287. V225 I don't love you
The queen-like character who has always expressed XiΓ n says that she wants to die......
The vibration in He Chen's heart was tantamount to the collapse of the sky, and at this moment he hated his clumsiness, because he couldn't find any words to comfort Tao Si. I can only hug her again and again, hold her a little tighter, and transfer all the sadness that emanates from her body to my own.
From now on, he will hold hands with her and see through the future scenery.
But not everyone will be as lucky as they are, and they will be able to make peace after a few twists and turns.
Yu Rao feels this way now.
She thought that after three days of disappearance, her family would be very anxious, at least she rushed home in such a hurry because she was worried that Mu Li would be in a hurry.
But when she returned home, it was not at all what she thought. Even, the place where she lived for a year is not called "home" anymore.
It's only been three days, and the furnishings in the living room have changed, and the strangeness makes her think that she is in the wrong place.
"Madame......"
The housekeeper walked up to Yu Rao's side, "You're finally back." You haven't answered your phone calls these days, where have you been? β
Yu Rao's gaze still lingered on the layout of the room, "Here...... Who moved? β
The housekeeper was very embarrassed, and a look of wanting to speak appeared on his face, "Yes......"
Nange's voice suddenly sounded.
"You're back?"
Nan Ge, dressed in a warm red dress, walked down from downstairs.
Yu Rao looked at her unhappily, and had a bad premonition in her heart, "This is my home." β
Nan Ge raised his eyebrows disdainfully, "Your family? This is Mulley's home. β
"I am Mu Li's wife, and you ordered you to go out."
Yu Rao coldly gave an order, she couldn't bear to stay in her home any longer.
Nan Ge laughed, and the flowers trembled, as if Yu Rao was saying something very funny.
"Wife? I'm afraid it's your unilateral wishful thinking. When you announced your marriage, Mu Li was not there at all. Speaking of which, that's just a means for you to win people's hearts. After all, Mu Like was hurt by your ex-husband and fell into the sea because he saved you. But now, you don't need to play anymore. Because, I will be Mu Li's wife. You can ......"
The smile on Nan Ge's lips grew deeper and deeper, full of evil meaning, and his round lips pursed out, spitting out a word full of disdain, "Get out".
"It's you who want to get out."
Yu Rao wouldn't believe what Nan Ge said at all, "I want to see Mu Li, I don't believe he would do such a thing." β
She rushed inside, and Nange didn't stop her.
At this point, Mu Li should be in the study.
Pushing open the door, Mu Li sat behind the large desk, he should have just bathed, his vigorous short hair was wet and the roots were distinct. From this angle, you can see his straight nose and slightly pursed thin lips.
Hearing the sound of the door opening, Mu Li raised her head, those eyes used to be fascinating to her, but now they were extremely strange to her.
Because he looked at her like he was looking at a stranger.
"I'm sorry I came back late."
Yu Rao wants to explain her disappearance in the past few days, "I met ......"
"I'm not interested in hearing your explanation." Mu Li interrupted her coldly.
Yu Rao looked at Mu Li helplessly, "I thought you would worry about me...... Looks like you don't. β
"The person I love is Nange. I can't leave Nange out alone. β
"So you're leaving me outside?" Yu Rao couldn't believe her ears.
Mu Li raised his hand and gently supported his jaw, admiring the painful expression on Yu Rao's face, "Yes, because you are nothing to me at all. β
It's nothing......
Yu Rao closed her eyes in pain.
There are things that have been running away, and now it's time to face them.
"So, you don't love me anymore, do you?"
"Yes."
Mu Li's answer can be said to be without the slightest hesitation. Such a resolute attitude shattered the last illusion in Yu Rao's heart.
Yu Rao slowly approached Mu Li, looking at the man she loved from a close distance, is love always like this, when she finally understood her heart, that person couldn't come back. She was the only one waiting in place.
Mu Li lowered his head, "The child has been taken away by your mother. Your stuff is all emptied, too. β
"Child, don't you want it either?"
"What? Do you want me to have a custody battle with you? Nange and I will have children, and the children will be left to you. β
His tone was like a handout from above, as if he was discarding something that was not of interest.
Mu Li really changed his face beyond recognition.
If at this point, Yu Rao still has hope for him, it will be really stupid.
"So, you just want to be with Nange, don't you? So, you don't care about your past, do you? Even if you think about it later, you don't care now, do you? β
Yu Rao just wanted to confirm, did he really care?
"The past is gone, what I want is the future of Henange."
