Is she going to lose Leng Yunhao? But it was clear that she pushed the man aside. It turns out that the most painful thing is not that you can't be together because you love deeply, but that you can be together or hurt each other.

"Luo Yan, it's okay, everything will pass." Just when Su Luoyan was crying like a tearful person, Fang Yichen appeared behind her, when did he appear here, Su Luoyan didn't know at all.

He took a thick coat and draped it over Su Luoyan, and then sat down silently beside her. "You're a pregnant person now, it's better not to be too sad, he can't understand what you're doing now, but he will understand one day. Luo Yan, you are not wrong, this is the only choice you can make. Fang Yichen stared at Su Luoyan's side face, and his words once again penetrated into her heart.

This was her only choice, she had to leave Leng Yunhao, otherwise she would only fall into the abyss from which she could never recover. Everyone has their own numerology, so her numerology is just to meet Leng Yunhao. Now that you've met it and loved it, you should let it go.

"It's cold here, don't sit too long. You are alive now for the sake of the child in your belly, and you will take good care of yourself. I want to see you happy. Fang Yichen stretched out his hand, wanting to wipe away the tears on Su Luoyan's cheeks.

Every time he sees this woman crying sadly, he will feel distressed, but this woman's distressed tears are all for other men. He shouldn't be jealous, he just feels distressed.

Su Luoyan was silent, his mind was full of Leng Yunhao's figure, what was he doing now? How would he react when he heard the news? Would he never contact her in a fit of rage?

She is leaving this man, why is she sad now? Did he do anything or didn't let go? Su Luoyan asked herself over and over again, what's wrong with her? Knowing that Lu Dao and Leng Yunhao have no ending, why don't you give up?

She should be relieved and should come out completely. Even if, even in this life, you can only keep the memories that belong to two people, then it will be better to force Leng Yunhao to the most embarrassing situation.

"Luo Yan, if you don't object, on the third of next month, we will hold an engagement ceremony. I'll discuss this matter with you, and I hope you can think about it. I'm not going to force you to do anything, you think about it first. After Fang Yichen finished speaking, he glanced at Su Luoyan deeply

He was a bit of a danger to others, otherwise he would have been worried that he would lose this woman again. Seeing Su Luoyan so sad for Leng Yunhao, he was scared in his heart. If Leng Yunhao appeared here now, it would be useless for him to do anything, let alone let Su Luoyan stay by his side.

He needed to speed up the pace a bit, and it was best to settle these things before Leng Yunhao came back. He knows Su Luoyan, she looks so strong on the outside, but in fact, she has no sense of security in her bones.

What she needs is what he can give, so he will try to give her what she wants, so that he can keep her by his side. Maybe she didn't want all this, but she didn't have that many options.

Leng Yunhao's mood began to fall into a low period, he knew that he shouldn't be like this, but when he thought that that fresh life had been far away from this world, he couldn't face himself. He started working in a bit of a frenzy, and only in this way could he forget the pain in his heart.

Occasionally, a little leisure, he sat there alone for a long time in a daze, if it was in the past, he must have called Su Luoyan to ask about Su Luoyan's current situation, that kind of mood, for him, is the most direct comfort in his busy life. But since this incident, every time he took out his mobile phone, his fingertips just slid back and forth on the screen, but he didn't call in time.

He didn't dare to dial that number easily, it seemed that he was resisting hearing that familiar voice in his heart, he didn't understand why Su Luoyan wanted to do this, but in his heart he seemed to be able to understand what she was doing. He just couldn't forgive himself, if he had kept Su Luoyan by his side, if he had spent a little more time with Su Luoyan, if he had been able to divorce earlier, then things wouldn't have developed to this point.

It's just that there are not so many ifs in the world, because the facts have been formed, whether he is depressed or sad, it is impossible for that child to appear in front of him again and call him Dad. He will continue to live with this shadow for the rest of his life.

He actually missed Su Luoyan very much, wanted to hear her voice, and wanted to know if she was okay, but he didn't have the courage to inquire about everything about her, just silently thought in his mind, thinking that she should be eating at this time, or it was time to go to bed.

