Chapter 211: I Don't Love You
When the little boy was sure, he couldn't help but cheer.
"Oh! Great, I can go to school in the future, and I can have a career in the future, it's great~"
Until the two returned to the cinema and sat on the chairs, Xia Xiaobai was still thinking about the scene that happened by the river just now, if it weren't for the fact that she was now holding a bouquet of roses in her hand, she would definitely think that everything was her dream, Gu Jingxi in reality is not like someone who will suddenly help out because of sympathy for others.
"Watching a movie, watching a movie, what do you think, staring at you for a long time, I see you with an expression that is not guarded and doesn't know what Lu Dao is thinking."
Gu Jingxi flicked Xia Xiaobai's head, lowered his voice and said in her ear, Xia Xiaobai covered his head and glared at Gu Jingxi.
Look, this is Gu Jingxi's style of doing things, the person who was like a living Lei Feng just now must not be him, either she was hallucinating, or he suddenly went crazy.
You can't make a loud noise in the movie theater, so as not to make noise with others, Xia Xiaobai had to endure it, glared at Gu Jingxi, and then looked at the screen.
They chose a youth inspirational love film, and naturally the people who came to watch this drama were all young couples.
Gu Jingxi did not make a special exception to pack VIP seats, but sat with everyone to watch, and when the movie was about halfway through, his mobile phone suddenly vibrate.
Who called him so late?
He didn't want to bother, but the phone kept vibrating in his pocket, annoying him.
I was informed early in the morning, if there is nothing special, don't call to disturb him, if it's just a trivial matter, he will definitely make the caller look good.
I just wanted to take it out and hang up directly, but when my eyes fell on the name on the screen, my heart suddenly chuckled.
said to Xia Xiaobai on the side: "I'll go out to answer a call!" ”
"Oh, good!" As soon as Xia Xiaobai finished answering, he only saw Gu Jingxi's back when he left in a hurry.
Xia Xiaobai wondered in his heart, it was rare to see Gu Jingxi with such an eager expression, what kind of phone call made him so anxious?
But as soon as Gu Jingxi answered the phone, he didn't come back, but sent a text message to Xia Xiaobai, saying that there was a temporary emergency, and he couldn't accompany her to continue watching the movie, so she asked her to take a taxi back first.
Xia Xiaobai looked down at this text message, and instantly cried and laughed, what kind of urgency is it, is it so urgent that he can't even come in and talk to her?
After Gu Jingxi hung up the phone, stopped a car at the door of the movie theater, went straight to the hospital, pushed open the door of the ward, and Bai Manni was lying on the hospital bed with a haggard expression.
"Doctor, how is she?"
"Fortunately, I called the hospital emergency number in time, and it was delivered in time, and there was no major problem. However, her right hand has been injured before, and this time it is an injury on top of an injury, if you don't pay attention to it again, I'm afraid it will be"
The doctor didn't finish his words, but just sighed with infinite regret.
But everyone is a smart person, so they can naturally guess the meaning of his words.
"Doctor Xie Xie!"
"It's okay, take a good rest for a few days, it should be fine, but these days, remember not to use your right hand at will."
"Well, that's good, thank you!"
Gu Jingxi came to the hospital bed, looked at Bai Manni with a haggard face, in addition to being distressed, he was also a little apologetic, after all, he thought that he could not get rid of the incident in the United States.
"Did you hear the doctor?"
Bai Manni smiled at Gu Jingxi, stretched out a hand, Gu Jingxi reached out to hold it, and sat down on the side.
"It's not a big deal, why are you so worried? I'm so sorry I asked you to come over on such a big night, I actually told the doctor that it didn't matter, but they still "
Gu Jingxi was a little displeased, and his tone was full of reproach.
"What's the big deal in your eyes? Do we need to say anything more about it? Your parents aren't here now, so I'm the only one left here."
Gu Jingxi forcibly suppressed the inexplicable anger, which gradually eased his tone a lot.
"Do you know how important your hands are to you, and if you can't use your right hand anymore, what will you do with your favorite paintings? Have you ever wondered how sad you would be if you couldn't draw anymore? ”
Tears slowly gathered in Bai Manni's eyes, and there was sadness and helplessness on her face.
"When I lose the most important person in this world for me, I can still live well, although painting is important to me, but compared to that person, it is not worth mentioning!"
She looked at Gu Jingxi with burning eyes, and Gu Jingxi only felt that her face at this moment was stinging as if it had been burned by fire.
"Mannie"
"Don't worry about me, I don't have anything to do, I've also decided, I'll go back to the United States tomorrow, it's redundant to stay here anyway, and I'll cause you trouble"
Gu Jingxi's face changed drastically, and he interrupted Bai Manni's words.
