Chapter 39: Drunken Mess
It took her a whole morning to make a table of dishes, and the maid saw the food on the table, and then looked at Xu Qianxue's appearance, everyone was very distressed.
Actually, if they don't say it, it doesn't mean that they don't know, they all know that the young grandmother loves the young master very much.
Of course, they also understood that the young master only had that Miss Yan in his heart.
Now, looking at the young grandmother like this, they are really distressed, they are all women, such a feeling, such a taste, although they have no way to fully experience, but they also understand some of the sour taste, thinking of this, the maid said: "Young grandma, you have made so many dishes, eat quickly." ”
Xu Qianxue looked at the dishes on the table, smiled, sat down at the dining table, poured herself a glass of red wine, drank it unceremoniously, and then looked at the maids' cheeks and said, "Actually, I know what you want to say?" I also know very well, what do your expressions represent at this time? I know, I know, I'm pathetic, right? ”
"No, young grandmother, don't say that." The maids hurriedly said.
"Hey, in fact, you don't say it, you deny it, I know it, I'm pitiful, you look at me, I made such a big table of dishes, in order to hope that my husband can be in a better mood, but, in the end, there is no way to do it, it seems, there is no way to make him happy, even if he leaves, I don't know at all, you are all women, seeing me work so hard to do something, but I don't get anything in return, it's very useless, I also know that I am useless, I have tried to persuade myself, Don't be so useless, but, many times, there is no way, life, unspeakable bitterness, love is like this, always pay, but it is really difficult to get, heart, inexplicable sourness, hey, say so much, it will only make yourself more uncomfortable, anyway, you haven't eaten, hurry, sit down and have a good meal with me, don't refuse me, I feel very uncomfortable, now, I'm not a young grandmother, or a very ordinary, woman hurt by love, it's okay to chat with me. Xu Qianxue's last sentence made her feel helpless.
The three maids finally nodded and sat down.
"Young grandma, in fact, you are so good, you don't necessarily have to hang yourself on a tree, many times, I feel that there is no need, women can live well without men, besides, young grandma is so good, there must be people who know how to appreciate, young grandma, and the young master said divorce, so that you can meet your own happiness, you have your own future, there is no need to be so bad, you, your life." The maid drank a lot of wine and said in a daze.
"That's it, isn't it just a man, what's the big deal, no one can't live without it, it's just a little painful, young grandma, with your appearance, it's more than enough to find someone better than the young master, what do you care so much about? Listen to us, leave the young master directly, go to find the man you love, in this world, the harm that the young master gives you, there will always be such a person who will heal it all, it's okay, life is very simple, and, in fact, the young master doesn't love you, no matter how hard you try, it's useless? Don't work in vain, just forget about it, so that you can live a good life, listen to me, listen to me. The maid said with a smile.
Xu Qianxue looked at the drunken appearance of the maid door, shook her head, originally thought that they could drink a little, but it turned out to be good, and the drinking power was so poor.
In fact, she sometimes likes people with poor drinking power, because as long as she drinks a little bit of wine, she will get drunk, and she will forget a lot of things. However, every time she drank a lot, she couldn't get drunk, and this feeling was too uncomfortable.
She likes to drink, in order to be able to forget a lot of things lightly after getting drunk, but every time, she is not drunk, so the things she thinks about are more clear and thorough, life is always so uncontrollable by herself, unspeakably sad, unspeakably uncomfortable, and unspeakably helpless.
That sentence is really good, life is mostly helpless, now, I understand the meaning of this sentence, life is helpless, it is indeed helpless, at least, in the face of love, she Xu Qianxue is helpless, that is, passive.
"Young grandma, don't follow the young master, he doesn't love you, it's boring, hehe, I, I've done it in many big families before, a lot of good men, it's better for me to recommend a few to you, hehe, in fact, I want to fly on the branches and become a phoenix, but, but I don't have that life, young grandma, we, we are all very supportive of you, divorce the young master, go, go to find your own happiness, we will all support you, women must support you." The maid said with a smile.
The corners of Xu Qianxue's mouth rose, she raised her head, the wine in the wine glass was drunk by herself, she said with a smile: "It would be nice if a qiē could make a decision lightly, it's not that I haven't thought about it, it's just that many times, there is no way to make this decision, it hurts now, but it hurts even more after leaving him, life hurts, I really hope it doesn't hurt so much, how can I make myself not hurt?" ”
Sometimes, Xu Qianxue really wishes that she was a machine person, so that she could control herself remotely at any time, and when she was in pain, she pressed pause, and then deleted it directly, happy, and it kept looping, so that people wouldn't shed tears every time, and what she loved wouldn't be so painful.
