268. Two hundred and sixty-eight, it is over
"Good!" Ran Zijin still had a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Let's divorce first, and then you can explain?" ”
"Zijin!" When Leng Muxuan heard the word 'divorce', his head thundered, and his heart was broken, "Do you know what Lu Dao is talking about?" ”
Zhilu said. I say divorce. Ran Zijin kept smiling when he spoke, but the tears in the corners of his eyes were a little dazzling, "I said that as long as you divorce me, I will give you a chance to explain." ”
"No! Zijin, I don't agree. Do not agree to the divorce. I don't want a divorce. Leng Muxuan's face had a lonely and cool color like the setting sun, and there seemed to be frost flowers in the early morning in his eyes, "Zijin, if you don't give me a chance to explain, are you going to sentence me to death?" ”
"It's not. I'm here to give you a chance. "But I need to change my identity, maybe then I won't be so embarrassed and embarrassed to hear your explanation.
"Where are you giving me a chance?! Do you know how much the divorce you said hurts my heart! Leng Muxuan was completely out of proportion, he roared angrily, and he couldn't calm down anymore.
"Divorce, for you, and also for me a chance to explain. Or-" Ran Zijin's face suddenly changed, he suddenly pulled out the needle on the back of his hand, and quickly slashed twice on his wrist, where the blood suddenly flowed, "I will completely disappear in front of your eyes." ”
"Zijin!" Leng Muxuan was so stabbed by the bright red blood that he was covered with sheets and Ran Zijin's hospital gown that his bones were about to break, "Zijin ......"
He reached out to take her hand and stop her, but she threatened her with a needle.
He took a step closer, and she paddled it.
He could no longer come near, his face was painful, his arms trembling in the air, not wanting to take it back, but unable to stop her, his mouth opened and he did not say a word.
"Divorce! Mu Xuan, divorce first. We'll discuss the rest. Don't let me down again, I'm afraid I'll die in front of you. You don't want me dead, do you? Then take the divorce agreement and let me sign it! Everything will be said after signing. Ran Zijin's cold face was stubbornly persistent, and the needle she was holding was still on her wrist, and there was blood on her wrist and both hands.
She didn't feel the pain, and these pains, compared to the pain in her heart, were so small that they were almost negligible.
"Zijin ......" Leng Muxuan choked up, and finally compromised, "I'll get a divorce agreement, don't hurt yourself again." Let's get a divorce first, and then we'll talk about it. I promise you, but you must be obedient and not seek death. ”
"Good. I don't seek death. How long does it take to prepare a divorce settlement? ”
"Give me a day." Leng Muxuan hung his shoulders in frustration, and Wei'an's body seemed to have become a little rickety.
"Well, then this time tomorrow, you came to see me with the divorce agreement, I want to sleep now, don't bother me." After Ran Zijin finished speaking, he looked in the direction of the door and motioned for Leng Muxuan to leave.
"Then wait until I call a doctor to treat your wounds." Leng Muxuan stretched out his hand and wiped it on his face, and salty and wet tears stained his wide palm.
As he walked out to call the doctor, he looked at his own hands, which he had pulled, hugged, and loved countless times, but now they could no longer get close to her.
The needle in Ran Zijin's hand was tightly grasped by her, and it pierced deeply into her palm, just next to the mole.
How ironic, he had paid attention to this mole on her hand so many times, and she naively thought that he just thought she was special.
Now, she realized that the girl named Ruan Yifei should also have such a mole on her hand, so he tried his best to keep her by his side when he saw her.
How many times, when he held her hand and played with the mole in her palm, he was actually thinking about Ruan Yifei in his heart, but she ignorantly thought that it was his love for her, and his only love for the mole in her palm made her deeply infatuated.
The doctor came in, dealt with Ran Zijin's wrist, and said to Leng Muxuan at the risk of death: "Leng Shao, the young lady doesn't seem to be in a good mood now, why don't you stay outside the ward first?" ”
"Hmm." Leng Muxuan didn't get angry, but nodded obediently, and looked at Ran Zijin who was sitting there.
Ran Zijin's head looked out the window, her eyes fell on the trees one by one, even if she didn't look back, she knew that Leng Muxuan was looking at her.
"I want to see Lie." She said.