Mulley said with certainty. There was a cold mockery in his eyes. This woman still needs to ask at this point? But is it really the owner of his identity who loves him badly? Is it worth it? Think about Nan Ge also loving Mu Li like this. What is there to love about Muli?
Yu Rao turned around and left.
When she rushed to the first floor, Nan Ge was already sitting on the sofa, a hostess style, and smiled at her demonstratively.
Yu Rao retracted her gaze indifferently and walked out of the door directly.
She made a phone call home, and Yu's mother was at home, saying that Jiaqiao and An An had been taken to the house.
It was already late at night when I rushed back to my hometown.
The first thing she did when she walked in the door was to see the children.
The two children were already asleep in her former room.
One big and one small, next to each other, sleeping soundly.
Yu Rao watched by the bedside for a while, and was called out by Yu's mother.
"What the hell is going on? You've been worrying about me for the past few days, where have you gone? β
Yu's mother grabbed Yu Rao and didn't let go, "You don't know, I'm worried that Mu Li or that bad woman is not good for you." It's good that you're back now. Don't bother with that kind of person. If you don't even want your own children, are you still worthy of being a human being? If you dare to be with him again, I won't even recognize you. β
Yu Mu said that she was so angry that her whole body trembled.
It's been two days, and I still feel angry when I think about the scene when I was kicked out.
"Tell me, how can there be such a person? Except for the fact that they look the same, the rest of the world is not the same at all. Even the child doesn't recognize it, is this kind of person still the same person? β
Yu Rao had no choice but to appease her mother's affection.
"Mom, okay, it's okay, it's all over. There are many things that we can't control if we want to. Anyway, let's just live our lives now. β
Yu Mu didn't say anything when she saw that Yu Rao, the main master, and it was not good to say anything else. Seeing that her daughter had a tired look on her face, she had no choice but to give up and told Yu Rao to rest early.
Where did Yu Rao sleep, lying on her side next to the two children. It's so quiet that it's like a mess in my head. Three days after she disappeared, Mu Li took Nan Ge to live in Mu Mansion. This affection is as deep as promised, and I really don't want Nan Ge to suffer any grievances. She finally retreated into an inconsequential passerby in Muli's world, perhaps not even a passerby.
Yu Rao looked at the ceiling with wide eyes, and for a year she had been thinking about how to make up for Mu Li when she came back, but who knew that God had made such a joke with her, Mu Li didn't need her to make up for it at all, and he didn't even need her.
She was so confused that she didn't know what to do tomorrow now.
Early the next day, Yu Rao woke up.
The biological clock woke her up at this point, but she didn't have to go to work at all.
She hadn't been in bed at all in the past year, and she really couldn't sleep.
Yu Rao had no choice but to get up, clean up the room, and make breakfast again.
When Jia Qiao woke up, she was very happy to see Yu Rao, hugging Yu Rao and chattering non-stop.
"Mom, our school is going to hold a parent-child sports meeting next Wednesday, and we ask both parents to go."
Yu Rao took the action of breakfast, "Does it have to be Mom and Dad?" Isn't it okay for mom to go alone? β
Jia Qiao sat on the edge of the dining table and pouted aggrievedly, "But I have already told the teacher that my parents will go." β
Yu Rao is very entangled, and she has never told SΓΉ Jiaqiao about the discord between adults. She even reassures Jia Qiao all the time, saying that Dad is not used to playing with him because he hasn't been home for too long. Jia Qiao is very sensible, and in turn takes a lot of care and shows favor to Mu Li, but unfortunately, Mu Li has never been very careful.
Fortunately, Mu Li hardly went home much after that. This is a perfect excuse for Muli's coldness to hurt Jiaqiao's heart.
Seeing that Yu Rao didn't speak, Jia Qiao lowered her little head and pitifully stirred around in the porridge bowl with a spoon, "Mom, does Dad don't like me, that's why he refuses to go to my school?" β
"How so?"
Yu Rao walked quickly to the child's side, stroked his little head and said, "Didn't you come to your school with your father to pick you up last time?" β
"Then go to my athletic meet. I especially want to go to the sports day with my mom and dad. I don't want to sit down and watch other kids play with their mom and dad all the time. β
The child's eyes were full of innocent desire, and Yu Rao really couldn't say anything to refuse.
"Wait until I ask your father, okay?"
Yu Rao made a concession.
She thought about it or tried it, for the sake of the child, it was worth it to ask for it in a low voice.
Yu Rao dialed the phone, but Mu Li didn't answer at all.
After personally sending Jia Qiao back to school on the weekend night, Yu Rao plans to go directly to Mu Li.