Actually, Leng Yunhao was a little self-blaming, after all, he was a little impulsive that day, he shouldn't just pay attention to his own feelings, and hung up Su Luoyan's phone at that moment, she must have been very sad. These feelings are just grinding in his heart, and he still doesn't have the courage to face them.

The only thing he wants now is to end the affairs in the United States as soon as possible, return to China as soon as possible, he has to deal with the matter between himself and Su Ruolin as soon as possible, he has made up his mind not to have this marriage, even if it is to pay the same price as blood, he has to make his own decision.

Between him and Su Luoyan, he missed too many things, he had missed to the point of being afraid, and he didn't want Su Luoyan to be hurt in the slightest, so he could only work harder.

Su Ruolin's call, he did not answer. He didn't want to hear the woman's voice, not because he had erased the traces of that woman from his life, he was too busy, working overtime day and night to get busy with the things at hand.

It was only when that text message appeared that he woke up completely. He hadn't visited Shen Yuqing for several months, and Su Ruolin called just to tell him that something was wrong with Shen Yuqing.

Leng Yunhao's mood at that time was like falling into an ice cellar, and the guilt and heartache made him unable to continue. It was a dereliction of duty for him not to give the most intimate protection to the two most important women in his life. Even if there is a big thing, he should not give it up.

After explaining the affairs of the United States, he took a plane back to China overnight. As a son, he is incompetent, after placing Shen Yuqing in a nursing home, he seems to have forgotten about this matter, and he occasionally called to inquire before, but now he doesn't even call.

He asked himself internally, what the hell was he up to? So much so that so much is overlooked. If Shen Yuqing had three long and two short on his side, he would not be able to let go. It's just that now, the only thing he can do is to return to Shen Yuqing's side.

His mind was a mess, so much had happened lately. The things he cared about were far away from his world little by little, and he wanted to grasp them, but he was so powerless. This feeling of powerlessness made him feel more tired than ever.

The child who belongs to him has already left this world, and he doesn't know how Su Luoyan is doing now? If it weren't for Su Ruo's text message, he might not have known that his mother was also in trouble.

When Leng Yunhao appeared in the hospital, Shen Yuqing was still in the process of rescue at this time, and several days had passed, and her condition was repeated. Su Ruolin was anxious and didn't know how to face it at all.

"Yun Hao, I'm sorry......" Seeing Leng Yunhao, Su Ruolin's face was full of tears, she was still immersed in self-blame, if she had discussed it with Leng Yunhao when she changed the dressing, then maybe she wouldn't have made such a fuss. But now, Shen Yuqing is struggling on the line of life and death, if there is one with three long and two short, she really doesn't know how to face Leng Yunhao.

If things hadn't developed to this point, she wouldn't have bothered Leng Yunhao. He doesn't answer the phone, ignores her, and even turns off the phone a lot of the time. Su Ruolin didn't know what Leng Yunhao was busy with, and always thought that he was with Su Luoyan.

Wait for the bitterness to come. Leng Yunhao's face was very ugly, he didn't know that such a big thing had happened, looking at the busy doctor, and Shen Yuqing, who was motionless, the self-blame in his heart began to churn rapidly.

"Yun Hao, it's all my fault, last month I agreed to try a new drug on my own initiative, I didn't expect my mother to have such a situation, I should have explained it to you at the time." Su Ruolin said, and began to bring rain again.

Leng Yunhao's mood was already terrible, and he was not in the mood to listen to Su Ruolin crying and crying about these things now. He just wanted to see Shen Yuqing able to survive the difficulties.

"Okay, enough talking? Enough is enough, just be quiet for a while, aren't you annoyed now? He finally didn't hold back, and yelled at Su Ruolin, losing such a big temper that even he was surprised.

He didn't want to lose his temper at Su Ruolin, he should be full of gratitude to Su Ruolin, when he forgot, she was silently guarding Shen Yuqing's side and completing what a son should do for him. It's just that his mood is already in a mess at this time, and he can't be so calm.

Seeing Su Ruolin's expression darken, he blamed himself a little. "I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry right now, so if you're okay, please get out of here." After he finished speaking, he ruthlessly turned around and walked to the other end, leaving Su Ruolin with a stunned face.

