169. Corporal punishment is sad
Before he could take two steps, he stumbled again, and the rice bag fell to the ground again.
"These shoes are not good for walking! If you take it off, you can walk steadily! ”
A leisurely voice sounded from the side, so that Ma'er couldn't help but look back at Jing Se who said this. This bluestone paved road, if you walk through thin shoes, you will feel pain in the soles of your feet, let alone take off your shoes!
But Jing Se only finished saying that sentence, and his eyes forgot the depths of the garden, and he never looked at it.
Ma'er stood in place a little tangled, if she had known that Jing Se would be like this, she wouldn't have let people bring rice!
Zhang Xianxian just lowered her head, and there was an inexplicable trace of stubbornness in her heart. She clearly saw the gentleman's desert in the afterglow.
But he never showed up to say a word for her. If it were a regular day, she would rather be punished than let him be torn apart. But today she was holding a breath in her heart.
In the past, if he didn't come out, she could understand his distress. But since he had said those words to himself the day before, if he had watched himself be punished with a cold eye, it seemed to confirm those words.
Her nose was inexplicably sore, she took off her shoes, through a layer of thin socks, the slightest chill slowly rose from the soles of her feet, and she took a tentative step. It hurts so much that I want to cry!
But it seems that something has been urging her, so that she doesn't want to give in, she wants to see if he will really be so ruthless?
Gradually, her feet were numb, and she seemed to have no pain, but her numb arm was no longer able to hold on, and the pain seemed to be about to break.
The steps under his feet did not stop, and he walked stubbornly. It seemed to be a demented person who had lost her mind, without any expression, but only she could feel the deepening pain in her heart.
He was still there, but he didn't stand up for her! It turns out that he really doesn't care!
He was already on the verge of collapse, but he was only halfway through the garden, and the rice on his arm was falling and picking up, and he was picking it up. Over and over again, there seems to be no end.
Jing Se looked at the refusing figure, and a strange smile slowly appeared on his face. It's not the joy when you punish the person you don't like, it's not the excitement when the trick succeeds, with a little strange loneliness, but you want to make yourself laugh.
I still remember that Yi Xinran's favorite thing to do was to watch her step barefoot on the path of the bluestone, but she really felt that the stone was not prickly at all.
Because there is such a thick and thick snow on the stone, it is so gentle to step on, but so cold!
The memory came back, and the tears that unconsciously wet her eyes made her expression even more weird.
"Let her put that bag of rice down!"
With that, she walked out of the garden with her feet lifted and never looked back.
And Zhang Xianxian finally had a chance to stop for a moment, let someone take the rice bag that was about to break her arm, and continue to walk forward.
It was past noon, and it was the tenth lap she had walked, and her head was beginning to get dizzy, and she had no sensation under her feet. She walked like that, and faster and faster.
In the afterglow of the eye, she could finally see the blue corner of the clothes, and by this time, she had just passed by him.
Her steps slowed suddenly, as she felt him slowly approaching from behind her.
"Why do you have to come back, didn't I tell you to go?"
It was still a soft voice, but it seemed colder than the chill on the soles of the feet. Zhang Xianxian shivered inexplicably, clenched his hands tightly, gritted his teeth and continued to walk forward.
"How will you be sober? It's not me you love at all, it's your obsession! Although it was a low voice, you could already hear the excitement in his tone.
Zhang Xianxian bit her lip, her eyes sour. This is really the best joke, whether she loves him or not, doesn't he know? Doesn't she know herself? Obsession? If there is no love, where does the obsession come from?
"The slave and maid were ordered by the king to marry the princess for three years, and I was the princess's slave and maid for these three years, if I left like this, wouldn't it be disobedient to the holy order?"
She didn't stop at her feet, and walked while talking, as if because of the stimulation of Junzi Mo, she was more energetic, and every step was so steady and a little heavy.
Jun Zimo looked at the stubborn back a little weakly, and his eyes were full of complicated emotions. King Jingyao survived in front of Zhang Qian. It's just a trivial matter of her marriage, if she really leaves, King Jingyao will definitely not say a word.
They knew it in their hearts, but she had to choose this as an excuse. The hand under the long sleeve was clenched into a fist, and he didn't know why she didn't want to leave. However, this trip to the water has become more and more muddy because of so many things, why should she bother to wade in this troubled water!
"Someone, send her back!" The voice that spoke again was not to her, but to the girl who was watching the excitement.
Those people hurried over to this side.
Zhang Xianxian suddenly laughed mockingly: "Junzi Mo, do you hate me so much?" ”
Before he could understand what she meant, she broke free from the girls' hands and walked forward.
