Chapter 31 Will He See Me?
Sighing softly, he stretched out one hand to gently wipe the thin sweat from her forehead, as if he were wiping a fragile treasure.
He gazed deeply at her sleeping face, his eyes carefully outlined her delicate facial features, swept over her delicate eyebrows, and the bridge of her small and straight nose fell on her lips that were dry due to some dehydration, and couldn't help but rub them lightly with his fingertips.
Xue Zuining felt the temperature on his lips while half asleep, and subconsciously moved his lips, Lu Huaining immediately withdrew his hand and left, holding his breath and not daring to move again.
He was afraid that when she woke up and saw him, she would indifferently ask him to keep his promise that day, and tell him that she would take their children to be with Xu Ze.
He didn't know how he would face her if she woke up.
With a long sigh of relief, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket to check the time, but unexpectedly, the mobile phone suddenly rang, and the originally soft music suddenly exploded in the silent space, which was extremely clear and harsh.
Lu Huaining was shocked, afraid of waking Xue Zuining, he didn't even look at who the caller was and directly connected the phone, but he didn't speak, just waited quietly for the other party to speak.
"Lu Shao, you asked me to check, I found out that Zheng Wei bought two luxury villas in a high-end residential area in M Province a month ago, and the balance on his account is as high as seven figures. This is a world compared to the situation he was almost destitute half a year ago. ”
Lu Huaining's expression was dazed, he didn't notice Xue Zuining's slowly open eyes, and instructed the person on the other end of the phone, "Continue to check the origin of his huge amount of money, as well as who he has been in contact with in the recent period, and give me a copy of their background information as soon as possible." ”
The fever burned so that his eyes were red, and even his vision was a little blurred, if it wasn't for the sound of him talking, Xue Zuining really thought that he was dazzled.
But how could he be in her room?
The Su family has such a deep prejudice against him, let alone let him enter her room, even the door will not let him in. Unless it's Su Yi at home.
But what did he do? Didn't she understand what she said that day?
Xu was aware of her gaze, Lu Huaining suddenly looked over, and saw that she had woken up and looked at herself intently, she was slightly stunned, and then looked back and hung up the phone.
"Anxin also called me and said you were sick." He explained quietly.
Sick?
Xue Zuining closed his eyes, thinking that it was no wonder that he was so uncomfortable.
"Didn't you say you would take good care of yourself? Why are you so sick? He asked, his eyes falling on his hand, which was still being held in Xue Zuining's arms.
Xue Zuining followed his gaze, his expression froze, and he immediately let go of his hand, biting his lip in embarrassment and saying nothing.
Lu Huaining glanced at his palm, thought about it, and reached over to cover her forehead and probed it.
"It's good that it didn't burn back, so I'll let Anxin come in."
He withdrew his hand and got up to leave.
Xue Zuining didn't know what was wrong with Lu Dao, seeing him get up to leave, he suddenly felt flustered, and grabbed his hand without thinking, and when he looked back in surprise, she didn't know what to say, but she felt that her eyes were sour and hot, and hot liquid kept pouring up and sliding down the corners of her eyes.
She wanted to tell him not to go, but how could she say it?
That day, he asked her in an almost pleading tone if she could not take a step to break up, it was she who ruthlessly cut off the last trace of love, and now what face did she have to ask him to stay?
What's more, she hurt Xu Ze.
She no longer has the qualifications or the right to provoke any of them.
"Xue Zuining?" Lu Huaining looked at the tears rolling down her face, her chest tightened, and she was about to lean over to appease, but Xue Zuining let go of her hand and turned around to leave him with a slender back.
Lu Huaining smiled silently with some self-deprecation, laughing that he would never be ruthless to her, laughing at himself for being gently teased by her words and deeds, and forgetting everything.
"Take care, I'm leaving."
Without looking back, he turned and walked out of the room.
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Xue Zui Ning bit his lip to stop the cry that almost escaped.
Leaning against the wall of the corridor and playing with his mobile phone, he didn't know whether he was playing a game or sending a message, and Anxin also heard footsteps and looked up.
"She's awake, her body temperature is normal, and she shouldn't burn back again."
"You're leaving?" Anxin also put away his mobile phone and raised his chin slightly to ask him.
Lu Huaining lowered his head slightly and rubbed his forehead, "She doesn't need me." ”
"If she didn't need you, you'd keep calling you even for a fever?" An Xin also rolled his eyes, "You guys don't toss anymore, no matter how painful things are, they will pass, and the important thing is to grasp the future." ”
Lu Huaining didn't reply to her, but said, "It's almost dawn, I have to go to the neighboring city in the morning, you go in to accompany her, I'll go first." ”
"Hey, what do you mean by that?"
An Xin also rushed to him and stopped him, "She is pregnant with your child now, should you let her come back to you?" ”
Lu Huaining looked at her, his handsome face was deep: "You should know that the decision on whether to return to me or not is not in my hands." "He never wanted her to leave, and he would never turn her away.