She could understand his indifference and anger, even if something big happened now, she would be by his side, but he asked her to leave. He didn't want her to stay with him anymore. Su Ruolin's heart was sour, and the tears on her face became even more rampant.

But she didn't leave, she loved this man, even if Leng Yunhao hit her a few times just now, she wouldn't leave. Shen Yuqing's matter, she is mainly responsible, if she hadn't agreed to change the dressing without authorization, then there would never be such a thing.

"What the hell is going on here?" When Leng Yunhao appeared in the dean's office, a group of experts were gathering together to mess up the treatment plan, and when they saw Leng Yunhao appear, they immediately looked respectful.

This sanatorium, but part of Leng Yunhao's family, was specially set up by him for Shen Yuqing. As the sole shareholder of the nursing home, he has the right to know what happened.

"Mr. Leng, don't worry, we will come up with a treatment plan as soon as possible. The newly developed drug is approved in the United States. The curative effect is good, Mrs. Shen used it for a period of time before, and we also saw that the curative effect was very good, but I don't know why this situation occurred a few days ago, and we are also studying the pathogen now. The expert with reading glasses began to introduce Shen Yuqing's current situation to Leng Yunhao.

Where is Leng Yunhao paying attention to these at this time, he doesn't know much about those medical terms, he just wants to know how to get Shen Yuqing out of the brink of pain. 13605551

"I want you to take this seriously. What is the problem, you have to give me a reply as soon as possible. If that doesn't work, call experts from the United States. Leng Yunhao threw out these words coldly, and everyone listened to his reprimand respectfully.

He was in a panic now, if Shen Yuqing couldn't escape this catastrophe, then would he have to completely lose this mother? He didn't dare to think about it yet, because he never thought he would lose.

"You don't have to worry about money, I want to get an answer as soon as possible, and this matter must be clear to me." Leng Yunhao drank vigorously. The anger in his heart burned brightly, as if it would burn him out in the next second.

Walking out of the dean's office, he went straight to the bathroom, feeling a little sour in his heart, as a man, he didn't believe in tears. But in front of Shen Yuqing, he will always be the child who has not grown up.

He is a person with a mother, and he can still be coquettish in front of Shen Yuqing like a child, but he seems to be about to lose this qualification now. The man in the mirror, with a beard all over his face, looking at his haggard face and bloodshot eyes, he couldn't imagine that he had become like this.

He used to be a high-spirited and cold president, why is he so lonely now that he looks so embarrassed? More and more uncertain things made him lose that sense of dominance, and he always felt that as long as he wanted, there was nothing he couldn't get. But now, he was surrounded by this sense of powerlessness, as if overnight, everything he cherished would disappear.

It was his and Su Luoyan's child before, and now he is his mother, is this the heavens testing him? He looked at himself in the mirror, wanting to talk to this familiar and strange man.

Everyone has moments of vulnerability, but they must face it bravely. Whether he has pain in his heart or joy, he needs someone to face it. Rubbing a handful of cold water on your face can wash away the dust on your face, but it can't clear the sadness in your heart. He still had to walk alone, but he was no longer as scared as before.

Coming out of the bathroom, Su Ruolin was standing outside, and he could understand the worry in her eyes. For what Su Ruolin did for him, he was only full of emotion, but in many cases, he did not have any strength.

"You go back, I can handle it myself. It's been a hard time for you. Leng Yunhao raised his eyebrows and restrained his emotions, he didn't set his eyes on Su Ruolin's body, even if he was ruthless, then he had to be ruthless to the deepest level.

He owed Su Ruolin too much, and he couldn't continue to be domineering like this. Zhilu said that she still loved herself deeply, but this deep love had made him unbearable, and if he wanted to end these pasts, he had to say sorry to kindness and weakness.

Shen Yuqing's situation was not very optimistic, she was still in the intensive care unit, Leng Yunhao guarded there, and never left a step. He was forced by guilt, and no one could dissolve this self-blame.

If he could, how much he hoped that everything could be done all over again, then he would not choose to marry Su Ruolin, then he would leave here with Shen Yuqing and Su Luoyan. Then he will have a different kind of life.

He tried to get in touch with Su Luoyan, wanting to tell the woman that he was back here, but because of an important matter, he couldn't come to her. When he was most sad and helpless, he still missed her very much. He wanted to say sorry to Su Luoyan, even if she took the child without telling him, he still loved her deeply.

