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"Niannian, it's not that you're bad, it's that you're too good. That's why both of us love you so much. But you can't hesitate. Between me and him, you can only choose one. If you don't want to fail him, you have to fail me, and you have to fail one of the two of us. You've got to figure out who you'd like to be with. If you choose one person, then your heart can no longer be attached to another person. Otherwise, it's not fair to anyone. Su Junchu looked at Nian Nian, and his face became deep and solemn.

"I understand, third brother, I'll tell him well. Tonight, you go back first, I told him that I will come to you tomorrow. Nian Nian nodded and said.

"Niannian, I'll go with you to him. Although, I really don't want to see him again. Su Junchu held Niannian's hand and said in a firm tone.

"No, it's even worse if you go, I'll go and tell him alone. Third brother, don't worry, he won't embarrass me. Nian Nian hurriedly said.

"I'm not worried that he will embarrass you, I'm worried that when you see him, what if you can't help but want to follow him? I can't afford to lose you anymore. Therefore, I must accompany you, lest you change your mind again. Su Junchu said.

"Third brother, is this how you think of me? Am I in your heart the grass that falls on both sides of the wind? You don't trust me at all! Nian Nian shook off Su Junchu's hand unhappily.

"Of course I trust you, but ...... You ...... him," Su Junchu said here, pausing.

"What happened to me and him?" Nian Nian stared at him with wide eyes.

"Don't say it, Niannian, you just remember that I love you forever, nothing else matters." Su Junchu smiled gently, with a compromised expression.

"Say! It must be said! What do you think is wrong with me and him? "I don't give up.

"Okay, I said, you forced me to say it. You and him...... Isn't there already this child? I'm afraid that when you see him and mention this child, your natural motherhood outweighs your love for me, and you want to go with him again. Su Junchu smiled helplessly, but his expression really showed a hint of obvious worry.

"Humph! Fool...... This kid ...... This kid ...... I'm too lazy to pay attention to you! Nian Nian pouted.

"Niannian, what do you want to say?" Seeing Nian Nian's expression, Su Junchu felt that something was wrong.

"I want to say, this kid is yours! It's you big fool! Nian Nian shouted.

"What? Niannian, I heard you right, right? I have a baby with you? Are you sure? Are you sure? Niannian, don't stimulate me, I'm very weak now, and I can't stand the great sorrow and joy. Su Junchu grabbed Nian Nian's hand in surprise and joy, and the sudden ecstasy made him not sure what he had heard for a while.

"It's really true! Do you understand? Zhan Muyan and I don't have a ...... at all What's that? By the way, you also said that I should kill the child, Zhan Muyan has medicine there, I will go to him and take it. You don't like this child anyway, so as not to keep it in your way. Nian Nian said with a straight face, secretly laughing in his heart.

"You dare! If you dare not want my child, I will eat you right now. Su Junchu picked Nian Nian up in the air, spun it around a few times before putting it down, kissed her wildly and said, "It turns out that I am going to be a father." Nian Nian ...... You little thing, that's amazing! How can I thank you? ”

"Thank you, you made me dizzy." Nian Nian said angrily.

"Because I want to punish you, little thing, you are so bad, you are so ruthless, you have my child and you don't even say it, you have taken him away for so long, you still want to marry someone else! Niannian, I really haven't seen a girl worse and more ruthless than you! But I love you so much! Su Junchu kissed her lips fiercely, attracting sideways glances from passers-by.

When Su Junchu finally let go of Niannian, Niannian said, "Now, you should rest assured that I will go to see him." This is your child, and you won't worry that I will leave you behind because of my motherly love for your child. ”

"No, I'm even more worried now. Just now I was just worried about losing one, but now it's two, and I still have to accompany you to find him. Su Junchu said with a smile.

"Third brother, if you are tough again, I will really ignore you." Nian Nian glared at him.

"Nian Nian, you just said that you and Zhan Muyan are not like that at all...... You live together, and you're so charming, he's going to be so honest...... Don't touch you? I don't believe it. Su Junchu gently hugged Nian Nian and asked in her ear.

