The only thing I don't agree with is sadness.

** Whether it's deep love or arguing with each other, I believe that everything will always be reunited after the end. I don't want to admit all the sad things. The reality is already so cruel, in order to pursue some ethereal beauty and art, do I have to add my sadistic sense to it? This is the only thing I don't recognize.

I do admit that I'm not a normal good author. Greedy for money, profit-making, and from time to time the number of words is mixed to drag the time and drag the plot, but only on this point I dare to say that I am a good author. What I believe in is that my characters get what they want. But there will also be a price to pay for his actions. Heroes will die in glory, lovers will find eternal happiness in tribulation, and what price will be paid for what they want to fight.

Is there any author who is not a secondary two disease? And like me, who was named by the editor-in-chief in the author group and said that he was a serious patient with secondary two diseases, I believe that I am also a super cool and unique existence in this world.

But that's my aesthetic.

I love beautiful things. I love the happy ending.

Yui Yuihama, what impressed me the most about this child was the scene where she hugged Yukino and said that she would make friends.

I don't recognize the shrinking and tangled behind her, I just saw her decisive and shining moment.

So I strengthened her.

She is decisive, resolute, dares to love and hate, and can speak out loud if she is infected. Laughing loudly, crying loudly, if there is any character I have changed the most in the original book, I believe it is Yui Yuihama. (But I don't know what Yang Nai's popularity exploded inexplicably...... ）

I want her to be a soul.

Children who are not confused, do not hesitate, move forward for their dreams, and work hard for their own ideas. I like this kind of kid. I don't like Japanese tangles and metaphors very much, and I hate their delicate expressions even more. I don't understand, and I don't want to, who the fuck wants to understand each other with others. I'm me, can't I just live according to my own heart?

And for the attitude to life, a lot of people say that I shouldn't educate or whatever. Actually, I'm a tolerant person. Yes, you read that right, tolerantists. The thought of the first second is also my thought, and the thought of the next second is also mine.

Did I deny my previous feelings because I didn't think right before? That's despicable.

When you are young, you are yourself, and when you grow up, you are also yourself.

The attitude of being alive, the judgment of the world, no matter what, it's all me. It may be shy, it may be ashamed, but the feelings at that time are really real. And the feelings now are real. That's all it takes. And that's what I want to express from this fanfiction volume.

No matter who you are, you will always have your own thoughts, but it is not sadness. Above.