I sighed, then stood up and said to Da Fei: "Forget it, don't wait, let's go eat first, and I'll find a way to find him when I get back." ", followed me and Da Fei from the disco walked out of the disco, found a small restaurant on the side of the road, ordered food and wine, Da Fei didn't see him for some days, the amount of wine was much better, I have been drinking I climbed on the table and began to lose consciousness in a daze, Da Fei is still there to drink by himself, I don't know what time to drink, after Da Fei settled the bill, he helped me out of the door of the hotel, and then stopped a motorcycle to send me home.

After I got home, my mother saw that I was drunk, and quickly helped me to help me into the house, followed me to lie on the bed, closed my eyes and wanted to sleep, but this night was particularly strange, when I used to drink and drink in this state, I fell asleep when I lay down, I don't know what Lu Dao is for Lu tonight, how to sleep can't sleep, I struggled in bed for a long time, I don't know what time Lu Dao is, and then lay down for a while, and then inexplicably I feel that my heart is beating very strongly, as if something big is going to happen, especially nervous, The nerves of the whole person collapsed, and I felt very cold, so I covered the quilt and began to shiver on the bed.

At this time, suddenly my phone rang, very abruptly, the phone rang in the middle of the night, I was really scared, and then scolded in my mouth, jumped up from the bed, my phone has been installed in my house, I walked to the phone, when I answered the phone, my inexplicable hand began to tremble, followed me to pick up the phone, and slowly said to the inside: "Who are you, who are you looking for, is there something wrong?" ”

Then there was silence inside, and then a familiar voice came: "Liu Quan?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, then thought about it, and said again: "It's me." ”

Now, I really heard who was inside, it turned out to be a bald man, and then I asked: "Brother, what's wrong, call in the middle of the night." ”

After I finished speaking, there was silence for a while, and then I said, "Something happened to your father." ”

This sentence was a bolt from the blue for me, my legs were weak, I almost didn't stand up, followed by tears, I don't know what the road was about, it just flowed down, my brain was blank, the bald man didn't speak over there, I slowly put the phone to the side, and then fell to the ground, and then lay on the ground and began to cry bitterly.

My mom woke me up, and my mom ran in from my house and picked me up in a hurry, "What's the matter, what are you doing in the middle of the night?" ”

I didn't want to say a word, just pointed to the phone, and then my mother was stunned for a moment, and then went over to pick up the phone, asked, and then the whole person was stunned there, for a long time, my mother slowly hung up the phone, and then took two steps back, sat on my bed, didn't say anything, just sat there, tears flowed down, I sat on the ground and looked at my mother, my heart was very uncomfortable, and I didn't know what I was thinking, and then I got up from the ground and went to my mother's side, Then I hugged my mother, my mother cried even more, the atmosphere in the room was very sad, I also cried, I don't know how long I cried, I felt that my tears were going to drain, and then my mother wiped her tears, "Child, don't cry, you can sleep first, it's okay, it's dawn, it's fine."

I looked at my mother, I couldn't say a word, I felt that my throat and eyes were blocked, and my head was very painful, and then I just held my head and lay on the bed, pulling my hair hard, and began to choke in pain.

I always thought that I had been through so many things and was already strong, but I didn't expect that I was still so vulnerable.

I don't know how long it took to see that the sky outside had begun to brighten, and then I heard a knock on my door, a heavy knock, I got up from the bed, looked at my mother, my mother was still in the state of a wooden man, sitting there, followed me slowly outside, opened the door, and then looked at the bald man standing at the door, suddenly felt that his legs were weak, he didn't stand firm, followed the bald man to hold me, and then helped me into the house, looked at my mother, and then my mother looked up at him, He asked very painfully: "What about people?" ”

The bald man's expression looked particularly bad, his beard hadn't been shaved for a long time, his eyes were bloodshot, and then he lit a cigarette by himself, and then squatted on the ground, holding his head, I looked at him, this is the first time I have seen him like this since I met him, like a child, squatting there at a loss.

After a long time, the bald man raised his head, I looked at him, and there were traces of tears on his face, but the moment he looked up, he was wiped off quickly, "It's okay, now in the hospital, but the three fingers of the left leg and the left hand can't be saved, and the doctor said that he has done his best." ”

As soon as I heard it, I covered my mouth and began to cry out in pain, I don't know what the road is, thinking about the few times my dad smiled with me since I was a child, and then the way I got angry, I felt a special pain in my heart, like being slowly pierced inch by inch by needle, and I couldn't breathe.

