168. Stubbornly returning home and encountering difficulties

Jun Zimo was walking towards them at this time, and seeing Zhang Xianxian throw the medicine into the grass, Jing Se facing him made him not know what his expression was.

But his eyes fell suspiciously on the abandoned medicine. It stands to reason that Jing Se should not be such a willful person. But it is obvious that Zhang Xianxian is not the one who causes trouble, how could he throw away Jing Se's medicine without permission?

Obviously, the medicine must be hiding some secret.

His eyes narrowed slightly, but he walked naturally towards the two women.

Jing Se and Jun Zimo rode in the same carriage, while Zhang Xianxian sat with the coachman who was driving the car.

Hold on to the plank, for fear of being thrown off by the bumps of the carriage. But in his heart, he was thinking about Jing Se.

The monk would not have lied and framed Jing Se for no reason, so the child in her womb had great doubts.

At the beginning, Jing Se couldn't help himself with the gentleman's indifference, so he used such dirty means to get the gentleman's indifference. And at this time, it is not quite true! Maybe it's just to cover up something!

Thinking all the way, the carriage arrived in front of the door of the Horse Mansion when it was dark.

A day passed like that, Zhang Xianxian still didn't know why Gu Xumei's body was transported to Anguo Temple in such a complicated way, and why she had to burn her body so decisively, and even caused Prince Jingyao to go to Anguo Temple on his own, there must be something else hidden in it.

Although the ancient family lives in the border all the year round, their ancestral home is in this royal city. It stands to reason that after Gu Shengyun returns to the royal city, he will be buried in the ancestral tomb.

Even if it was because he was afraid that it would take too long to rush back from the border pass, Gu Qingsu should preside over the funeral. What's more, why is Gu Qingtuo's body still stored in the palace rewarded by King Jingyao, but only Gu Xumei is cremated?

What the hell happened to her?

It's been like a dream for the past few days. Gu Xumei had an accident in Huamanlou, she was imprisoned in Xingbu Prison, why did the mysterious person who infiltrated Huamanlou and poisoned Jing Se suddenly hanged himself?

Although she was released, but then the ancient mansion was burned, and Jun Zimo suddenly spoke coldly to himself, and then the act of cremating Gu Xumei, each of which was so fast that she couldn't breathe.

Tonight she finally had time to think about it, but she couldn't see through anything! These things seem to have nothing to do with her in the first place, but they seem to be closely connected to her!

The dawn of the morning hit her slightly, and she didn't sleep all night. Blinking a little sour in her eyes, she opened the door and walked out.

Now that she seems to be calm, of course she has to act like nothing happened before.

Skirting a few small courtyards all the way, she was rushing towards Jing Se's room, waiting for her to get up.

I saw a familiar figure in the afterglow, the girl who was waiting for meals in Jing Se's room. In the past two months, he has been responsible for boiling medicine for Jing Se.

Medicine? When this word flashed in his mind, his feet had unconsciously followed.

She told the temple doctor that it was not for nothing that Jing Se drank medicine every day. As early as two months ago, Jing Se had entered the palace once, and after he returned, he had to drink a bowl of this medicine every day.

said that it was the medicine prescribed by the imperial doctor in the palace to stabilize the fetus, at that time, Zhang Xianxian thought that Jing Se herself also knew that medical skills would definitely let others harm the child in her womb, but at this time, it was obviously not the case.

Quietly followed behind the girl, in the fire room, the medicine on the fire had already been boiled, and the girl poured a bowl of medicine and went out of the fire room.

After she left, Zhang Xianxian walked in lightly.

Reach into the medicine jar with a clip and wrap some medicinal herbs into the handkerchief. I didn't dare to stay longer, so I hurried out.

For fear that the smell of medicine on his body would arouse Jing Se's suspicions, Zhang Xianxian had to go back and change his clothes before rushing to Jing Se's room.

Jing Se saw her come in and didn't pay attention. It's just that the cold face still shows the dissatisfaction in her heart. Zhang Xianxian lowered her head quietly, and she could retreat after she had breakfast.

But this time there was some surprise, she asked her to accompany her to the Fuzhong Garden after breakfast. Since Lu Yao came here, this work has always been done by her, otherwise it is accompanied by Jun Zimo himself, even if they are not there, they are accompanied by the girl next to her, and this matter has fallen on herself, so that Zhang Xianxian is a little strange.

Only then did I remember that I didn't seem to see Lu Yao since I returned home yesterday! The brows couldn't help frowning together, revealing a little worry, could it be that something happened to her?

The late autumn day is a little cool, and there are still flowers in the garden, Jing Se is supported by her, and every step is dignified and dignified.

Once upon a time, there was no cowardice in her bones when she was bullied by Jing Xinran.

What is the reason why this person who has been bullied for more than 10 years can forget those who used to live like a princess again?