"I'm going to call him. Zijin, you have a good rest. Leng Muxuan walked out of the ward, and the obvious alienation in her tone made him uncomfortable.
Ran Zijin heard the sound of the ward door closing, and the ward suddenly fell silent, and she still looked out the window.
The leaves on the tree are already dark green, and it is already the weather of May and June, why is it still so cold?
There are tears that slip down, leaving a bitter taste at the corners of the mouth.
Whose sadness has cooled youth?
Whose sorrow pierced the fanaticism?
Whose sorrow is vain and paranoid?
She thought she was strong enough, after being kicked out of the house by that person, after her mother was hit by a car and died, after she lived in an orphanage, after A-Qing used her and especially after she died, she felt that she had grown a lot, a lot.
However, when such a day came, when such shocking news was unabashedly exposed in front of her, she still cried uselessly, and she still became the kind of fragile person she didn't want to be.
December 24th, Christmas Eve, Leng Muxuan's birthday, the day she married him......
pinched their fingers, but after only five months of dissatisfaction, their marriage had come to an end.
What a ridiculous marriage, it is not as happy as a child's play.
"Sister Zijin, are you looking for me?" Nangong Lie pushed open the door of the ward and came in, looking at Ran Zijin who was in tears worriedly, "Don't think about it, things are not what you think." ”
"Lie!" Ran Zijin decisively interrupted Nangong Lie's continued words, "I didn't ask you to be Mu Xuan's lobbyist, nor did I ask you to explain to him or anything. Lie, I have something to say to you, I need your help. ”
"Good. I don't say. I didn't say a word about the matter between you and Brother Mu Xuan. Nangong Lie saw that Ran Zijin's emotions were a little excited, so he didn't dare to talk nonsense anymore, for fear of provoking her and hurting herself again.
"Sit down." Ran Zijin patted the sheet beside him with his hand wrapped in thick gauze.
Nangong Lie sighed helplessly in his heart, and obediently walked over and sat beside Ran Zijin.
"Lie, after Gu's mother is sent abroad for treatment, you must take care of her until she recovers, okay?"
Nangong Lie's heart tightened, "Then where are you going?" ”
"I don't go anywhere, but I feel tired, I don't want to go abroad, I want to sleep at home, so I can take a break." Ran Zijin hooked a smile, "I'm really not going anywhere." Gu's mother is being treated abroad, am I not allowed to go back to the orphanage to take care of the children? ”
"Oh. Okay, Mother Gu will leave it to me. Nangong Lie was relieved at this time, and only then did he give Ran Zijin a guarantee.
"And Xiao Zimu, I want to bring her to the city, can I live where you are in the future? The kindergarten in the city is better than the one in the town, Zimu is so smart, I don't want to delay her future. ”
"Yes. I will learn to take care of her, and I will ask the best nanny to take care of her for me. Of course, Nangong Lie hoped that Ran Zimu would be by his side every day, so he happily agreed, "Sister Zijin, don't think about so many things, take care of your body first." ”
"Hmm. I know it. You can bring the boy Mu to see me at night. ”
"She's just outside, coming with me. I was afraid that she would quarrel with you, so I didn't call her in. Nangong Lie grinned, stood up and ran out of the door, "I'll carry her in!" ”
Ran Zimu was brought in by Nangong Lie, and the little child seemed to feel the sad atmosphere, but he was well-behaved and knew that he couldn't cry, so he kept pouting and holding back his tears.
Ran Zijin asked Nangong Lie to hold her and sit on the side of the sheet, she reached out and stroked her little face, "When will my kid Mu grow up?" ”
She can't wait to see Zimu grow up.
Although this is the child she picked up, she gave her a name that is the same as her own nameplate, and she is her own sister, but many times, she feels that she is more like her own child.
She gave her a lot of love and took care of her very carefully, she always imagined what she would be like when she grew up, and wanted to see her put on her wedding dress and be her own prince and princess, like a mother watching her daughter get married.
"I'm going to grow up soon." Ran Zimu held up four fingers, "I'm almost four years old." I'll grow up soon, because I have to take care of Sister Zijin, and I have to be a bride for Lie. ”
"Little Living Treasure!" Nangong Lie pinched Zimu's face, and couldn't help laughing with Ran Zijin.