"He wants to ...... I don't have one. Nian Nian said in a low voice, remembering the lingering with Zhan Muyan in the inn that night, her face was hot again.

"Really?" Su Junchu stared at Nian Nian's eyes.

"Yes...... Kiss it, but ...... There is no such thing. Nian Nian said, his voice lowered.

"Where's your kiss?" Su Junchu asked, his face darkened.

"Face...... Lips ......" Nian Nian said vaguely, of course he didn't dare to say anything else.

If Su Junchu knew that Zhan Muyan had kissed her body, then his face would be even more ugly.

Before the words fell, Su Junchu held Nian Nian's face and kissed her hard.

From the cheeks, to the lips, to the back of the ears, to the neck...... All of them violently invaded with their lips and tongues, as if to eliminate the traces left on Nian Nian's face by Zhan Muyan.

After the kiss, Su Junchu let go of Nian Nian and said in a tough tone: "In the future, don't do this with others!" Niannian, your lips, your face, your whole person, can only belong to me alone! Remember, no one else is allowed to touch you again! ”

"You're so fierce to me again!" Nian Nian pouted, and his voice was full of grievances: "How can I let others touch me?" At that time, I thought that I would be separated from you forever, and he was willing to take care of me and the children, so I wanted to try to accept him......"

In the future, such a thought is not allowed! How could we be separated? Niannian, you have to be as firm in your faith as I am! Unless I die, I'll never be separated from you! Su Junchu hugged Nian Nian tightly, and softened his voice again: "Nian Nian, believe me, I will never let you have a sad time again." ”

Nian Nian nodded and said, "I believe in you, and I never want to be separated from you again." However, I really have to go back and talk to Zhan Muyan now, and say okay, I'll go over to find you tomorrow. ”

"You don't want me to go with you, what if he wants to do something to you?" Su Junchu said sullenly, at the thought of Nian Nian having to meet Zhan Muyan alone, his heart was uncomfortable.

"How so? He's not a scoundrel. As long as I make it clear to him, the person I love is still you, and he won't pester me. Nian Nian said softly, but she remembered that when she went to Youlong Pavilion to find Zhan Muyan to take the Nine Fragrance Divine Spirit Pill, she really scolded Zhan Muyan for being a pervert scoundrel, and couldn't help but laugh secretly.

"Alright then, you'll be early tomorrow, or I'll come and pick you up. We set off early and rushed back to the capital. When I get in touch with Li Mo, I will deal with the matter, and I will fly away with you, and I will take you wherever you want. Su Junchu hugged her and said gently.

At this time, they had already walked not far from the inn where Nian Nian lived.

"Well, you don't have to come and pick me up, I'll go over by myself. I've arrived, third brother, then I'm leaving. Go back and rest, for you're not completely cured. Nian Nian smiled lightly, she didn't want Zhan Muyan to see Su Junchu with her.

In itself, she is already sorry enough for Zhan Muyan in her heart now, if Zhan Muyan sees her and Su Junchu's affectionate appearance, she will feel that it is a stab to Zhan Muyan......

Su Junchu took her hand again: "You, today...... It won't be in the same room, right? ”

"Where? Last time, it was because there was only one room like that left in the inn. Nian Nian glared at him, and his face turned slightly red. Fortunately, it was night, and Su Junchu couldn't see this change in her clearly.

"Hehe, then you go, I'll watch you go, I'll go back." Su Junchu said with a smile.

Nian Nian didn't say much, turned around and walked towards the inn. Because if she and Su Junchu continue to be verbose like this, I am afraid that they will not be able to separate overnight.

The closer I got to the inn, the more uneasy Niannian's heart became.

When she walked to the front of the inn, she saw Zhan Muyan standing motionless outside the gate, with a straight back and an elegant posture, like a beautiful poplar.

His chin was slightly raised, and in the middle of his apricot-shaped eyes was as bright as a galaxy. The snow-white robe glowed faintly in the silver moonlight, making his whole person look luxurious and quiet elegance at this time.

