus in her womb would no longer exist, but that bit of selfishness was like a terrifying wave hitting a stone in the face of the heart-piercing pain, and it disappeared in an instant...... He knew how much damage this decision would bring her.

The thin crimson lips pursed coldly, forming a sharp line, Huo Siran turned around very slowly, and walked in front of her with his feet raised.

"You see," he heard his voice for a long time, hoarse and drifting as if it had come from outer space...... Only you can save her. ”

At this moment, her parents are kneeling at her feet and kowtowing and begging for their daughter's life, and she will not be unaware of this fact.

Lin Yitong turned his head to look at him, and suddenly felt that his silhouette was so deep and unfamiliar.

Sneering, her hoarse voice firmly pronounced the words: "...... I don't save. ”

She refused.

She has been too depressed in this life, she hasn't even indulged herself in selfishness once, but this time she really wants to be selfish, even if Yunshang dies, she won't save her. She didn't want to.

Huo Siran's eyes were as deep as an undercurrent, and he asked, "Would you rather her die?" ”

"If she died, would it count as my murder?" She raised her chin high, her eyes flushed with a terrible red, "I have never wanted to kill anyone in my life, but I have at least the right to decide my own fate, what am I going to do for it, to exchange my child's life for her life?" ”

"You can have another child." He muffled and snorted.

Such words made Lin Yitong stunned for a moment, and then sneered irrepressibly, enough, really enough.

"What am I for?" She stared at him deadly, tears were shaking in her wide eyes, but she refused to fall, "Huo Siran is what you owe her, not me, why do you want to exchange my flesh and blood and health for her safety, if you have the heart, why don't you directly pay her a life for her, and you don't owe each other from now on!" ”

Huo Siran gritted his teeth and said in a low voice: "Do you think it would be useful for me to lose my life?" Lin Yitong, I'm the same as his father, if I can give her something to live, even if she dies, I will give it, but I don't! What she wants is not fairness, and what she wants is not a funeral, she wants to continue to live well!! ”

If death can solve the problem, a group of people can accompany her to die so that she is not lonely, but who would be willing to end their lives with such an ending?!

Lin Yitong's whole person has collapsed slightly, her head is buzzing, she can't argue with him, she can at least run, make her own decisions, and run far away...... The little hand went to pull the door again, but she couldn't pull it, the soldier's strength was too great, and she pulled it until her wrist bone hurt but didn't pull it open a little.

Looking back, they were the ones in this ward except for the people of the Yun family, and even the attending physician and nurse were blocked out.

So it's going to ...... Do what??

Her palm-sized face revealed a hint of desperate sadness, and she laughed softly, pale, and asked him in disbelief, "So what are you going to do if I don't want to?" ”

"Just like when I refused to kill this child, you will tell me Lin Yitong again, I can't help you, right?"

This sentence, every word she said, was so difficult, it came out of her hard and stuffy chest, it was something that she didn't expect to die, and she didn't dare to be sure.

The tall and straight man in front of him had a blue face, the sight was so cruel that he almost gave up.

"If it's you...... willing"

"What do you think I'd be willing to do?" She laughed out loud, her little hands trembling so much that she couldn't hold the doorknob, "Or do you think that if I want, everything will be happy, you, you, you can take off the burden and don't have to feel sorry for me anymore!" ”

"But it's a pity that I don't want to, so what do you want?"

At this moment, the people of the Yun family were far from expecting that things would change like this, Yun Qinghai, who was kneeling on the ground, was stupid, and he hoped that Lin Yitong would be willing to give Yun Sheng a kidney to let her continue to live, and now he was also shocked by this fact and his chest hurt. He learned that Lin Yitong was pregnant, and Huo Siran was her husband, but at this moment he asked her to kill the child and go for a kidney transplant.

They were all his daughters, but he only felt the qualitative difference in their fates at this moment.

She shouldn't have lived so miserably, so undignified, and so at the mercy of others.

"Like now...... I won't, you will even deprive me of my personal freedom, I can't get out of here, and no one can hear what I'm shouting when I shout at a broken voice...... Are you going to force me like this? Ho Siran. What is the reason for this time? Or do we still have to dig up our family's ancestral grave and dig up my mother's body, and break the bones and ashes? But why don't you bury me with me, let me see if I can even die and accompany her, it will be far better to stand here alive at this moment?!! ”

She laughed, her whole body trembling violently with excitement, and the tears of the bean big shook sharply and rolled down her eyes.

What is Axiom? What is Law?

