36. Interpretation

(2nd Update~)

Under the snow, he actually woke up when Hayama came.

I know this kind of thing.

But I'm a good person, and I'm not going to expose a little scam under the snow. So I showed everything to this girl.

And in the end, Xue Xia sat up from the chaise longue with a complicated expression, as if he didn't know what to say. Sit on it and look at me quietly.

After a long time, the crowd around me changed wave after wave, and the laughter and laughter gradually changed. As if he had figured something out, he sighed under the snow, then stood up, blocking out the sunlight in front of him, and looked me in the eye with his head down.

Generally speaking, she will only put on such an attitude when she wants to express something.

Because when expressing ideas, you should express your opinions carefully, precisely, and practically.

Ah, that seems to be her own thing.

It's annoying, it's okay. All sorts of things are really annoying.

“…… I'm really angry. You. ”

Is this sentence structure deliberately used to take care of my mood?

But it's not really necessary, I'm just annoyed.

So I sighed.

"No, not at all. It's just the same as I said before, and you're in the same mood. ”

"It's completely different. At the time, I was said to be a student, but now it's different. ”

"Ah, is that so?"

"That's right."

She stood in front of me and looked at me quietly, her expression calm, her eyes flashing with an indescribable emotion.

What was going on under the snow, I don't know. But all I know is that I'm in a bad mood right now. Very bad. It feels like a stone on my chest makes me feel depressed.

I can't even appreciate the charm of a beautiful girl, I can only feel depressed.

There are too many nosy people, right? Or is my personal presence too conspicuous or something else, why does it come to me every time? Or rather, why do you have to let me deal with these people and things every time? Knowing that he is weak and has not rushed forward like a brain, is this a planless or something else?

Whether it's Hayama, under the snow, or Yubihama, everyone is good, why is everyone putting on an expression of 'you are sick, you need to take medicine'? Hey, everyone sweeps the snow in front of the door, don't care about the frost on the tiles of his house, this is just a life attitude, right?

So I don't understand. I don't understand it at all. I don't understand at all what these people at the top of the current charge are artificially distracting, and why they should pay attention to me, a junior student.

Show their kindness and determination? Got the wrong person, right? I'm not that little wild dog, as long as I hold it and go, I can recognize the owner, right?

"Perhaps...... It's because you're acting in a way that people can't afford to abandon it. ”

Xue Xia replied with a serious face.

"There's no way to leave it alone, there's no way to give up, it's just simple and sincere."

"But I don't remember asking anyone to help me."

"Goodwill doesn't come just with requests."

"Really? That's a lot of trouble. ”

"Is that that troublesome? Whether it's your twisted personality or someone else's actions, it's all part of the equation. It is because of all kinds of differences that we can connect and come up with different opinions and opinions. ”

"You should know that this is not what I asked...... Ah, forget it. He's good or you're all troublesome stuff. ”

I sighed and lay flat on my folding chair on the beach. And under the snow, they didn't let go of it, and they still looked me in the eyes condescendingly.

Having said that, she seems to have such a self-rule of looking into other people's eyes when she speaks, although it is part of politeness, but many people also feel a little uncomfortable, right?

But that's not what matters now.

The delicate faces under the snow that were quite close gradually enlarged in my eyes, and the resolute gaze became clearer and clearer.

"So who are you who are talking to troublesome things and are still angry?"

"Success, upper class, no doubt."

"So let's talk about the difference between us. As a human being, it is essential to be able to despise Hayama-san, or to despise me, which is fundamentally different. ”

“…… If you want to play a game of philosophical speculation, then I am familiar with it, and I will not accompany you. ”

"You really don't want to step into any of the traps, as long as you step on them, you'll feel a lot better."

"Matters of principle brook no blasphemy. Don't insult my IQ casually. ”

"Well, I respect you so much, starting with those words to Hayama-san just now. It's the first time I've seen someone who can be so good as a villain. ”

"Isn't it scary?"

"Well, it's very imposing. You may not be aware of it, but I can feel something exploding just by listening to it. ”

"Oh? I'm a little curious. What kind of explosion is that? ”

"It's probably the level of a cannon that was accidentally thrown out by a child in the midst of countless fireworks during the celebration."

"That would be too weak, right? And the details are a little bit hot. ”

"What an unsatisfied man...... So thermonuclear fusion level? ”

"That's unimaginably large......

Thinking of the funny scene of nuclear fusion caused by his words, he chuckled, and he didn't know what Lu Dao was doing, but he subtly relaxed a little.

Looking at the people coming and going on the beach, watching those people laughing and laughing, the mood began to feel better.

Did I forget something from the beginning?

Essentially, absolutely, something that should have been recalled a long time ago.

Yes...... Come to think of it.

I remembered why I came to this school and why I came here.

It's not because of anything important, it's not because of someone to take care of, and it's not because I've come here to show a sense of superiority. It's just to relax and enjoy your own youth. Although it is said that he was destroyed by the sisters under the snow in various forms, but he forgot the original reason, and he is really still the most hateful person, right?

From this point of view, I seem to be thankful to Hayama, if he hadn't reminded me of those depressed times, I might still be forgetting my thoughts and wandering around.

But I will never apologize. I won't say thank you, that's the only thing that's for sure.

"Now, I said under the snow."

"Huh? What's up? ”

The girl who was very close tilted her head slightly.

"Is it too late to write the ministry application now?"

"Well, it should be too late. Since it was during the summer vacation, the form could not be passed to the teacher on time, so it should be quite laborious to apply. ”

“…… I said you did it on purpose! ”

"Who knows?"

Looking at my somewhat angry face, a gentle smile appeared under the snow.