"Oops! Don't pinch! Pinched into a big-faced cat, it will not look good as a bride in the future! "Since the last time Ran Zimu heard about what a big pie face is, he has been very careful about his face, for fear that he will become like that.
"No, it won't. Zimu must be the best-looking bride. Ran Zijin looked at Ran Zimu with a smile, this kid is so sticky, it shouldn't be wrong for her to explain her to him.
The three of them talked in the room for a while, and with the living treasure of the boy Mu, the sad atmosphere in the room seemed to have improved a little.
Not long after Nangong Lie took Ran Zimu away, Hu Die and He Yacheng also came.
"Hu Die, I'm fine, well, what are you crying about. Don't cry, you see He Yacheng is worried about you. Ran Zijin forcibly forced his tears back into his stomach, and smiled at Hu Die, who was crying as soon as he entered the door.
"Where are you?! Ran Zijin, do you have to toss yourself like this to be happy?! Why are you so brainless! Hu Die poked Ran Zijin's head angrily.
"Hey! It hurts, okay! Ran Zijin rubbed the place where he had been poked by Hu Die, pretending to be very aggrieved.
"It hurts you to have a longer memory, lest the next time something is a little uncomfortable, you will hurt myself by looking for death and life!" Hu Die glanced at Ran Zijin.
"Zijin, take care of your body first. Things will always work out. He Yacheng stood behind Hu Die, his hand on her shoulder.
His meaning is very simple, that is, to tell Ran Zijin that such a complicated matter between him and Hu Die has been solved, how could she and Leng Muxuan not be able to solve it.
"Hmm. I know it. After Ran Zijin finished speaking to He Yacheng, he took out an envelope from under the pillow and handed it to Hu Die, "Hu Die, you help me mail this letter to this address, and the recipient can write a little hedgehog." ”
"Who is this?" Hu Die held the envelope, which was thin and only had the appearance of a piece of paper inside.
"It was a child from a former orphanage who was adopted, and we often wrote to contact him. When I woke up today, I didn't have anything to do, so I wrote him another one. Ran Zijin lied.
The letter in this envelope is addressed to the hedgehog's mother, and she wants to invite her to come to the orphanage to take care of the orphanage.
Three months later, Gu's mother was still unable to take care of the orphanage, so she asked the hedgehog's mother to find Hu Die, and asked Hu Die to find a way to continue to maintain the normal operation of the orphanage.
Now, she can't tell Hu Die too much about her plans, otherwise Leng Muxuan will definitely know her true intentions from her.
The next day, before the appointment was made, Leng Muxuan took the divorce agreement and came to the hospital.
"Look at it, Zijin." Leng Muxuan held a few pieces of paper in his hand, and his finger bones turned white.
"No need. You sign first, and I'll sign later. Ran Zijin didn't take the pieces of paper directly.
"Okay." Leng Muxuan took a pen from Luo Yining's hand, quickly signed his name without hesitation, and handed the paper to Ran Zijin.
Ran Zijin took the few pieces of paper, a few thin ones, but they seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and they weighed heavily on her heart.
When she signed, she was not as fast as Leng Muxuan, but wrote carefully one stroke at a time.
She knew that if she wrote slowly, and if she dragged it out for a second, her marriage with him would last one more second.
When the last stroke fell, Ran Zijin's hand shook almost undetectably.
It's over......
Less than five months old, the marriage, which was like child's play, ended......
It's all over between her and him......
"Can I explain it to you now?" Leng Muxuan handed the divorce agreement and pen to Luo Yining and said to Ran Zijin.
"I haven't seen the certificate yet!" Ran Zijin's hand under the corner of the quilt was tightly clenched, "You can bring the green book to me and explain it to me again." ”
It's so easy to ruin the agreement, but he can't destroy the green book.
"Okay. I'll do it. Leng Muxuan nodded, and when he saw the nurse walking in with the medicine, he said again, "You take the medicine, and I'll leave." ”
Ran Zijin didn't say anything, but the hand holding the medicine trembled, and the pills fell into a sheet.
"Open your mouth." Leng Muxuan picked up the pill, as if nothing had happened, and naturally sent the pill to Ran Zijin's mouth.
Ran Zijin hesitated, but still opened his mouth and swallowed the medicine.