The man in front of him is the law, and in a place like a military hospital, he can casually crush a person's fate, and she is like this, and so is her unformed child. She would rather he be a passerby, a lawless and powerful scumbag, a stranger, so that's fine...... But he is his husband.

In a legal relationship other than blood, she is the only relative.

She couldn't stand it anymore.

The weak little hand covered the doorknob again, she didn't believe in her fate, so she struggled, and her little hand patted the door panel: "You let go, I want to go out of the ......"

"You guys are breaking the law...... she was angry, her pale little face was red, she shook the door panel desperately, and shouted outside, "Is there anyone, help, is there anyone who can hear me, help......"

is so embarrassed in front of so many people she hates the most, Lin Yitong's dignity has long been full of holes, her lower abdomen hurts, and the child in her belly must be unbearable.

Huo Siran's hands in his trouser pockets were shaking, which reminded him of the picture of her in the Yun family's living room on a snowy night before Lin Weilan's death, he didn't know what was supporting her, but he felt so distressed that he was about to die. He knew that the despair and pain in his heart at this moment must be devastating, and it would shatter and disappear at the touch of it, but he was still hoping to catch a wisp of her ghost.

The tall figure walked over and hugged the weak man who struggled with all his strength to call for help, she suddenly lost her strength, if she struggled, when would she be able to earn him?

He was so strong that her feet were weak and she almost fainted, he hugged her and fell to the ground with her, his big palm trembled violently and gently clasped her little head and pressed it to his neck socket, his voice was hoarse as sand: "I didn't mean to force you...... Tongtong, you tell me, as long as you are willing to go for surgery, no matter what you want, I will promise you......"

The iron arms hugged her and trembled, why didn't he know that he owed a huge debt, and if he wasn't careful, he wouldn't be able to pay it off.

He said this irresponsibly, because even he could not think of anything big enough to be worthy of her first child and a kidney. What the hell was he doing, and what had forced him into such a situation?

"Tongtong," he called her in a dumb voice, and said this sentence in a tone that he had been accustomed to calling countless times, "It's me who is sorry for you......"

The person in her arms was silent at first, not even moving, but slowly she was heard sneering, and then laughing until the sound broke, and then began to turn to crying, and in front of a room of people she hated deeply, she cried out with the back of her hand to her lips, from the smallest voice, to the most heart-rending cry. She didn't know what she had to collapse into, so she couldn't help it in front of the people she hated, she tore her face and lost her dignity, she only felt that the pain was unbearable, and she cried as if the whole world had been destroyed.

"I'm going home......" she cried, wiping her tears like a helpless child, unable to even care about being laughed at by the world.

Reality is like a knife, even the last fig leaf of her is pierced so hard that she is not even as good as a beggar on the street.

“…… I'm going home......"

He hugged her, his face changing slightly. The heart-rending cry was in his ears, and he hugged her tightly, but she cried even louder, piercing into her heart, and turned a thousand times.

He didn't expect her to put forward such unrealistic conditions, but this dream, or the past she once had, he would never be able to give it again.

………………

"Give it, give it, what's the big deal! Don't say it, I know that it's all for my sister, so much money has been spent in the family, is there still a house for me? Can't I give it to her! Yun Fei was so angry that she was beaten to death by Mica as soon as she went back, so she had to agree angrily, damn it, she just endured this breath, it's a big deal to wait for this play to be over, and it's not too late for her to do everything possible to take it back!

Mica's expression relaxed, and she looked back at Yun Qinghai with her two swollen eyes.

"That's what she said, nothing else, right? Are you sure that if we do this, she will donate a kidney to Yunshang? That's what you say, right? ”

Yun Qinghai came back to his senses after a long time, and he seemed to be ten years old in one day, and even the white hair on his sideburns came out.

A pale smile slowly rose to the corner of his mouth, and he muttered in a dumb voice, as if talking to himself: "...... No...... You guys are mistaken...... She shouldn't be this ...... what she wants."

Far from it, it's not that simple.

………………

Lin Yitong slept for a long, long time.

The child didn't plan to ask for it, so the tranquilizer that had been forbidden to be played pierced into the blood vessels, and her face was full of tears, and she didn't wake up until dusk the next day.

