(The long-awaited third update ~ Although it is said to be highly anticipated, but in fact, there are only 9,200 people in the collection, so it is only the third update that 9,200 people are looking forward to...... Yes...... Tired...... And seriously, after the end of this volume, the next plot is very troublesome.,Super troublesome.。 Because the class is different, the interpersonal relationship has to be disrupted and rearranged.,There's also an opportunity to re-talk with the snow.,Yubihama is also in a state of action all the time.,All in all, it's super troublesome...... ）

Immersing yourself in the past, there is no way to move forward. I know this better than anyone else.

Forward, forward, like a rocket, forward, forward. Whether you burn yourself, trample on the hearts of others, or smash your cherished things with your own hands, you must move forward no matter what. Take pain and sorrow as nourishment, and other people's curses and fears as supplies, and move forward continuously, endlessly, like a machine.

That's how I am. It's not even a human being.,It's just a person who chases the phantom in his mind.,It's like playing a game with your own shadow.。 What I'm chasing is nothing more than an illusory product caused by a high fever in my brain.

Once I was fully on that platform, I knew that.

Then I gave up.

The parts of the body have been working to the limit, and there is nothing left in the brain. The mind has burned dry, the behavior has stiffened, and there is nothing left to serve as nourishment or motivation. Friends and acquaintances are used as stepping stones, money and relationships are all a series of numbers, no matter what, they have to climb up the ground, crazy to cover their existence, like an octopus stretching out its tentacles, constantly advancing, crazy forward, until the beginning of the collapse and disintegration.

When everything you are pursuing is already in your hands, all that is left is endless emptiness. Looking back, there was nothing left. Whether it is a family, friends, or interpersonal relationships, all the cherished things that I have arranged with my own hands have been smashed by my own hands. There is nothing left left. I was left with me.

In that moment, I thought about death.

If I had tried to kill myself, there might not have been anything that would have happened. But unfortunately, a black sedan appeared in front of me at that time. It made me realize how horrible death is.

I don't want to. I don't want to be in that darkness and not know anything about the existence of the Dao. I want to live, I want to see this world, and I want to have a beautiful high school career. I also want to have one or more girlfriends and live a rose-colored campus life. Death or something, I don't want it. There is only that thing, only the denial of myself, I absolutely don't want it.

Whoever tries to change me, I'm going to kill him to the death.

I don't want to give up this little happiness that I didn't want to give up anymore. I just want to watch it all and watch them live. Whoever wants to change my life, I will not hesitate to defeat him completely.

Male or female, good or bad, I will do it. Only the mind is still my last bastion. Stepping on the destruction of hundreds of people, the twist of fate of thousands, the transfer of tens of thousands, the sighs of hundreds of thousands, and the great fluctuations at the national level, this is the only thing I don't want to live up to their trust. So I'm not going to change.

My battlefield, not here.

"So you're a kid...... Thinking too much. Who do you think you are? How they tell the truth, what does it matter to you? Holding a draft beer glass in one hand and a flushed face, the Chinese teacher shook his fingers contemptuously with a look of disdain.

"To live in the moment, it's important to have something in front of you. The most important thing is the person in front of you. If you've been hovering in the shadows of the past, then it's better to die. If you touch the shadows, you have to drive them out? Wouldn't that mean that you will have that shadow for the rest of your life? You've made up your mind, don't you? ”

"So it's a matter of timing, timing. It's not good at the timing. ”

"So what kind of timing is the right time? When you get married, that little girl runs in crying, and then confesses her love to all the guests, just like a novel? ”

"This is a little too unrealistic......"

"I don't think so. If you're married, there's probably more than one person stealing your relationship. ”

I took out the lighter from my pocket and lit a cigarette for myself in a very handsome way, and Hiratsuka exhaled quietly and looked at me with an unteachable expression. "There is no way to change it in the past, things have happened, learn to be handsome. High school virgin. Wasted that face of yours. The second disease needs to be cured, so come on. ”

"So—"

Just as I was impatiently retorting, a strange bell rang out from all around.

"Huh? Whose phone? ”

Listening to the unfamiliar ringtone, each of us couldn't help but have a look of confusion. After each of them looked at their phones, all eyes were on me. In front of me, the brand new phone was showing a phone number.

Yui Yui Hihama.

"Oh?"

A smile suddenly appeared on Yono's face.

"I have a hunch of witnessing a youth romantic comedy......"

"What's that, hey......"

In the eyes of everyone who didn't know what to do, I pressed the answer button and put the phone to my ear.

"Hello? Yubihama-san? What's the matter? ”

"Small Business ......"

The girl on the other side of the phone seemed to be making a choice, and the sound of breathing came clearly from the earphones.

The quality of this mobile phone is indeed good, and the girl's breathing sound seems to be close to her ears, and it seems that there is still a hint of warm hallucination. Yui Yuhihama, the girl who claims to be friends with the two of us, is on the other side of the phone.

She seems to have known the whole story. Otherwise, I wouldn't have called at this time. Then the result can be imagined. She either called me to scold me, or she came to break me off altogether. After all, I did that kind of hurtful thing, and no matter how much I think about it, it's on my side, right? So it's okay to cut off the relationship handsomely.

Then, as if the person on the other side of the phone had figured something out, he took a deep breath.

"-I will never give up!"

The voice of the high school girl shook the entire private room in the smiles of several people.

"Small businesses too! Light snow is also good! Absolute! I'm definitely going to make you reconcile! ”

"Huh?!"

Because it was too confusing, my voice was subconsciously raised.

"Yubihama! What are you talking about?! ”

"I don't know what to do!"

The girl's voice of doing her best kept echoing in the private room amid everyone's smiles.

"How do people know what Lu Dao thinks! I don't know anything, I don't know anything, I just ran away! Have you two ever thought about my feelings? But I'm not reconciled! I won't give up! Small business! I will never give up! ”

"So you will never give up anything, but you can make it clear!"

"I don't know what to do! I called because I didn't know what to do! Only this is the only point that I don't want to misunderstand between small enterprises and Yukino-chan! Why do you have to be like this? Why do small businesses and Yukino-chan have to become what they are now? It's weird, it's not right at all! Haven't the three of us always been friends and had a lot of fun when we were in the ministry? ”

"It's just your delusion!"

"If that warmth is an illusion—" The voice of the high school girl gradually changed its tone and buzzed through the room. As if announcing something, what kind of feelings to witness, there was a short silence for a while, and then it exploded.

"—what's wrong with that person trying to make a delusion!"

Yui Hihama's voice echoed like thunder in the small private room.

Several of us didn't react at all. He just stared blankly at the phone in my hand, not knowing what to say.

“…… Anyway, it's better than Qigu. ”

The Chinese language teacher, who was smoking, patted me on the shoulder with some emotion.

"Don't act like you're rotten anymore. Your youth is still growing. ”

http://www.biquge.info

http://www.biquge.info

The starting point Chinese the http://www.biquge.info of the net

www.biquge.info welcome the majority of book friends to come and read, the latest, fastest, and hottest serialized works are all original at the starting point!