157. 【157】Do You Know That I'm Not Perfect?

Hearing the sound, Ruyan pursed his chapped lips, and said weakly: "Water ......"

Xiahou Jinnian hurriedly handed the warm water on the side to her lips, Xu was so thirsty that she drank up the whole glass of water.

Afraid that she would be thirsty again, Xiahou Jinnian hurriedly asked, "Do you want to come again?" ”

After finishing speaking, I saw her shake her head, her eyes were unfocused, and she was stunned for a long time, and then she said, "Brother...... Brother ......"

- No, now that she has been kicked out by the Feng family, according to the temperament north of the wind, she may send someone to deal with her brother, and she must take Nianhua away before them now!

If...... Even my brother has three long and two short, what does it mean for her to live alone?

After thinking about it, she suddenly propped herself up on the bed with her hands, sat up from his arms, lifted the quilt and prepared to get out of bed-

"Like smoke—"

Seeing this, Xiahou Jinnian hurriedly dragged her back, met her empty eyes, her heart trembled slightly, and comforted softly: "It's okay, I've already sent someone to bring your brother back, he's fine now, you don't have to worry, as long as you're well, we'll go see him, okay?" ”

"Really?"

Her eyes widened, and there was finally a hint of color in them.

He nodded, covered her with the quilt, and coaxed with a light smile: "Good, you take care of your body first." ”

However, hearing his words, Ruyan seemed to remember something, his pupils shrank, his eyes were blank, his hands were around his chest, his body kept shrinking back, his lips were trembling, and his mouth kept muttering: "Don't ...... Don't touch me...... Don't ......"

Seeing this, Xiahou Jinnian frowned, and reached out to touch her face, but she deliberately avoided it.

"Ruyan, don't be afraid, think about your brother, think about him now-"

As he spoke, he tried to get closer to her, but when Ruyan heard this, he gradually stopped dodging and called out blankly: "Brother......"

Yes, she still has a brother to take care of, if her brother sees her like this, how can her brother feel at ease?

But......

Can my brother accept her filthy body?

As soon as she thought of this, the hideous and disgusting face of the night when she was driven out of the north of the wind poured into her mind like a tide, constantly impacting her reason, and his words echoed in her ears.

"Heh, Nian Ruyan, I thought you were a good thing, I didn't expect you to chase other men for so many years before, and I didn't know who you were looking at before! I want to see if I ruined your innocence, what face do you have to seduce other men! ”

The man's voice almost made her want to vomit, but Ruyan simply reached out and covered her ears, shivering in the corner.

Taking advantage of her inattention, Xiahou Jinnian stepped forward and took her into his arms, kissed her sweaty forehead, and comforted: "Don't be afraid, I won't let others hurt you in the future." ”

Ruyan is completely unconscious at the moment, and the whole person is in a state of confusion, even if Xiahou Jinnian is holding her, her body is still cold.

Seeing her like this, Xiahou Jinnian couldn't help but clench his fists.

- It seems that he has to implement his plan in advance.

*

finally lulled Ruyan to sleep, Xiahou Jinnian sent a few attentive little sisters from the same door to watch, and led a few henchmen out of the door.

And when the wind north woke up, it was out of a secret chamber, and from the damp walls, it was supposed to be a basement.

It's just that...... He clearly remembered that he was having fun with his roommate, why did he wake up and go to this ghost place?

Could it be that stinky girl who did it?

Just as he was thinking about it, he heard a "crunch", and the door of the secret room slowly opened.

He raised his eyes and saw a white-robed man slowly walking towards him, although it was too dark in this secret room, so that he couldn't see the person's appearance and expression clearly, but he still clearly felt the other party's aura and anger.

That feeling...... It's like the other party is looking for him to take revenge!

Glancing at the north of the wind that was tied up by five flowers, Xiahou Jinnian sneered, picked up the candle that was still burning on the table, and slowly tilted the candle towards his face, "The wind is strong, do you like this taste?" ”

Before he could reply, he was burned in the face by the hot candle liquid, and he couldn't help screaming, and threatened the man who was looking at him condescendingly: "You thief dare to do this to me, beware of my father breaking your body into ten thousand pieces!" ”

Hearing this, Xiahou Jinnian glanced at him, put the candle in his hand back on the table, and said disdainfully: "North of the wind, do you think that the Feng family can arrest you so easily if you don't agree with this seat?" ”

Wind North was stunned, "What do you mean by that?" ”

Could it be that his father handed him over to this thief?

