Listening to the violent vomiting sound coming from the bathroom, Lu Huaining's expression changed several times, and his heart hurt as if he was being grabbed by someone with the sound of vomiting.

When the vomiting stopped, he returned to the bedroom, but instead of entering the bathroom, he opened the door and walked out.

vomited in the bathroom for more than ten minutes, Xue Zuining almost emptied her stomach, and when she came out, she didn't see Lu Huaining, she was stunned, but she didn't go to him as usual, but dragged her weak body and fell on the bed.

I don't know if it was because she was pregnant or really tired to the limit, she fell asleep in bed for less than half an hour.

Lu Huaining went out to buy her a light porridge that warmed her stomach, and when she entered the bedroom, she saw her lying outside the quilt and falling asleep, her eyebrows twisted, and she immediately put down the tray in her hand, leaned over and picked her up gently, lifted the quilt and let her sleep in.

Xue Zuining was shocked to find someone pulling her hand in her sleep, her slightly frowning eyebrows immediately frowned, and she subconsciously shook off that hand, curled herself into a ball, protected her lower abdomen with both hands, and murmured unconsciously, "...... Don't hurt my child...... I left him ......"

Lu Huaining froze, looking at Xue Zuining, who was still dreaming, in shock, his chest seemed to be pressed against a boulder, so heavy that he felt that his breathing hurt.

The blow of losing her child has planted an indelible haze in her heart, and she is wary and suspicious of everyone. If she is forced to stay by her side, she will either curl up like a snail in her own world, or she will grow old and die lonely......

“…… I'm sorry...... Huaining ...... I'm so tired......"

Seeing Xue Zuining's tired face even in his sleep, Lu Huaining had mixed feelings in his heart.

He has been loving her in his own way, including deception and concealment. But at this moment, he realized that maybe what he gave was not what she wanted. He had always wanted to better protect her from harm, but in fact she was completely hurt every time.

He is not a competent lover, and perhaps she will be happier than she is now without him.

Lu Huaining stared at Xue Zuining's restless sleeping face for a long time, time passed little by little, and when it was about to dawn, he finally made a decision.

When he woke up and heard the movement outside, Xue Zuining thought it was the new helper Xiao Chen.

The bed on his side was empty, and I don't know if he didn't come back after leaving last night, or if he left early in the morning.

Containing the sourness that immediately appeared in her heart, she got up and freshened up.

Although she has little appetite, for the sake of her children's health, she now insists on three meals a day plus afternoon tea.

I changed into loose lounge clothes and opened the bedroom door and walked out, but I didn't expect to see a majestic and tall figure in the kitchen, instead of Xiao Chen, who came to prepare breakfast for her early every day.

He was actually at home.

Lu Huaining heard footsteps, but didn't look back.

He took the hot milk out of the microwave and brought it to the table with the rest of the breakfast on a tray.

"Bird's nest should be eaten hot." Lu Huaining brought the bird's nest to her, handed over a small spoon, sat down beside her, took one of the glasses of milk and a breakfast and began to eat.

Xue Zuining saw that he drank most of the glass of milk without changing his face, and was a little surprised when he gave up coffee and drank milk instead.

"Why don't you eat it?" Lu Huaining looked over, the expression on his face was calm and calm.

Xue Zuining retracted his gaze and sat down.

"I bought you another house, and Xiao Chen will continue to take care of you in the future. Her ancestors have a deep relationship with the Lu family, and they are people who know the roots, you can rest assured. ”

Xue Zuining had just scooped a tablespoon of bird's nest and was about to hand it to his mouth, when he heard the words, he paused, raised his eyes and looked at it in confusion.

Lu Huaining didn't look at her, finished his breakfast in three or two, and then drank the rest of the milk, and then said, "You can take care of your body with peace of mind, and I'll take care of the rest." ”

Xue Zuining's heart jumped, and he asked uncertainly, "You, promise to let me leave?" ”

Lu Huaining didn't reply to her directly, but said, "Wait for the house over there to buy all the furniture in two days, and then you can move over." You don't want to see me, I'll go back to Lu's house in the next two days, you don't have to worry about me disturbing you or changing my mind again. ”

Xue Zuining was speechless for a moment.

"I've always made you believe in me, I can give you happiness, but all I give you is pain and hurt, so it's right for you to leave me."

Lu Huaining stood up as she spoke, her eyes falling on her lowered face, "Take good care of yourself." ”

Xue Zuining watched him walk to the sofa in the living room and pick up his coat, watching him walk to the door step by step, as if stepping out of her life, his chest suddenly felt a sharp pain, and tears quickly blurred his vision.

This man loves with everything he has, but he loves his heart like ashes!

After Lu Huaining left in the morning, he didn't come back that night, and he didn't give Xue Zuining any phone calls or messages.

Xue Zuining worked hard to resist the urge to call him several times, pretending that everything didn't matter, and began to pack his clothes.

Early the next morning, when Xiao Chen came to the apartment, he found that she had already left.

