Chapter 212: You Only Love Yourself
Bai Manni raised her head and looked at him with teary eyes, but a bitter smile rose on her lips.
"You're really cruel and ruthless, aren't you afraid that I won't be able to bear it?"
Gu Jingxi smiled: "Because I know that you won't"
Although Bai Manni was smiling, the expression on her face became more and more bitter and sad.
"Are you so sure?"
"Hmm!"
"May I ask you what you are for?"
"Because you are Bai Manni, the Bai Manni who will not let herself suffer even the slightest grievance even if she abandons the whole world."
What he meant by this was that in this world, you don't love anyone, because the person you love the most is yourself
Although Gu Jingxi answered a phone call halfway and left the movie theater directly, Xia Xiaobai still watched all the movies before leaving.
A little girl sitting next to Xia Xiaobai, because she couldn't stand the ending of the movie and the separation of the male and female protagonists, she couldn't stop crying, the little girl's boyfriend comforted her with kind words on the side, and the two almost stuck together and left the movie theater.
Xia Xiaobai looked at the two young people from behind, a little crying and laughing, as for it, isn't it just a movie, it is necessary to cry like that, like a dead parent.
After walking out of the movie theater, he suddenly felt that the air was a lot fresher, and it was not so stuffy there, Xia Xiaobai raised his head and took a deep breath.
Unexpectedly, he met Qi Shaoyi.
"Hey! Girl, are you watching a movie here alone? ”
Qi Shaoyi glanced back at the movie theater, Xia Xiaobai thought about it, although it was indeed not a person at the beginning, but the second half was watched by a person, so it was no different from a person.
"yes!" Sweeping the bucket of popcorn he was holding in his hand, a big man, walking on this street with a bucket of popcorn in his hand, it was indeed a little funny, Xia Xiaobai couldn't help laughing, and pointed to the popcorn bucket in his hand.
"As for you, you won't tell me, you went to the door of the movie theater to buy popcorn!"
Qi Shaoyi blinked his beautiful eyes and smiled flatteringly: "Yes~ Do you want to taste it?" ”
"Ha Lu Ha~"
Xia Xiaobai didn't expect it to be true, and suddenly laughed back and forth, a big man deliberately ran to the door of the movie theater in order to eat a bucket of popcorn, which was really unbelievably tight.
Qi Shaoyi pinched one and put it in his mouth and chewed it a few times.
"Is it that funny?" Xia Xiaobai finally stopped smiling and waved his hand.
"It's okay, it's okay!"
Qi Shaoyi was not angry: "Just laugh if you want to, you look good when you laugh, I haven't seen you smile so happily for a long time, to be honest, seeing you laugh, my own mood has also improved." ”
Xia Xiaobai couldn't laugh anymore, a little embarrassed.
"Really? Then my role is not very big! ”
Qi Shaoyi raised his eyebrows, looking like he was real and fake: "You just realized how important you are!" So if you have nothing to do in the future, smile more in front of me, so that I can be happy together. ”
Xia Xiaobai pretended to be proud: "Then what's the benefit for me!" ”
Qi Shaoyi's demon smile became more and more charming, and he came to Xia Xiaobai, and said in her ear as if no one was around: "How about making a promise with your body?" ”
Playing such a sub-game with Qi Shaoyi, the best in the world, and the demons in the deep mountains, it was really moving a stone and hitting his own feet.
Xia Xiaobai only felt that his heart shrank, his back stiffened, and he almost couldn't breathe well, but fortunately, Qi Shaoyi also knew that he would accept it when he saw it, and he didn't do too much, and stood up straight again.
Changing the playful expression just now, he said with some seriousness:
"Why did you come to watch the movie alone, why didn't Gu Jingxi accompany you?"
Xia Xiaobai's expression was a little unnatural, as if he was a little weak-hearted, he didn't dare to look at Qi Shaoyi, but looked elsewhere.
"He's on the move!"
But how could her pretend composure escape Qi Shaoyi's fiery eyes?
"Girl? Did you quarrel with him? ”
Xia Xiaobai smiled at Qi Shaoyi: "It's good, what kind of quarrel, I'm too lazy to bother." Besides, he's always been very busy, and you don't know how to put work first. I'm an able-bodied adult, so I don't need to be accompanied by someone else to watch a movie, and I can watch it alone. ”
Although when two people watch it, they feel a little different, but it doesn't mean that one person can't watch it.
Qi Shaoyi looked at her suspiciously for a while, and finally had to say:
"In the future, if you feel bored watching movies alone, and Gu Jingxi doesn't have time, call me to inform me, and I will definitely follow the rumor and rush to you!"
After saying that, he didn't forget to wink at her.
Xia Xiaobai was about to say something, but the phone rang, she picked it up and glanced at the number, and pressed the answer button with a smile.
"What is the eldest lady doing!"
