Chapter 32 The Home of Dreams

"You don't have to worry about this, he can not see anyone, but it is impossible not to see you."

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Xu Ze opened his eyes, his eyes touched the slender figure that walked in, and his originally dull black eyes suddenly flickered, and a trace of surprise and joy quickly flashed under his eyes, but it was fleeting.

Xue Zuining walked into him with some trepidation, his eyes fell on his thin and gloomy handsome face, and his chest was suffocating.

"I brought you nutritious soup." She tried to pull out a smile, put the thermos on the bedside table, and was about to ask him if he wanted to drink it now, but he asked coldly, "What are you still doing?" ”

Xue Zuining was stunned, his gaze swept over his expressionless and somewhat indifferent face, he bowed his head a little crampedly, and said apologetically, "I know that no matter what I say, I can't-"

"If you're going to say something sorry for me, I'm really tired of hearing it." Xu Ze interrupted her, his tone revealing a hint of tiredness, "It's not your fault that you don't love me, you don't have to blame yourself or apologize, everything is my own willingness, even if I get hurt, I'm to blame." ”

Xue Zuining bit her lip lightly, and her clenched palms were unconsciously pinched by her nails, and she felt a faint pain.

"You go, don't come back in the future." Xu Ze spoke again, never looking at her, "I'm not the kind of man who can't afford to let go, no matter how long you forget about you, as long as you don't contact me again, I can't see your smile, I can't hear your voice, over time, I will forget one day." So, please do this in the future. ”

Xue Zuining stared at him, his lower lip biting white, and the stinging pain in his palm seemed to be more obvious. But no matter how painful she was, it was far less than the pain she brought him......

If he hadn't saved her that day, or if she hadn't promised him anything that day, would they still be good friends as they had done before?

Tears flowed all over her face at some point, and she spread out her hands, and the nail marks on her palms were sometimes blurry and sometimes clear.

She didn't know what else she could say, and any words seemed so pale and weak at the moment. Guilt is like a poisonous heart, and the only thing she can do is stop contacting him, as he said.

She turned and walked silently to the door, unaware of the hurt gaze cast behind her.

He didn't complain about her, but he felt more sorry for the pressure and pain she was carrying than resentment. And he knew that although she was stubborn, she was soft and kind-hearted, and she forced herself to try to be with him because of her guilt for him, but she couldn't deceive her heart.

So he let go, hoping to reduce some of her pain.

Although it hurts to do this, as long as she is well, what if it hurts.

Xue Zuining, who walked to the door, suddenly looked back, and Xu Ze had already closed his eyes, but he muttered after the sound of closing the door: Xue Zuining, you don't know what to do, I love you so much that I can force myself to give up on you. Only, you're doing well.

"It took a lot of effort to transfer from the United States to Italy to Sweden before it was remitted to Zheng Wei's account, and the purpose of the person who paid this huge amount of money to him was obviously to hide people's eyes and ears, and did not want people to find out his information, but this is not a difficult thing, I believe that there should be news of that person soon."

Lu Huaining stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, listening to the report on the other end of the phone, and after hanging up the phone for a while, he still maintained his original posture and did not move, but his expression was gloomy enough to be comparable to the night outside the window.

I don't know how long I stood there, but the phone rang again, but the caller made the cold face slightly stunned, and hesitated for several seconds before connecting.

"It's me." A soft female voice came, Lu Huaining's eyes flashed slightly, and she responded, "What's the matter?" ”

"I heard An An say, do you know about my pregnancy?"

"Hmm."

"You don't blame me?"

"What do you blame? Hide from me about your pregnancy? The indifferent voice revealed a hint of self-deprecation, "Xue Zuining, you know that I will never really blame you, no matter what you do to me." ”

At that end, Xue Zuining's throat was so sore that he couldn't open his mouth.

"Is the cold cured?" I want to hang up the phone immediately, but I can't help but ask if I care.

"Hmm."

"Take good care of yourself and your children, and call me anytime you need to."

"Hmm."

"By the way, I've already informed the Ministry of Family Planning, you don't have to worry." After a pause, Lu Huaining sighed lightly, "That's it, I'll hang up." ”

Xue Zuining opened his mouth to say something, but the phone had already been hung up.

She stared at the darkened screen, her body curled up little by little, buried her face in her knees, and her chest was full of unknown emotions that forced her to burst into tears.

An Xin also opened the door and came in and saw her crying and her body convulsed, but seeing her sad, she couldn't do anything.

No matter how anxious others are about emotional matters, if the parties stand still, it will be in vain.

"How can I let go of Paris like you?" She walked over and sat down beside her, putting her hand on her back and gently soothing, "It's better to go with us, anyway, you're staying here alone." ”

Xue Zuining gradually held back her tears, raised her tear-wet little face and shook her head gently.