"What are you talking about, didn't you just listen to what the doctor said?"
Bai Manni looked at her hand: "It's no big deal, I can recuperate well when I go back to the United States." ”
"Do you think that in your current state, I can safely let you go back alone? Who can take care of you there? Your parents aren't there! ”
Bai Manni's tears finally burst out, and she was no longer calm.
"Then what can I do if I stay here, let me remember the bits and pieces I used to be with you every day? Let me watch you and other women talk to me and me, and I am indifferent? Jingxi, I'm an ordinary woman, I'm not as strong or great as you think, I can't do it, I can't do it, you know! ”
Bai Manni's face is hideous, and she is really like the usual dignified and elegant, gentle and lovely woman.
At this moment, she seems to have been suppressed for too long, and she has all exploded at this moment, almost a little crazy and hysterical.
She took a deep breath and calmed herself.
"So, out of sight is pure, I'd better go back to the United States, I think time can smooth everything out, and it can make me forget you completely. Originally, I returned to China because I wanted to hold an art exhibition, but now that my hands are like this, I am afraid that the exhibition will not be able to be completed."
"Do you think that if you are like this, I will rest assured that I will let you go back alone?"
Bai Manni looked at Gu Jingxi with tears in her eyes, and there was intense sadness and pain in her eyes.
"And what do you want me to do?"
Gu Jingxi frowned, although he was facing Bai Manni now, what he remembered over and over again in his mind was Xia Xiaobai's face.
"No matter what the present situation is and what the future may become, the agreement I made with you, the things I promised you, will never change. As long as you want, I can still take care of you as I did before! ”
Bai Manni's eyes lit up suddenly, and she couldn't hide her joy.
"Do you still love me? You still like me like me as before, tolerate me everywhere, no matter what outrageous things I do outside, no matter how I make you angry, you will come back to me in the end, continue to tolerate me, forgive me for all my mistakes, will you still be like that? ”
Bai Manni's tear-stained face revealed a hint of hope.
Gu Jingxi's eyes gradually darkened, although he was very reluctant, he didn't want to make Bai Manni sad and make her sad at this time, but there were some things that still had to be made clear.
Since it is a promise that cannot be kept, then don't give people hope easily in the first place.
"Mannie, I can only say sorry to you, the woman I loved, was, and will not be you! But the promise I made to you to take care of you for the rest of my life will never change. I can treat you as my dearest person and take care of you all the time."
"Nope! Who wants to be your relative, I don't want to be your relative! ”
Bai Manni suddenly became very excited, her face was distorted, and she suddenly reached out very impulsively to pull the drip bottle that was hanging, but fortunately, Gu Jingxi's eyes were quick and she hurriedly stopped it.
"What are you going to do!" ”
"I'm going to be discharged, I'm going back to the United States! You let go of me, I don't need your fake pity, if you don't love me anymore, don't like me anymore, just because of a promise before, I don't need you to pity me like this, even if my hands are wasted, I will live a good life on my own, I don't need you to pity me and give me charity! ”
Bai Manni is an extremely strong woman, self-esteem is quite important, don't look at the usual gentle like water, look extremely ladylike, but her temper is not as easy to deal with as her appearance shows.
Gu Jingxi was afraid that she would hurt herself because she was angry, and she would be hurt more and more like the doctor said, and she would never be able to draw with a pen in the future, so she was worried.
Suppressing her anger, Bai Manni, who was almost crazy, hugged her tightly in her arms.
Hearing the noisy medical staff breaking in, Gu Jingxi gave them a look, and then they quietly exited and closed the door again.
waited until the woman in his arms finally calmed down before Gu Jingxi spoke.
"Manny, we are all adults, and you are a very wise and virtuous woman, there are some things that you should know better than I think. You don't love me, you never do, and so do I"
The person who was held in Gu Jingxi's arms suddenly stiffened.
"If you love me, you won't linger in the arms of all kinds of handsome men all day long, and you deliberately send me videos, text messages, and tell me which man you are with today. You mean to show off to me, you want me to be jealous, you want me to care about you, but you really love someone, you won't do that. If you really love me, you will want to be with me 24 hours a day, and you will not try your best to be with other men, and then stimulate me, because really loving someone is unbearable, and even more reluctant, making him half sad. And in the same way, I can tolerate you being with all kinds of men and tolerate your flowers, which can only essentially say that I don't love you! I didn't love you before, I don't love you now, and I won't love you in the future. And you, too! These words may sound hurtful, but they are true! ”