Looking at his rich expression, Xiahou Jinnian raised his hand and gestured, and the disciple behind him hurriedly took the medicine bottle and handed it to him, and in the narrow secret room, he only heard his voice sounding coldly: "The wind is north, but no one who hurts the woman in this seat will have a good end!" Whether you castrate yourself obediently, or do you want the Feng family to bury you, it depends on how you choose! ”

Suddenly, the north of the wind only felt a little chilly on his back, according to his judgment, this person must not be simple, but, what did he mean by that?

-- Although he has played with countless women in his life, he has not been cruel to any of them, and even if there is, there is only one -

"Who the hell are you?"

He suddenly realized that he seemed to have provoked a big man, although he found out that Nian Ruyan had chased a man before, but he didn't find out who that man was, if the man in front of him was that person, wouldn't he be miserable?

Hearing his words, Xiahou Jinnian only felt a little funny, and casually threw the medicine bottle and the dagger on his waist in front of him, and said lightly: "This seat only gives you a cup of tea, if you don't do it after a cup of tea, then wait for the Feng family to bury you!" ”

With that, he led the people out of the secret room.

In fact, even if he really castrated himself, it would be too late, because he already had the Achilles heel of the Feng family, and he had already attacked the Feng family long before he came here.

A cup of tea is just trying to slowly lower his self-esteem.

Presumably, when he knows that he has become a eunuch and the Feng family has fallen, this must be uncomfortable.

But in his opinion, compared to the wounds in Ruyan's heart, these are far from enough!

- He not only wants the entire Feng family to be defeated, but also wants their Feng family to be unable to raise their heads in front of the Jianghu people from now on!

*

When Ruyan woke up, it was already the middle of the night, but when she saw Xiahou Jinnian guarding the bedside, she was still slightly shocked.

After sleeping, she also wanted to open a lot, looking at his happy eyes, Ruyan finally took a deep breath, and said: "Thank you for today's events, I will leave here with my brother tomorrow, and I won't trouble you." ”

Although she knew that he didn't mind if they caused trouble, she still didn't have the face to face him and anyone.

Anyway, after looking for so many years, she can't find the unicorn eye, she might as well take this opportunity to take her brother to hide in the mountains and forests, and live the next life quietly, at least, she will be accompanied by her brother for the rest of her life.

However, for her request to leave, Xiahou Jinnian would never agree, thinking that her mood was not very stable, he finally controlled his impulses, and then coaxed: "Ruyan, let's not mention this matter first, and wait until your body is well before we can say okay?" ”

“…… Xiahou Jinnian, do you know that I am no longer perfect. ”

As she spoke, she took a deep breath, and when she opened her eyes again, a pair of dark eyes were gone, and those eyes were full of haggard and despair, God knows how determined she was to say this.

It's just that she muttered about Xiahou Jinnian's ability to bear it.

- It can be said that whatever he wants, even if it has been trampled on by others, then he will also regard it as a treasure, and this is the good of Xiahou Jinnian.

Looking at her emaciated face, he sighed lightly, reached out and stroked her face, his eyes were full of distress, "Stupid girl, you know I won't mind." I don't know where the invincible Nian Ruyan nine years ago went, so would you give her back to me? ”

Even though she was sad in her heart, Ruyan was still amused by him, looking at his sincere face, she put away her smile and slowly lowered her eyes, "You don't mind, but I do." As for the previous year, she had died nine years ago. ”

Hearing this, he just reached out and held her hand to his lips and breathed, with a slight smile on his lips, "That's okay, she asked me to love you well for her." ”

Suddenly, Ruyan only felt that her heart was stirred up by his words, and something called "warmth" gradually filled her heart, filling her body.

However, she still couldn't help but resist in her heart, and the scene of that night wrapped around her heart like a vine, strangling her heart to the core.

Seeing that she was silent and didn't speak, Xiahou Jinnian also guessed how much, stretched out his long hand and scooped her into his arms, and sighed: "Ruyan, don't think too much, I don't want much, as long as you love me." ”

- That was the only thing he wanted.

It's just that Ruyan didn't answer for a long time, or rather, she didn't know how to answer at all.

This promise looks very light, but in fact it has to cost ten times more than this to bear, in the end, even she feels that she is no longer qualified to be loved, what qualifications do she have to love others?

*

It has been half a month since Ruyan took care of her body, and considering that the fatigue of the boat and car was not good for her to recover her body, and the fellow disciples could not be exhausted here, Xiahou Jinnian had to let them go back first, leaving only Bai Xu and a few of his henchmen.

finally persuaded Ruyan to return to the Nanshan faction with him, Xiahou Jinnian thought that she stayed by his side all day long, and she should not know about his deal with the Feng family, even if she knew, it should be a long time later.

Until that day, he was assassinated when he accompanied her shopping-