"I'm relieved to stay here. Don't worry, I'll take my heart together and live each day well, and I won't let you worry about me anymore. ”

"You, I really don't know what to say about you." Anxin also sighed, "But you live alone, we are always not at ease, if you have a sick headache or even a repeated high fever like last time, then who will take care of you?" ”

"No, don't worry, I will definitely give birth to the child safely." Xue Zuining wiped her tears and comforted her.

An Xin also looked at her, and finally couldn't help asking, "Didn't you want to go back to him?" ”

Xue Zuining was slightly stunned, remembering the tone of Lu Huaining's speech on the phone just now, and his expression was a little dazed.

"I don't know what to do."

"Ning Ning, it is more painful to leave a person who you love and love yourself deeply than to force yourself to love someone you don't love, if you can, let's go back to him, in this world, no one will love you more than him."

The tears that he couldn't hold back couldn't help but want to fall again, Xue Zuining hurriedly took a deep breath, trying to squeeze out a smile.

"I know what I said, thank you, An An, I will think about what you said, but I need time to adjust my mentality now."

An An also took her shoulder and gave her a gentle hug.

Although Anxin also insisted on not letting Xue Zuining drop off the plane, Xue Zuining still appeared at the airport after the last day.

"I'll give you a month, and if you're still thin and emaciated after a month, I'll have someone come and take you to Paris directly, there's no room for negotiation."

Xue Zuining smiled slightly, thought about it, and walked up to his father with open arms to hug An Xinyi, his face against his friend's chest, his eyes wet.

It wasn't until the announcement urging the waiting machine sounded that the two reluctantly waved goodbye.

It wasn't until she couldn't see the figure of Anxinyi's mother and son that Xue Zuining breathed a long sigh of relief and brushed away the amazement in her heart, turned around and wanted to walk to the airport hall, but she just took a step and suddenly stopped, her eyes swept to a certain place, and she squinted her eyes for a few seconds, and after making sure that she didn't look dazzled, she walked towards a long figure.

"You're on a business trip?"

Mixed with a hint of uncertain female voice in his ears, Su Yi looked back, and when he caught a glimpse of a pretty face looking up at him with his head slightly tilted, his handsome face was stunned, and then he remembered something, frowned and turned to leave.

Xue Zuining was stunned and hurriedly followed.

"Are you here to send Anxin?" I don't know if she was wrong just now, she seemed to catch a glimpse of pain in his eyes.

"Nope." Su Yi's voice was a little depressed, as if he was annoyed that he could be caught by Xue Zuining.

"And what are you doing at the airport?"

"Send a friend."

Xue Zuining was suspicious, and saw him striding out of the airport hall towards the parking lot, so he stopped, not planning to let him take a trip back to the city by himself.

And Su Yi suddenly remembered something after walking for a while, and came back again, without speaking, he took Xue Zuining's hand and walked in the direction where he parked.

Xue Zuining was taken aback by his sudden move, and hurriedly reached out to dial him, "I can take a taxi back to the city by myself, so I don't have to trouble you." ”

"I'll take you somewhere."

Su Yi pressed the remote control car lock, opened the co-pilot's door and pushed Xue Zuining in, and then went around to the driver's seat and got into the car.

The fuchsia sports car swaggered all the way through the city, and in Xue Zuining's half-surprised and half-confused gaze, it stopped in front of a villa surrounded by wisteria trees in the suburbs.

"Get out of the car." Su Yi went around to Xue Zuining and opened the car door.

"Where is this? What are you bringing me here for? Xue Zuining looked at Su Yi in confusion after getting out of the car and asked.

The latter was silent, but walked down a path paved with blue cobbles towards the villa.

Xue Zuining didn't know why he brought himself here for Lu, and hesitated for a while.

She saw Su Yi stop in front of the iron door of the villa, then took out a wallet from his pocket and touched a square-shaped locket on the right side of the iron door, and then heard a sound, and the iron door opened automatically.

Xue Zuining sighed, "This is where you live?" ”

Su Yi looked back at her, "I swear you'll regret it for the rest of your life if you don't come along."

Xue Zuining's heart was shocked, and he didn't understand what he was doing.

And Su Yi didn't speak again, and strode straight in.

Xue Zuining saw that he was far away before he raised his steps to catch up.

The area of the villa is so large that Xue Zuining reminds Xue Zuining of the ancestral house of the Yi family, but the architectural structure inside is completely different from the ancestral house.

Standing in the gurgling bridge and flowing water, Xue Zuining had a sense of familiarity, but he couldn't think of anything that would feel familiar for a while.

Su Yi had already walked through the swimming pool on the right to the backyard, a breeze was blowing, and Xue Zuining seemed to smell a wisp of tulips floating in the air.

But there are no tulips here except for wisteria and some other flowers and plants, how can she smell the fragrance of tulips?

She saw that Su Yi had disappeared, and hurriedly followed the route he had just taken to the backyard.

The weird thing is that the closer you get to the backyard, the stronger the smell of tulips becomes.

A thought flashed through her mind, and before she could think about it, she was shocked by the sea of fiery red flowers in her vision.