He said so much, he did too much, he gave her too many promises......

She naively thought that it was a sign of his love for her, but now it seemed that everything was just a deception, her wishful thinking, her imagination.

All this is not even as good as a joke, and it is not even worth making tea for others to have fun after dinner!

She used to think that her love was greater than the sky, but she was embarrassed!

Thinking about that candlelight dinner in the sky, the meteor she saw in the telescope, and the wish she made for this meteor, and the lanterns on the top floor, how hard she felt that he loved him.

He prepared for her a surprise confession ceremony on the beach, as if it had happened yesterday, and she could vaguely see the banners on the hot air balloons in front of her, each with 'I love you' written on them, but how ridiculous it was.

Field investigation, he was lost in the primeval forest, she ran to find it, and he knew that when the two of them were in the woods, he took away her real first time, and when she handed herself over, the enthusiasm of a moth to a fire was actually just a dream.

In the hospital, when he said to Ran Huabo who was lying on the ground that he was going to marry her, she thought it was the most beautiful and best marriage proposal in the world, she was so moved that she immediately agreed to marry him, and he was also ecstatic on his face, is it all acting?

……

Ran Zijin recalled this kind, with a smile on his face, self-deprecation, heartache, and a sudden realization......

But her eyes kept flowing with tears, and the tears were bubbling like a spring, never ending and never stopping......

"Zijin! Zijin! ”

Who is calling her name in her ear, why is the voice so familiar, so unfamiliar?

Why is there tension and sadness in that voice, and even obvious worry and distress?

Why is it that the sound is so good, the voice that I have coveted again and again, but it is so harsh in my ears at the moment, it stings my ears and hurts my heart?

"Zijin! Open your eyes! ”

Open your eyes?

Did she close her eyes? No wonder this world is so dark, she can't see anything!

She wanted to open her eyes and take a look, to see who the person who was running forward quickly with her in her arms, but no matter how hard she tried, those eyes were like pressing a thousand pounds of boulders, and she couldn't open them anyway, she could only hear the wind whistling in her ears, which made her whole body cold and cold, and every cell, every inch of skin was about to be frozen and cracked.

As if there was still a trace of consciousness, and as if in a dream, Ran Zijin heard his voice trembling and talking.

"Mu Xuan, haven't you always wanted to know what wish I made when I saw the meteor in Tianyuan that day? I'm telling you...... That's ......"

"What is it? Zijin, don't talk, let's go to the hospital! ”

"Yes......"

"Zijin, what did you say?"

"I hope that every year in the future, I will come with you to watch the meteor shower until life runs out!"

"Zijin!" Leng Muxuan hugged Ran Zijin's arm for a moment, looked at Ran Zijin who had completely fainted, and looked at the bleeding corners of his mouth, his heart was shocked, and his whole body began to chill.

"Brother Mu Xuan, quickly send Sister Zijin to the car, let's go to the hospital! Hurry up! What are you doing in a daze?! Nangong Lie looked stunned, and Leng Muxuan, who had stopped, shouted eagerly.

"Hospital ......" Leng Muxuan muttered these two words, and then began to run again, "Zijin, let's go to the hospital." You can't be okay. If you want to watch the meteor with me every year, I will accompany you to make it happen! Even if there are no meteors in H City, I will take you to other cities and other countries to see them! I'll go with you, you wake up, you can't be fine! Zijin ......"

It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place.

Leng Muxuan carried Ran Zijin all the way to the hospital, his face was full of tears, and the people accompanying him couldn't help but cry when they looked at it.

Although they didn't know what was going on, when they saw the corners of Ran Zijin's bleeding mouth and Leng Muxuan's tears, they felt inexplicably sad and wanted to cry with this seven-foot man.

"Doctor, save her!" Leng Muxuan kept begging the doctor all the way, and he was no longer as domineering and calm as usual.

"Leng Shao, please don't worry, the young lady didn't drink medicine or committed suicide, she just vomited blood when she was in a hurry, and she fainted only when she was weak." The doctor has explained to Leng Muxuan more than once.

