411. If there is a loss in the heart
On this day, unexpectedly, Zhan Muyan did not appear in the palace.
Nian Nian couldn't help but feel a little strange, because in the past two years, Zhan Muyan would come to see her on time every day, rain or shine.
She thought that Zhan Muyan was delayed by something and might come later, but until the afternoon, it was evening, and Zhan Muyan still didn't show up.
After freshening up, Nian Nian went to bed and slept sullenly, thinking to himself, Zhan Muyan must have something to do today and can't come today, so ask him tomorrow.
However, on the second day, the third day, Zhan Muyan still didn't come.
Nian Nian couldn't help but worry, according to her understanding of Zhan Muyan, it was impossible for Zhan Muyan not to come for a few days in a row, and not to say hello to her.
Could it be that something happened to him?
Nian Nian thought about it and thought about it, but she knew almost nothing about Zhan Muyan's other situations in the past two years. If Zhan Muyan didn't come to her, she didn't know where to find Zhan Muyan at all. Dragon Pavilion? He wouldn't necessarily be either.
Nian Nian realized that he had been naturally accepting Zhan Muyan's care for him, but he cared very little about Zhan Muyan, which was really a bit too selfish.
It's really rare to think about it, Zhan Muyan doesn't care about her at all, he lets her do everything, and he depends on her for everything. Maybe it's because of this that Nian Nian is like a spoiled child in front of him, who doesn't know how to converge at all, and can do whatever he wants.
People are often like this, when someone watches over you all day long, you don't realize that they are important. And as soon as the person disappears, you immediately feel his preciousness.
Niannian now deeply understands this, in the past, Zhan Muyan came to accompany her every day, she didn't think anything, but now Zhan Muyan didn't come for no reason, her heart immediately felt empty, like something was missing.
On the fourth day, Zhan Muyan was still nowhere to be seen. Nian Nian is upset, and he doesn't feel good at anything.
She rarely cared about what to eat, but when she ate that day, she suddenly thought that the bowl of soup was too strong, and suddenly said that the dish was not cooked well.
made Li Mosu Xiaorou, who was eating with her, look at each other, and later had to ask the father-in-law in the imperial kitchen to recook according to Niannian's intentions. When the freshly cooked dishes were served, Nian Nian said that he was full, and then said goodbye to them early and went back to the room.
Sitting alone in the room, all the thoughts in Niannian were the shadow of Zhan Muyan.
In the past two years, his kindness to himself and pain to himself have seeped into Niannian's heart bit by bit, and gradually hit him violently like a tide......
Niannian's heart was shocked: What's the matter with me? Isn't it the most loving third brother? Why do I rarely think about the third brother these days, but always think about Zhan Muyan? Am I in love with him?
No! No way...... Nian Nian shook his head in pain, pinched his shirt tightly and whispered: "Third brother, third brother, what should I do if I sue sΓΉ?" I haven't forgotten you, you will always be my favorite person. But I really seem to have him in my heart now......"
Su Xiaorou walked in, stared at Nian Nian with a confused face, and said straight to the point: "Nian Nian, are you so annoyed by Zhan Muyan?" β
"I'm not used to his sudden absence." Nian Nian said softly.
"Nian Nian, some things are clear to the authorities and bystanders. What Zhan Muyan does to you, each of us can see clearly. I don't know what you think of him, but it's not easy for a man to do this. If he doesn't love you to the extreme, I can't think of any other reason for him to be so accommodating to you? Honestly, on his terms, what kind of woman can't be found? But he is single-minded and only good to you! Maybe at first we could think of him as a temporary interest, but he persisted for two years, two years, and he put you first in everything he did. Don't you feel it yet? Or do you have to force him away to be happy? Su Xiaorou said, her voice a little excited.
"I don't know, I feel like I like him too, but I don't want to accept other men, I can't forget the third brother." Nian Nian said bitterly, his mood full of contradictions.
"Niannian, why are you so stupid? There is no conflict between accepting Zhan Muyan and you missing the third brother! The third brother has left, and you should have a new beginning. You can't live a lifetime forever with the memories of the third brother, and the third brother doesn't want you to live alone for the rest of your life! Su Xiaorou held Nian Nian's hand and said earnestly.
