156. [156] He still doesn't believe the fact that she was raped

Xiahou Jinnian didn't answer, but looked at her and his gaze became a little sharp, "Do you really want to marry him?" ”

“…… Be. Xiahou Jinnian, I have already let go of the previous things, and in the same way, I don't want you to remember it anymore, after all, it is not good for anyone. ”

As she spoke, she took a deep breath and simply threw the invitation in her hand into the campfire.

The flames quickly consumed the paper invitation, and she swallowed and continued, "Forget about the past. I just hope that I can live a good life with Abei now, and I hope that you can find one-"

"Enough!"

With a low roar, he stepped over the campfire and grabbed her wrist, pushing her against a stout tree.

Nian Ruyan was startled, raised his eyes and looked at him in a daze, "You-hmm!" ”

Before she could finish speaking, his hot kiss was imprinted on her lips, which seemed crazy, but not reckless, and even ...... She also liked it a little.

- No, they can't have a future, and she has a fiancé, which is simply wrong!

Nian Ruyan stretched out his hand and pushed his chest hard, but saw him suddenly raise his eyes to look at her, his lips were still stained with her saliva, and his eyes were scarlet, "Nian Ruyan, I'm really crazy to like you!" Why does Lao Tzu love you to death, but you want to let go and marry that north of the wind? Lao Tzu tells you now, you are mine! ”

The grievances of many years finally broke out at this moment, looking at his flushed face, Nian Ruyan bit her lower lip, thinking of the years when she was still unconscious, thinking of the bitterness of these years, she couldn't help but sobbed in a low voice: "Xiahou Jinnian, we can't go back......"

Since she learned that his parents had killed her nine years ago, it was impossible for them to love each other, let alone ...... My brother did such a thing, what face did she have to go back and face Sister Lin and the emperor's brother?

What she said, how could Xiahou Jinnian not understand.

Looking at the teardrops in the corners of her eyes, Xiahou Jinnian stretched out his hand and gently brushed them away, and said softly in her ear: "Like smoke, we can go back, believe me, we can still go back." Your parents—"

"Nope! Don't say it! Please, don't say ......"

As she spoke, she slid limply on the ground, her hands covering her face, her expression extremely painful.

The past has always been a wound in her heart, if she had known that the Xiahou family had such a big hatred with herself, then she would not have liked him if she was killed, but it was ...... God is playing tricks on people like this, if it weren't for Brother Nianhua's fact that he hadn't woken up yet, she would have killed herself a long time ago.

Seeing this, Xiahou Jin sighed, squatted down, took her into his arms, and comforted her in a low voice: "Don't cry, I won't say it." ”

Anyway, there will be more time in the future, so it is better to wait for her to be emotionally stable before explaining.

Hearing this, Nian Ruyan gradually stopped sobbing, her face was full of tears, her eyes were a little red and swollen, and the whole person looked a little sad, and she thought for a long time, and then she spoke: "Xiahou Jinnian, let it go, I'm already ...... I don't like you anymore. ”

Suddenly, Xiahou Jinnian only felt that his body stiffened, and the hand holding her became a little weak, and his lips trembled a little, "You...... Say what? ”

"I said—"

She paused, sniffed, and continued: "I don't like you anymore, the previous Xiahou Jinnian has completely disappeared from my heart, what I like now is only north of the wind, and the only person I want to marry in the future is north of the wind, not you Xiahou Jinnian!" ”

So, what he said before was in vain?

Thinking about it, his hand loosened weakly, slowly stood up in front of her, tilted his head and closed his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "Okay, you can go." ”

As she said, they couldn't go back, and since they couldn't, why should he bother her and hinder her from pursuing her happiness? Some suffering, it's time for him to bear it alone.

Walk?

Nian Ruyan is stunned, will he let her go so easily?

Raising her hand to wipe her face, she slowly stood up with her hands on the trunk of the tree, and finally looked at him deeply, turned and walked slowly down the mountain.

However, after not taking a few steps, he heard his voice behind him - "How is Nianhua now?" ”

Hearing the sound, she stopped, turned her head slightly, and responded in a thick nasal voice: "Brother, he is very good." ”

As long as you don't leave her, it's good for her.

Hearing this answer, Xiahou Jinnian breathed a sigh of relief, didn't ask any more questions, and watched her delicate figure gradually disappear from his sight.

For a long time, he looked at his still trembling hands.

This hand still has her breath left, and with a little effort, he can hold her all the time, but ......

Why did he let go?

Is it not enough confidence, or is it too fragile?

Thinking about it, he sighed in annoyance—

knows that he should let go, but only he knows that he can't let go of it in his life, and his feelings for her have long been ingrained in his heart, in the final analysis, these are what he should bear.

It's just that...... Why is there still a trace of unwillingness in his heart?

