I slowly walked to the bed, and then lay down, looking at the ceiling, feeling haggard physically and mentally, I didn't want to think about anything, and then slowly closed my eyes, and fell asleep, this sleep, I slept very dead, but I didn't sleep all night, and I cried for a long time, especially tired, until I woke up and opened my eyes, I felt that my whole body had no strength at all, looked inside the house, my mother was no longer there, followed me to get up from the bed, and then slowly walked out of the room, to the outside, There were quite a few people in the hallway, and they were all sitting there, and I walked to the door of my father's ward, pushed the door open and walked in, and as soon as I entered, I heard the sound of a fierce quarrel coming from inside.

I looked hard, the bald man was leaning against the wall panting, looking very uncalm, the middle-aged people on the opposite side were standing there, among them in the morning, when we first came, the middle-aged man with white hair was sitting there very steadily, but his hands were a little trembling with anger, pointing at the bald man, "I just said something, this matter is here, no one is allowed to take revenge, you are still young, remember a sentence, sometimes some things are not you can control, but when you must change some things, You may be satisfied with the superficial phenomena, but the inner changes that you can't see for the time being have undergone a huge qualitative change. ”

I didn't understand what he said, but the bald man was immediately happy, "I can't care so much, you are all old, and you all want to be stable, but I am different from you, this matter is because of me, and I must be responsible for it." ”

After the bald man finished speaking, the white-haired middle-aged man squeezed out a smile, but it was a little stiff, and his voice was not as excited as just now, unhurried, and his voice was soft and low, "Since you are so hearted, you can let it go, but from now on, it has nothing to do with the company." ”

After speaking, I stood up from the stool in the hospital, I looked at him vigorously, a middle-aged man in his forties, not much taller than me, a little hunchbacked, wearing a pair of gold wire glasses, the watch was worn on the right hand, the eye bags were very heavy, but the eyes behind the glasses were extremely attentive, this was the first time I looked at him seriously, and then the middle-aged man sighed, then shook his head, slowly walked to the door of the ward, opened the door and walked out of the room, and followed, the people in the room also walked out of the room a lot, There were only a few of my dad's friends sitting on the sidelines, looking thoughtful.

I looked at the bald man, the bald man rubbed his face vigorously, and then smiled very reluctantly, and then opened the door and walked out of the room, I glanced at my dad, my dad was still lying there with his eyes closed, and then I didn't know what I thought, and suddenly felt that the bald man was a little pitiful, and wanted to accompany him, so I opened the door of the room and walked out of the room.

Some of the people in the corridor have already walked away, they should all follow the middle-aged man, but there are still some people, after seeing the bald man come out, they all stood up and greeted him, the bald man waved his hand, and then motioned for them to sit down, and then he went down from the corridor, I followed him behind, until he went out of the hospital door, and then I saw the bald man walking around a few laps on the side, and then walked to a very remote corner on the edge of the hospital, so he sat cross-legged on the ground, then took out a cigarette, and lit one himself.

I hesitated, but I still walked over slowly, to the bald man's side, the bald man didn't know what Lu Dao was thinking, raised his head and looked at the night sky in a daze, I followed to look at the night sky, slept for a day, before I knew it was already dark, the stars in the sky had a dazzling feeling, flashing and flashing, followed the bald man to sit there, taking care of himself, and then shook his head, "Sit, don't stand." ”

I glanced at him, then sat down on the side, and then the bald man threw me the cigarette, "You can smoke, right?" ”

I nodded, then took one out of it, lit it for myself, took a deep breath, and subconsciously said: "Brother, don't feel uncomfortable, there's nothing you can't get by, you have to live your life, are you right." ”

The bald man was amused, and then shook his head, "I have to live my life, but I also have to live with peace of mind, I think now, if I don't follow your father on this path, he won't be like this." ”

I didn't understand what he said, so I shook my head, "Brother, I really don't know what you're doing with my dad, can you tell me?" ”

The bald man shook his head, "These things, tell you, you don't understand, listen to my brother's words, study hard, better than anything else, this road is not easy to walk, just like now, I can't help myself." ”

After the bald man said this, I felt a little lost, thinking about the people who would be wearing black clothes in the hospital corridor, and the middle-aged people sitting in the room, if I wanted to mix with them, I would definitely not be comfortable. I'm not going to mix it up.

