286. V224 I Only Love You
"Tao Si, do you still want to see your mother's diary with such an attitude?"
Song Nan is not crazy, so she will not agree to Tao Si's request. Anyway, it's not her who asks for help, but Tao Si.
Tao Si lowered his eyes, "In your hands, there can be something good." If you have this time to talk to me, you might as well take care of your body. Miss this opportunity to give birth to the bloodline of the Ning family, next time, who knows when it will be when? ”
"You think I'm you? I never had the chance to be a mother again in my life. ”
Song Nan laughed lowly, and the delicate laughter revealed the rampant and vicious nature of the villain.
Tao Si suddenly raised his hand, and the storm was coming.
Song Nan was shouting in his heart: Fight, fight, I just want you to go crazy, I just want you to lose your mind again and again, so that your father will be completely disappointed in you and drive you out of the Ning family. Without the identity of the only daughter of the Ning family, what capital do you have to be arrogant?
Tao Si's raised hand turned sharply in the air, and he stroked his hair casually and gently.
"You want to provoke me again? You want everyone to think I'm crazy? Stop dreaming. Hit you, I'm afraid I'll get my own hands dirty. ”
Song Nan's face at that moment was not to mention how good-looking it was.
Tao Si straightened his slender back and strode away from the place that seemed depressing.
Where can she go?
I don't want to go home anyway.
Taos walked along the streets, walking on the bustling streets. With people coming and going, she felt a sense of loneliness that she had never felt before.
She wanted to get out of here, and the most important thing she wanted to do was to leave this city, which was very new to her. She misses the breath in the air of her hometown, Yu Rao and Shang Chi, and ...... He Chen.
After not taking a few steps, the people around him suddenly picked up their pace. Tao Si realized that there were large drops of rain falling, and the torrential rain always came very suddenly, and it could sweep people away and soak them in an instant.
Everyone was running, as if they were running for their lives.
Tao Si was still lazy.
It's really comfortable to be drenched in such heavy rain. If you cry at this time, it is estimated that no one will be able to see it.
Tao Si is not slow in the wind and rain, it is like walking on a sunny day.
At this moment, she was pulled to the side by a force and slammed into a strong, thick chest.
"It's ...... you"
Tao Si struggled to see through the dripping eyes of the man who had suddenly held an umbrella for himself. A small flower suddenly bloomed in his heart, and at this stormy moment, just because He Chen happened to appear when he missed him.
He Chen leaned tightly on Tao Si, in order to make her less wet by the rain swept up by the wind, he did not hesitate to bend down and accommodate Tao Si's height. Such a posture can easily cause uncomfortable feelings. But He Chen didn't feel it at all, because he had a bright smile on his wheat-colored face.
Tao Si felt like he saw a dazzling and beautiful rainbow after the wind and rain.
"Walking on a rainy day was really comfortable. But the typhoon is coming, so it's not beautiful. Let's go back quickly. ”
He Chen took Tao Si to a nearby hotel.
"You're here for a business trip to Hong Kong?"
Tao Si looked at the furnishings in the room, and to be honest, it was the first time she had entered such a family-style hotel apartment. The room was fully equipped and didn't feel like a hotel at all.
"Let's go take a hot shower."
He Chen took out a shirt from the closet, "My clothes, do you mind?" ”
Taos smiled and shook his head. He also remembers not liking to wear a bathrobe in a hotel.
After taking a hot bath, He Chen had simply cooked two dishes.
"That's all there is in the fridge for the time being, and you'll be just a little bit. The typhoon outside has not stopped, and when the rain is lighter, we will go to eat delicious food. ”
He Chen took out the rice heated in the microwave and placed it on the dining table.
With a warm light at the top, two simple dishes served with steaming rice are the best solace after a heavy rain.
Tao Si sat down at the table, silently preparing to start.
"Try this, I've learned it recently." He Chen seemed to maintain his original habit and gave Tao Si the dish clip of the first chopsticks.
Tao Si lowered his head and tasted it, it tasted good.
"You've made progress in your craft."
Tao Si did not hesitate to praise him.
He Chen just smiled reservedly, "Then you eat more." ”
He worked hard for a few days to be able to sit down and eat with Tao Si and to make her happy to eat what he had fried. He Chen didn't tell Tao Si, in addition to paying attention to Tao Si's whereabouts in the past few days, he was working hard to cook. Heaven seems to be helping him too, a storm that traps a city, makes them meet, and then sit together and eat quietly.
There is still the sound of wind and rain outside, but because of this, it makes the interior seem so warm and commendable.
"I thought you would have left Hong Kong a long time ago."
Tao Si said to He Chen.