Yu Guang looked at Jing Se again, who was not squinting, and Zhang Xianxian showed some doubts in his eyes.

Now Jing Se not only looks like a princess on face, but also has the solipsism of a royal family in her gestures.

Is it because Jing Xinran's death has reassured her, and she won't be afraid to return to the days when she was bullied again? Is it because King Jingyao is becoming more and more practically favored? Or is it because of the gentleman's indifferent tolerance and love?

Let this person who once lived so despicably straighten his waist like this?

An inexplicable compassion welled up in Zhang Xianxian's heart, and then she glanced at Jing Se in front of her, the corners of her lips pursed, her slightly raised chin, and the somewhat stiff hand on her arm, all inadvertently revealed her lack of confidence.

She suddenly understood a truth, perhaps, it was not someone else who created the current Jingse, but the cowardice in her bones.

Once a person is humble, he will be more greedy for the feeling of being able to be high, so the scene in front of him will be farther and farther away from what he was at that time.

At that time, there was still a softness in her eyes, but now it was all hostility towards people. Instead of getting stronger, she became more cowardly, and she was afraid that she would lose what she had now, so she wanted to hold it tighter, but the more she did, the tighter she pushed herself.

She is really the same person as herself, and she only goes to two extremes, either humble to the bone or proud to be a superior person.

It's just that she hasn't directly made anything too out of the ordinary, and Jing Se has been forced into a corner by her greed, so that she can't do anything to clear the obstacles in front of her.

So, is it just because she is so directed at herself because she is hindering her from wanting to have a gentleman's mind completely? But whose child did it belong to?

Zhang Xianxian was completely trapped in her own thoughts, and Jing Se's evil eyes saw her distraction, and there was a cold light in her eyes.

There was a deliberate slump under her feet, and the girl who followed behind her immediately came up and held her up.

"How do you serve, don't you know that the princess is inconvenient?" It was Yu Er, who had always served Jing Se, who spoke, and Jing Se knew what she was thinking with just one look.

stepped forward and slapped Zhang Xianxian in the face, something unexpected, Zhang Xianxian was not unaware of the reason.

Although she thinks about her own affairs, she always pays attention to her feet, and although she has doubts about the child in Jing Se's belly, she has no bad intentions.

So in the face of Yu'er's deliberate difficulties, she just lowered her head and didn't quibble. Since Jing Se wanted to embarrass her, and she wanted to continue to stay in this pony mansion, she could only be obedient.

"Are you dumb? Can't speak? She slapped her again, and the crisp sound made half of her face swell rapidly.

"It's the slave who is careless, and the slave knows that it's wrong!" Zhang Xianxian's voice still sounded very calm, but the more she provoked Jing Se's hatred, why could she still be so salty and not light, as if she was trying to stir a pool of water with a stick, wanting to see the uncalm appearance of the lake, but the lake could not ripple at all.

Her mind was not satisfied, but she was more and more blocked in her heart.

Originally, she just wanted Yu'er to teach her a lesson, but seeing her look like this, she stood aside and didn't say a word.

Seeing that Jing Se had no intention of stopping, Yu'er knew that she was signaling that she could go a little further.

Then he said to the people around him, "Go to the dining room and pack a bag of rice." ”

Zhang Xianxian's eyes turned slightly, and she sensed a hint of foreboding. And Yu'er's hand also pointed to her at this time: "How can you serve by the princess's side if you can't even walk steadily?" I'm going to punish you for learning to walk in this garden today, and you're not convinced!" ”

The arrogant voice couldn't help but say that she was unconvinced, and since Jing Se was deliberately embarrassed, what could she do if she was not convinced?

lowered his head and only said: "Slave and maid are punished!" ”

And by this time, the man who had gone to load the rice had also returned.

Yu'er glanced at Nami and smiled with satisfaction, and then looked at Zhang Xianxian: "Put this bag of rice on your arm, it can be regarded as holding the weight of the princess, and walk around this garden until you learn to walk." ”

Zhang Xianxian looked at the rice bag with more than 20 catties in embarrassment, and her heart was cold. It's better to say that if she walks on her back, but she has to use her arm to hold it, and a person who has been lifting her arm for a long time will be sore, let alone adding such a heavy weight!

But Yu Guang looked around, except for those girls who lowered their heads and didn't speak, Jing Se looked indifferent and indifferent.

She could only resign herself to her fate and walked over to take the bag of rice. Placing it on the arm of his right hand, the weight suddenly slid down the arm, and the rice bag fell to the ground.

Ma'er had a cold face, without the slightest expression. I didn't expect that the girl would load so much rice, but the matter has come to this point, and she can't be soft-hearted. I could only choke my voice and not say a word.

watched Zhang Xianxian put the rice on his arm and fell to the ground, after repeating it a few times, he finally stabilized, stopped falling down, and began to take two steps forward tentatively.