Obviously, he was waiting for Niannian.

"You're finally back." Seeing Nian Nian coming, Zhan Muyan came over and grabbed her hand, with an uncertain look on her face.

"yes, are you waiting for me?" Nian Nian Na Na said a word, and his heart was inexplicably weak for a while, so he had to ask knowingly.

"Otherwise, do you think it's so late and I'm here alone to see the scenery?" Zhan Muyan said lightly, her clear and dark eyes looked at her deeply, and her long eyelashes covered her handsome and boundless face, forming a very beautiful arc.

"Let's go in first, then." Nian Nian said, and gently withdrew his hand from Zhan Muyan's hand without a trace, and at the same time avoided his see-through gaze, which seemed to be able to see into her heart, and walked into the inn first.

The two were speechless all the way to Niannian's room.

Nian Nian looked at Zhan Muyan, there was still no expression on his face, but he definitely lacked the nonchalant taste he had before.

"Zhan Muyan, I want to tell you...... I ......" Nian Nian opened his mouth, but stopped again. How should I tell him that she has decided to return to Su Junchu's side and will not go with him?

"Niannian, haven't you been out for so long, aren't you tired? It's getting late, you go to bed early, and I'll talk about it tomorrow, okay? Zhan Muyan didn't seem to want to listen to Niannian's words, he walked to the door and prepared to go out.

"Wait, I really have something to tell you." Nian Nian hurriedly shouted.

Zhan Muyan turned his head and looked at Nian Nian quietly, a chuckle that couldn't see the meaning passed on the corner of his mouth: "What is so important?" Niannian, I remember that you never seemed to take the initiative to keep me, today, are you missing me? ”

He came to Nian Nian, reached out and picked up her hair, and kissed it gently.

"Don't do that, I mean to say...... I mean to say......" Nian Nian took two steps back, pulled her hair back from Zhan Muyan's hand, and distanced herself from him, but the words she said stammered.

"What do you want to say? Niannian, why don't you dare to say it? You know that as long as you say it, I will not embarrass you. You know that I will promise you whatever you say, and I am not here for everything I want now? Zhan Muyan's beautiful black eyes stared at Nian Nian for a moment, but she didn't have the same radiant spirit as before.

"Yes...... My third brother said that he was not the emperor, and he could take me to live the life of an ordinary person. So...... So, I want to ......" Nian Nian said, lowering his eyes, not daring to look at Zhan Muyan's handsome eyes.

"Seeing that you are so difficult, then I'll help you continue. Niannian, you want to go back to him, right? You're not going to marry me anymore, are you? I've always been just a sub, right? He beckons to you, and you're going to follow him right away, right? As for me, when you were with him, you would never have thought that there was such a fool as me, still waiting for you here, thinking about you, right? Zhan Muyan said so many words in a row, yes, the speed of his speech became faster and faster, and his tone became higher and higher.

His voice was no longer the calm and calm it used to be. He looked at Nian Nian for a moment, and his eyes were no longer the gentle and soft light they had before, but flashed with obvious anger.

"Zhan Muyan...... I'm sorry, I know, I hurt you like this, I'm sorry for you, and I'm willing to apologize to you. But...... I can't lie to myself...... The person I love is my third brother. Nian Nian whispered, feeling that this moment was so tormented.

"Apologize? Now you're apologizing to me? Zhan Muyan sneered slightly, his smile was very hurt: "Niannian, you said that you were going to see him, but I couldn't resist you, so I had to let you go." You said you went and brought him medicine and came back, and I believe you, I've been waiting for you here stupidly. I was distracted and restless, and I ran out to look for you over and over again, but I didn't see you. Do you know how anxious and worried I was at that time? Later, I finally saw you, but you are not alone, you are with him, you two hug each other, more intimate than anything else! Do you know how bad my heart is? ”

"I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you......" Niannian's voice was weak and weak.

The first time I saw Zhan Muyan so excited in front of her, and the first time I saw Zhan Muyan so angry with her, Niannian's heart was also full of sadness and uneasiness.