Chapter 38: His Tears

"Yan Mengzhen is dead, I don't want to believe this fact, I am trying hard to find the answer, but it is a fact that cannot be changed, Yan Mengzhen died in a car accident, after she lost her children, life was no fun, and she died like this, I feel, I can't accept it, I have no way to go except to vent, Xu Qianxue, do you know? The woman I love the most died like this, but I can't do anything, I can't make her come back to life, I feel that I'm a waste, Yan Meng is really gone, what should I do? Yan Mengzhen does not exist in this world, how can I live well? Xu Qianxue, aren't you very powerful? You help me once, you will return Yan Mengzhen to me, even if I and her have no way to become husband and wife in our lives, I don't mind, as long as she lives in this world, I don't want to, I can't see her shadow, in this world, she disappeared like this, how do I live? Wu Qiu Yao said bitterly.

Xu Qianxue frowned, impossible, others don't know, but Yan Mengzhen understands very well that the child is not dead at all, and it is impossible for her to choose suicide, unless, thinking of this, she just wanted to speak, but finally stopped.

If this is what Yan Meng really wants, should it satisfy her? Yan Mengzhen has been in pain all her life, and now, it is the best relief, the best choice, Wu Qiu Yao, I don't understand, I guess it's correct, but, since this is the case, then this is a fact that cannot be changed, so it is also the best choice.

Wu Qiu Yao, I'm sorry, I originally wanted to say my conjectures, but, many times, a lot of conjectures are just unfounded conjectures, instead of letting you live with ideas all the time, it is better to let you die directly, in this way, you will be in pain for a while, and if you are unwilling, let you go around in circles and entanglements are not clear, this is the best choice.

"Wu Qiu Yao, you also have to understand Yan Mengzhen, she has no children, no Nangong Chen, living in this world, it is originally painful, I don't want her to leave this world, but, as soon as she leaves, it is the best relief for her, she is a mother, after she has no children, she has always been depressed, her pain no one understands, she is willing to make such a choice, we should all respect, I know that you are uncomfortable, and I understand your pain, but Wu Qiu Yao, if it weren't for Yan Mengzhen, she couldn't insist, She won't choose this path, Wu Qiu Yao, Yan Meng is really painful, ten times more than we thought, ten million times, we have to respect her. Xu Qianxue soothed.

"I know that she is in pain, I know that she is uncomfortable, I know that she is worse than death, but if the ants are still stealing life, why doesn't she know how to cherish her life? In fact, as long as she wants to understand this thing, she still has a future, children, and a good life, but why is she unwilling to insist? Why is she reluctant to face a new life? Do you know? Do you know my pain? I think that when I want to see Yan Mengzhen in the future, I will never be able to see her again, I want to hear her speak, but I can't hear her again, that kind of pain, do you understand? Xu Qianxue, I feel that my heart is broken, I feel that my heart has died with her, my heart hurts so much, people are so uncomfortable, Xu Qianxue, don't you love me? Don't you want to see me uncomfortable? Then you help me once, help me save Yan Mengzhen, I can not get her, I don't have her, but I don't want her to disappear into this world, I love her, I love her very much. Wu Qiu Yao choked up.

Xu Qianxue's tears flowed out, Wu Qiu Yao choked, he actually choked like this, this was the first time she heard Wu Qiu Yao's choked voice.

When Wu Qiu Yao's hot tears fell on her neck, her tears couldn't help it, the dead and alive man she loved, but now, she was crying for other women, her heart, indescribable sadness, indescribable pain, she, unspeakable sorrow.

"Xu Qianxue, I know you are very powerful, please help me once, I just want Yan Mengzhen to come to life, you let me do a qiē thing, I am willing, I hope that I can see Yan Mengzhen's smile every day, no, I can't be so greedy, I don't want to see Yan Mengzhen, I don't want to see it in my life, I just want Yan Mengzhen to live in this world, Xu Qianxue, as long as you let Yan Mengzhen live, I promise you, I will never see Yan Mengzhen for the rest of my life, I will live a good life with you, Live well with you, in this life, I will never have any contact with Yan Mengzhen again, I said to do it, as long as you let Yan Mengzhen live, for her, I can not love her, as long as she lives, it will be good to live. After Wu Qiu Yao finished speaking, the tears became more and more.

He remembered that after he became sensible, there were no more tears.

But now, he just can't help it, he sues himself that he is a man, a strong man, and he is absolutely not allowed to do such a thing, but now, there is no way, it turns out that he will cry to this point for a person, it turns out that he will also cry to this point for the person he loves, it turns out that he will also be so painful, it turns out, tears will also flow.