But now the situation is different, she forced him to promise to give her freedom under the pretext that it was dangerous to stay with him, and since he relented, he said that he had let go and would not force her to be with him again.
"She is carrying too much, neither wants to hurt any of you, nor does she want others to hurt her and her children, so she has become so capricious, since you love her, you should be considerate of her."
"It's not a question of being considerate or not."
"What's that?"
Lu Huaining sighed, "It's really dangerous for her to stay by my side, I have too many enemies, maybe there will be people looking for revenge on me again." ”
Peace of mind was also dumbfounded for a while.
"Maybe she and I weren't supposed to be together. A person like me is simply not fit to have all the beautiful things, whether it is love or marriage. As long as I don't have it, I don't have to fear losing it. ”
"But you already have it, won't it be too late to say this now?"
"As long as I move back away from her, it's still too late." He looked in the direction of Xue Zuining's ward, and after a while, he withdrew his gaze and walked towards the elevator.
Anxin also saw his tall figure not entering the elevator, and suddenly remembered a sentence - how brave you must be to dare to forget.
Originally, she thought that as long as they loved each other, they could join hands with each other, but she didn't expect that in addition to love, there were so many things to worry about.
He actually reluctantly cut his love for the sake of Xue Zuining's safety, a man can love a woman to such an extent, why can't she meet such an affectionate man?
The handsome and extraordinary bewitching face appeared in her mind, her eyes darkened slightly, and she walked towards the ward with a heavy heart.
After being sick and almost losing the baby in her womb, Xue Zuining had palpitations, and she didn't dare to take it lightly in terms of diet or other aspects, and became extra cautious.
And after the Su family knew that Xue Zuining was pregnant with Lu Huaining's child, although they had a lot of questions to ask her, they were afraid that asking would stimulate her and cause her to be emotionally abnormal, so they could only hold it in their hearts, and even became very cautious and cautious in their words and deeds, trying not to mention Lu Huaining and Pengpeng.
After lunch that day, Xue Zuining was about to go back to the room to rest, but an uninvited guest came to the house.
"Auntie?"
Seeing Xi Juan, who had not been seen for a few days, standing in front of him, Xue Zuining's face was more ashamed than surprised.
She thought that Xi Juan must have come to the door after knowing the truth of the matter and accusing her of being shameless.
But the strange thing is that Xi Juan's eyes are no different from usual, and although the light smile on her face is a little far-fetched, it can be seen that there is no malicious intent.
"Xiao Ning, Auntie wants to talk to you alone, is it okay?"
Xue Zuining nodded and took Xi Juan to the study.
"Auntie, sit down for a while, and I'll pour you tea."
"No, sit down. If you are physically inconvenient, don't walk around. Xi Juan's gaze swept over her abdomen, and let out an imperceptible sigh - she thought she could hold her grandson, but she didn't expect it to be empty joy.
Xue Zuining caught the disappointment on her face, and felt guilty in her heart.
"Auntie, I'm sorry, I should have told the truth earlier, I shouldn't have lied to you and my uncle."
"It's not your fault." Xi Juan smiled bitterly, "Aze has already explained to me, he said that everything is his own opinion, you don't know Lu Dao at all, and you don't agree with him to say that the child is you and him." I know my own son best, don't look at his bad mouth, in fact, he is a long-term and affectionate person, he said that, firstly, he wanted to dispel his father's idea of trying to match him with other women, and secondly, because he really loves you, considering that you are pregnant and living alone without anyone to take care of you is not only hard, but also causes a lot of gossip. He has a heart on you, so he will think about you everywhere. ”
Xue Zuining thought that Xu Ze just wanted to be with him before saying that the child was his, but he didn't expect him to plan for her future. Knowing this, she couldn't help but blame herself even more.
The person she is most reluctant to hurt in her heart is Xu Ze, who has paid the most for her. The reason why he paid the most is not that Lu Huaining has paid less for her than Xu Ze, but that Xu Ze's efforts have never received an emotional response from her from beginning to end.
She racked her brains to make amends to him, wished him to be happy, and hoped that he would be happier than anyone else in the world, but this time it was she who hurt him with her own hands.
"Xiao Ning, Auntie knows that you can't force yourself to be with Aze, so I won't force you either. It's just that after you left that day, Sissy seemed to be a different person, although he was very cooperative with the treatment and did not go on a hunger strike, he hadn't spoken for two days. In just a few days, he has lost a lot of weight, and I have never seen him so depressed. Seeing her son become extremely depressed, her heart was like a knife.
And Xue Zuining was also uncomfortable.
The most difficult thing in the world to repay is the love debt, if she can not be so dead-eyed, she has to be emotionally Lu Huaining, maybe she and Xu Ze may still be together.
But now......
"Auntie, is there anything I can do to help?"
Xi Juan pondered for a few seconds before saying, "Actually, I don't know if it's right or wrong for Lu Dao to come to you, but I really can't bear to see him depressed like that." My son is the flesh and soul of my mother's body, how can I feel good when I see him in pain? So I want you to go and see him and see if you can relieve him and let him come out of his depression. ”
"But would he still like to see me?"