Mai Lele's voice was a little anxious on the other end of the phone: "Xiaobai, I seem to be a little uncomfortable, and Junning happened to be away on a business trip today, can you come to my house?" ”
When Xia Xiaobai heard this, his heart immediately rose to his throat, and his face changed.
"What's wrong? Feeling uncomfortable? ”
"No~ It's just a little uncomfortable, and I don't know what's wrong with Lu Dao, can you come over quickly, it's not convenient for me to go to the hospital alone"
"Okay, you wait, I'll come over immediately, don't be too anxious, maybe it's just a small thing, relax, come and listen to me, take a few deep breaths first, inhale, exhale, yes, yes, that's all"
Qi Shaoyi on the side saw that her face was not good, and seeing her eagerness, he couldn't help but ask worriedly.
"What's wrong?"
"McLele is not feeling well, I need to go there immediately!"
"Then I'll send you, it's not easy to take a taxi at this time!" Xia Xiaobai was a little hesitant.
"You can't do it, no, I'd better take a taxi!"
For this question, Qi Shaoyi really wanted to say, you ask a sound old man in his twenties, what do you mean! However, at this time, it is not appropriate to make this kind of joke, Qi Shaoyi simply avoided this problem.
"You wait here, I'll go to the parking lot to pick up the car, come over soon!"
Xia Xiaobai wanted to say something more, after all, Xia Xiaobai also knew that Qi Shaoyi's mother's condition was already quite serious, and it was not appropriate to leave for too long, but Qi Shaoyi had turned around and left now, and she didn't give her any chance to say more.
Soon Qi Shaoyi drove the car to Xia Xiaobai, and Xia Xiaobai pulled the car door and sat in.
"Isn't there anything going on with my aunt?"
Qi Shaoyi smiled disappreliantly: "It's okay, my family has hired twenty-four hours to take care of her, and besides, my mother is not so squeamish, her personality is very strong, if you don't do anything every day, just guard her, she is quite unhappy, she has to blow you out and walk away." In fact, what popcorn she wants to eat is just an excuse, she just doesn't want me to stay at home with her every day, and wants me to go out to breathe. I know her thoughts, but"
Qi Shaoyi didn't continue, but sighed heavily.
He understands what the fuck means, but why doesn't his mother understand his mind, how precious the time that mother and son spend with each other now is for them, being able to be by their side for a day is a day, being able to be with him for an hour is an hour, Qi Shaoyi wants to be by his mother's side every minute and every second during this time, without wasting any time.
The so-called authorities are fascinated, and the bystanders are clear, seeing Qi Shaoyi's helpless and sad expression, Xia Xiaobai couldn't help but open his mouth to comfort.
"Your mother understands your thoughts, but she doesn't want to drag you down, she doesn't want you to do nothing all day long, just stay by her side, she wants you to live happily and happily every day. Shaoyi, there is no second person in this world who will love us like my mother, even if we love her the same, but that love is less than one-ten-thousandth of hers."
Even if you find the other half of your life in the future, he will not love you as much as your mother loves you deeply, even if you have a child in the future, it is the same, the person who loves you the most in this world must be the mother who gave birth to you and raised you
Qi Shaoyi always showed a smile on his face, but at this moment, he was filled with helplessness, bitterness and unrelenting sadness, which made people's hearts ache uncontrollably.
"It is a pity that such a person who has given me unreserved love will soon leave me, and will leave me forever"
Grief is like a sudden rush of icy water, surging without warning, slapping you, making you unprepared, surrounded by cold, like a cold winter wax moon, falling into a cold and biting deep pool, in addition to cold, there is also dense pain, like a needle pricking.
This kind of feeling of losing a loved one, painful to the heart, she has not never seen Xia Wenjun fall in a pool of blood, the flesh and blood are blurred, the bright red blood in front of her meanders all over the place, the original fresh life, gradually became cold, like a knife from the body like a knife to cut the flesh, suffocating pain, she deeply understands, so now, she can understand Qi Shaoyi's mood at the moment, she can feel the heart-piercing pain.
Thousands of words converged, but they were stuck in their throats, and they couldn't say a word.
After holding it for a long time, there are only two words: "Shaoyi"
Qi Shaoyi turned his face and smiled at her: "I'm fine, don't worry about me"
This man will always help her from time to time, but when he also needs help from others and needs comfort, she can't do anything, sometimes Xia Xiaobai feels that she is really a useless and useless person.
The car fell silent, and neither of them said anything, but Xia Xiaobai couldn't help but glance at Qi Shaoyi, and wanted to help him, but she didn't know where to start, and she wanted to say something comforting, but she was afraid that it would backfire, so she spent the whole way in a tangle.
When she arrived at the door of Mai Lele's house, Xia Xiaobai's mind appeared over and over again Xia Wenhui's face was pale, her body was sore, and she was lying in a pool of blood, her heart was in her throat, and almost as soon as the car stopped, she couldn't wait to open the car door and jumped down, but Qi Shaoyi was also startled.
I got out of the car immediately, closed the door, locked the car, and quickly followed.