(The first update~ So I don't complain about anything, and strive to recover the state.) Although theoretically it is not possible in the near future...... If you're lucky, you might be able to decide the winner within a week. If you're unlucky...... Well, let's talk about it then. We look forward to your support. ）

“…… Hiratsuka-sensei? Why is it here? ”

"Ah, to be specific, I also received a commission from a certain little girl, so I came over."

Hiratsuka, who was sitting on the sofa, said casually, without any uncomfortable look.

The other two girls nodded and seemed to recognize it.

Excuse me, you two.

Looking at Shizuka-sensei Hiratsuka, who gestured to me with a victory gesture, I couldn't help but have a headache.

To be honest, I envy her. What kind of cheeky person can eat and drink in my homeland as an educator, and then not do serious things? Who, where, and by what means, entrusted you?

Even if it's commissioned by a super-universe-level beautiful girl sister who is too cute to be good.,Is it okay for me to refuse? My favorite thing about Hachiman is to say no when others think it's inevitable! So, I refuse! It's definitely not just because I feel handsome when I look at something, it's decided by my own will!

…… That being said, I don't really know what to do.

All you can feel is emptiness.

"That's right, by the way, we bought some other things on the way, teacher, come and take a look~"

"Oooh! Looks really good, what are you going to do? Fiddling with the contents of the plastic pocket twice, Hiratsuka-sensei touched his chin with a curious look.

"Judging from the balanced nutrition, I personally prefer to make vegetable salads. But Yubihama-san wants to eat meat no matter what, so I think I want to make braised pork and then make something nutritionally balanced. It's more appropriate. If you just eat meat, it is easy to cause some unnecessary things. Under the snow, he shrugged helplessly.

"Eh~ What's wrong with eating meat~ Mom said I should eat more meat?"

"I haven't heard of it......"

"Hmm, it's a little too little for braised pork and side dishes, right? Are there any drinks or anything like that? ”

"If it was herbal tea, I think there should have been some in the fridge, and a bunch of cold coffee. If it's a teacher, is it better to ignore the non-adult drinks in it for our own sake? ”

"You mean his wine seems to have been diverted very early, huh? I didn't see it. ”

"Really? That's good. ”

Yukishimo nodded quietly and turned her gaze to Yubihama. And then in an instant it turned hellish white.

"Huh...... Let me see...... That's how it should be, right? Add salt, add pepper, then flour and bitter gourd, and finally ...... Well? Hawkers, forget it, there shouldn't be any problem with putting yeast powder in directly, right? ”

“…… Yubihama-san, you still don't want to go into the kitchen for the time being, just let me come. ”

"Huh? But wouldn't Yukino-chan be tired in that case? ”

"No, it's okay, let the teacher do a favor, I'll do some of it, just watch over there."

"Don't you really need help?"

"Not at all!" *2

"Huh...... How can it all be like this...... People also practice with their intentions. ”

No, you haven't practiced that kind of thing no matter how you look at it, have you?

Looking at Yubihama with a lost face, I said this in my heart.

Strictly speaking, this should also be regarded as a part of youth, and it can only grow after facing failure.

Although it is indeed painful to see one's own failures directly, it is only in this way that one can recognize oneself.

I think so.

Yubihama didn't seem to take it to heart, and soon began to hum a song and start looking for something in his plastic pocket.

“……”

One qiē looks very good, one qiē is gradually getting on the right track, and one qiē and one qiē all seem to be so good to my heart. It is indeed an incomparably youthful scene, an incomparable scene with a modern atmosphere.

That's what I wanted, that's what I wanted, so I kept babbling, but in the end I didn't get rid of them. Because I do like it, I do like beautiful girls, and I like them to do work or something else on my side. Because it's really eye-catching, and I'm really happy to be able to feel happy.

But there's something wrong.

Looking at the figures of those two people busy in the kitchen, I always had a feeling of suffocation that something was choking my throat.

It was as if something had been forgotten began to seep out of the shadows and gradually envelop the heart, and the whole person's brain became chaotic. The world began to blur in front of me.

What did I forget? Or do I feel guilty about it? Is that a sense of guilt about your own happiness? I believe that's not. I'm not fragile enough to be sure of my happiness. It's just to feel a sense of emptiness, just to feel that something has been forgotten, just to feel that something has been discarded, that's all.

"Tsk......"

I covered my forehead with a headache, and felt a burning breath begin to spread through my brain.

Generally speaking, there are only two possibilities for being so intolerant of happiness that it is intolerable. First, I have a penchant for abuse, which I don't have. Then there is only the second point, because there is still some guilt about other things, so there is no way to tolerate your own happiness.

But who am I guilty about? Excuse me? No, it can't be. Because I still don't regret it. I don't feel like I've done anything wrong, and I'd still do it if I were who I am now. But there is another person, and there is a group of people that I have forgotten, and it is that group of forgotten people that gives me such a feeling of emptiness.

Who? Or rather, who is it?

"Ah, yes, yes~"

Yubihama, who was carrying a pudding and began to eat it, suddenly clapped his hands and said to me.

"Xiaoqi, we also met your former classmate on the way. They say they want to see you in the old place, but it's weird, huh? Why do they know that I am a classmate of a small business? It's weird......"

…… That's it.

An electric current flashed through his mind.

"You guys are here first, I'll go out and do some errands first."

Without waiting for Yuhihama and the snow to react, I picked up what I was supposed to bring with me at a speed that surprised me and ran out of the house.