Chapter 193 is hard to give up
Facing the new home he had just worked so hard to build, Zuo Jun recalled that he had worked hard over the years and experienced several deaths, wasn't it just to be able to enjoy all this with Xuemei?
However, such happy days are too short for him, and they can really be described as 'fleeting'.
Thinking that when he walked out of this house again, he would have to say goodbye to everything here, and he could no longer control his feelings, and his tears finally couldn't be controlled.
He felt that he had lost his temper, so he hurriedly turned his back to Xuemei.
Xuemei still caught the change in his expression, and her heart didn't move: Is it so difficult that Zuo Jun is reluctant to leave him?
"Zuo Jun, have you really thought about it, and you really don't want to turn back?" Xuemei couldn't help but ask tentatively.
Xuemei's words woke up Zuo Jun, who was immersed in pain and emotion, and he immediately realized that Xuemei was suspicious of his gaffe.
He hesitated for a moment, then replied, "Isn't it too foolish for me to turn back on a path full of light and splendor before me?" I am now a little saddened by the sufferings and sins I have endured in the past. ”
Hearing Zuo Jun's 'ruthless' answer, Xuemei couldn't help but ask angrily: "Could it be that our past is just a painful nightmare for you?" ”
Zuo Jun just wanted to cover up for himself, and didn't want to stimulate her anymore, so he explained: "That's not it, although we have been in love for many years, after all, we have been separated for too long, and during this long time, we have each other's favorite objects." It's a huge mistake that we're barely together. I also feel guilty for hurting you again. ”
Xuemei couldn't help but sneer: "Do you think that just a word 'guilt' can heal the hurt in my heart?" ”
"Xuemei. Things have come to this point, so don't say anything more, we all paid a heavy price for this misunion. ”
"Really? I was very excited to see you just now, it turned out that I was reluctant to see this piece of family property in front of me, right? You think you're paying a heavy price for losing a little outside of your body, but do you take into account the physical and mental damage I've suffered? ”
In the face of Xuemei's angry misinterpretation, Zuo Jun could not defend himself, if he was reluctant to cover up his gaffe with the property in front of him. It's also a reason.
Zuo Jun didn't want to say anything more, as the saying goes, 'if you say too much, you will lose', he sat in the corner of the sofa. Don't bother with Xuemei anymore.
Xuemei saw that Zuo Jun had already 'exhausted her words', so she couldn't help but smile bitterly, and she walked into the bathroom and began to wash. Though. Today is the day of divorce. But she tried to dress herself up as beautifully, to hide the desolation in her heart.
Zuo Jun was in the living room, pouring a glass of water alone, and he drank it slowly. All his behaviors in this family now are probably the 'last time', and the usual casual things are particularly commemorative to him today.
It took a long time for Snow Plum to put on her makeup, and she came out of the bathroom. Turning into the bedroom to change clothes, she looked in the closet mirror. I put on the clothes and shoes that I usually like to wear. These are not the dowries that Zuo Jun bought for himself when he was newly married, but the other man Liu Cheng bought for himself, although it is a little outdated, but when worn on her body, she still sets off her delicately.
After all this was done, she calmly walked out of the bedroom.
Zuo Jun didn't look at her squarely, and when she packed up and walked out, he also stood up and asked, "Are you done with everything?" Shall we go? Now the time has come. ”
"Wait a minute!"
Zuo Jun was surprised: "For what? ”
Xuemei sneered: "Once we complete the divorce procedures, this will not be your home, and you will have no right to come back, hurry up and pack up your own clothes and take them away!" ”
"Oh, what a shame!"
Zuo Jun agreed, and also walked into the bedroom.
Waiting for Zuo Jun to walk into the bedroom, Xuemei sat on the sofa with a butt, thinking about everything she was about to face, which made her feel lost and helpless, she seemed to think of something, and quickly took out the mobile phone in her bag, and pressed the button to turn it on.
But as soon as she turned it on, before she could put her phone back in her bag, the phone rang and wanted to ring
As soon as she looked at the caller ID, it was Chunmei calling, hesitated for a moment, and then answered.
Chunmei's voice immediately came from the phone: "Hey, Xuemei, why did you turn it on?" Are you at home now? ”
When she heard Chunmei's anxious voice, Xuemei's heart was still hot, and she had been in contact with herself for a long time, and in this city, there were still relatives who cared about her at all times, which was enough to make her feel gratified.
She coughed slightly, calmed her tone, and then calmly replied, "I'll be out right away." Don't worry, I have nothing to do, and I will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the divorce procedures in a while. ”
Chunmei said 'oh', she actually didn't object to Xuemei and Zuo Jun's divorce, in the past few years she got along with Xuemei, what she saw in her eyes was Liu Cheng's love for Xuemei and Xuemei's affection for Liu Cheng. One of the purposes for which she later chose Xiao Zhang was also to complete Xuemei and Liu Cheng, if it weren't for Zuo Jun's 'earth-shattering' appearance, she would never recognize Xuemei and Zuo Jun's good relationship.
