8. But vain

(The second update~ By the way, can you save me some face...... To be honest, I really can't write about life! Because it's been almost five years since I got out of the current charge! Five years ago, I did play karaoke, parks, supermarkets, discotheques, everything, but it's been five years! I'm almost gone! How can you ask me to write! I just thought I could write if I had done this before, but that's not the case when I actually put pen to paper! I completely forgot! I don't think there's anything to remember about those things, okay? This is the truth of Calvin! I've been through it, but I can't write it! And I've been doing a lot of things in my family lately, so I'm going to write about it while I'm going to take the material. If I write a fake one, wouldn't I smash my own sign? I also understand the bitter feelings of people who haven't communicated with people in the past five years! All in all, please forgive me, the above ...... I'll wait until September 15 to calculate the money and updates, and the extra days will be compensated...... )

Responsibility, the word looks more like a joke in modern times.

No one likes to live with something on their back. How stupid is it to live like that? Everybody wants to get more out of themselves and throw the mess aside.

Everyone hopes that they can achieve good results without working hard, and everyone hopes that they can make a new world by doing it casually, as if they can definitely succeed with a little effort, and if they succeed, all the honor and glory belong to themselves. Liability? Contingent? What's that? Can I eat it? As long as you succeed, wouldn't it be good?

This kind of thinking is spreading like a virus in everyone's heart. When the propaganda machine was activated, it seemed that everyone thought that they were great and right, and that their responsibilities and obligations were regarded as a cancer of socialism. Each of us is free! Why should we be held responsible? Why do we have any bullshit obligations? How uncomfortable it is, it's not cool at all, and it looks stupid, how can it be worthy of my great and glorious youth?

I can vouch for that 90 percent of the world's people think that way.

If you don't get something for nothing, you can use something simple. I take the dedication and efforts of others for granted, and I take the kindness and consciousness of others as what I deserve, and I am not touched or touched in the slightest.

Because it's me, that's why I can get it. As for more reasons, they don't think about it. Because in their world there is only themselves. The government is dark, the society is rotten, and everyone is looking at everyone around them with horror. What kind of terrifying and desperate world would be reflected in their dark, rotten pupils?

It was, of course, the scariest and darkest world in the world.

Because a world without responsibilities and obligations, a world where everyone lives for themselves, is not worth saving.

Walking through the streets like a dead ghost, his mind gradually turned gray. The words of the past replayed in my mind like a black-and-white silent film.

I believe that every identity has its own obligations, and above them is the power of responsibility. I will not give up, I will not be timid, if there is a mountain in front of me then split him, if there is a sea in front of him then open him. Only humanity, only ourselves, united are the greatest forces in this world. So,This school festival must be done well.。 Not just for us, but for our alma mater, for each and every one of us. ’

Looking at the endless stream of cars at the intersection ahead, a boy's immature but sharp voice vibrated in his mind. Like a huge file, the skull rubbed continuously, bringing out a sharp noise that made people sore.

Don't you want to create miracles in your own hands? You used to be scum, and our class used to be called the garbage class. But what now? If one person can't do it, then ten people, ten people can't do it, then a hundred people! Even if it's a waste, you know at least ten people. And those ten people will know other people. In this world, everyone is no more than seven people away from us. We are young people, children, and the cornerstone of this world. So with such an identity, what reason do we have not to create a miracle that shocks everyone? ’

Every street I knew very well, because I had walked it so many times. It was a setup made when I was young and thought I could change the world. It's like playing something, using your own money, your own power to lay out a secret, wonderful place. It's like reproducing the world that exists in your mind.

'To take action and execute, every student has his or her own obligation, that is, to learn. But on top of that, we also have the responsibility to bring glory to our alma mater, we also have the responsibility to add honor to our class, and we also have the responsibility to achieve happiness for ourselves. There is no shame in relying on the power of others. Our power is more terrifying than we think. If we only have one person, then we are one person. If there are ten of us, we can influence the entire grade level. If we have a hundred people, we can influence the whole school. So, if we have a whole school of people, what can we influence? The whole country! The whole country will be on us! It's a given! ’

Crimson flags began to appear, and golden icons gradually spread. In this rotting country, the golden-red banner took on a blood-like scarlet in the eyes like a cut scar.

Because we are students, we are only fourteen or fifteen years old, we are the hope of this country, we are the future. And when thousands of people in our school are reunited, it will affect the eyes of the whole country. It won't make a difference, but it will give us a voice in front of the whole nation. Thousands of people come together to speak with one voice. Do you know what that means? It means that we will-

The voice of a few years ago was like a muffled thunder, constantly exploding in the chest and mind. Looking at the familiar room in front of me and listening to the loud music around me, my heart seemed to burn, and streams of hot blood penetrated my limbs. But in the same way, the brain is placed in the coldest place in the world, and it is completely turned into ice.

'That means! We will change the world! ’

Reaching out and pushing open the door, I looked at the familiar faces with a rotten smile.

“…… You say you want to change the world? That's 'absolutely' impossible. ”