This time is still a little earlier than the noon dinner time, when Zuo Jun and Xuemei entered, there were no customers in the restaurant, they could sit calmly in the old place to eat, and the last time they came, it was the day of registration.

After a few months, when they came again, they came to divorce.

Facing the same scene, but in different moods, Zuo Jun and Xuemei couldn't help but be extremely sad, seeing Xuemei's eyes moist, Zuo Jun's heart was also sour, but he had to restrain his emotions, quickly took the menu handed by the waiter, and covered his eyes full of tears.

But what do he want to order, does he still need a menu?

"Sir, please hurry up and order!"

The hotel waiter saw that Zuo Jun had been holding the menu for a long time and didn't speak, so he couldn't help but urge.

"Oh, please bring us a 'mapo tofu fish' and 'sesame lamb chops,' Zuo Jun preached without thinking.

Xuemei, who was sitting opposite, couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, and secretly said in his heart: he hadn't forgotten his favorite two dishes.

When Zuo Jun talked about those two dishes, those two dishes were not on the page of the menu at all, he paused, ordered the other two dishes casually, and waited for his emotions to be restrained, before putting down the recipe in his hand.

"Sir, do you want wine?"

The waiter waited for Zuo Jun to finish ordering, and then asked.

"No, we have to run errands in the afternoon, so we won't drink." Zuo Jun replied.

The waiter was about to walk away with the menu, when Xuemei suddenly said, "Please wait!" ”

The waiter stopped, turned around and asked, "Miss." What else do you command? ”

Xuemei smiled indifferently and said: "Today is our special day, we still want a little bar, please give us a bottle of red wine." ”

"What a shame!" The waiter turned and left.

Zuo Jun looked at Xuemei with some astonishment. But nothing was said.

The two sat across from each other in silence.

Chunmei also got off work, she had already asked the bureau leaders for leave and didn't come in the afternoon, but she was worried about Xuemei's situation, and she called Xuemei before she got out of the bureau, but what she didn't expect was that Xuemei actually turned off the phone.

But. Xuemei didn't mean to turn off her phone, the reason was that she didn't charge it last night, and the phone automatically turned off. However, she didn't know all this.

Chunmei couldn't help but feel a little anxious when she saw that Xuemei had turned off her phone again, and Xiao Zhang comforted her: "Xuemei's current mood is understandable. She probably didn't want anyone to disturb her. Just let her be quiet! ”

Chunmei nodded helplessly, fortunately, she had already asked for leave in the afternoon, she could go to see her, and go to the station to pick up Liu Cheng, she was convinced that Xuemei still had Liu Cheng in her heart, and his arrival should be able to comfort Xuemei's injured heart.

The red wine was brought up. Xuemei and other waiters helped uncork the bottle and took the bottle in person. First poured the left army full of wine, and then poured it full himself.

She solemnly raised her glass and said, "Zuo Jun, in order to celebrate our breakup, I toasted this one!" ”

Zuo Jun was stunned, and when he saw Xuemei holding the wine glass all the time, he had no choice but to pick up his wine glass, didn't say anything, just showed it in front of Xuemei, and drank it all.

Xuemei did not show weakness, and also dried the wine.

After she had dried the wine, she poured the wine for Zuo Jun again, and then filled it herself.

Zuo Jun watched her actions blankly, and couldn't help but be a little worried about her.

Xuemei picked up the wine glass for the second time and said: "Come, let's make this glass of wine again, and wish you a bright future in the future, and from then on, 'steady progress'!" ”

Although Xuemei's 'blessing' was insincere, and even a little sarcastic, Zuo Jun couldn't care about these anymore, and he replied lightly: "Xie Luxie!" ”

When he dried the wine again, he felt that the glass was bitter and astringent.

After Xuemei also dried the wine, he reached out and took the bottle of red wine, first poured it for Xuemei, and then filled it for himself, Xuemei looked at him in a daze, not knowing his intentions.

Zuo Jun also picked up his wine glass and said to Xuemei: "Xuemei, we are husband and wife after all, no matter what I do wrong and how deeply it hurts you, I will bless you deeply." I hope you can have an optimistic and tolerant heart, let go of all your burdens, and pursue happiness that truly belongs to you! ”

Compared with Xuemei's previous sarcasm, what Zuo Jun said came from the heart.