But the phone couldn't get through, Su Luoyan turned off the phone, and he listened to the mechanical female voice repeating the same ending again and again. Even if he refused thousands of times, Su Ruolin still guarded his side.

At first, he would verbally refuse her approach, but later found that if he did anything, it would not change Su Ruolin's decision, she was like a stream, slowly polishing your edges and corners.

So much so that when he reached the end, Leng Yunhao didn't say anything, whatever Su Ruolin wanted to do, go with her, his heart was empty, and whatever she did, it would only make him grateful, not add extra feelings. He wanted to meet Su Luoyan, and waited until one afternoon to get his wish.

As the car drove towards the apartment, he felt a little panicked in his heart, as if he had guessed that when he opened the door, he would be greeted by an unfamiliar air. But many times, a person does not believe in subconscious reverie, always hopes that there will be a miracle, and always speculates that all this is just an idea.

It's just that when Leng Yunhao opened the door, Su Luoyan was not seen in the room. He didn't change his shoes, and walked on the smooth floor in leather shoes, making a dull sound.

She was not seen in the living room, nor in the bedroom, nor even on the balcony, but he sat down on the tatami mat that the two of them had made together, and the furnishings in the room had not changed in the slightest, and everything he bought for her remained here.

He couldn't believe the fact that Su Luoyan had left, thinking that she might just go out to have a meal, or maybe just go out for a walk, she would be very bored if she stayed alone in the house, and she should have her own life.

There's a reason why she doesn't answer the phone, he hung up her so rudely that day, and she should be angry now. Also, maybe her phone is out of battery, for various reasons, he is in reverie in his mind. For the sake of not wanting to believe that this woman had completely left his world.

When the sky darkened, he sat there, feeling that his world was as dark as the sky outside, and he could not see any light or hope. He began to frantically call Su Luoyan's number, although that number couldn't get through, he really didn't believe that she would be so ruthless.

He just hung up on her, could she be so angry? If she's still angry, can you hear him say I'm sorry? During this time, he was running away, he didn't dare to face this, it was he who was ruthlessly hurting her. If he has realized his mistake, can she give him a chance to correct it? V5qn。

He was a little restless, walking back and forth in the room alone, where did Su Luoyan go? Why did she do this? The whole person began to fall into madness because of this incident. He can't be calm, he can't think rationally.

Luo Yan, Luo Yan, where the hell are you? Please, will you show up now? He called out again and again in his heart, however, the call brought him only endless disappointment.

He has only been away for more than half a month, what has happened here during this time? He was completely confused right now. He thought that his relationship with Su Luoyan was invulnerable, and the two of them had been firm to the point of swearing, but he didn't want to be unable to withstand the invasion of time and distance after all.

The only thing he thought of now was to ask Lin Xi for help, because Lin Xi was Su Luoyan's best sister, and only she knew where Su Luoyan had gone.

"Wei Jun, do you have Lin Xi's phone number, give me Lin Xi's phone number." When he dialed Wei Jun's phone, Leng Yunhao's voice trembled a little, it had been more than half a year, he had completely lost contact with Wei Jun, if it weren't for Su Luoyan's incident, he thought that he probably wouldn't have had the courage to call Wei Jun in his life.

Wei Jun on the other end was stunned, it was really a surprising thing to receive a call from Leng Yunhao. But it can be heard that Leng Yunhao's voice is full of anxiety, there must be nothing important, and he will not take the initiative to make this call.

"Is there something wrong with Lin Xi?" Wei Jun asked lightly, until now, he still can't accept the matter of Leng Yunhao and Su Luoyan from the bottom of his heart, these two people have completely deviated from common sense, he can't watch Leng Yunhao hurt Su Luoyan because of greed.

"Luo Yan is gone, she has the best relationship with Lin Xi, I want to find Luo Yan." Leng Yunhao said such words in a panic, he was really worried now, afraid that he would take measures forever Su Luoyan.

(PS: This chapter is still 6000+ words, the update has been completed, see you tomorrow!) Also, I asked you for a monthly pass and a prop, thank you!! ）