The maids were completely drunk, and they all collapsed on the dinner table.
Xu Qianxue shook her head, picked up a glass of red wine, and drank it again, and at the end of the drink, she really felt lonely as snow.
She got up, shook the red wine, and said with a smile: "Come, loneliness accompany me to have a good drink, come, loneliness accompany me to have a good drink, Wu Qiu Yao, I thought that if I fell in love with you, all my loneliness would disappear, but I don't know, you are my loneliness, after falling in love with you, I am more lonely, more lonely, more painful, life should not be like this, now, Yan Mengzhen disappeared in this world, then, will you forget her, do you have a trace of love for me?" You're going to let her go with the wind, and can I take her place? I always say that I don't want to be a stand-in, but now, I understand that it doesn't matter if I don't do a stand-in, the biggest obstacle is that I can't be a stand-in. ”
The door was opened, Xu Qianxue turned her head, and saw Wu Qiu Yao stepping into the living room, the corners of Xu Qianxue's mouth rose, stumbled in front of Wu Qiu Yao, and said with a smile: "Hehe, my husband is back, husband, I made a table of meals, all of which are your favorite food, I know, you will definitely be a lot happier if you eat it, you come quickly, otherwise it won't taste good if it's cold, hehe, these dishes, I learned them for a long time, hehe." ”
Wu Qiu Yao smelled the smell of wine on Xu Qianxue's body, and his whole brows were furrowed, you know, in his memory, Xu Qianxue seems to like drinking very much, and she drinks red wine every night, and when they have a company dinner, she is also very drinkable, in his memory, it seems that Xu Qianxue has not been drunk, but now, looking at the stumbling woman in front of her, she seems to be a little drunk.
Xu Qianxue took Wu Qiu Yao's hand and walked directly to the dining table, Wu Qiu Yao looked at the food on the table, and then looked at the drunken maid, he clenched his fists.
"Hehe, my husband won't come back, I'm lonely to death, there's no way, I, I can't, I can only ask them to eat and drink, but it's a pity that their amount of alcohol is too bad, and they get drunk without drinking much, hehe, I feel that people who drink well are too boring, you look at me, I've drunk so many glasses of wine, and I'm not drunk, this taste is so uncomfortable, Wu Qiu Yao, I'll wait for you to come back, hurry, eat the food I cooked, I know, you must like to eat, I made a qiē, it's all for you, You'll be touched by me. Xu Qianxue said with a smile.
"You're happy?" Wu Qiu Yao approached Xu Qianxue and asked in a low voice.
"Happy? Hehe, of course I'm happy, my heart is gone, how can I not be happy? Yan Mengzhen is dead, even if you love her again, I won't feel bad, because the living can't compare to the dead, but the dead will never come back to life, I'm not worried at all, there is no sense of threat, Yan Mengzhen is gone, there is only me in your world, can I not be happy? You don't know, how much I don't want it, Yan Mengzhen lives in your world, you don't know, how much I don't want it, Yan Mengzhen occupies all your life, now, it's so good, Yan Mengzhen will never occupy your life again, never appear in your life again, I naturally want to celebrate, hehe, come, sit down and have a glass of wine, let's celebrate and celebrate, I wish our husband and wife eternal happiness and happiness, and not be interfered with by outsiders. Xu Qianxue took Wu Qiu Yao's hand, sat on the dining table, and said with a smile.
After drinking and spitting out the truth, this sentence is not wrong, it turns out that Xu Qianxue has such a desire in her heart that Yan Meng really dies, Xu Qianxue's viciousness, he clearly understands.
Xu Qianxue tilted her head, looking at Wu Qiu Yao's frowning brows, she said bitterly: "Wu Qiu Yao, in fact, I am not so vicious, I don't have to die for Yan Meng, in fact, I am also uncomfortable when she leaves this world, because, in your heart, Yan Meng is really the woman you love the most, you lose the woman you love the most, you will be miserable, in fact, if you are in pain, I will naturally be in pain, just like your tears yesterday fell into my neck, my heart hurts so much, Wu Qiu Yao, I can understand your pain, I also understand how you feel in your heart. ”