Chapter 13 Let's leave it at that
It was noon when he returned from Tongyuan Town, he got out of the car in a daze, and when his feet touched the ground, he lost the strength to support him, Xue Zuining was startled, but fortunately someone helped him, and when he stood up, his heart was still fluttering and trembling.
I can't imagine if I really fell down in the situation just now......
Lying in the master bedroom, the surroundings were very quiet, but Xue Zuining felt that he could hear the low cry for help of the child, but before he could open the door, the door was suddenly pushed open from the outside.
Xue Zuining subconsciously looked over, and was stunned after seeing Old Madam Lu's haggard and anxious face, and his mind was a little unable to turn around.
The first thing Mrs. Lu said when she saw her was, "What about Pengpeng?" Didn't you say there was news? ”
“…… She's gone. ”
Mrs. Lu was slightly stunned - her great-granddaughter is so young, where can she go?
Xue Zuining didn't seem to see the confusion in her eyes, and raised her eyes to look somewhere, her eyes were empty and dazed, "She went far, far away......
Her nervous appearance made Mrs. Lu's scalp tingle, and at the same time, she felt even more panicked.
"Where the hell are you hiding? Even if you give me a look, it's okay. ”
Xue Zuining retracted his gaze and looked at Mrs. Lu Lu, who was anxious and panicked, and tears fell unconsciously, "...... Fluffy...... No ......."
Like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, Mrs. Lu's eyes widened instantly, and she felt that the blood in her body seemed to freeze all at once, and her whole body was incredibly cold.
Nope.
She'd heard those two words too many times in her life. In the hospital that year, the doctor also told her the news of the death of her relatives one after another, but none of them hit her harder than this one, she didn't believe that the little guy who called her grandmother softly and glutinously was like this...... Nope.
She shook her head desperately, "You lied to me! I know you too well! You're definitely lying to me, you're taking revenge on the Lu family, aren't you? You can do everything. Old Madam Lu stared at Xue Zuining resentfully, "You must have hidden my great-grandson, didn't you?" ”
Tears fell wildly on Xue Zuining's face, "I'd rather I hid the child...... She's still so young...... There are so many beautiful futures beckoning to her...... Damn it's supposed to be me......"
"You talk nonsense!" Old Madam Lu shouted to stop her, impulsively stepped forward and grabbed Xue Zuining's arms, gritted her teeth and asked her, "You hate me so much?" Can't you let go of the hatred of the past? Then why do you want to come back! You're still not human! Puff Phong is your biological daughter! How can you curse her! ”
"Old lady, Miss didn't lie to you......" The housekeeper was afraid that she would hurt Xue Zuining in a hurry, so he came over and pulled her hand. At the same time, he endured the discomfort in his heart and said, "The bones of the little lady have been found......"
"Shut up!" The old lady shouted, "I won't believe it, you have always helped her speak, and this time it must be ......"
"Old lady, I don't want to believe it's true, but we really didn't lie to you." The housekeeper hurriedly explained, "The young master and the others all know the Dao......
The old lady suddenly stopped all her movements, slowly lowered her body under the surprised gaze of the housekeeper and Xue Zuining, and knelt at Xue Zuining's feet.
"I know that you only did all this because of the hatred you had back then. I can understand that you don't want to return to the Lu family, but Peng Peng is the child of the Lu family, and she is innocent. I beg you to give me the child, even if it's just a glance! ”
When Lu Huaining followed the noise, he happened to see this scene, and his grandmother knelt in front of Xue Zuining and begged her to let her see the child.
Xue Zuining fell to his knees with a thud, and kowtowed deeply to Mrs. Lu, who was crying in the housekeeper's arms, "I'm sorry, I didn't protect the child well...... It's my fault, if I hadn't come back, hadn't come back to him, then Ponpong wouldn't be in danger. I don't deserve to be a mother, I'm selfish! If I can change back to my daughter if I leave, I will definitely not hesitate! ”
She's leaving him.
The tearing pain hit his chest again, and he took a deep breath, slowly walking towards Xue Zuining step by step, and squatting down beside her.
When she raised her eyes, her face was unconsciously covered with tears, and there were too many tears in her eyes, and her vision was so blurred that she couldn't see his face clearly.
"Huaining......" she looked at him, her eyes closed in pain, "we ...... So be it. ”
"How?" Lu Huaining gritted his teeth, "Xue Zuining, this is your most stubborn answer?" ”
The woman slowly opened her eyes and looked at the bright sunshine outside the window, and her heart was cold.
When Lu Huaining returned to the apartment, Xiao Chen happened to fill a bowl of chicken soup and wanted to send it to the bedroom for Xue Zuining.
"I'll come." He took the tray and asked, "Did she go out today?" ”
"When I came in the morning, I happened to meet the young lady who wanted to go out, but she refused to let me accompany her, and I said that you told her not to go out alone, and she didn't go out later, and she didn't talk when she went back to the room, and she ate very little, so I made her chicken soup."
"You go back, come early tomorrow."
Xiao Chen nodded, but suddenly remembered something, and called out to Lu Huaining to add, and the latter's expression was shocked, and a touch of complicated emotions appeared in his deep black eyes, which disappeared after a long time.
In the room, Xue Zuining sat on the bed with his knees huddled together, his forehead against his knees, and he didn't know if he was asleep or in a daze.