Xuemei smiled bitterly: "Ha Luha, thank you for your blessings!" ”

This time, she touched the wine glass with Zuo Jun, and then dried the red wine in the glass.

The dishes were served, including Xuemei's favorite 'Mapo Tofu Fish' and 'Sesame Lamb Chops'.

Xuemei looked at these two dishes, and did not immediately put down her chopsticks, but raised her head and asked, "Zuo Jun, do you remember what you said here last time?" ”

"What do you mean?" Zuo Jun wondered.

Xuemei smiled coldly: "Could it be so fast, did you forget?" When we came to register last fall, you said that since I like these two dishes so much, I must learn how to cook them, and I will often cook them for me in the future. ”

Zuo Jun's heart was sour again, of course he would not forget what he said, and he had mastered the craft of making these two dishes, but he had no chance to make them for Xuemei.

Although his heart was desolate, he could only turn his head to the side and say, "I don't want to mention the past!" ”

Xuemei wept and said, "Are all the previous feelings fake?" Is it true that our feelings can't stand the test of fame and fortune? ”

Zuo Jun's mouth moved, and he stopped talking

Xuemei originally wanted to save Zuo Jun's lost heart by recalling the bits and pieces of the past, but seeing that he was still indifferent, her heart was completely disappointed.

Although the aroma of 'mapo tofu fish' and 'sesame lamb chops' still felt in her heart, she didn't swallow a mouthful, and tears flowed down her eyes

When it came to work in the afternoon, the divorce staff finally came, and she saw that Zuo Jun and Xuemei were 'divorced by agreement', and there was no dispute, so after a few words of persuasion, she happily applied for a divorce certificate for the two of them.

Xuemei picked up the 'divorce certificate', she didn't even look at it carefully, she stuffed it into her satchel, and after walking out of the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau with Zuo Jun, she turned around and walked back.

Zuo Jun didn't move, he looked at Xuemei's back as she left in a daze.

"Left Army, have you done it all?"

A familiar voice suddenly came from Zuo Jun's ears, and when he looked back, it turned out to be Xiao Yue.

"Xiao Xiao, why are you here?" Zuo Jun said in surprise.

"I've been secretly following you today, I'm afraid that after you divorce her, you will suddenly disappear."

Hearing Xiao Yue's concern, Zuo Jun couldn't help but feel hot in his heart, it turned out that she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to think about it, but could Xuemei think about it now?

Zuo Jun didn't understand why Chunmei didn't accompany Xuemei to come, and now Xuemei was walking alone on the road, could he leave with confidence?

He then said to Xiao Yue: "I am a man, and I will not do something suicidal, even if I don't live long, at least I have to see Xuemei regain her happiness." But now that there is no one else to accompany her, I will follow her until I see that she will be all right. ”

Xiao Yue couldn't help but sigh and said, "You yourself are like this, and you still worry about her, but maybe she hates you now." ”

Zuo Jun ignored her words, and seeing that Xuemei was getting farther and farther, he hurriedly followed, and Xiao Yue had no choice but to accompany Zuo Jun to follow Xuemei.

Xuemei neither went home, nor went to the unit, but went to another road.

Zuo Jun is worried in the back, where is she going?

Xuemei didn't take a taxi, just walked alone, so that her lost emotions could be slowly sorted out.

Zuo Jun stared at Xuemei's background, he wanted to take a few more steps and walk side by side with Xuemei!

However, he knew that he couldn't do it anymore, he could only look at Xuemei's graceful shadow more, and his inner emotions were already confused.

Xiao Yue looked at Zuo Jun's nervous and lost demeanor, and comforted him from time to time, but he didn't hear a word in his ears, but a song played in the depths of his heart

Maybe you feel like I'm cold

Maybe you feel like I'm ruthless

Maybe you think I've failed you

But I don't want you to carry too much

I don't want to bring you pain

If you're still injured

That's not what I intended

Please get rid of all your pain

Let them take with me

I have too much bitterness in my heart

but I can't tell you clearly

I do not ask for your forgiveness and forgiveness

If resentment dissolves worry and grief

I'm willing to endure it all

It's not that I don't want to love you

It's that my love can't bring you happiness anymore

(To be continued......)