When she entered the company, it was obvious that the atmosphere had changed. In the past, as soon as she entered, everyone would greet her, but today everyone seemed to be very busy, everyone lowered their heads, and their eyes dodged.
Yu Rao walked directly to the president's office, but was stopped by the secretary.
"Yu ...... I...... Total"
The last word from the secretary was almost inaudible.
"The president is busy now, and it's inconvenient."
"Who's in there?"
Yu Rao asked.
The secretary felt that her throat was tight under Yu Rao's keen eyes, and she didn't even dare to look at Yu Rao, "Anyway, it's inconvenient, why don't you wait and go in again." β
"Are there any customers I can't meet?"
Yu Rao pushed the secretary open and directly pushed the door open.
Both people in the office looked at her at the same time.
How do you describe what you see?
The person who was supposed to be sitting behind the boss's desk stood to the side, serving like a secretary, while Nange sat in the president's position, full of queen posture.
It's only been a day, and she can't wait to go to the company to count the loot?
Nan Singer propped up her chin, her charming mixed-race eyes swept slightly in the direction of Yu Rao, and her voice dragged out lazily, "It seems that you should change your secretary." β
Mu Li stood up straight and looked over with indifferent eyes, "You were fired." β
The secretary's face instantly turned red.
Yu Rao immediately explained, "I had to break in." Regardless of her business. β
Nan Ge chuckled, "What do you think you have to speak?" In this company, the sky has changed. β
What else did Yu Rao say, the secretary gently pulled Yu Rao's hand from behind.
"Forget it, I don't want to do it either. I also feel disgusted by this kind of shameless person. β
The secretary directly ripped off the work card and smashed it on the ground, turned around and left, and breathed neatly and crisply.
"I came to you for something, I want you to go to the child's parent-child sports meeting, just this afternoon."
Yu Rao spoke softly.
"This afternoon's events are not coming until now. That's how you Yu Rao thinks about Mu Li? Nan Ge clasped his hands and sneered.
"I've called you and texted you, and you ignored it. Of course, I'll have to wait until today. Mulley, I can understand that you don't want to raise children. But the child is yours, how can you not care about it at all? You still have to do your duty as a father. β
Yu Rao only looked at Mu Li.
Mu Li was impatient, "I don't want to raise children, and I don't want to waste time by participating in this so-called parent-teacher meeting at all." Yu Rao, don't dwell on it anymore. You have no means to do it. I don't think I've ever given birth to a child. β
Rao is a good-tempered person who is going to explode with anger.
"The surname is Mu!"
Yu Rao trembled her hands and pointed at him angrily.
Nan Ge admired Yu Rao's angry appearance, and then pressed the phone on the desk, "Security, come on, take this intrusive madman out." β
The security guards came quickly, and when they rushed in, they were still very puzzled when they saw Yu Rao, and the menacing formation was all weakened.
"What? Hands-off? Do you want to be fired like the secretary just now? Nan Ge stood up with his hands propped up, and let out a low menace in his voice.
"No need."
Yu Rao really doesn't want to see others embarrassed because of herself. Instead of being forced to take it out and be embarrassed, it is better to go out on your own.
"Mu Li, from now on, I will treat you as dead."
When Yu Rao walked out, she didn't look back.
Mu Li can fall in love with other women, but she can't be ruthless to children. His expression today became the last straw that crushed Yu Rao's feelings for Mu Li in her heart.
Walking out of the office building, Yu Rao still couldn't help but glance back.
The sky is blue, and the towering buildings shimmer in the sun.
What to do this afternoon?
The thought of facing Jia Qiao's disappointed eyes, Yu Rao's heart felt heavy. There is a further future, how she can afford two children by herself. These are all very tricky things.
With heavy steps, Yu Rao walked away from here step by step.
*
Nan Ge didn't want to mention how happy he was, and he didn't want to read the accounts, but walked to the floor-to-ceiling window and looked at Yu Rao's small figure downstairs with great interest, leaving like an ant.
Yu Rao has always been like a thorn in Nange's heart, and she can't wait to be able to pull her out. Kicking Yu Rao out of the house is the first step, and then kicking Yu Rao out of the company is the second step. What about the third step?
When Nan Ge thought of this, the corners of his mouth slowly hooked, and he felt very excited just thinking about it.
"What are you thinking?"
A pair of hands suddenly hugged Nan Ge from behind.
Nan Ge's brows immediately furrowed.
This kind of touch really made her feel very uncomfortable. She is a person who has always expressed what she thinks in her heart, and she pushed these hands away immediately.
"Don't do that." She said dissatisfied.
"Why?"
Mu Li asked rhetorically.