"Nope. I've got something to do here, and I'm probably going to have to stay for a few days. You always have to wait until you're done with things before you leave. ”
Tao Si was silent for a while and then asked, "Then when are you leaving?" ”
"I don't know, looking at this weather, it is estimated that I will not be able to go for a while and a half."
As the typhoon passed, flights at the airport were estimated to have been affected, and flights were suspended nine times out of ten.
After eating, Tao Si sat on the sofa to rest, and He Chen cleaned up the kitchen very neatly.
The passage of the typhoon was shown on television, and in some places there were even landslides due to heavy rains.
"The situation is so severe, it is estimated that even the ship will not be able to go to sea."
"Out to sea? Do you want to go to sea in this weather? ”
"No...... It's not ......"
Tao Si was talking to himself, but he didn't expect He Chen to suddenly appear by his side. He placed a plate of cut fruit in front of Tao Si.
"Dessert after dinner."
"Thank you."
"You don't have to be so polite."
He Chen looked at Tao Si, "We are not strangers who meet for the first time, and it seems rusty to be too polite." ”
Tao Si smiled awkwardly, "I...... All right. ”
In fact, she just realized that He Chen didn't have to do this to herself, and his every move now was like an extraordinary gift from heaven to her. In fact, her helpless actions at the beginning were indeed too hurtful, and He Chen was able not to hold grudges, she was very grateful. She didn't know how to reciprocate, as if only by thanking her politely like this could she clumsily express her feelings.
Little by little, it was already nine o'clock in the evening.
It's time for me to leave.
This room is like a safe island, but even if you are nostalgic, it is hers.
Tao Si stood up, "It's getting late, it's time for me to go." Where's my clothes? ”
"I've been sent to the hotel laundry. I also wonder why it's not good yet. Wait, I'll give you a call. ”
"Okay."
He Chen picked up the landline in the room, pressed 1 and directly connected to the front desk.
"Do you have to wait any longer? Good. Excuse me. ”
He Chen hung up the phone and said regretfully, "There is a problem with the hotel's laundry room." Because of the typhoon, they were a little nervous, so they sent them to the laundry outside. But the car hasn't come back yet. Because the wind and rain are too great to contact. Let's wait a little longer. ”
Tao Si walked to the floor-to-ceiling window and pulled the hanging window bar a little, it was too dark outside, and the whole city seemed to be wrapped in a dark and thick fog, and everything was blurry.
"Let's wait for the rain to light up and leave."
He Chen said behind her.
"Excuse me."
Tao Si turned around and smiled apologetically.
"Excuse me? I don't think so. Multiple people accompany me, or acquaintances. ”
Tao Si and He Chen sat back on the couch.
"Are you worried that if you don't go back, the family will be worried?" He Chen asked.
Tao Si's eyes lowered, "No." They won't be worried. ”
I guess I wish she had died outside like this. Without an unfilial daughter like her, I'm afraid their lives would be better.
"Then why are you in a hurry to leave? Afraid I'll eat you? ”
He Chen raised his eyebrows and laughed.
Tao Si glanced at him, "You won't. ”
"Are you sure?"
"You're a good guy."
He Chen couldn't help laughing, "I'm a good person, is this a good person card?" ”
Tao Si smiled and shook his head, "You didn't confess, I'll send you a good person card." ”
"But I really love you."
He Chen suddenly said seriously.
It came so suddenly, so suddenly that Tao Si didn't take it seriously, she tilted her head and smiled easily, "Don't be kidding, okay?" It's not funny at all. ”
He Chen got up and pressed Tao Si down directly on the sofa, "It's okay if it's not funny, because I'm not joking." ”
Tao Si's eyes widened, "You love me?" Will anyone in this world still love me? My mother who gave me life died for love, and she didn't love me. My father, who raised me, kicked me out for the sake of his little Qingren. He doesn't love me. No, it's not. She shook her head slowly, tears gradually forming in her eyes, and quickly sank into her black sideburns, "Maybe they love me." It's just that this kind of love is insignificant to them, like loving a kitten and a puppy. This kind of love can be there at any time and can be dissipated at any time, what's so good? ”
He Chen stared at Tao Si, he had seen Tao Si cry more times during this time than he had known Tao Si in the past few years. Since parting, she has had a bad life, and people who shouldn't have cried have cried from time to time.
He reached out and touched the trail of the tears with his fingertips, and then went upstream, reaching the corner of his eye, where the tears began. Gently and gently wipe away the sadness that is about to bloom.
"Parents have their own world. You can't ask them to love you only. However, my world, where there used to be only you, is now ...... It's just you. Whether it's Tao Si or Ning October, I only love you from beginning to end. ”
He Chen's gentle voice was like a bright light, illuminating Tao Si, who was swaying forward in the darkness.