But he still didn't believe the doctor's words, he only believed what he saw with his eyes, that is, the corners of Ran Zijin's mouth were bleeding, and she had been in a coma for a long time and hadn't woken up.

He gripped her hand so tightly that her wrists were already whitening and blue.

"Take it easy! Brother Mu Xuan, you let go of Sister Zijin, the doctor is going to give her an intravenous drip! Nangong Lie pulled Leng Muxuan's arm to pull him away, not wanting him to hinder the doctor's treatment of Ran Zijin, "You are like this, how can the doctor treat Sister Zijin?" Are you trying to delay the time and make Sister Zijin unable to wake up?! ”

"Nope! She'll definitely wake up! She won't leave me alone! Leng Muxuan listened to Nangong Lie's words and let go of Ran Zijin's hand, but suddenly shouted at Nangong Lie as if he was crazy, "She said that she wanted to watch meteors with me until her life dried up!" That was the first promise she made to me, and the first promise she asked me for! I'm going to take her to make it happen! ”

"Sir, could you please take Leng Shao out of the city? He is here, which is really not conducive to the treatment of the patient. The doctor couldn't take Leng Muxuan, so he could only say to Nangong Lie.

Nangong Lie looked at Leng Muxuan until it was impossible to tell him to go out, so he said to him: "Brother Muxuan, if you want to stay here to see Sister Zijin, then be quiet, don't talk, don't lose your temper." Otherwise, I'll call Assistant Luo to get you out of the way!" He suddenly raised his voice again, not like a child at all, as if he was Leng Muxuan's elder, "You're not loving Sister Zijin, you're hurting her!" You want her life, don't you?! ”

Leng Muxuan looked at Nangong Lie in a daze, the sharp pain in his heart made him exhausted, he leaned against the wall on the side, and looked at Ran Zijin lying there in a dejected and frustrated manner.

Her face was pale, like a blank piece of paper, and his eyes were dry and aching.

There were still blood stains on the corners of her mouth, like roses in the night, eeriely opening on her bloodless lips.

There is a deep furrow in the middle of her eyebrows, but the furrow is obviously not in the center of her eyebrows, it is a deep bottomless and unignorable huge chasm between him and her, which is destined to be a constant ring between them.

Nangong Lie patted Leng Muxuan's arm and gave him silent comfort.

He also learned about the existence of Ruan Yifei just now, and he was sure that Leng Muxuan really loved Ran Zijin and really cherished her.

But he also knew that once Ran Zijin, who had never seemed to be indisputable with the world, was sincere, she would also be tenacious and protective, and she would also show strong exclusive ideas, she must not want to be a stand-in, and she didn't want to share her husband with a dead man.

The living have never been able to compete with the dead, and Nangong Lie understood this truth at a young age.

For it is said that when a man dies, he goes into the heart of those who love him.

So, they seem to be dead, but in fact they are still alive, living in the hearts of everyone who loves them, deeply engraved, deeply buried, and deeply remembered.

"Wait for her to wake up and explain. Talking is the best way to solve the problem. Before Nangong Lie went to the ward, he said to Leng Muxuan.

At this moment, he thought of his parents, who lived in his heart in such a state. Even if he met Leng Muxuan when he met Lu, met Ran Zijin when he met Lu, met Ran Zimu when he met Lu, and met many brothers when he met Lu, he also cared about them and loved them silently in his heart, but they were not as good as his parents in his heart.

Because of his parents, they have become an indelible mark in his heart, a monument, and a perfect combination of eternal love and pain.

Leng Muxuan held his head, and tears could no longer relieve too many emotions in his heart.

He just went on a business trip, but he didn't stay with Ran Zijin once in a while, how could she meet such a thing.

When she was experiencing such a painful thing, she still cared about him and didn't want him to work too hard, so she didn't tell him, but endured it alone, solved it alone, and faced it alone.