Lu Huaining put the tray on the low cabinet and sat down beside her.
The corner of the bed suddenly collapsed, and Xue Zuining, who was immersed in thoughts, came back to her senses, raised her eyes and saw the handsome face staring at her, she was slightly stunned, as if she had just realized his existence.
Lu Huaining pecked her lightly on the lips, grabbed her body, and let her lean on herself.
"Xiao Chen said that you ate very little, and made you chicken soup, and you drank it." His tone was gentle, but not refutable.
Xue Zuining closed his eyes and didn't respond.
Lu Huaining sighed lightly, took the chicken soup and blew it one bite at a time, and then fed her.
Fortunately, she didn't speak, but she was cooperative, and drank the whole bowl of chicken soup.
Lu Huaining hugged her, neither of them spoke, and the room was so quiet that it was panicking.
The sudden ringtone of the mobile phone startled Xue Zuining, and she realized that it was her mobile phone ringing, she took Lu Huaining's hand away and got up and took it from the low cabinet, glanced at the number on the caller ID, but did not dare to answer.
Lu Huaining leaned over and looked at the still flickering screen, paused for a second, and took the phone to connect.
"Sister Ning?" The girl's sweet voice came, it was Si Yan.
"I'm Lu Huaining." Lu Huaining replied to her, "She slept." ”
"So early? It's not even seven o'clock, right? ”
"Are you looking for her?"
"It's nothing, I was a little worried that I had called her several times before and no one answered. But she's taking care of you, so she shouldn't be fine. ”
Lu Huaining looked at Xue Zuining, who was looking at the ground with lowered eyes and no expression on his face, and his chest was suffocated.
After hanging up the phone, he turned her body, leaned over and rubbed her pale little face, and whispered softly, "Cat, you open your mouth to talk to me, don't be silent like this." ”
"Will you listen to what I say?" Xue Zuining raised his eyes to look at him, "I said to break up, are you willing?" ”
The grip on her arms tightened suddenly, as if it was about to crush her arms.
Xue Zuining didn't feel the pain, and pulled out a smile.
"Look, I knew you wouldn't, so I didn't say anything."
"Don't you have anything else to say to me but to leave me?"
"Yes, don't meet again in the future." She closed her eyes, "I don't want to hate you. ”
Xue Zuining lowered his eyes, and the hand under the quilt caressed his still flat lower abdomen, his eyes were gentle but resolute.
It was her and his third child, whose arrival was both expected and unexpected. Because she has not taken protective measures, she is not surprised that she will be pregnant, but she is surprised that the child will choose to report at this time.
When she was emotionally devastated by the loss of her daughter, she didn't even think about having another child. So when she learned that she was pregnant, she panicked and didn't know what to do, but she would not do such a cruel thing as killing her own flesh and blood with her own hands, and the arrival of this child made her see a new hope in despair, thinking that it was a gift from her daughter, so she finally decided to give birth to the child.
And if the child wants to come into this world safely, then she must leave this man. Because only by leaving him can we completely get rid of all the previous entanglements and hurts of right and wrong. Otherwise, the danger lurking around her will lead her into an unknown trap.
Perhaps only in this way can she welcome the birth of her child cleanly and safely.
She didn't want to forgive herself, and Mrs. Lu was afraid and would never forgive her as a sinner!
"Didn't you promise me that I would respect my choice? Now it's time for you to deliver on your promises. She opened her mouth softly, and her beautiful eyes looked at him for a moment, and the resoluteness in her eyes made Lu Huaining both shocked and angry.
"The only thing I've promised you is to be together for the rest of your life." He stared at her, his dark eyes as deep as night, "I said I wouldn't allow you to leave me. ”
Xue Zuining was not surprised by his answer at all, obviously expecting him to say this.
"Don't force me to stay, if I stay with you, I'll go crazy sooner or later, do you want to see me like this?"
"You're so miserable with me?" Lu Huaining roared suppressively, and the back of his hand unconsciously clenched into a fist was hideous.
Xue Zuining looked away, "I said I didn't want to transfer my hatred to you. ”
"I'm not afraid you'll hate me."
"But I'm afraid!" Xue Zuining looked back at him, feeling a little excited, "You and Pengpeng used to be the only hope to support me to live, but now my daughter is gone." I don't want to turn you from a lover to an enemy because of her. So you let me go, so that at least you are still the person I love the most in my heart. ”
Lu Huaining stared at her for a long time and was silent, her handsome face seemed to be covered with a layer of fog under the shroud of the dark blue night, and the expression on her face changed instantly, making people unpredictable.
I don't know how long it took, he opened his eyes, but reached over and hugged her, "Go to sleep, it's not early." ”
"You promise me." As he hugged his waist, Xue Zuining spoke, his hands against his chest, and his chin slightly tilted to look at him.
Lu Huaining looked at her stubborn face, suddenly lowered his head and bullied her slightly opened lips, and drove straight into her without pity for the jade, and the hot tongue of fire pierced into the depths of her mouth almost brutally, like anger and pain, completely dominating her breathing, wrapping around the tip of her soft and sweet tongue and kissing hard, as if to suck her soul into her body.
Xue Zuining's breathing was not smooth, her face was flushed, her heart felt uncomfortable, her chest felt stuffy and wanted to vomit, and the hand on Lu Huaining's chest grabbed wildly, and when he finally let go of her, she immediately ran to the bathroom.