"I was an orphan, my family was poor, and after marrying Suzhen, I had no long life. I feel very sorry for her, I married such a beautiful lady, but I couldn't make her rich, but fortunately the lady didn't dislike it.

She said that she is a cultivator, and she never fancied these red and mundane things, but she came to repay her kindness, and she could not let her benefactor still live a hard life, so she set up a medicine house by the West Lake, and she used her medical skills to do good deeds and accumulate virtues, and secondly, I didn't have to worry about my livelihood anymore. ”

Ah Mo remembered the scene when she and Jinghua were playing in Hangzhou, as if through Xu Xian's description, she could see the blue waves like jade, the smoke and rain by the West Lake, a small medicine house with blue bricks and black tiles, and a young couple respecting each other.

"Lady she is indeed very virtuous, everything inside and outside the house is handled like a good look, and she treats me very well. She told me to study with peace of mind, and she also accumulated a lot of pesters for me to enter Beijing to catch the exam.

I took the exam for three years in a row, and I didn't even pass the township exam. And her pharmacy is doing well, and there are people queuing up at the door every day before dawn.

I saw my lady working day and night, and I thought to myself that no matter how you repay the favor, but since I have become my lady, I naturally have to support my family, and I can't let her work hard all the time.

So I told her that my fame seemed hopeless, and it was better to run the pharmacy with her, and let her work less hard. ”

Ah Mo pouted and said, "Isn't that good? You and her husband sing with each other, what are you not satisfied with?"

"I'm not satisfied, I'm not satisfied?" hehe......" Xu Xian curled the corners of his mouth and lowered his head to laugh at himself.

After a long time, he finally sighed and said, "I just want her to love me." ”

Ah Mo couldn't believe it, "Your lady doesn't love you?"

Her scream was so exaggerated that Jinghua couldn't help but cough lightly twice, "Momo!"

Ah Mo realized that he was impolite, and then he covered his mouth and said embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." Xu Gongzi, you go on. ”

Jinghua straightened out Ah Mo's messy hair, and said lightly: "Is it true that Mrs. Zun is dedicated to cultivating the Tao, and she is in the mortal world, but her heart is not stained with vulgar dust?"

Xu Xian was silent, smiled bitterly, and sighed again.

"Your Highness is right. My lady is dedicated to cultivating the Tao, and I am actually ...... In fact, there is no affection. ”

Ah Mo finally gave an early warning this time, and did not scream, but the surprise on his face could not be more obvious.

Xu Xian seemed to expect her to react like this, and said slowly: "It's incredible." She was kind and gentle, and took good care of me, but in fact, she never loved me. Hehe, there are some things that I only figured out after I got here.

Actually, now that I think about it, she should never have regarded me as her father-in-law, although she called it so, but in her heart, in fact, she has never been disdainful.

This can't be blamed on her, she is a person who wants to become an immortal, and I am just a mortal, in her heart, I am probably an ant-like figure. How can a person fall in love with an ant?"

Jinghua said: "Master Xu, don't be presumptuous. ”

Xu Xiandao: "In the eyes of others, I love and ming, and I envy me for getting a good marriage, but every night, my mother will go to the Buddhist hall alone to practice, and leave me alone until dawn." ”

I endured it for a few years, and I knocked on the side many times, both openly and secretly, but the lady was unmoved. I can't either, so I talk to my neighbors in my spare time...... It is said that alcohol can mess with sex......"

Xu Xian raised his head and peeked at the two of them, knowing that although these two highnesses had a good relationship, they were afraid that they were not married, so he talked about this topic for fear of embarrassing them.

But maybe it's true that I've never had the opportunity to talk like this, and no one has ever been willing to listen patiently to him talk about those boring trivia, and today I have a feeling that I can't stop, and I know it's inappropriate, but I still stubbornly say it.

"During the Dragon Boat Festival that year, I was in high spirits, cooked a few small dishes myself, and prepared local wine, and wanted to invite her to drink together.

In our Jiangsu and Zhejiang regions, there is a custom of drinking realgar wine during the Dragon Boat Festival to drive snakes and avoid ants. But I know that the lady is a snake, how can she make that kind of mistake, the family has always avoided that kind of thing. Although the lady has always said that her own magic is profound, she should not be afraid, but I think it is always better to be careful.

That day, I also used home-brewed Huadiao, without any hint of realgar. Just because I happened to be waiting for the Dragon Boat Festival, every household was drinking realgar wine, so I thought I also took realgar wine to trick the lady to drink. ”

Jinghua smiled: "It turns out that you have been wronged." ”

Ah Mo said "Huh" and said, "Since it's not realgar wine, your lady should know it as soon as you eat it, why did she turn into a real body and scare you to death?"

Xu Xian lowered his head and didn't speak for a long time.

Ah Mo and Jinghua glanced at each other, looked at him again, and found that although he was not crying, there was sadness on his face, and a deep despair that was difficult to describe.

