Chapter 193: I'm the Child's Father

"Sister Ruolin, don't worry. Maybe it's just a false alarm. You calm down first, and we'll see what the doctor says. Su Zhenyan comforted Su Ruolin on the side, while playing her own wishful thinking in her heart.

Time passed minute by minute, Su Ruolin's heart was even more messy, in case something happened to Shen Yuqing, she and Leng Yunhao would be completely finished. She can't even take care of such a patient, what qualifications does she have to stand by Leng Yunhao's side?

"Sister Ruolin, don't take this matter to heart, in my opinion, don't call your brother-in-law for the time being, otherwise your brother-in-law will blame you. Let's see how the doctor decides first. Su Zhenyan saw that Su Ruolin had no master, so she began to think of a way for her.

Su Luoyan had already moved out of that apartment, and she didn't know where else she could go, so she rented an apartment for herself on the other side of the city. Leng Yunhao still calls her every day, she is ready not to answer, but she doesn't want Leng Yunhao to be suspicious, she plays the play very well every time, so Leng Yunhao has no more doubts.

It's just that her belly will grow day by day, and she seems to be able to feel the young life in her body growing up day by day, she can't watch this child come to this world without a father, but Su Luoyan doesn't have the courage to strangle this life.

She thought, many years ago, Du Yue'e was so entangled, she already had such a pair of twin daughters, but she couldn't do it if she wanted to strangle them in the cradle with her own hands. So she would rather choose to grieve her own life, and also bring this pair of lives to this world.

Su Luoyan admitted that she couldn't understand Du Yue'e for a long time before, if she had beaten her two children at that time, then life would never have been so miserable, maybe she would be able to meet someone she loved, and maybe she could start a new life.

But she didn't choose to compromise and gave Su Luoyan and Su Zhenyan life, but she left this world early. Su Luoyan didn't know what happened between her mother and Su Zhongshang, but she thought that her mother must love Su Zhongshang very much.

However, she didn't have enough courage to face such a life, and for more than 20 years, she struggled to get ahead, and in the end she was only scarred. She was tired and tired, and just wanted to hide alone.

It's not that she doesn't love Leng Yunhao, she is willing to sacrifice her life for this man, but she is unwilling to hurt Su Ruolin, such a kind and innocent woman, in order to protect her marriage, she doesn't even want the least dignity. So how can she rob her love strongly?

So, when the dust settled, she finally mustered up the courage to take the unseen child away. It's a decisive approach, but it's a decision that you can't help but make.

She didn't tell Leng Yunhao about the decision to go to the hospital, nor did she tell anyone. As for how to explain to Leng Yunhao, she had thought it through. I told him that the child had been miscarried unexpectedly. After a long time, he will definitely forget about it, and as long as she leaves here, she will be able to get out of his field of vision. Maybe in Mo Yiyi, he will finally feel tired and will return to the home that belonged to him.

All this is her reverie, she thinks about it, and it feels seamless. It's just that she didn't expect that she would meet Fang Yichen in the hospital. Such a place is not suitable for an unmarried man.

When she sat there and was tapped on the shoulder, she was a little scared. Nervous and a little scared, she wore a mask from the moment she entered that place. She didn't want to be seen by anyone, but she didn't want someone to recognize her.

Fang Yichen grabbed Su Luoyan's hand and walked towards the corridor outside, his face showing inexplicable anxiety and anger. Su Luoyan wanted to break free of his wrist, but he didn't expect him to have so much strength.

"Luo Yan, what's wrong with you? How did you end up here? Fang Yichen stood still, staring at Su Luoyan with his back against the window, he was a man, but he was not a man who was completely ignorant of the world.

When a woman comes to this kind of place, most of them are related to pregnancy, not to mention that Su Luoyan is dressed so loosely, does this still need to be guessed?

"Why are you here?" Su Luoyan asked rhetorically. Could it be that this playboy is making a woman's belly bigger? This kind of thing shouldn't be unusual, but he was able to accompany him to have a fetus in person, which means that this man still cares a little about this matter.

Su Luoyan's question was immediately met with a stern gaze. "Su Luoyan, it's not what you think, I'm here because you're here."