"Xiaorou, sit down and talk, don't get tired." Thinking that Su Xiaorou was pregnant now, Nian Nian hurriedly wanted to pull her to sit down.
"I don't sit anymore, and the baby is still waiting for me to go back and take a nap with her. Nian Nian, think about it, fate can be met but not sought. When we have it, we must cherish it, if we wait until we lose it, and then regret it, then it will be too late. Su Xiaorou said with emotion.
"Well, Xiaorou, I'll think about it, you go back to accompany the baby, don't worry about me." Nian Nian nodded and said.
"Then I'll go." Su Xiaorou smiled softly at Nian Nian, gently closed the door and walked out.
Su Xiaorou is now her mother, and it is impossible for her to stay with Niannian all day long as before, so there are not many opportunities for the two of them to talk in depth now. More time, Su Xiaorou has to accompany her delicate little baby.
Nian Nian carefully recalled what Su Xiaorou had just said, and was full of emotion.
Yes, when you have it, you must cherish it.
If she had grasped the love between her and Su Junchu well and did not leave him willfully, then their child might have been born safely. So now, she won't be so lonely.
It would be great if she and her third brother had a child......
Thinking about it foolishly, tears unconsciously moistened his eyes.
But when he heard the sound of Zhuzhu and people talking outside, he thought to himself, it's Zhan Muyan who is here.
Her heart suddenly fluttered. I didn't think it before, but now I haven't seen him for a few days, it's really a bit ...... I miss him.
The door knocked lightly a few times, Nian Nian packed up her mood and walked over, opened the door, only to see her twin brother Liu Yangfeng standing outside the door.
"Brother, why are you?" Nian Nian asked lazily, with disappointment in his eyes that could not be concealed.
"Who do you think it is? Sister, my brother came to see you, aren't you happy? Liu Yangfeng raised his eyebrows and walked into the room in a dashing manner.
"Of course I'm happy, I'm just wondering, why are you here at this time." Nian Nian smiled lightly, and didn't need to be too polite to her brother, she then asked, "Brother, have you seen Zhan Muyan in the past few days?" β
"See, he went back to Lingnan." Liu Yangfeng said lightly, deliberately not looking at Niannian's expression.
"Back to Lingnan? Why didn't he say a word to me and left? Nian Nian's heart was blocked, and he frowned and asked.
"Please, Niannian, who are you? Why should people tell you when they go home, you are not his wife! Liu Yangfeng smiled disapprovingly, and continued: "His father urged him to go back to get married, and it is said that he found seven or eight or ten girls who are both beautiful and artistic, waiting for him to go back and pick it." β
"Marriage?" Nian Nian was stunned, his face changed slightly, and he paused for a while before he said again: "However, he can't leave without saying a word!" I thought something was wrong with him. β
"Nian Nian, what you said makes no sense. What happened when people went back to get married? Is it in your way? I know that you and Zhan Muyan have always been very good, but you can only be regarded as ordinary friends, right? He's not young anymore, his demeanor, not for me, ninety-nine out of a hundred girls have to be fascinated by him, and the rest must be unclear. Do you know how many people come to their Dragon Pavilion every day to propose relatives? He is the flower of flowers, and he can't even see it. Liu Yangfeng said while secretly observing Nian Nian's face, there was a play, she seemed to really care.
"I'm the one who wasn't fascinated by him, you mean my mind isn't clear?" Nian Nian interrupted Liu Yangfeng's words unhappily, his heart was inexplicably disturbed, sour, and he couldn't help asking: "How many people are proposing to him?" He probably wouldn't just take a fancy to someone else. β
"It's hard to say, Zhan Muyan's vision is high, but the girl who can get in touch with his family, you don't think about it, she won't be an idle person. I heard that there is a princess of some country who looks like a fairy, so she named her to marry Zhan Muyan. She has gone to Youlong Pavilion to find Zhan Muyan many times, and Zhan Muyan's father and mother also like her very much, and now Zhan Muyan has gone back, maybe they are really married. Liu Yangfeng said unhurriedly, snickering in his heart.
"Humph! Let him get married, and never come to see me again! Nian Nian said angrily, his chest feeling tight for a while.
"Niannian, what are you losing your temper? Could it be that you also want to marry Zhan Muyan? Liu Yangfeng looked at her in surprise.
