When the party representative saw Director Hao and the village aunt walking out of the conference room, he wanted to stand up and follow out! This is the freedom of the party representative, no one orders him, no one directs him, he is here, he is a weather vane of freedom to come and go!

However, at the moment when Director Hao and the village aunt left the conference room, the party representative's actions suddenly became sluggish at this moment, and they lost their previous confidence and ambition! He was used to this action, and he instinctively stood up, but the moment he stood up and wanted to follow Director Hao out, he stopped acting! He was thinking, I can't get out of this door, it's not so much that I follow out, but that I'm just sitting here in peace, not going anywhere, but I want to see what they do, and I can't go according to their train of thought! He said well, life is struggle, I work steadfastly, be an honest man, meticulous in my work, and cautious in all aspects of people, but in the end, what have I become? They're hiding something from me, they're all talking about me, and I'm the black sheep! Nobody believes me, no one trusts me anymore, they're pushing me into a corner step by step!

I asked General Feng to be transferred out of this place, but I was refused! The snubbing of Team Leader Xu and Director Hao is unprecedented! I want to go out, and they will stop me from coming out of this house for any reason. Now no one cares about my work, I have become an ornament here, a real idle chess piece, and I have nothing to do! You can't walk and you can't go, you can't work and you can't work, what's the difference between this and house arrest?

He has no sense of direction, everything is confused, and he can't move forward. No backsliding. Caught in the slit, there is no room to move. In a space where there is no movement, it is as if he has become a living fossil in an instant! A person with a sound physique, including the mind, is completely paralyzed at this moment!

He thought of Niu Er and Li Changji, they were all lying on the hospital bed, one was a hero and the other was a bear. No matter what they play, they are all happy, because so many people are paying attention to them, looking forward to them, hoping that they will wake up sooner and regain new vitality!

And where am I? I'm not even as good as them now, not as good as a mummy-like two people who can't die or live!

In the huge room, I was the only one left, as if I was the only one in the world, and what could this only creature bring to life? What's the point?

The noise outside the house contrasts with the inside of the house. The exuberant vitality and the silence and loneliness are separated by only a wall, half of which is fire. Half of it is an ice cave! He looked up to look at the sky, but he couldn't see it, he looked down at the ground, and it was within reach! It suddenly occurred to him that Heaven and Hell, which are usually out of reach, are so close at hand, and so similar, not the worlds apart as legends say! In this moment, he suddenly felt happy again, he felt that he was no longer lonely, he felt that he was a man who stood up to the sky!

He straightened his collar, straightened his waist, sat upright, and shouted loudly outside the door, militia! Militiaman!

But he didn't hear an echo.

After a while, he shouted again, militia! Militiaman!

At this time, a person pushed the door in, and he saw that it was Director Hao! How is it again, this damn fellow, how is he always dangling in front of my eyes, like a fly flying around! Where is the old eight roads? Old Feng? Why didn't any of them come into the house? Why is it always this guy who comes in? What is he here for? To spy on me?

Is there something wrong? Party representatives. Director Hao asked casually when he entered the door, and walked to the table and habitually poured a glass of water.

Is there something wrong? At this time, the party representative felt that this sentence was very funny, funny, and ridiculous! It's as if he himself has become a general who is fixed in his chair and gives orders, and can only give orders, but he can't move an inch! It's as if he's a rotting piece of rotten flesh, and a fly is always circling around him!

I'm asking about the militia, where are they? Why didn't they talk back? said the party representative.

Hey, yes, you ask them what they're doing, why don't you go out, why do you always hold back in the house, are you thinking about something? Director Hao said as he sat on his chair with a glass of water.

Why don't I go out, can I go out? As soon as I went out, you always stopped me in the house for various reasons, and didn't let me go anywhere, why are you letting me out again? What do I always think about in the house? You won't let me out, can I not want to?

What's wrong with you party delegates? Why do you look at me like that? Are you okay? Director Hao asked.

What is the matter with me, what can I do, how can there be such a reason, what kind of question are you, what are you talking about, how can there be such a reason, you have something! The party representative stood up as he spoke, "hummed" in his nose and eyes, and walked out of the conference room!

You, what's wrong with you? This, this ....... Director Hao looked at the back of the party representative leaving and muttered in his mouth.

Hey? How did I get out? Am I out? The party representative stood outside the door, looked at himself, then at the two militiamen at the door, and asked himself, why didn't anyone stop me? Am I not free, am I not free to move? Then why am I always stuck in the house? He remembered Director Hao's words, why don't you go out, why are you always holding back in the house? That's it, why am I always suffocated in the house, and I don't have a ghost in my heart, why should I be confined to the house?

At this time, he found that the two militiamen were looking at him, and he asked, why are you two always looking at me? He always felt that the militia looked at him wrongly, which was weird and uncomfortable!

When the two militiamen saw the party representative asking them this, they were at a loss for a while, you look at me, I look at you, as if they had made a big mistake, they immediately straightened their chests, like a pine, looked ahead, and stood up in a very orderly manner!

Why didn't you answer? The party representative asked.

We were just about to answer when Director Hao came. The militia replied.

In the future, when the leader shouts, he must answer. The party representative reprimanded.

Be! The militia replied!

The party representative came to the door of the infirmary, he wanted to go in to see the situation of Niu Er and Li Changji, as soon as his hand touched the door, his hand seemed to be electrocuted by something, and he suddenly retracted his hand again! He looked at the militia in the courtyard and saw that the militiamen were looking at him, and he looked at the militia at the gate and saw that they were also looking at him. Why do they all look at me like that? Is this usually the case? Why don't I notice this problem in normal times? What do they mean by that?

Can I get into this room? He suddenly felt that there were countless pairs of eyes in this invisible room peeking outside, watching every move outside! There are eyes on the outside, and there are eyes on the inside, and he feels that there are eyes staring at him everywhere!

He didn't have the courage to open the door, he didn't know what would happen to him once he entered the room, and he didn't know what would happen when he came out of it!

He walked out of this compound, he couldn't stay in this compound any longer, he felt that there was a cold evil aura in this compound, which made him breathless, he wanted to get out of here as soon as possible, the sooner the better!

He walked out of the compound and into the street, and he let out a long breath, oh, so comfortable! He saw the sky, a very wide sky! The sky was so blue, the clouds were so white, and a few little birds were flapping their wings and flying freely. The breeze is blowing, the air is crisp, oh, it's so pleasant!

He walked aimlessly down the street, where was he going? He didn't know, he was asking himself, where am I going? That's it, I've come so far, where are I going? There was no answer, he smiled bitterly, shook his head, and thought, whatever he wants, where to go! (To be continued......)