Chapter 141: Soul Depths
The village girl walked to the room where Li Changji was with the bowl, and when she was about to walk, she found that there were two little tails behind her, and she turned around to see that it was Xiaoyu and Shidan. She turned to look at the two children, and the children also looked at her with blinking eyes, and their eyes showed kind warmth and trust! The eyes of the three pairs of eyes looking at each other completely merged together, without any suspicion and vigilance, and some were only full of dependence!
Mrs., let's go with you. The two children said.
Mrs. What did you two just call me? The village girl was suddenly shocked by this title, no one has ever called her so warmly since she was a child, just like calling her mother, her heart is full of different emotions!
Mother! The two children said.
Who made you both call me that? The village girl asked.
The two children turned around and pointed to Lao Feng, who was walking towards him, and said, Grandpa Feng.
The village girl glanced at Lao Feng and Lao Balu, took out a free hand, stroked the child's head and said, Okay, I like this title, so call me like this in the future! After the two children said "um", the village girl said, let's go, let's go.
When they came to the room where Li Changji was, they saw that Li Changji was still slinging needles, and his mouth was still muttering. The village girl pulled up a chair and sat down in front of the bed. She looked at this former "husband", and she had a special feeling in her heart! Many years ago, it was this guy who hated me and tied me up the mountain, and since then I have lost my freedom! He coerced and intimidated me with both soft and hard, and forced my father to write a marriage letter and marry me into the door. My daily range of activities is a courtyard house. Outside the gate, there are guardians every day. There are maids at home. I told him I had a sweetheart. He said I had it all. I don't believe that what I have can't be exchanged for your heart, not to mention that you have three chapters of the law, that is, ten chapters of the law, I also want you to throw yourself in front of glory and wealth!
Niu Er, Niu Big Eyes, you open your bull's eyes, you can't die, the village girl is still waiting for you. She still needs you to take care of her, I, Li Changji, don't have that blessing, you can't let her down! I've locked her up for so many years, but I haven't been able to get her heart back, and she's always thinking about you! She's right, she can't marry me, otherwise, the children she will give birth to will be scolded thieves! I'm not worthy of being a man, and I'm not worthy of having you, Niu Er is the person you're really looking for......
The village girl looked at Li Changji strangely. How could this heinous and disgusting bully in front of him come from now? She couldn't figure it out! She only remembered what Li Changji said. What I can't get, no one else can think of! What happened between him and Niu Er?
At this time, Lao Balu and Lao Feng also walked in, standing aside, listening to Li Changji's nagging, and watching the village aunt encourage her! The two of them knew the state of mind of the village aunt at this moment, and anyone would be extremely disgusted with this person, let alone the mood of a woman who had been forcibly masturbated by him for so many years!
At this time, the village aunt looked at Li Changji, who was lying on the hospital bed like a dead man, but felt that this invincible guy was a little pitiful! Yes, for so many years, he made a poisonous oath for himself to fight for a woman, but it didn't come true! And now he has become like this, he has completely become a walking corpse! He's going to end his life every moment, and all that's left is this stinky skin! He looked at Li Changji and listened to his words, but felt a little moved! An enemy and rival in love who is inseparable from him, and now, he can say such heart-warming words, which is really touching! Deep repentance, every word is from the heart, if you don't see it with your own eyes, who will believe that these words come out of his mouth?
Yes, to tell you the truth, Li Changji is really good to himself, he uses everything he has on me, but the more he does this, the more disgusted I will be, I can't see his face! And now, where? How could I have softened my heart in the face of this abomination? I remember the moment when Niu Er went to chase him when he was in the Black Mountain Grand Canyon, I also had this idea and let Niu Er spare his life! I didn't know what was wrong at the time, how could a person I usually hate so much, but at every critical moment, I felt pity for him?
Li Changji. The village girl looked at the bowl in her hand and said the first sentence in her mouth! Li Changji, I don't know if what you are saying now is from the heart, but your words show a problem, you are different now than before. If you weren't Li Changji, but another person, and you had cared for me for so many years, maybe things wouldn't have been like this, why would this person be you? Come to think of it, all of this is the result of your own fault, and you can't blame anyone!
The room was filled with a woman's warm voice, which permeated and echoed in the large space, making this space where the snort could be heard ripple with a different charm!
Li Changji. The village girl raised her voice an octave and continued, Li Changji, Li Changji, do you say it's better to be a good person or a bad person? Count for yourself how many immoral things you have done in your life, I'm afraid you can't even count yourself! This person is not afraid that you will do bad things, the terrible thing is that even you don't know what bad things are, you belong to such people! What's more, you just want to do something good, and the purpose is also full of bad smells, because you don't know what a good thing is! Let's just talk about you and me, your motive is not out of the pursuit of love, what you think about is hegemony, you know that it is not yours anymore, you still think about plundering, you are plundering, in your heart you have never thought about others, you only have yourself in your heart, you have never thought about how much hatred your actions will attract the world!