When he learned all this, he came back from abroad desperately, and rushed to the bureau desperately to pick her up to accompany her, but what did he see?

At that moment, he looked at her unconscious and spitting blood, and his heart was full of unprecedented despair and sadness, as well as bursts of coldness.

He thought she was going to kill herself, he thought she was so disappointed in him that she wanted to give up on him completely, he thought she was so sad that she didn't even want to give him a chance to explain.

At that moment, he thought that he was going to lose her, he felt that his world world world had collapsed, and he could no longer find a support point to support his world world and life......

"Zijin, wake up, okay? Wake up, I'll explain it to you. ”

"It's not what you think, Zijin, I don't say it, I don't want you to be hurt more."

"Zijin, don't give up on me."

……

Who was shouting her name one by one, and the voice pricked every nerve in her.

Whose tears fell on her face one by one, the temperature burning every cell of her.

Who was holding her hand and kept talking, and such complex emotions also hurt her heart.

He called her name, and she called him.

He's crying, she's crying.

He's talking, and she's talking.

But there is such an invisible thing between them, which separates them from the tacit understanding that they can clearly understand each other's minds without words.

She didn't understand him, and he didn't understand her.

Slowly opened his eyes, in front of him was a handsome and handsome face that he would never forget in his life, but there were tears on that face at the moment, and there was a look of grief and hurt in his eyes, and his voice was a little hoarse......

She had never seen him so embarrassed!

Reaching out, she caressed his face slowly, earnestly, strangely and familiarly.

"Don't cry. You've been crying too much since you met me. She said to him.

He took her hand, his face was excited and undisguised, but the tears in his eyes were even more turbulent.

"Zijin, you've finally woken up! You've finally woken up! Leng Muxuan rushed over and hugged Ran Zijin tightly, never wanting to let go.

Ran Zijin's face was also full of tears, her own and his, mixed together, and the taste was even more bitter.

She pushed him away, sat up slowly, and looked at him with a flat and empty gaze, "Do you know the truth?" It's not all princesses who wear crystal slippers, there are also Cinderella. ”

"You...... Zijin, don't think about it, I'll explain it to you. Leng Muxuan looked at Ran Zijin's eyes nervously, there was no longer that kind of light that admired and admired him, felt happy and happy, it was empty, like a snowfield, there was nothing, except for the bone-chilling cold.

He couldn't see her heart anymore, he couldn't read her thoughts, he didn't understand what she was saying.

Ran Zijin suddenly burst into a smile at the corner of his mouth, strangely like a blood-dripping rose.

"Do you know the difference between a princess and Cinderella?"

Leng Muxuan shook his head blankly, he didn't want to pay attention to any princess, nor did he want to pay attention to Cinderella, all he cared about was his son.

"When a princess wears a crystal slipper, she will always be a princess, and there will always be a prince by her side. Cinderella put on the crystal slipper, she can only have one chance to dream, and after twelve o'clock, when she wakes up from the dream, she returns to Cinderella's true colors. She can only be Cinderella forever. ”

She is the Cinderella who had a brilliant dream, and he is the pure prince who gave her the crystal slipper and brought her a dream trip.

He has his eternal princess in his heart, but it is impossible to give her a place in Cinderella.

She is nothing more than the spice of his life, dispensable.

If there was any value in her existence, it was that he could see the shadow of his princess in her.

However, what if she doesn't want to be anyone's shadow?

Even if she loves him to the core, loves him so much that she doesn't even want self-esteem and pride, but she still doesn't want to be someone else's shadow and someone else's stand-in?

"You're not Cinderella! Zijin, you're not. You are mine. Leng Muxuan gradually understood what Ran Zijin wanted to express, and his heart became more and more panicked, he hurriedly explained to her illogically and comforted her, "It's the princess." The slipper is yours forever. You're a princess when you put it on. Zijin, listen to me well, huh? I'll explain it all to you, okay? ”

"Good!" Ran Zijin still had a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Let's divorce first, and then you can explain?" ”