Is she unwilling to marry someone else, or is she unwilling to understand too late?

That's it, in his life, he can only die alone.

*

The martial arts conference ended completely after a month, as usual, the winner was naturally the Nanshan faction, but it was a pity that the Nanshan faction had no intention of being the leader of the alliance, and the alliance leader had to be passed to the second place, and the second place was still a dignified wind chime faction.

Therefore, the position of the leader of the martial arts alliance has not changed, but the rankings of the major sects in charge have changed slightly.

Someone once privately mentioned that if the Cangshan faction was not an evil faction, it is estimated that it would have taken the position of the leader of the martial arts alliance long ago, but unfortunately, the Cangshan faction is not decent and cannot participate.

Just as everyone was packing their bags and preparing to leave, something big happened to the Feng family!

-- That is, the north of the wind wants to withdraw from the marriage!

It is said that the reason for this divorce is because Feng Yibei found out that Nian Ruyan was actually someone else, and Feng Yibei has been competitive since he was a child, and even if he quarreled with Nian Ruyan, after finding out her previous identity, he beat her up, and finally announced his divorce with her.

So, on the day everyone left, everyone saw that Nian Ruyan was ruthlessly driven out of the Feng family with an injury, and how embarrassed and embarrassed she looked, completely different from the image of the ice beauty a month ago.

As if the injury on her body was too painful, she lay on the ground and did not get up, but gasped low against the ground.

Just when everyone was pointing at her, it suddenly rained heavily in the sky, and in the blink of an eye, she was drenched in soup, but she still didn't get up.

In the blink of an eye, there was suddenly a pair of white boots in front of me.

She looked up with great effort, only to see a man in white slowly squatting in front of her with an umbrella, his eyes full of distress.

After a long time, Xiahou Jinnian sighed and said, "Like smoke, let's go home." ”

Hearing this, Ruyan blinked blankly, and something seemed to be gradually overflowing in her eyes, slowly blurring her vision, causing her to see clearly what was in front of her, let alone his face.

And his words still echoed in her ears.

He said, "Smoke, let's go home......

But where is her home?

The tears became more and more, and she gradually began to sob, but she couldn't cry at all.

Looking at her like this, Xiahou Jinnian sighed heavily, handed the umbrella to Bai Fu on the side, reached out to scoop her up from the ground, hugged her tightly in his arms, and walked away quickly in the strange eyes of everyone.

When Xiahou Jinnian took her back to the inn at the foot of the mountain, Ruyan had already fallen asleep, and the whole person had a high fever because of the rain.

Because the clothes on her body were wet, and the doctors in the sect were not easy to take the pulse, Xiahou Jinnian had to prepare hot water for her to bathe.

However, the moment he took off her clothes, he was completely stunned.

If there is an injury on her body caused by the beating, then it is fine, it is a big deal that when she recovers, he will slowly deal with the Feng family and seek justice for her.

But the problem now was that only a few of those injuries were the result of beatings, most of them were scratches and tooth marks, and those bruises and purple marks were all over her body, and it was terrifying to watch.

Xiahou Jinnian is not the ignorant teenager in the past, how can he not know the origin of these traces.

However, at the end of the day, he still didn't believe the fact that she was raped.

It's just that when he searched all over her body and didn't find the mark of Shou Miyasha, this fact pierced him like a sharp sword.

Looking at those indelible marks, he clenched his fists violently, and his face was full of anger.

- He swore that he would make everyone in the Feng family pay for it!

*

After taking a bath for Ruyan, changing clothes, and taking medicine, Xiahou Jinnian breathed a sigh of relief.

But it's only a little, maybe the psychological pressure is too great, such as the smoke has not woken up yet, the whole person is in a delirious stage, and often mutters something, and his face is ugly.

Withdrawing from others, he reached out and gently smoothed her eyebrows, his movements were gentle and cautious, for fear of hurting her.

Looking at her painful expression, Xiahou Jinnian could almost see how she was bullied and humiliated by that beast, and every time he thought of the traces on her body, he felt extremely heartbroken.

And at the same time of heartache, there was also a voice ringing in his ears: "If you had taken her away directly, then she would not have experienced such a thing at all, in the end, it is all your fault!" ”

Rubbing the corners of his forehead, he looked at her pale face, and couldn't help but murmur in a low voice: "Ruyan, whether you agree or not, this time, I will not let go again." ”

- And never!

As if hearing his words, Ruyan moved his fingers slightly, slowly opened his eyes, and a broken murmur came from his throat, "Hmm......"

Seeing that she woke up, Xiahou Jinnian hurriedly and carefully helped her up, let her lean in his arms, and when she opened her eyes completely, she said softly: "Are you thirsty?" Would you like to drink some water? Or do you want to drink some porridge to cushion your stomach first? ”