Li Changji, I don't know how many bad things you have done in your life, but I can see from your posture that there are only four words you have left to the world: it is difficult to write!
Your evil desires have swelled to the limit, and your end is over! Today, it seems that you are awake, but it is too late! But it's not bad, at least now you have woken up and know what is right and wrong, and you won't be so miserable when you go to the underworld, I hope you can be a good person in the next life!
Lao Balu and Lao Feng listened quietly to the village girl's talk. They didn't want to disturb her. I thought about it, let her open her heart. Let's talk about the resentment and hatred of the past few years! She is in the most complicated mood now, on the one hand, she is dreaming of Niu Er, who is still in a coma, and on the other hand, she is hated by a person who loves her for all kinds of evil; On the one hand, she has always adhered to a man, and on the other hand, she has been adhered to by a man; On one side is love, on the other side is hate; However, when this person she hated, at this moment, made her contradictory again. Who can taste the taste of this in their hearts?!
Yes, only she, only the village girl can taste it! A kind of unspeakable and unspeakable, unclear and unclear, but clearly in front of me an indescribable taste in my heart!
At this time, Xiaoyu and Shi Dan looked at the village girl and became more and more emotional, and the more they talked, the more infarcted they became, and they couldn't help but step forward and tug the corner of the village girl's clothes. The village girl looked back at the two children, caressed and touched the heads of the two children, and then she realized that she was a little out of shape! She looked at Lao Balu and Lao Feng. He smiled embarrassedly at them. Lao Balu and Lao Feng hurriedly nodded their heads in understanding.
At this time, Xiaoyu and Shidan said. Listen, Li Changji's voice is quiet!
At this time, people found out about this problem, just now everyone was touched by the words of the village girl, all the attention was on her, and no one paid attention to Li Changji. Now when he heard the words of the two children, sure enough, Li Changji's nagging voice became smaller.
At this time, the doctor who was guarding the side hurriedly picked up the stethoscope and listened to Li Changji's chest, then rolled Li Changji's eyelids, touched Li Changji's pulse again, and then looked at Lao Balu and Lao Feng and said, seeing that his eyes seemed to be better than before, and his pulse was more stable than before, it was estimated that he was tired. Otherwise, when he spoke just now, you just fed him, and you might not be able to feed him. Now that his mouth is open and he doesn't choke easily, he can try.
The village girl took the bowl, picked up the spoon, took a spoonful of rice porridge, and carefully put it in Li Changji's mouth, Li Changji was still muttering, gradually stopped making a sound, and began to chew slowly!
Everyone's eyes were focused on Li Changji! He chews slowly, but people can tell he's eating! People seem to smell the faint fragrance of millet porridge too!
Come, Li Changji, take another spoonful, I know you treat me well, but we are two completely different people, no matter how good you are, it is useless, because you ignore the most basic common sense of human beings, that is, the feelings of human beings! It's yours, it's yours, it's not yours, you don't want it! There are many, many things you need in this world, but not all of them are yours, but you regard everything as yours, which makes you unreasonable and domineering and loses your humanity! If you don't believe it, you can go out now, and you can see how the people on the street treat you, and it will be difficult to move an inch waiting for you!
Come on, eat, Li Changji, I'm a village girl, I'll feed you, eat this millet porridge! This is the first time in so many years that we have talked in this way, and it can be regarded as our final parting! Today, my village aunt is not feeding you because of repayment, but because you can tolerate Niu Er and moved, not only me, but even Niu Er will be open to you when he hears your words!
Come, Li Changji, drink this bowl of millet porridge! I hope that after drinking this bowl of millet porridge, you can be an upright person in the next life, find a good daughter-in-law, a good daughter-in-law who can really love you and love you, don't do those things that hurt nature and reason, spend your life with coarse tea and light rice, and don't be moved by the glory of rotten food!
Li Changji's mouth was slowly squirming, and everyone present found that he was swallowing little by little.
Look, he's crying! At this time, Xiaoyu and Shidan shouted loudly!
Everyone's eyes were shocked by this voice, and they all set their eyes on Li Changji! I saw that in the corners of Li Changji's eyes, there were two tears slowly flowing down his cheeks!
Li Changji slowly opened his eyes, he found that there were many people in front of him, he looked at Lao Balu in front of him, looked at Lao Feng in front of him, looked at the two children around him, looked at the village girl, looked at the bowl held by the village girl, and the millet porridge in the bowl; The hanging bottle on his head, dripping with liquid, and next to him was a doctor in a white coat, his eyes fixed on the roof again, as if thinking about something.
The room was quiet, as if you could hear the sound of ticking infusion, and the solemn air was waiting! Suddenly, Li Changji covered his head with the white quilt covering his body, and he cried! (To be continued......)