"The devil wants to marry him! He loves to marry whomever he wants! Nian Nian replied angrily.
"Nian Nian, alas, to be honest, I always thought that Zhan Muyan would be my brother-in-law. Unexpectedly, you two ...... Zhan Muyan actually meant that to you, but you made him sad too much. Do you know that the night he left, he dragged me and Brother Rui to drink all night, and we were so drunk that we couldn't stop it. He said that he didn't want to leave you, but you didn't want to marry her, and he had to obey his parents' arrangements to go back to marry first, but he still loved you in his heart. Liu Yangfeng improvised and said, the more he said it, the more it looked like the truth, and he couldn't help but admire himself.
"Then he shouldn't have gone at all! He should have asked me first! "I'm in a hurry, and I can't hide myself.
"What if he doesn't go? Who can endure the way you treat him all the time? He's still patient, if it were me, I would have thrown you to Java a long time ago, and I wouldn't have bothered to pay attention to you! Liu Yangfeng said unceremoniously.
"Brother!" Nian Nian screamed angrily, but was choked by Liu Yangfeng and had nothing to say. Indeed, her attitude towards Zhan Muyan is too indifferent.
"Sister, let's bless Zhan Muyan together, and wish him to find a gentle and virtuous lady, tie the knot forever, and give birth to a noble son early!" Liu Yangfeng said matter-of-factly, with a smile on his face.
"Brother, are you so happy that Zhan Muyan is married? I'm sick of it! How could he do that? Say goodbye and sneak away! Are you afraid that I will stop him and not let him go? Nian Nian was even more upset, and he really hated that he couldn't bring Zhan Muyan back immediately. It's a pity that there were no telephones in ancient times, and it was too inconvenient to get in touch.
"Niannian, I don't know what you're bothering about? You don't like Zhan Muyan, and you don't want to marry him, why do you care so much about him getting married? Liu Yangfeng blinked and said, quite a bit of a good show.
"Who says I don't like him? I...... I didn't say I didn't want to marry him! He couldn't wait, and hurried back to get married! It's infuriating! Nian Nian burst out of his mouth.
"Hahaha! My silly sister, you're finally speaking your mind. Don't worry, don't worry, you think, how dare Zhan Muyan go back to marry without your consent? Liu Yangfeng laughed, turned his head and shouted outside the door: "It's done, come in, if you don't come again, my sister will jump and scold!" β
Nian Nian looked at the door suspiciously, and saw Zhan Muyan walking in with a radiant look, with an expression that he wanted to laugh but didn't dare to laugh, and he couldn't hide the joy in his eyes.
Looking at her brother Liu Yangfeng again, he was also full of mischievous smiles. She immediately understood, daring to love the two men she trusted the most, and teamed up to tease her.
"Okay, you guys are playing with me!" Nian Nian turned her head angrily, not looking at Zhan Muyan. I didn't expect him to use this way to put out his heart, it's really boring!
"Niannian, it's none of my business, it's all your brother's arrangement. I wanted to come and see you, but he wouldn't let me. Zhan Muyan hurriedly defended.
"Hey, Brother Zhan, you're not interesting enough, how can you betray your brother as soon as you see a woman? It's too heavy on color and light on friends. Liu Yangfeng immediately expressed a strong protest.
"Niannian, don't be angry, listen to me, we didn't mean to coax you......" Zhan Muyan didn't care about arguing with Liu Yangfeng, and walked in front of Niannian to explain.
He was worried that Nian Nian would be angry, and now Nian Nian was really unhappy, of course he was nervous.
"Don't listen!" Nian Nian interrupted him angrily and walked out with a flick of his arm.
Zhan Muyan followed Nian Nian out of the house, Liu Yangfeng stayed in the house alone, and smiled happily: "Hehe, my task is complete, it's time to go to Brother Rui for a drink." β
Nian Nian walked forward on his own, his face tense and he didn't say a word.
Zhan Muyan said: "Nian Nian, where are you going?" Is it good to say something? You look like someone owes you hundreds of dollars, so angry, beware of getting old. β
"Leave it alone! Didn't you go home and get married? Aren't you going to marry a fairy-like foreign princess? What are you doing here? "The more I think about it, the more angry I get.