My mother looked at the bald man, and then the tears flowed down again, for a long time, wiped the tears vigorously, and then looked up at him, smiled, but smiled very sadly, "It's okay, the person is still there, at least you don't have to come back for so long in the future, what do you say he is for, keep telling him to come back almost immediately, he just doesn't listen, it's okay now, you say how much it hurts, it's not convenient to move in the future, and I have to help him take care of him, he always wants to take care of me and the child, now he must be very disappointed, I must be very disappointed that I won't be able to take care of this home in the future. ”

My mother said to herself, tears kept holding, and then I saw that the bald man's eyes were red, and then he lit a cigarette and raised his head vigorously, "Song'er, go down and get the car and get ready to go to the city." I turned my head to look at Xiao Song standing behind the bald man, Xiao Song's expression was calm, and then I turned my head and walked out of the house, followed the bald man to help my mother, "Auntie, don't feel uncomfortable, as long as the person is still there, now I will take you to the hospital, go and see, everything will be fine." ”

The bald man walked up to me while holding my mom and kicked me, "Don't cry, get up, like a man." He scolded me with a particularly fierce expression.

I wiped my tears, and then slowly stood up from the ground, followed out of the house, and slowly followed downstairs, the bald man drove a black car back, after going downstairs, I sat in the back with my mother, and then Xiao Song took the car, and then the bald man turned his head to look at me and my mother, "Let's sleep first, it's always not okay if you don't rest, and when you see my uncle, you have to have a good spirit." ”

After saying that, my mother slowly leaned back on the seat, I looked at it, felt tired like never before, slowly closed my eyes, and fell asleep.

This sleep, the dream is full of nightmares, keep dreaming that I am running on a desolate grassland, there is no one, there are echoes of myself everywhere, and then I was scared to wake up, open my eyes and see, I don't know where the road is, my mother closed her eyes and don't know if the road is asleep, and then I looked ahead, Xiao Song drove the car very calmly, the bald man leaned on the co-pilot, I looked at him through the mirror in front of me, his face was full of tears, kept wiping with his hands, I followed it was also very uncomfortable, Tears also flowed out, the bald man seemed to be very painful in his heart, but he didn't show it in front of us, and then, I shed tears for a while, and then I saw the car slowly entering the city, I had never been to this city, looking at the very prosperous scene outside, my eyes shook for a moment.

Then, the car drove for a while, and arrived at the gate of the hospital, the hospital was very beaten, the bald man took the lead to get out of the car, and then I helped my mother, followed down from the car, looked at the hospital in front of me, it was very big, the bald man took a deep breath, straightened his clothes, seemed to be adjusting the state, then grinned hard, and then lit a cigarette, and took the lead from the hospital to go in.

Xiao Song and I helped my mother, followed from the hospital and walked in, as soon as I entered, I felt very uncomfortable, all of them were pungent smell of medicine, we walked from the first floor to the third floor, and then saw a lot of people in the corridor, after watching us come up, they all stood up and began to say hello to the bald man, the bald man waved at them, and then I looked at these people, all of them were the same as the bald man, wearing black suits, trousers and shoes, very formal, and then walked to the door of a ward, the bald man pushed open the ward and walked in, We followed behind and went in.

As soon as I entered, I saw a lot of people in the house, most of them I usually see, all of them are my dad's friends, and a small number of them I haven't seen, sitting there, the momentum feels different from ordinary people, and then, these people I helped my mother to come in, and then immediately came over a few people to help my mother sit on the side, I followed and walked to the side, leaned against the wall and looked at my dad, my dad was still on a drip, the whole person was very pale, and was sleeping, and then there was a middle-aged man among those people, But the hair was all gray, silver and white, and he looked at my mother and me, "Now that the situation is stable, there is nothing to do, you can rest first, the doctor said that you will be able to wake up almost at night." ”

Then two middle-aged people helped my mother out of the house, and then I followed me out of the room, to a room in the hospital that said family lounge, and then after entering, my mother was a little numb and lay on the bed, the two middle-aged men looked at me, and then pointed, "Rest for a while, don't stand there." ”