In the dream, there are smoke and rain in the south of the Yangtze River, green shirts and white horses, and there are many dreams that I longed for when I didn't grow up; There is a strange sense of pride when I go to Lin Weilan's training center on a hot summer afternoon to rub the air conditioner and listen to my mother give lectures to others; had the first time she touched the gun, Gu Jingsheng taught her to assemble and disassemble it separately, but after assembling it, he refused to continue to teach her the sly smile when aiming and shooting; A lot of small happiness that was so ordinary that she didn't pay attention to it came up at this moment, and the scenes were played in her mind like a movie, but no matter how much those happiness were piled up, it seemed that they couldn't withstand the huge sense of desolation that slowly surged in her heart.

A little bit, like the black cumulonimbus clouds that seemed to be within reach of the summer evening, weighed her down with grief.

The happy picture was destroyed one by one, stained with blood, torn apart by someone like a photo, she chased after it with the wind, but there was a human wall in front of her, she didn't see it clearly and hit it, but her body passed through the person's body, she only felt a fierce pain, and then looked back, her body was empty, and the lungs, intestines, liver, spleen, and stomach in the chest cavity were ...... All of them were bloody on that person, his face was handsome and clear, but his hand was bloodily pinching her heart, and the moment she slowly pinched it, she woke up in pain, but the huge grief exploded in her chest, and it didn't go away for a long time.

There are indeed people in the ward.

That person is indeed him.

He probably hadn't closed his eyes all night, and then he fell asleep on the edge of the bed, his thick eyelashes dark and tired, and he looked so harmless.

But as if she could detect that she had been stared at for a long time in her sleep, the keen feeling made Huo Siran wake up suddenly, raised her eyes, and was surprised to find that she had fallen on the side of her bed, but she had already woken up, her long hair was slightly messy like a waterfall scattered on her shoulders, and she sat up, looking at him steadily, with an emotionless face.

"Huo Siran," she called him softly in a dumb voice, "my conditions have already been thought out. ”

"I agreed to get the baby out and put him on the operating table. The condition is that you let me go, and we divorce. ”

At dusk, the sky had already darkened, and the lights in the ward had not yet been turned on, and she was talking to him with her back to the light, and every word seemed so clear in the empty ward. But when Huo Siran heard her last sentence clearly, he felt the whole sky explode.

"I want to see the divorce agreement you signed yourself...... Otherwise, on the morning of Yunshang's surgery, you would have seen a corpse lying here. ”

"Huo Siran," she called him softly, reading word by word clearly, "think about it." Think clearly. ”

……

In those years when I was ignorant, it seemed that anything could be endured, there was no bottom line, only connivance.

Until I had no way to retreat, and the city was full of land.

Ho Siran. I don't keep it anymore, I can't keep it anymore.

We. Finished.

……

She traded a divorce agreement, an organ, and a child for freedom. This transaction is worth nothing, but she feels that it is worth it at the moment, after all, she still has the second half of her life.

And the first half of life. So be it.

………………

At this moment, Yun Fei was just strolling around in front of the door of the ward, but she didn't expect to hear these contents on the corner of the wall next to the door. She was stunned for a long time at first, she didn't expect Lin Yitong to exchange such a request for the conditions of the operation, but then she thought about it and began to be ecstatic, wouldn't this be just right? Huo Siran once refused to divorce even if he died, does he still have a choice now? Which is more important, my sister's life or a divorce agreement? Anyone with a bit of a brain will figure it out, right?

Can't wait to listen to the rest of the content, Yun Fei cautiously walked through the ward with a low body, and hurriedly ran to tell her sister.

Yun Sheng listened, but her face was extremely complicated, mixed with joy.

At this point, her bet can be regarded as the last step in the process, she doesn't dare to guess how Huo Siran will respond to this matter, even if there will be a storm after the divorce, but she clearly knows that Lin Yitong's sentence "You will see a corpse lying here" will definitely not be fake.

When people are forced to a certain point, they will have the courage to die.

And at this moment, despair and heartache made her courage, full.

………………

Huo Siran froze in place for a long time, the muscles on his face were already tense to the point of tiredness, he thought he had heard it wrong, but he didn't expect it to be true.

I want to see your hand-signed divorce agreement.

"Tongtong, you're kidding me, aren't you?" He asked in a hoarse voice.

Anyone is a creature with a bottom line, and this condition is outside his bottom line. He had thought about what kind of conditions she would put forward, and if she felt that it was unfair, he would even be willing to take out one of his kidneys, lose all qualifications to be a soldier in the future, and accompany her to self-destruct her life, it doesn't matter. didn't expect that what she mentioned was actually this condition.

She was going to leave him, and she had nothing to do with him for the rest of her life.

She's joking, isn't she?

