35. Look at the gap

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I don't know what the road is, it seems that many people think that a good person is a weak and deceitful person.

As long as you ask, you will do anything, even if you don't like it, you will force yourself to do it. But in my eyes, that's not a good person, just a slave. Slaves bound by so-called good deeds and righteous deeds are nothing more than that.

He has no ideas and standards of his own, and just obeys the orders of others.

But I'm not.

The saints pursue self-salvation and the salvation of the world, and the good people chase the happiness of themselves and others, and what I chase is only narrow interests and the interests of others.

I know what I'm after, and I know what kind of standards I'm up to. I'm so frustrated just because I recognize what I am.

I'm not a saint, I'm not a good person, and I'm not a so-called hypocrite, I'm just self-interested.

But if you think of me as a vulnerable person, as someone who can teach me a lesson, then it would be a big mistake.

Originally, such a thing as the world view was a one-sided one. If universal values are true, then the United States during the Cold War did not put forward a declaration of the free world. The Soviet Union bore the brunt of the democratic societies of those days. The so-called universal values and democratic freedoms are only part of the propaganda machine. Everyone believes in what is beneficial to them.

If my achievements are better than yours, my abilities are better than yours, my life is better than yours, and my life is better than yours, then why should I listen to your teachings and act according to your ideas?

Am I stupid? Do I listen to the brainless and gruffy life advice of someone who is far inferior to myself?

If it's right, that's fine, but if there's a conflict, why should I change myself instead of you and you?

It's just such a simple thing, but unfortunately no one thinks about it.

It's just that according to the momentum, it just follows the topic and comes down.

Unfortunately, I'm not a slave to that atmosphere, and if you want me to change, you have to come up with real standards and results.

I am a petty-bourgeois romantic, so how can the person who claims to save face all this gradual progress and becoming a reality? A high school student going to shake up the whole sociology? Are you making me laugh? If you were a great man like Albert Einstein who came up with the theory of relativity in his twenties, I would probably be skeptical. But unfortunately, the theory of a teenager who has been glossed by his parents and is not even a member of the core society is not enough to practice myself to that extent.

Maybe you can understand it another way...... I dare to kill your father, how old are you when you point fingers at me here? Does being a classmate let you do whatever you want? Or do you really think I'm a fool with a good temper who can't be better than he can fight, and I won't fight back when provoked repeatedly?

"Don't take me for a fool, Hayama. I'm weaker, but that doesn't mean you're stronger. It's okay for you to bring your dad over and talk to me about this, just up to you? ”

I'm sure my expression must be terrifying, right? At least Hayama's face turned pale in an instant.

Or did he just remember what kind of person I was?

Hey, at least in retrospect.

I'm a very cautious person, and I'm sure to repay it? All the people who hurt me were swept up, and all the people who framed me were crushed to death, at least I think back to what I did. Otherwise, how could your father pay attention to me? And I won't pay attention to him. The local councillor, the hereditary family, recalls a little bit what happened in the news at that time.

That was the last time the country tried to break free of its own chains.

You're almost dead, so be careful.

“…… But even if that's the case, what you're doing isn't right, is it? ”

There is still a determined expression on his pale face, just like a hero who asked for the life of the people in the picture scroll of history. So who am I? Some Demon King? Or are you a miscellaneous soldier? At least the squadron leader, right?

"Ah, really? But I'm not down enough to be taught by a beggar how to make money. ”

How can I say that it is better? I guess it's some kind of regret. I don't talk like a boss with a scene-changing buff.

I'm still surrounded by sunny beaches, and I'm still surrounded by the laughter of those people. I was in this joyous occasion, slowly, and clearly told him what the truth was.

"The right and wrong of this world are relative. There has never been absolute justice, nor absolute error, they are all looking at each other's positions. On your ground, you think I'm wrong. In my position, I think you are wrong. If there is a disagreement, the only way to resolve it is through communication. ”

"Although it seems to me that war is also a kind of communication, let's not use that barbaric way, but let's compare it. First of all, let's compare our social power with our financial power...... I said, you, don't you think it's possible to defeat me? It's useless, it's useless, it's useless, your parents don't add up. Because I got so much in that turmoil. You, your family, and even the entire family under the snow dare not do anything to me. Because I am not myself behind me, and I have more than myself. There are still some wonderful ...... behind me BIGBOSS。 ”

"Then let's talk about universal values. Since you say I'm wrong, then there should be a reason why I'm wrong. In terms of reason, it is necessary to first judge the position of such behavior and identity. But ah, if a beggar says to a rich man, your method of making money is wrong. Or what do you think when a ** says to a police officer, your judgment of arresting people is wrong? I'm sure you'll laugh, right? ”

"Don't put on that horrible face, you know that, don't you? Now where do you and me stand? That's right, you're the beggar who didn't say right to the rich. ”

"Now, with the explanation done, can you go?"

I guess I owe a cigarette, but it should be enough. So close, I could clearly see Hayama's iron-blue face.

And then, just like that, left.

Ah, anyway, I'm really fit to be a bad guy. It's only this kind of thing that will be successful every time. At least I want to be a good person, it's really infuriating.

“…… Get up, he's gone. ”

Looking at Hayama's departing back, I said this and patted the recliner under the snow.