24. Misunderstandings and misunderstandings
What is the difference between people?
It's not about identity, it's not about the reason for appearance. Even on the Internet, there are always people who can lead some people, and others who always subconsciously obey. What is the reason for this?
It is not because of how correct the leader is, nor because of what kind of talent the leader has, nor how much benefit the leader can bring to people. How do you distinguish between knowledge and writing? In fact, it is not so complicated, but very simple, very pure, from the perspective of the human soul.
It's just a matter of subservience to their character.
Some people are weak and deceitful, some are natural politicians, some have outstanding finishing skills, and some are first-class warriors. These seem to be innate, but in fact they are all acquired.
Everyone is the same ignorant when they are infants, and only the environment can change everything about them.
What I'm doing now, and what Hiratsuka is doing now, is just that.
I'm not the indifferent man in my dreams who can even weigh my soul on the scales, I haven't reached that level yet. Now I am still the heart of a male high school student, and I still have my own spirit and flesh. It's normal to look at this kind of thing unpleasantly. I'm well aware of such things.
If a person makes a mistake, he must correct it. If he can't correct it, he needs to be forced to correct him by someone else's behavior. In this way, it can become a perfect and complete social system. If it's not suitable, you can only file the edges and corners.
But that person shouldn't be me, and it can't be.
I don't have that qualification.
"My position does not belong to my level, and my thoughts do not belong to my future. I don't have that right to change my mind under the snow. In the same way, Shizuka-sensei Hiratsuka doesn't have the qualifications to change the minds of Yukishita and others, does he? Gather a few of us together and use it as a refugee camp-like ministry department, Mr. Hiratsuka, what do you want to do? ”
Teacher Hiratsuka looked at me with a cigarette in her hand. Doesn't seem to understand what I'm saying at all. No, I should say that even if I know the Tao, I don't want to think about it, because it is completely not something that a person like me can say.
I am a vile and shameless wicked person who uses the pain of others to extract money. It no longer makes sense to say this.
But you can't help but do it, and you can't help but say it.
I should have spoken out.
“…… Should I say that I think highly of you? ”
Shizuka-sensei Hiratsuka's sluggishness was only for a short time.
This admirable person quickly reflected, took a light puff of his cigarette, and looked at me with a somewhat helpless look.
"I should have known that you writers are always in a state of acute explode, but I still believe in you and give you these things. It's my fault, Biqigu. I admit it. ”
"But it's my responsibility to correct it. Because I'm an educator. ”
Teacher Hiratsuka sat on the chair and looked at me and said softly.
It's as if it's telling a truth.
I could already anticipate what she was going to say next. But even so, I don't want to change.
Sitting in a chair in the teacher's lounge, Ms. Hiratsuka frowned and picked up her lady's cigarette and rested her feet on the table. A pair of brows furrowed slightly, as if searching for their own words.
"Compulsory education, free-range education will only end in your high school. During this period, all the construction of outlook on life and values was completed by the two-way construction of educators and teachers. You really don't have that qualification, Biqigu. But sadly, I have. And my qualifications are those that have been recognized by my parents in the snow. A qualification for an educator. ”
…… Huh? That's not what I'm trying to say, huh?
This idea of superiority and corrector has existed since the very beginning. Class leaders, class committee members, group leaders, and even club presidents are within this range. Did you find out? It doesn't matter what corrections and modifications, everyone's outlook on life is to rotate and flip according to this step, and we are already in this chess game. You're just a group leader of a club, they're a group of members. It's just a very ordinary community practice, that's all. Other than that, nothing. ”
“…… Yes? ”
Always feel that the dialogue is a little subtle and can't be connected?
"I think it's that kind of self-respecting thought under the snow that makes you angry? Or something else? ”
Teacher Hiratsuka scratched her scalp with some trouble, revealing a look of embarrassment.
"I'm sorry, Bi Qigu, it's really too difficult for you to look at the snow under it. She's okay under the snow, but she's a little too stubborn. It's always true, but this society is really extreme and wrong, and that's not good. ”
“…… Yes?! ”
No, it's not a level that can't be reached. I don't understand what the current Hiratsuka teacher is saying at all.
What exactly was she talking about? It's not the same as what is written in the script, right? Shouldn't it be that Shizuna-sensei Hiratsuka said that there is no cure under the snow, so it must be corrected? How does this unfolding feel like the trouble of a very ordinary community? Doesn't this seem like I'm the only one thinking too much, so the problem arises?
No, no, no, you shouldn't think so, right? Doesn't the appearance of Yuhihama and timber base prove that Hiratsuka-sensei thinks so too? Could it be that all this is a coincidence? If it's a coincidence, it's a bit too coincidental, right?
"Well, just to be on the safe side, I'll ask first. What am I looking like in the eyes of my teachers now? ”
"Huh? What image? What other image can there be? ”
Mr. Shizuna Hiratsuka, who was holding a cigarette, looked at me in amazement, like a fool.
"Disgusted by the poisonous tongue under the snow, I have no choice but to run to my side, and I am unlucky enough to complain? What else could there be? Isn't it possible that you want to confess to the snow? To be honest, you can't do it now, you're still almost hot, and although the guy under the snow seems to be a little interesting to you, it's not at that level...... Huh? How did you go? ”
“…… I went back to work and went to sleep. ”
I should have known the Tao a long time ago, how could that hot-blooded fool understand these things.
Glaring at the inexplicable hot-blooded teacher with a cigarette in his mouth, I gritted my teeth and closed the door of the teacher's lounge and walked in the direction of my class.
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