Fang Yichen was anxious to explain. These days, he secretly inquired about Su Luoyan's news, and learned that she had moved out of the apartment, but he flew a lot of effort to find out about her new residence, and he didn't know what she was doing for Lu, but he had been silently hiding in the dark and observing this woman. I just didn't expect that she would come to the hospital.

"You're stalking me?" Su Luoyan took a step back, this was a dangerous man, she shouldn't have too much anxiety with him. She had just moved to a new house, and even Lin Xi didn't know where she lived, how could he know her whereabouts.

"It's not important, is it? Luo Yan, I just want to care about you. I don't care what you're moving for, I don't care what you're doing here, but I'm going to tell you that you're hurting yourself by doing this. Do you know the way? Fang Yichen rarely came out with a little bit of a man's domineering.

Su Luoyan lowered her eyebrows, she didn't hesitate, if there was a choice, how could she bear to beat this child down, when she went to check just now, the doctor told her that the child was developing very well now, she sat there, hesitating all the time, whether she wanted to walk in or not.

This is a living life, this child is innocent, she can't be so cruel. It's just that she can't bring a cruel life to him. History does not need to repeat itself, and neither does life.

"I know the Tao, I know everything. So, if you don't have anything to do, please get out of here. Su Luoyan raised her eyes, she stared at the man's eyes, and she lacked courage and determination.

"Did he make you do this? Isn't it? Fang Yichen's aggressive eyes stared at Su Luoyan, hoping to find an answer on her face, but Su Luoyan dodged his determined gaze.

"If he asked you to do this, Luo Yan, I'll call him and scold him now, what kind of man is he? When you're done with your life, will you be hurt? Fang Yichen's voice increased decibels, provoking passers-by to look sideways. Su Luoyan wanted to keep a low profile, but because of Fang Yichen's intervention, it became so high-profile.

"Yichen, I beg you to get out of here, okay? I make my own decisions, and it has nothing to do with him. It's that I don't want this kid anymore. Everything is my decision, I hope you don't tell anyone, is that okay? This was the first time that Su Luoyan had stared at Fang Yichen with begging eyes.

He couldn't accept it, this woman had always been arrogant and stubborn in his eyes, but for the sake of men, for the so-called love, she was so embarrassed.

"Luo Yan, don't you work so hard, okay? Is it worth it for him? You know that Lu Dao is a family man, if he really loves you, why hasn't he divorced until now? You know that his wife is Su Ruolin, and it is not so simple to leave this marriage. Will the Su family let you go? Even if the two of you are together, can you live happily? ”

Fang Yichen's series of questions made Su Luoyan speechless, she hadn't thought about these things, otherwise she wouldn't have made such a choice. The child is a lump of flesh in her body, how can she be willing to strangle his existence with her own hands.

"I know the truth, so I'm going to start a new life. Yichen, let's go, don't tell Yun Hao about this matter, okay? After a while, I'll get out of here. Su Luoyan said so easily, she breathed a long sigh of relief, as if she had figured it out, and exhaled all the depression in her heart.

Su Luoyan like this makes people feel even more distressed. Fang Yichen couldn't bear to see Su Luoyan like this, he loved her so much, even now this woman was full of thoughts about that man.

"Where are you going?" Fang Yichen asked nervously, he couldn't accept Su Luoyan's evasive departure. Over the years, he is no longer the young boy he was before, he knows what kind of life he wants, and what kind of relationship he wants.

"I don't know, but it must not be here." Su Luoyan smiled faintly, she really didn't think about the future, but people should look forward, otherwise they will always be immersed in pain.

"Luo Yan, will you marry me?" Fang Yichen suddenly knelt on one knee, which caught Su Luoyan off guard. He stared at Su Luoyan with a fixed gaze, not like a joke at all.

"Luo Yan, I don't have an engagement ring or a rose right now, but I have a heart that loves you. Don't hurt this kid, okay? Even if you don't love me, please give me a chance and let me take care of you, okay? I know that you love him very much, so let me love you for him. May I? He clamped Su Luoyan's hand, expecting her answer. What do you think.

Su Luoyan was already so surprised that she didn't know what Lu Dao said, she was very reluctant to let this child go, and she didn't want him to come to this world alone, but now she wanted her to accept Fang Yichen's marriage proposal, she couldn't do it.