Xu Qianxue has never been so painful, she knows that Wu Qiu Yao loves Yan Mengzhen very much, she knows that she has done a qiē, but it is not as good as Yan Mengzhen's slightest hint, she also understands that in this life, paying a qiē for Wu Qiu Yao is not as good as Yan Mengzhen's smile, she understands all these things clearly, and knows everything.

She knew that Wu Qiu Yao really loved Yan Mengzhen, but she didn't know that Wu Qiu Yao loved Yan Mengzhen so much, he cried loudly for Yan Mengzhen like this, just like a child, she was really painful in her heart at this moment.

Wu Qiu Yao, you paid a qiē for Yan Mengzhen, I paid a qiē for you, but now I understand that I love you very much, but it is not as good as that, you love Yan Mengzhen so much, it seems that I have done a qiē, there is no way to get you close to me, my heart, there is no way, after all, it is painful.

"Wu Qiu Yao, you don't want to be like this, you don't want to be so uncomfortable, okay? One qiē has happened, there is no way, Wu Qiu Yao, don't be uncomfortable, it's okay, it's going to be fine, it's going to be okay. Xu Qianxue gently patted Wu Qiu Yao's shoulder and soothed.

"Xu Qianxue, please, help me, let Yan Mengzhen come back to this world." Wu Qiu Yao begged.

Xu Qianxue sighed, gently patted Wu Qiu Yao's back, and said comfortingly: "Wu Qiu Yao, you know, Yan Mengzhen is very assertive and thoughtful, if she decides to do something, no one will change, now, we still haven't changed, even if I am the Jade Emperor, if Yan Mengzhen insists on this, I have no choice, I know, you will blame me, I also know, you will blame me, but this is fate, Yan Meng's real life, can only be controlled by herself, not us to make decisions, Wu Qiu Yao, if you really love her, I really care about her, I really want her to be happy, then I will accept the current qiē, the one that Yan Mengzhen gave us, we all have to accept it gladly, Wu Qiu Yao, after Yan Mengzhen leaves here, she will meet her baby, and she will also meet Nangong Chen, who loves her, this may be her final choice, we must learn to respect Yan Mengzhen, we must learn to let go of Yan Mengzhen, Wu Qiu Yao, it's okay, it's okay. ”

Wu Qiu Yao leaned on Xu Qianxue's arms like this, closed his eyes, and slowly fell asleep.

Xu Qianxue put Wu Qiu Yao on the floor, gently covered him with a quilt, looked at the tears on his cheeks, her fingertips fell lightly on it, her fingertips touched the tears, she gently put it in her mouth, tasted it, it was bitter.

It turned out that Wu Qiu Yao's tears tasted the same as his own tears, both of which were bitter.

Thinking of this, she sighed, gently guessed the other tears on his cheeks, and said softly: "Wu Qiu Yao, I know, you will be uncomfortable for a long time, I also understand, for a long, long time, you will be miserable, but, I want to tell you, time will be fine, Yan Mengzhen will find your own happiness, you must also find your own happiness, I hope that you can really completely forget about Yan Mengzhen and find your own life, in this way, your life will be much better, In this way, you will be much, much happier. ”

After Xu Qianxue finished speaking, she lay down next to Wu Qiu Yao and fell asleep with him.

Wu Qiu Yao felt that he had slept for a long, long time, and he sat up gently, rubbing his temples, and looking at the room in the room.

If he is not mistaken, he smashed a lot of things in the house, it should be a mess, if he is not mistaken, at that time, he found Xu Qianxue, and now, why has it all disappeared?

The room was neatly tied, and he was sleeping on the bed, without anyone around.

He got up, walked to the window, looked at the cloudy sky outside, thought of the news of Yan Mengzhen's death, his heart twitched fiercely, it turned out that it was so painful, his phone rang, looked at the familiar phone, picked it up, five minutes later, walked into the bathroom, half an hour, and left directly.

Xu Qianxue came back from buying a lot of things from the supermarket, walked into the living room, looked at the maid and said with a smile: "By the way, I am cooking at noon today, is the young master still asleep?" ”

The maid shook her head and said, "The young master left five minutes before you came back. ”

Xu Qianxue looked at the things she bought, smiled bitterly, and said a little embarrassedly: "It's okay, I'll cook and eat by myself." ”

Xu Qianxue bought a lot of dishes that Wu Qiu Yao liked to eat, and she had nothing to do when she was idle anyway, so she sorted them all out.