"Only love me?"
Tao Si's eyes lit up, but he still hesitated, "How is it possible?" I'm so bad, I don't tell you my true identity, I've always kept it hidden. It's clear that I did something wrong, and I don't know how to bow my head and apologize. After reconciliation, I will take revenge on you, and I will still use such bad and mean language to talk about you and humiliate you. I hate myself like that...... You say you love me...... What is there to love? ”
He Chen reached out and stroked her hair, like a warm feather sliding across her skin.
"Love, is willing or not, where to ask if it is worth it?"
He leaned down slowly, his eyes looking straight into Tao Si's eyes, his breath intertwined and audible, and he said, "I do." ”
A warmth on his lips is his temperature. The movements are gentle as if dealing with fragile precious relics. He gently sucked on her lips, pried open her teeth and drove straight in after she was soaking up his scent.
Taoth closed his eyes, his hands wrapped around his neck like vines.
Just sink like this, at this moment, she listens to her inner thoughts. Just because, she heard the voice in her heart, "I, too." ”
Eager and strong as he entered, Taos felt like a small boat in a storm, jolting with the waves. The combination of spirit and body makes people forget themselves.
She freed herself to her heart's content, and in the crook of his strong arms, she finally let out a low cry.
He Chen kissed away her tears little by little, and apologized clumsily at a loss, "Is it because I am too strong?" I'm sorry, I tapped. ”
Tao Si's eyes were hazy with tears, and he held He Chen's face, which was covered with wet sweat.
"It's not. I am happy. ”
She lifted her curvy neck and kissed him on the lips, coquettish like a cat that didn't know how to eat, "I still want it." ”
This kiss was different from the initial cautious temptation, but a sudden storm, hoping to be able to completely disintegrate and swallow her in her stomach and be together forever.
Tao Si hurts, but is happy, and she responds to him more fiercely, and the two of them let each other ascend to heaven in a physical collision.
Tao Si woke up from his dream and crashed into He Chen's line of sight.
"Morning."
Tao Si squinted his eyes and said hello lazily.
The corners of He Chen's lips stretched, and it was a very happy thing to watch the person he loved wake up.
"Early."
Seeing his smile, Tao Si lost his mind for a moment.
"Being able to get out of bed with you is like in a dream."
She muttered in distraction. After leaving He Chen, she didn't know how many times she dreamed of He Chen by her side in her dreams, how sweet it was in her dreams, and how disappointed she was in reality.
Now dreams are not dreams, but realities.
"Then you don't want to sleep a little longer?"
The smile on He Chen's lips was even bigger, and there was laziness in his voice after being satisfied.
Tao Si blinked, and suddenly realized that something was wrong now.
"We ...... last night"
"Yes. Three times. The first time was me who took the initiative, the second time you asked for it, and the third time it was you who took the initiative. ”
He Chen said it bluntly, and Tao Si felt that his face was about to burn.
"Really? I don't remember it clearly. Hehe......" Tao Si laughed dryly.
Last night she was empty and desperately needed to be warmed and filled. It just so happens that the person in front of her is what she likes, so she will accept it. I didn't expect this acceptance to be like a flood opening the floodgates, out of control.
"That'...... Or I'll remember it for you now. ”
He Chen whispered, leaning over and lightly clasping her territory.
Tao Si shrank slightly, "I remember." ”
He Chen only smiled slightly, "It's late." ”
After the heat passed, the two sweated profusely and hugged each other quietly.
"Has the rain stopped?"
"Nope."
When it quieted down, you could still hear the whirring sound of the wind outside.
"Get up."
Tao Si said.
He Chen hugged her waist tightly, "What's the hurry?" It's still raining heavily, so it's better to stay in your room. ”
"It's boring to be in a room."
"Not boring. How. Are you not satisfied with my life? ”
He Chen propped up his upper body and stared at Tao Si with slightly squinted eyes. Tao Si smelled the danger and immediately changed his words, "How come? Very satisfied. ”
He Chen's face turned into a lazy smile, "Since you are satisfied, let's do it again." ”
After staying in the hotel for two whole days, neither of them took a step out of the room. That kind of positive energy is like saving up for a year, and now I have to come back.
On the third day, the wind and rain obviously felt a lot less.
The streets outside were getting more and more crowded.
Tao Si stood in front of the window, quietly looking at Yiqiē below. The storm has passed, and it is time to get back on track. What about her and He Chen?
Tao Si turned around, He Chen was making breakfast, and his focused side face really made people fall in love the more he looked at it.
He Chen suddenly felt a pair of hands hugging him from behind.
"What's wrong? Hungry? Right away. ”
He Chen sped up the speed of his hand.