"Luo Yan, I don't want you to promise me immediately, we can try to date for a while, I will give you space, give you time, and I will definitely not force you. If you want to forget him, then give me the opportunity to take care of you. I just want to take care of you and ask nothing more from you. This child, I will definitely treat it as my own child, please look at the child's face, don't reject me, okay? ”

Fang Yichen has been waiting for Su Luoyan's answer, this is his mood at this time, there is nothing pretentious, there is no other thought, he just wants to wait by Su Luoyan's side, take care of her, take care of her, and give her the warmth of a home.

Su Luoyan was shocked, when she was helpless, such a person appeared beside her. She was grateful for the choice Fang Yichen made, but it wasn't fair to him at all.

"Yichen, it's not fair to you." Su Luoyan shook her head, she couldn't accept such a way, this was the injury of the other party's Yichen. Even if it is love, then love should be based on equality.

"I don't want to be fair, Luo Yan, I just want to take care of you, I want to take care of you and this child. Please give me this opportunity, I promise you, I will never do anything to hurt you, and I will never force you to accept me. Fang Yichen swore a good word, but Su Luoyan had mixed feelings.

"Luo Yan, don't refuse me, okay? Will I take care of you and the kids? He got up and took Su Luoyan into his arms, this weak woman has always been the soft spot in his heart, only by taking her into his arms, only by giving her the most thorough warmth, can he feel a trace of comfort.

Su Luoyan should have refused, but at this time, she was powerless to refuse. She has hurt so many people that she no longer has the courage to continue hurting. This choice is the only choice that can weigh the overall situation and fulfill Su Ruolin's marriage.

This warm embrace, Su Luoyan did not refuse, she needs to come out of a world realm, even if she can't love Shang Yichen from the bottom of her heart, then at least she still has a place to take refuge.

Everyone lives on their own track, even if they deviate from the track one day, they will always return to their own path again one day. Leng Yunhao's love for her now is too high, and she can't bear to watch Leng Yunhao fall into an unkind and unjust situation. So such a way to leave is the best for everyone.

The appearance of Fang Yichen on this day completely changed Su Luoyan's life. The man who said that he would take care of her, acted according to the promise he made, and in order to take care of Su Luoyan, he sent someone to move Su Luoyan's few things to his villa. Someone was invited to take care of Su Luoyan's daily life.

He is kind to her, and Su Luoyan knows this. It's just that I love another man in my heart, and I won't have any reverie about other people.

Leng Yunhao's phone calls will be called regularly every day, the familiar number jumps on the screen, but Su Luoyan didn't answer for a long time, he called too much, and she directly chose to turn off the phone. She thought that the day he would return, she would be able to understand her choice.

"Luo Yan, you can't escape like this, let's talk to him." This is Fang Yichen's suggestion standing at the door of the room, of course he knows the dynamics of Su Luoyan during this time, she is not happy, most of the time is sullen. Sometimes he stayed in the house and could see Su Luoyan in a daze for a long time.

He thought that at those moments, Su Luoyan must have been thinking about Leng Yunhao in his heart, he was jealous that the man was so jealous that he was about to go crazy, but he couldn't force Su Luoyan to erase Leng Yunhao's traces.

He just had to wait, waiting for time to refract his shadow into Su Luoyan's heart. Sometimes he thinks that the way he loves Su Luoyan may be different from others. Even if he just looked at her quietly like this, he would feel much more comfortable.

He saw it many times, Su Luoyan ruthlessly hung up the phone, in fact, he was still a little happy in his heart, after all, this was his space, he allowed Su Luoyan to go wild here, but it didn't mean that he could tolerate Leng Yunhao's appearance.

He is not so generous and has to tolerate so many things. Therefore, he hoped that there would be a transition between Su Luoyan and Leng Yunhao. Of course, at some point, he felt that what he was doing was somewhat despicable. Anyway, it's okay to take advantage of people's danger, and it's okay to make it difficult for strongmen. But now that things had come to this point, he didn't think much about it anymore.

Su Luoyan wanted to talk to Leng Yunhao, she knew Leng Yunhao's character, if he couldn't find her, then he would definitely be desperate to find her traces in the Manchu World, and she didn't want things to evolve to this point.