She didn't dare to stop Xuemei from divorcing according to Liu Cheng's intentions, but asked again: "Xuemei, can you do it by yourself?" I'll go with you! ”
Xuemei refused: "Sister Chunmei, you better go to work, I divorced him by agreement, and I don't need a helper." ”
Chunmei was still a little uneasy and said, "Are you in a mood now?" I'll go with you! ”
"Sister Chunmei, you really don't need to, you're busy with yours! I'll go out right away, hang up first, and see you later! ”
After Xuemei finished these words, she immediately hung up the phone.
Chunmei heard that Xuemei hung up the phone, so she looked at the phone in a daze, not knowing what to do.
She thought about it and called Liu Cheng again, Liu Cheng was on the train to Dejiang, he heard his mobile phone ringing, so he took it out and answered it
"Brother Liu, are you here?"
"Yes! I'm on the train, and I'm expected to arrive at Dejiang Station at three o'clock in the afternoon, and I'd like to call you again at noon. ”
"Oh, I just talked to Xuemei on the phone, she is about to divorce Zuo Jun, and she won't let me accompany her, what should I do?"
When Liu Cheng heard this, he couldn't help frowning, he knew that if he opposed Xuemei's divorce again, it would only increase Xuemei's disgust, so after thinking for a while, he told Chunmei: "Xuemei is a very willful and arrogant girl, it is estimated that she has now seen the matter, let's let her go first, don't bother her first, and wait until I get to Dejiang." ”
Chunmei nodded and said, "Okay, I'll ask for leave in the afternoon and pick you up at the train station then." ”
"Okay, we'll see you in the afternoon."
After talking to Liu Cheng on the phone, Xiao Zhang asked beside him, "Chunmei, do you still need to ask for leave today?" ”
Chunmei shook her head and said, "I won't ask for leave in the morning, Brother Liu will come in the afternoon, and I will ask for leave to pick him up at the station." ”
Speaking of Zuo Jun, he slowly packed up his clothes in the bedroom, although he suppressed the tears on his face, but there were tears in his heart, looking at the bed next to him and all the items shared with Xuemei, he couldn't help but gently stroke it with his hand for a while
Xuemei waited in the living room for a long time, but she didn't see Zuo Jun come out, she was a little impatient, so she walked to the door of the bedroom, and did not push the door in, but knocked on the door and said, "Zuo Jun, what are you rubbing inside?" Can you hurry up? ”
Zuo Jun suddenly came to his senses, and he hurriedly replied, "Soon, please wait a little longer." ”
Only then did the Left Army really begin to put away its belongings.
By the time he came out of the bedroom with his main clothes in a hand-pulled suitcase, it was almost nine o'clock in the clock in the living room, and they both had wasted a lot of time.
"Zuo Jun, have you done it all?"
"Well, I have everything to take, we can go."
After hearing his words, Xuemei opened the door and walked out of the room.
Zuo Jun then followed him with his suitcase, and when he turned back to close the door, he reluctantly glanced at his home
The Civil Affairs Bureau was seven or eight miles away from their home, Xuemei was walking in front, and Zuo Jun was following behind with a suitcase.
In the spring of the Dejiang River, the temperature is not very high, but the trees on the roadside are already flourishing, and it is a thriving scene.
They walked slowly, neither of them paying attention to the scenery on either side, as if everything around them was a cloud of smoke and smoke for them.
When they walked to the Civil Affairs Bureau, it was almost 11 o'clock, and the staff of the Civil Affairs Bureau told them that the divorce staff had just left the house, and there was something to do at home, so they would leave early and let them come back to handle it when they went to work in the afternoon.
They looked at each other, and they were both silent.
By this time, it was almost noon, and neither of them had eaten in the morning, and at this time, they were both hungry and physically and mentally exhausted.
Zuo Jun suddenly said to Xuemei: "Xuemei, are you hungry?" Let's go find a restaurant and have some food, even if it's a 'breakup meal'. ”
Xuemei nodded, and she readily agreed.
"Where are we going to eat?"
Xuemei saw that there was no hotel next to the Civil Affairs Bureau, so she asked Zuo Jun.
Zuo Jun remembered the 'Sichuan Flavor Garden' not far from here, so he replied: "Let's take a few more steps and go to that 'Sichuan Flavor Garden'!" ”
Xuemei didn't say anything, she walked straight in front of the left army.
When they saw the familiar signboard again, when they walked into the hotel, they saw the familiar scene again, and when they sat in the familiar position again, everything seemed to return to the previous (to be continued......