Tao Si pressed his face against his thick back, and could clearly feel every sharp line of his muscles. This feeling makes people feel very secure.
He Chen turned off the stove, turned around with the plate, and said in a very doting tone, "Okay, you can have breakfast." ”
Tao Si tasted it and gave a thumbs up, "Not bad." ”
He Chen smiled slightly, "How can I live?" ”
Tao Si couldn't help but roll his eyes, "Mr. He, can you please have a little discipline?" ”
"I'm just asking you if I'm good at making breakfast. Where do you want to go? He Chen pretended to be innocent and accused.
Tao Si was speechless, this guy has clearly asked her to say that he is alive in person for the past two days! But she didn't say it. A man can't get used to it, he has to keep working hard.
"Good. The technique of stir-frying is good. Tao Si accentuated the word stir-fry.
He Chen laughed with great joy.
After breakfast, Tao Si changed his clothes. She sat on the sofa and waited for He Chen to change his clothes and come out.
The rain stopped, and the long-lost sunlight shone in through the curtains, casting a dreamy soft color over the qiē in the room.
All the qiē is like a dream.
And now, it's time to wake up.
Tao Si suddenly lost the courage to face it.
He Chen was still inside, why did she have to say goodbye in person.
Tao Si planned to leave like this.
As soon as his hand touched the handle, a lazy voice sounded behind him.
"You don't have any patience, do you?"
He Chen's voice came up coldly behind him.
Tao Si's back stiffened.
Get nailed.
She turned around, and He Chen was already in front of her.
"If you want to leave, how can you not wait for me?"
Tao Si sighed, "I ......"
He Chen interrupted her explanation, "I don't want to hear your explanation. I tell you that not everyone is so idle, a pastime when you are bored and helpless. I have a purpose. My purpose is you. I want you. ”
He Chen's straightforwardness made Tao Si a little confused.
"I haven't figured it out yet. He Chen...... I...... I'm afraid I'm going to hurt you. ”
Tao Si's voice lowered in He Chen's powerful eyes.
"No one can hurt me but you."
He Chen took Tao Si's hand, "You really want to hurt me?" ”
"No, it's not." Taos immediately denied it. She stared at his resolute handsome face, how could she be willing to hurt him.
"I also believe in my vision."
He Chen kissed her lightly on the hand, "Let's get married." ”
Tao Si was even more surprised, "Knot...... Tie the knot? ”
"Yes. After we got married, we were the closest people in the world. It doesn't matter if Mom and Dad don't love you, you still have me. You'll never be alone. I also believe that my mom and dad will love you too. ”
The light in Tao Si's eyes suddenly shattered.
"No...... No, it won't. ”
"You don't believe me?"
"I believe in you. But I really can't get past your parents. ”
Tao Si hung his head helplessly.
He Chen is so straightforward and frank, she can't deceive him with such a sincere heart.
So there were wounds she had to talk about.
"He Chen. I...... I'm afraid I won't be able to marry you. ”
Tao Si's heartbeat suddenly accelerated rapidly, wet sweat appeared in the palm of her hand, and one hand was still held by He Chen, which made her very uncomfortable, and she was even more panicked in her heart, wanting to pull out.
But He Chen's grip was very tight, and there was no room to escape at all.
"Because of what? Because you had a miscarriage and can't have any more children? ”
He Chen's deep voice was like a hammer hitting Tao Si's heart.
She suddenly looked up at him in amazement.
"I don't have children. It is you that I love. He Chen didn't care, "It's actually quite dangerous to have a child." Didn't there be news that a woman died on the operating table last time? I am worried that you will hurt you when you usually cut vegetables and fruits, not to mention giving birth to a child, which is like walking in a ghost gate. It's better not to have children. so as not to be talked about by adults. I don't have the idea of passing on the family lineage anyway. However, if you like children very much, we can adopt one when the time comes. ”
After recovering from the shock, Tao Si pursed his lips and asked, "How much do you know?" ”
He Chen bent down and hugged Tao Si tightly into his arms.
"I know you're going to protect me and my family and our children. But baby, you really can't carry that much on your shoulders. There are some things you have to leave to me. Believe me, I'll get through these trials. ”
"One man...... Pretty good. Tao Si was still stiff-mouthed.
He Chen was gentle and coaxed, "It's good to be alone." But when two people are together, happiness will be doubled, and troubles will be halved. This is the meaning of love, which is to share with others. You have to try to believe in me, and I will try to be someone you can believe. ”
Tao Si's nose was sour, and tears welled up uncontrollably.
"You don't know...... How hard it was for me to lose my child. Without you, I thought the child would still be with me, but the child is gone...... I really wanted to die at that time......"