Lu Huaining rushed back after receiving a call, and saw a note she left for him on the low cabinet in the room - I will take good care of myself, and so will you, don't work so hard, pay attention to rest. Don't look for me.

As if seeing Xue Zuining leaving alone with his luggage, Lu Huaining's hand holding the note suddenly clenched, and a huge opening seemed to have suddenly opened in his chest, as if someone had suddenly taken out his heart, and it was bloody.

She didn't want his money, she didn't want him to buy her house, she didn't want him to find someone to take care of her, and she didn't even want him to know where she went.

Is she going to break him off completely?

The phone rang, the ringtone echoed in the silent space, he took an unusually harsh deep breath, slowly released his hand to flatten the note, carefully folded it and put it in his pocket, and then he answered the phone.

"Lu Shao, after DNA comparison between your request and the ashes provided, that child is indeed not your daughter. And the identity of the little girl who died is a little eyebrow-raising, we have collected all the recent cases of missing children through the public security Internet of various provinces, cities and counties across the country, and gradually screened them one by one, and now there are only a few cases that match, and the most consistent case is from an orphanage in this province, which inexplicably disappeared a little girl more than three years old more than a month ago, is a deaf and mute child, and suffers from congenital dementia......"

After listening to the report of the person on the other end of the phone, Lu Huaining hung up the phone and stood in the bedroom for a long time, although he could have long been sure that the person who turned into powder would not be his lively and lovely daughter, but when he really got the news, he seemed to see the faint sunshine from the dark clouds in the sky. After all, he couldn't rest assured, he dialed Xue Zuining's phone, and the phone rang many times, but no one answered on the other end.

He didn't know if she deliberately didn't answer or didn't hear the phone ring, so he cleared the suspicion in his heart, and after a moment of silence, he pressed another set of phones.

Xue Zuining got off the taxi, went around to the trunk and took out his luggage, and when he paid the taxi driver, the other party looked at the luxurious villa behind her and smacked his tongue, "Miss, you live in such a luxurious villa, why don't you buy yourself a car?" ”

Xue Zuining smiled faintly and casually made up an excuse, "I don't know how to drive." ”

When the taxi left, she walked to the villa with her luggage.

This is the foothold of Si Yang and his wife in City A, with the mountains and the sea at the back, the scenery is beautiful, and it is also a place to meditate. They gave themselves the keys to the villa the last time they left the country, and this time it happened to be her accommodation.

As soon as I entered the house and put down my luggage, the mobile phone in the pocket of my cloak and jacket rang.

She guessed that it was Lu Huaining, her eyes swept over the screen, and sure enough.

He must have known that she was gone, so he called her.

But what did he call for? Between them, it's better to leave it like this, don't say anything, and don't see each other again.

The bell finally stopped, but my thoughts grew more and more confused. It turns out that even if she is far away from him, her emotions will still be swayed by him.

I don't know if this is too much love?

She smiled bitterly, put her phone back in her pocket, and was about to go upstairs with her luggage when the bell rang again.

She was stunned, struggling for more than ten seconds, and seeing that the phone was still ringing, she finally put down her luggage and reached into her pocket.

Not daring to look at the caller ID, she pressed the answer directly, but there was silence on the other end, and she clearly heard a long sigh of relief coming from the other end when the phone was connected.

Silence lay across the two ends of the phone, Xue Zuining's hand holding the phone was dripping with a thin layer of sweat, his throat was inexplicably tight, and he tried several times before finally spit out a complete sentence, "What's the matter?" ”

It took seven or eight seconds for the other end to respond, "Where?" ”

The magnetic hoarse voice entered his ears, and Xue Zuining was stunned for a moment, and then took down the phone in his ear and looked at the caller ID on the screen.

Xuze?

How could it be him? And how could he call her?

"I just had surgery and have a high fever, I don't have much strength to talk to you, you tell me, where are you?" Xu Ze's tone sounded slightly impatient and hurried.

Xue Zuining coughed lightly, rubbing his forehead in circles with his middle finger.

"What surgery do you do?"

"Transgender."

“……”

"It's too tiring and hard to be a man, and I finally fell in love with a woman, but people don't love me, I can't stand this blow, so I have sex reassignment surgery and want to taste what it's like to be a woman, and I will be a sister to you in the future."

Xue Zuining frowned, "Are you burning your brain?" What exactly is the surgery? ”

"Appendectomy." Xu Ze stopped joking with her, and said seriously, "Where are you?" Don't have time to buy something to eat and visit your starving friend? ”

"There are so many little nurses in the hospital who love you so much, they can't wait to stay by your bedside every day when you have surgery, don't you just say a word about what you want to eat? A lot of people will be willing to run errands for you. ”

"You're jealous?"

Xue Zuining was stunned for a moment, and then listened to him urging on the phone, "Are you coming?" If you don't come, you once cooperated, and you can't call and ask you to buy something to eat. ”

Xue Zuining remembered all the care he had taken for himself, and it was difficult to refuse, so he hung up the phone.