As he walked, he said: "The princess hasn't spoken yet, how can the slave end the punishment without permission!" ”
Go, keep walking! It seemed that this was the only way to calm the pain in her heart. If he doesn't come out, he will be heartbroken, he comes out...... But it hurts even more!
In the end, it's my own idiot! Silly yourself! It's not fun to go back!
And Jun Zimo finally figured out the meaning of her words. If it weren't for him, why would Jing Se make things difficult with her everywhere? And if he asked her to go back at this time, he was afraid that Jing Se would think that he was protecting her, and he was afraid that he would embarrass her even more in the future.
Sighing helplessly, he decided to go to Jingse first. But the afterglow touched somewhere, and suddenly he was stunned.
It was blood, and there was blood in the footprints she had left where she had walked! Uncontrollable anger hit my heart. He looked at the bloody footprints, his eyes narrowing slightly, revealing a terrifying chill.
"You send her back, I'm going to walk around the garden here, I don't want to see her, it affects my mood!"
In this horse mansion, everyone is kind to the horse, and I have never seen him make such a big fire!
Zhang Xianxian only felt that her ears were buzzing, and wondered if she had heard it wrong. He said that seeing her would affect his mood? He hates to see himself so much!
At this time, Jing Se, who had adjusted his mood, was standing at the entrance of the garden, watching this scene coldly. The long nails were embedded in the arm of the girl who was holding her, and the girl frowned in fear, but she didn't dare to say a word.
"Send her back!"
The soft voice doesn't hear any emotion. The group immediately helped Zhang Xianxian and walked towards the garden.
The two passed by, Jing Se looked at Zhang Xianxian's embarrassed face, and a trace of happiness suddenly rose in his heart. Fang Cai originally rushed over and let her go because of guilt, but now seeing her like this, she actually has such an irrepressible pleasure.
She wanted to laugh, but looking at Jun Zimo's face, she lowered her head weakly. There is an embarrassment of being seen through the disguise, and there is some tension all over the body.
At this time, Jun Zimo was also walking towards her, stepping on her heartbeat with every step. She was so afraid, afraid that Jun Zimo would look at her with strange eyes, or ask her in that incredulous tone: "Princess, why are you such a person?" ”
He finally stopped beside her, but there was still no sound. just looked at her with her head down, sighed slowly, and then took her into his arms with pity.
Jing Se stiffened her body, and Zhang Xian, who was helped away, stubbornly twisted her head, allowing her heart and tears to pour out at this moment!
Jun Zimo looked at Jing Se's shoulder and Zhang Xianxian's teary eyes. His brows furrowed tightly, but his voice was still gentle: "It's me who is wrong, Se'er, it is me who is wrong!" ”
He said inexplicable and wonderful words, and Jing Se snuggled into his arms as if in a dream. It was the first time he had called her Thur, not Princess.
With a sour nose, he hugged him tighter, and said uncontrollably: "It's me who is wrong, I am wrong, I shouldn't be petty, I shouldn't embarrass her, I ......"
This may be the first time that Jing Se has revealed his thoughts in front of him, and told him his dark thoughts without reservation.
More and more complicated emotions surfaced in Jun Zimo's eyes, in the end, did he fail Jing Se, or did she fail herself?
patted her back as if soothingly, and her deep voice continued to sound: "It was me who was wrong, Se'er, I will not have any thoughts about her in the future, a woman like her is not worthy of love!" ”
Jun's eyebrows furrowed a little tighter, and his eyes still fell on Zhang Xian Xian, who was stubbornly looking at him, every sentence was so ruthless!
Fortunately, she couldn't hear her own voice, he thought so, and closed his eyes with some self-reproach. If she doesn't die, she will still have the intention of advancing and retreating with herself.
The reason why she stirred up this muddy water was because of herself from the beginning. If she is not nostalgic for herself at this moment, will she leave sadly?
When Jing Se heard his words, her heart was stunned, as if she had a moment of sobriety, but his bosom made her nostalgic like that, and his voice was so gentle that she no longer had the heart to wonder if he had other intentions.
Only when he really had a conflict with Zhang Xianxian, it seemed that there was a conflict between the two of them from the time he saw Zhang Qianxian and Hua Wurui ambiguous, but then Zhang Qianxian had an accident, and he began to care about her again.
And this time their stalemate was obviously even stronger than the last time, and when she came, she also saw that even though the gentleman wanted to protect her, the atmosphere between the two was still so tense.
Although she didn't know what happened between them, she believed Jun Zimo's words because of those things.
She thought he was really tired, so she chose to give up. She thought that he really wanted to break off with Zhang Xianxian from now on, so he said such decadent words.
When a man admits to another woman that he is in love with the wrong woman, does that mean that he is ready to open up to himself? From now on, he will really have his own place in his heart?