The tearing pain in his chest wrapped him, so that he couldn't even ask a word, only felt that the desolate expression on her face made him afraid, and then look deeper, it was hate, a kind of hatred that destroyed the world, he was selfish, domineering, and brutal, he first ruined everything for her, and then ruined her whole person, and from then on she lived unsoundly in this world, she would feel pain when she thought of him, so painful that she didn't even want to say a word, and she didn't want to stay by his side for a second.

It must be an emotion that has transcended hate.

She sat for a long time, said "I'm tired" hoarsely, lay down, wrapped herself in the quilt and turned over before continuing to sleep.

It was the last few days she had this child, and she wanted to spend more time with him or her.

*****

Lu Qing got the news from the Military Commission of the Military Region, and rushed here without stopping for a moment, the military car was parked at the gate and the lock was not locked, so he rushed in urgently, and he didn't know which department he was guarding in, so he thought about it and went straight to the obstetrics and gynecology department, grabbed a little nurse and asked, saying that he had indeed seen Huo Siran, but I don't know if he was the family member of the patient in the internal medicine department, or the family member here.

"What department?" Lu Qing frowned and asked.

The little nurse was innocent, "It's internal medicine, the one who got cancer." ”

Lu Qing was even more anxious.

This guy hasn't appeared since the time he negotiated with the outside world in the hall that day, and that's it, anyway, the central government said that he should rest for a few days and wait for his fate. But now that it's down, he can't even contact others, does he know what the chaos is like outside now? The Penglai Island incident has escalated into an international incident, and the international impulse of country F has caused the whole country to start rioting everywhere, and he is responsible!!

"Who do you say has cancer?" Lu Qing was attracted by what she just said, thinking that if it was really her family and friends who had such a problem, then Huo Siran's sudden disappearance could be regarded as a good explanation.

"I don't know how to do it, anyway, my surname is Yun, and I will have surgery in a few days."

Cloud??

Lu Qing felt that this surname was very familiar, and it took him a long time to remember that the Yun family, Lu Yuzhi's wife is called Yun Fei, and Yun Fei's second uncle is Yun Chengjun, the director of the city police department.

"If you have something urgent to find him...... Go to that ward and have a look," the little nurse pointed to Lin Yitong's ward, "If you're not there, you'll go to the lounge." ”

Lu Qing was suffocated.

After the little nurse left, he slowly walked to the window of the ward and took a look, there was no doubt that it was Lin Yitong inside, he could guess that after Gu Jingsheng's death, it was normal for her to be mentally unstable and unstable, and now she didn't know what to say when she went in. I had to retract my gaze and walk towards the lounge, the door was open, a gap was hidden, he pushed the door in, and between Huo Siran leaned on the back of the sofa, his wrist on his forehead, it was like he had been tortured by bad news for eight hundred rounds, and his heart was slightly shocked, Huo Ye's affairs had been solved, he should be relieved for so many days, what was he uncomfortable?

"Si Ran?" Lu Qing couldn't help but walk over and touch him.

Huo Siran slowly moved his wrist, and only in a trance did he see that it was him, and his heart turned a thousand times at once, and he was full of emotions, but he seemed to be blocked by something and couldn't say a word, and his face was blue and bad that he had never seen before.

"What's wrong with you?" Lu Qing smiled hard, "I haven't seen you look so sad yet, what's wrong?" I haven't found you in days. ”

The way he looks, in Lu Qing's opinion, something is definitely wrong.

Huo Siran got up and sat upright slowly, Lu Qing looked down with his posture, his eyes fell on the two identical pieces of paper on the desktop, and the words "divorce agreement" were shocking. Huo Siran held the pen for a whole day but couldn't write a word, his eyes full of scarlet blood were terrifyingly imprinted on the inside of his black eyes, and the pain was like a bone cut.

"This is what Tongtong asked?" Lu Qing's face turned pale.

Huo Siran was silent for a long time, like a zombie, staring at the two pieces of paper, his fingers lightly touched them, raised his head to look at Lu Qing, and his voice was as hoarse as sand: "You say...... With human life on one side and divorce on the other, how do I choose? ”

He faintly evoked a light smile, his consciousness was fluctuating as if he was drunk, and he muttered in a dumb voice: "How can she ...... Take what hurts me the most as a condition......"

"She wants to leave me...... She's real...... Didn't want to stay at all......"

The voice became more and more hoarse and low, and he couldn't hear it, although Lu Qing didn't understand what divorce and human life meant, but he could hear Huo Siran's despair and torture at this moment, and he didn't know what was forcing her, forcing him to look like he was either dead or crazy.