I'm also mixed, but I'm a mixed day, only mixed in school, and I can fight, and when I am in a hurry, I can also use a stick and a knife, and I have seen a lot of big scenes, but it is only limited to school, if I change to society, those big scenes I call are estimated to be nothing. Even if the bald man doesn't say so, if I really have to choose whether to go to the mixed society, I will not choose to go to the mixed society, no one wants to go to the mixed society, they all like to mix schools.

followed the bald man to see that I didn't speak, and then he was happy, "Don't think about it so much, go back to school well, your father's affairs, and me, to tell the truth, from childhood to adulthood, your father was good to me, I guess it is better than you, I caused something in school at that time, and when I couldn't handle it myself, he helped me solve it, and now too, take me out, I originally thought about seeing it for a long time, but I didn't expect to be affected by myself." ”

When he said this, the bald man's expression was very painful, and he looked like he blamed himself, I paused for a moment, and then said to him, "Brother, what is going on, can you tell me." ”

The bald man shook his head, "When you should know the Dao, you will naturally know the Dao." After speaking, I heard the bald man's mobile phone ringing, and then, he picked up the mobile phone, answered the phone, and I don't know what Lu Dao said a few words, and then he began to smoke one after another, and after a while, I saw two people coming from afar, walking very fast, until we were in front of us, I looked at it, it turned out to be Xiao Song and another young man I had never seen, after they came, they looked at the bald man underground, and then they all sat on the ground.

Then the bald man looked at the young man next to Xiao Song, "Brother, I'm suffering." After speaking, I lit a cigarette, took a puff, and then handed it to him, I looked at the young man, Si Swenwen, then took the bald man's cigarette, followed the puff, and handed it to Xiao Song, and then coughed twice, "Brother Liu, say something else, after so many years, don't you still understand me?" ”

After he finished speaking, the bald man smiled, "How many people have come out." The man with Sven glasses then spoke: "As far as I am concerned, it is also my relationship in our city, you also know it, but after all, it is good to get me out of the city, I have begged my uncle and them for a long time, there is no way, the rest of the people probably have to find another way." ”

The bald head nodded, and then Xiao Song asked the bald man, "Brother Liu, does the company care now?" The people who go in should go out to find a relationship. ”

The bald man was happy, "The company has its own rules and systems, whether it is black or white, this time this matter, it has nothing to do with the company, I just quarreled with the boss, and the rest has to rely on ourselves." ”

After the bald man finished speaking, I was stunned for a moment, the company? Boss? I can vaguely feel this boss in my heart that it is the white-haired middle-aged man, but what is their company for?

I was thinking about it, and the man with Sven glasses sighed, "It means that the company is now leaving this matter alone, right?" ”

The bald man nodded, and followed Xiao Song on the side, "Fuck me, did you work for the company in vain?" ”

The bald man patted him on the shoulder, "Don't be impulsive, this matter, in the end, it's my fault, if I wasn't impulsive, it wouldn't be like this, the rest of you two don't care, I'm enough for myself, none of those people can escape." After the bald man said this, I looked at him with a flicker in his eyes, very attentive.

Then, he pointed at the man with Sven glasses, "You will go back to your city tomorrow, what I told you before, take it seriously, this time is a period of time, if I have anything, I will take the initiative to contact you." ”

After the bald man finished speaking, the man with Sven glasses shook his head, "No, Brother Liu, I know what you want to do, I have to follow you." ”

After he finished speaking, the bald man suddenly became angry, "You can do whatever the I tell you to do, have I hurt you?" ”

This time, the eyed Sven man stopped talking, followed by the bald man took a few breaths, and pointed at Xiao Song, "And you, go back to the county tomorrow, find Zhang Nan, and take back the money from the discotheque, the amount is not small, I will contact you again when the time comes, starting tomorrow, I will change my mobile phone number, and I will give you a new number when the time comes, nothing important, don't call me." After the bald man finished speaking, he then pointed to me on the side, "Thigh, when you go back to your city tomorrow, take this kid with you, and he will go to school in your city." ”

Following the eye that the bald man called his thighs, Sven Nan nodded, and didn't say anything, and then the bald man shook his head, "Thighs, Xiao Song, you have been following me for some years, you used to listen to me, this time, you have to listen to me, brother will not harm you." After speaking, he paused, "You all go and rest, let me be alone for a while." ”