Now that her affair with Leng Yunhao is only known to a small area, she doesn't want to become a laughing stock in everyone's eyes. I don't want everyone's eyes to be locked on this matter.

"Luo Yan, where have you been these days? Why can't you get through on the phone, if you don't answer my call again, I must fly back. "Making that phone call is of great significance to Leng Yunhao, if it weren't for the fact that things in the United States are really busy, he would have flown back a long time ago.

"I'm fine." Su Luoyan said lightly, she sighed, she thought that she could easily let go, but she didn't want Leng Yunhao's figure to linger in her mind these days. V5qn。

"Luo Yan, you wait for me for a few days, I'll come back when I'm done with the things at hand, by the way, how is the baby these days? Did it kick you? Leng Yunhao didn't hear the unhappiness in Su Luoyan's words, and the topic immediately involved the child.

That child is his bloodline, and he begged Su Luoyan to keep this child, looking forward to seeing the crystallization that belongs to them grow. Thinking that such a child will appear in his life in the near future, his heart is full of joy.

"Kid...... It's gone......" Su Luoyan couldn't hold back the sadness in her heart, this was the only way she could come up with, she couldn't let Leng Yunhao still think about it, as long as this child still existed in his heart, then he would never forget it.

As soon as he said this, Leng Yunhao only felt that his brain was confused, he was concerned about the most important thing in his heart, why would he use it to describe it?

"Luo Yan, what's wrong? Why is it gone? He heard that Su Luoyan was crying, and his heart was already in pain, regretting that he arrived in the United States in a hurry and did not take Su Luoyan with him.

"Yun Hao, I don't want this child, so, I'm sorry......" Su Luoyan did not elaborate, the arrival of this child did bring them a surprise, but his arrival also made Su Luoyan fall into distress.

Leng Yunhao now understands that it turns out that Su Luoyan actually beat this child after he left. How could she be so selfish? Why did you make this decision without asking for his opinion at all? Didn't she promise him? I will definitely wait for his return at home with peace of mind, and I will definitely give birth to this child.

"Luo Yan, why are you doing this? Didn't you promise me when I left? You said you must take care of yourself and the child, why do you want to get rid of this child? Leng Yunhao on the other end, there was only a lot of disappointment left in his heart, it was a fresh life, so if he didn't say it, it would be gone.

He couldn't accept this fact, even if he loved Su Luoyan so much, he couldn't accept that she cruelly took this lovely child. His busy life in the United States made him not spend too much energy on Su Luoyan, but could this also be used as an excuse for her to take out this child?

"I'm sorry...... Yun Hao ......" Su Luoyan took a deep breath, even if she was holding a knife to cut the boundary between the two people now, then she needed to do this. She couldn't give Leng Yunhao too much hope like before, otherwise she would really ruin his life.

It's just that at this time, Dao Lu's apology no longer has any meaning, the disappointment and anger in Leng Yunhao's heart have risen, as a man, he feels that he doesn't love Su Luoyan enough, except for being married all the time, he can give Su Luoyan anything. But even if marriage is rare, hasn't he been working hard all the time? 13605551

"Luo Yan, I want to calm down." He hung up the phone, he couldn't blame Su Luoyan because from the beginning, he was the one who put Su Luoyan in an unfair position. He can't give her a marriage, he can't give her the title she deserves, he knows that Su Luoyan has been worried about something.

Since he knows everything, but he still insists on going his own way, is this a kind of retribution? He'd hurt her all the time, and now he's hurt that innocent child. Thinking of these things that happened, Leng Yunhao's heart hurt.

However, he still couldn't help but want to blame, but he was afraid that it was not himself who was to blame, but Su Luoyan. He loved this woman so much that he could only hide and heal alone.

The moment the phone hung up, Su Luoyan's face was full of tears, this is a big lie, presumably Leng Yunhao has already believed it, then he will quickly accept her departure, and then he will also erase the traces of her coming at some point.

Making such a decision, she thought she could face it calmly, but she didn't expect that her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe. She sat there, tears streaming down her cheeks.

Is she going to lose Leng Yunhao? However, it was clear that she pushed the man aside. It turns out that the most painful thing in the world is not that you can't be together because you love deeply, but that you can be together or hurt each other.

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