"Don't you love me?"
Nan Ge looked at the person in front of him speechlessly, "Do I love you?" The person I love is obviously not you. Lin Sizhi. β
The person in front of him had the same face as Mu Li, a similar figure, and even a voice that was extremely similar. But Nan Ge knew that the person in front of him was not Mu Li.
Lin Sizhi's handsome eyebrows and eyes instantly sharpened, "What's the difference between me and Mu Li?" I love you more than he loves you. No, Mulley doesn't love you at all. β
"Shut up!" Nan Ge roared menacingly, "Whether he loves me or not, can you say it?" Lin Sizhi, what are you? You're a substitute! β
The three words of substitute were like a knife stabbing Lin Sizhi in the heart.
Lin Sizhi approached Nan Ge step by step, "What am I?" Wasn't it all for you that I became the way I am now? Isn't it because of me that you're able to be on the top floor of the office building now? Without me, how would you survive the crisis of the South City shipping? How can you wash your hands quickly? β
Lin Sizhi held Nan Ge's shoulder, "Tell me, this qiΔ, who will give it to you without me?" Leaning on that Muri? Ha ha...... He doesn't even know where he's gone, he'd rather die outside than be with you. Maybe it's because I know that the sea freight can't work, so I escaped from your trouble. β
These words struck a sore spot in Nan Ge's heart. Mu Li is missing, and no one knows where she went. And when he disappeared, it was when something went wrong in the gang.
"You're crazy!"
Nan Ge waved his hand away vigorously, using his furious love to hide the pain in his heart, "Lin Sizhi, can you not help me!" Who forced you with a knife? β
She stepped on high heels and proudly looked like a peacock and walked out of the office.
Lin Sizhi stared at the tightly closed door with a gloomy face, "Aren't you so proud because I love you." Isn't it sure...... I, Lin Sizhi, will I be reluctant to hurt you a little? β
He slowly let out a cruel smile.
"It's time to ...... It's time for you to pay the interest. β
Think about how much he has suffered in order to get Nange in the past year.
"Follow the eldest lady and see where she goes."
Lin Sizhi called Xiaoshan. This was the dark line that Nan Ge put next to the real Mu Li, but it was actually a dark chess piece in his hand early on.
An hour later, Koyama called back.
Nan Ge went to the house where Mu Li used to live.
She is a long-term person, and she still misses someone who has left her and abandoned her.
"I'll come right over."
Lin Sizhi put down the phone and rushed over immediately.
*
The room was quiet, and Nan Ge was sitting on Mu Li's bed, holding his quilt in his hand. For the past year, Mulley has been living in this humble house.
He's a strange person, and sometimes he's always stubborn and scary. He's been building an invisible wall, but he's been able to adapt to the environment perfectly. Although Mu Li has always tolerated her and treated her well, he actually left when she had the most difficult problems.
If this were someone else, Nan Ge would definitely be looking for someone to kill that person. But because the other party was Mu Li, she couldn't find him, and she didn't even want to kill him, she just thought of him from time to time.
She prayed that Muri would come back, so that she would restrain her bad temper and not put sleeping pills in his milk again.
She was just too scared of Muli leaving her.
The more she learned about Mu Li's past, the more Nan Ge's panicked feeling grew, like a balloon that kept growing, she didn't know when it would not be able to hold on to the explosion, so she would be so ridiculous that she used drugs to keep Mu Li.
But Mu Li still found out.
Nan Ge has always been unable to understand how she found out how she concealed this qiΔ very well.
She only remembered that day, the gentleness on Mu Li's face was gone, only gloomy and indifferent.
"You can limit my behavior, you're crazy enough to drug me now? Even if you save me, you can't do this to me. My mind is free. Over the past year, I thought that I had sincerely repaid my kindness and brought the sea to the top of the regular level, which would make us honest, but I didn't. Saving grace, I think I'm enough. β
After Mu Li finished saying this qiΔ, he was about to leave.
Nan Ge knew that he couldn't stop it, and the firmness in his eyes made people panic.
And then......
She shot Muli.
Thinking of this, Nange curled up in pain.
Lose your marbles!
It's really insane!
She actually shot the person she loved!
Mulley laughed at the time, after the gunshot wound.
"It's good that we don't owe each other."
He shuffled and staggered away.
Nan Ge's whole body was weak at that time, and by the time she reacted and chased out, Mu Li was nowhere to be found. And then the news was lost until now.
"Where are you?"
Nan Ge cried lowly, she had always been a cold and hard woman, but now she was crying like a poor and helpless little girl.
"I miss you so much."