"Before that, I always thought that the lady was just dedicated to cultivation, and there was no self in her heart, thinking that in the future, day and night, there would always be a day when her true feelings would be aroused.

But it was that time that I realized that the lady was not just selfless in her heart, she actually hated me very much!"

"Oh, no! You...... Even if you have no feelings, but you are also without merit, why should she hate you?"

Xu Xian laughed miserably: "Yes, I don't understand either. I have no fame and uselessness, but the lady also said that she is not uncommon with these red dust. She is in charge of all the affairs of the family, she wants to cultivate the Tao, and I have no objection, I don't know what else she is not satisfied with?"

"But she suddenly turned into her real body! so suddenly, so huge!" Xu Xian recalled the scene, his eyes still full of fear.

Ah Mo stuck out his tongue, and said in his heart that this Xu Xian is also very brave, but he is just a white snake, how terrible it can be to die. She was naughty, and said with a smile: "I said Xu Gongzi, you are too timid, but you want me to turn into a real body and show you? It's much bigger than that little snake!"

Xu Xian glanced at her, shook his head and said, "I have been married to my wife for many years, although she has always tried her best to restrain herself, but every year there is always a time to molt, and then she will go to the mountains to find a place where no one is around, and turn into a real body to molt." I, I've actually stalked her secretly a few times, and I've already seen it. ”

"You've already seen her real body?" said Amo.

"Not bad. ”

"Then you're still scared?" Mo didn't understand.

"I passed out, not because I was afraid, but because I ...... Hehe," Xu Xian laughed at himself, and said word for word: "It's because of the death of the heart!"

When he said these two words, Jinghua felt a sudden sharp throbbing pain in his chest, as if someone was grabbing his heart and pinching it fiercely, and a mouthful of blood was almost rushing out of his mouth. He hurriedly turned his mind secretly, covered his mouth and swallowed back secretly, but fortunately, Ah Mo was fascinated by what Xu Xian said and didn't notice it.

"In that glass of wine, there was no realgar at all. She did this, but she wanted to scare me and persuade me to retreat. Xu Xian's expression was sad.

Ah Mo saw that he was sad and couldn't bear it, but he didn't know how to comfort him.

In the version she heard her sister Ah Xiang say before, Xu Xian was a heinous and greedy mortal, who got a beautiful flower like the White Snake, but he didn't know how to cherish it, and he was evil, and he finally tasted the consequences.

That's fine, scolding a couple of sentences, stepping on two feet, and sighing that Bai Suzhen's thousand-year-old practice was destroyed, and that's it.

But now I found out that everyone was wrong.

But in fact, everyone is right.

Xu Xian loves the white snake, but he can't ask for it, he is right.

The white snake has no ordinary heart, and she is devoted to cultivating and exterminating the red dust, and she is not wrong.

No one is wrong, it's just that fate is wrong, when you meet someone you shouldn't meet, you form a relationship that you shouldn't meet, and in the end you just go your separate ways and sigh.

Jinghua said lightly: "Things in the world, don't force it." Since the white snake has no intention of you, you should also let it go, why bother with obsession and embarrass each other?"

Today is also very funny, listening to this mortal talking about his bits and pieces, I always can't help but empathize, thinking of myself and Momo for a while, and thinking of my father and Yinlongyi for a while, the pain in my chest is like a wave, and I secretly endure it, but there is a fine cold sweat on my forehead, and I can hardly sit still.

Xu Xian stubbornly said: "I just can't see it, I want to be obsessed." She promised me to be my mother for the rest of her life, that is, she was destined for me, and it was a big deal that I spent this life waiting slowly, and there will always be a day when she will change her mind!"

Jinghua shook his head, this Xu Xian is also an idiot!

Ah Mo said: "The white snake may not have done it on purpose, although she scared you to death, didn't she go to Lingshan to steal the fairy grass and save you?" It's not as much as you love her, but it's not the kind of annoyance you think. ”

Xu Xian smiled bitterly at self-pity again, "The lady saved me, but she was afraid that I would die, so she would kill her, and she couldn't ascend."

When I woke up, I fainted because I was afraid of her, and I was no longer as inseparable from her as before, and she was really happy, thinking that I was really afraid of her real body. In addition to seeing a doctor, he quietly went to the Buddhist hall to practice. For months, he barely spoke to me. ”

Ah Mo seemed to think of something, and suddenly his face turned cold, and he said loudly: "Oh my God, I was almost deceived by you! Didn't you finally ask for the White Snake's Nedan? You said that you love her wholeheartedly, she is a demon! Don't you know that if you want her Nedan you will kill her!"

Xu Xian was stunned: "I want her Neidan?

He looked down and thought about it, and suddenly said, "The Neidan you said is a round and shiny little bead?"

Ah Mo said: "This demon's inner dan has all kinds of appearances, I haven't seen the snake's inner dan, and I can't be sure, but the beads are indeed the most used one." ”

"That's it. Xu Xian nodded and said, "Hehe, it turns out that what happened that day, she actually thought, she actually thought that I wanted her Neidan......?"