Chapter 20: Is there an option to escape?
Although Xiao Chun woke up, she has always been indifferent, and she never mentioned Junhua's matter in front of her family, in fact, for so many days, she has not seen Junhua, and every time she feels his breath outside her room, but. Not once, he had ever come in, so she had deceived herself into thinking that he was not by her side!
Then, those things that have to be faced, don't have to face them!
Actually, she knows the Tao, it's not right for her to escape like this, maybe after a long time, it will be bad for both of them, but what can she do?
She can't face him, in fact, it's not that she can't forgive him for his previous deception and use of herself, what she can't face is the departure of the child, in fact, deep down, she always feels that the person who should say sorry is herself!
That's why I feel like I can't face it!
However, just said that, let him leave, she really couldn't do it, so it became such a stalemate now!
One wants to look at her, but every time it is quiet; The other person obviously wants to see him, but he just can't let go of his inner struggle!
So, the two of them are like this, tormenting each other, maybe until one day, when both of them have endured to the extreme and are tired of it, everything can be regarded as solving the puzzle!
But what will happen when that day comes?
Time has passed, it is autumn in the blink of an eye, the weather in early autumn is still a little hot, and even, it is even hotter than some times in summer, on weekdays, Xiaochun will use mana to make herself comfortable, but today, no matter how calm she is, she can't keep calm!
Maybe something is going to happen!
In fact, sometimes, the premonition is really terrible!
Xiaochun was the same as before, lying quietly on the soft couch, Dark Brown and Gesang had left, Gesang loved Dark Brown very much, and she still had such a noble identity, and it was also a good ending for Dark Brown to be with her!
Since the previous incident, Xiao Chun felt that his body was becoming more and more lazy, and he didn't know if it was because Jun Chunran's soul was withdrawn from his body or because of his own mentality!
In short, she felt tired from lying on the soft couch for a day, let alone talking to anyone!
However, there are some things that she doesn't have to face if she can't run away!
The sound of "Buckle ......" knocking on the door sounded, and then Rika's voice came in: "Xiaochun, can I come in?" "The tentative voice, my sister is really careful about herself! Her careful voice was probably afraid that she would fall asleep!
"Sister, just come in!" Xiao Chun replied lazily!
"Lie down, I'm not an outsider! What are you up for! Rika didn't want to disturb her until the last resort, but now she has something very important to tell her.
"Sister, is there something wrong?" Xiao Chun always feels that the arrival of Lixiang is not so simple, perhaps, Lixiang's words will give her a reason to be restless today!
"There are some things I didn't want to tell you, but sometimes, I have to say, for a while, don't be excited, you must be calm, okay?" Rika's eyes reveal heartache! I always thought that her sister was a simple woman, and she never thought that she could maintain such a calm in the face of such a big thing, even if she has always been calm and self-proclaimed in the demon clan, she probably can't maintain such a state in the face of such a thing!
In fact, Xiao Chun is far calmer and stronger than her!
"Sister!" Xiao Chun shouted Lixiang, and only after a while did he say, "Say, what else can I be excited about now?" Is there anything else I haven't experienced? Xiao Chun said with a wry smile, she didn't believe that there was anything like the things she faced before that made people heartbroken, although it was not comparable, but it still made her heart ache!
"Meritus is close to your purpose!" Rika just said this and was interrupted by Xiao Jun.
"I know it, didn't he admit it before? He just wanted to use me to save his mother, but what he didn't expect was that his plan was nothing more than a joke! Xiao Chun answered like this, just because she didn't want to hurt herself by Rika's words, and then, when she said these words, she just let herself get used to the pain before, so that maybe, if it was a while, it wouldn't make her so sad!
Li Xiang heard Xiao Chun's words, and her eyes revealed a lot of worry, sure enough, Xiao Chun still can't let go of Junhua, what she cares about in her heart, is her decision right or wrong?
"His purpose is not so simple, in addition to using you to rescue his mother, the most important thing is to use your mana that is already a seven-tailed fox to help him soar into an immortal!" Rika's words seemed to have put a thunderbolt in Xiao Chun's mind, her whole brain had stopped running, should she believe it?
How could this be? It can't be, and it won't!
However, sister, she will not deceive herself, she understands her feelings for Junhua, and it is impossible for her to say such a thing because she separated herself from him, now, what should she do? Should we believe the naked truth? Or should you trust your heart?
She was confused, in fact, she had always been confused, but in those previous times, she didn't know exactly what her confusion was because of, and now, she knew the truth. All her confusion and all her entanglements are because of Junhua, because she is unwilling to give up her love for him, but she doesn't know if she should take a step forward!
That's why it's happening these days!
"Sister...... How could you...... Knowing the way? Xiao Chun's voice became softer and softer, so light that she almost thought she was talking to herself!
"Alas...... I guessed that you would be sad and sad, but, I didn't expect that such a thing still caused you such a big harm, maybe, I shouldn't have told you, now, he is just worried about you, those so-called purposes, she didn't implement them, perhaps, I was too careful, but, the heart of defense is indispensable! Li Xiang looked at Xiao Chun's screening like this, after all, she couldn't bear it, she said such a thing, she wouldn't know it, even if it wasn't for her, Xiao Chun's most embarrassing result would be a sad ending!
"Tell me, how do you know the way, okay?" Xiao Chun begged bitterly, but there was not the slightest light in her eyes, since she woke up this time, she felt that tears no longer belonged to her, in the past, she must have cried when she encountered such a thing, but now she has grown too much!
"Lingyu told me!" Helplessly, she still said the Lingyu, originally wanted to protect the Lingyu, originally, she had become like that, and she really had to say the Lingyu as a last resort.
"Lingyu?" If my sister didn't mention Lingyu, she would almost forget the existence of this person, as if, since she woke up, she hadn't seen Lingyu.
"How could she know the truth?" For a moment, there was no reaction.
"Linghe is her sister, she said, her sister is sorry for you, then, her sister's fault will be made up by her, and she asked me to tell you that at the beginning, she was rescued by you, it was just a ploy, she was by your side, but it was just the internal cause of Meritus!" Rika said as she looked at Xiao Chun's dim gaze!
"So, then, did she do everything with a purpose?" Although Xiao Chun already knew the relationship between Ling Yu and Junhua, no one told her that Ling Yu was by her side for that purpose, she could deceive herself, not really!
But it's just deceiving yourself!
It turns out that I still care about Ling Yu's ten years of companionship! Otherwise, I wouldn't feel my heart ache now!
"Why didn't she tell me herself?" asked in a low voice.
"She can't come, just last night, she destroyed her soul outside the territory of the fox clan, causing her soul to fly away, these, but I know it in the letter she kept, these are her sincere words, before she died, she chose to betray her son, the person she wants to protect is you, she is sincere to you!" Rika said that this was the only thing she could do for the dead Lingyu!
"Self-destructing souls? Hehe...... All left, this is the best! Xiao Chun said with a wry smile.
"Xiaochun, you're fine!" Rika is worried about Xiaochun's appearance, her appearance is very heart-wrenching!
"It's okay, sister, I want to be quiet!" Xiaochun's words are under the eviction order, and Lixiang naturally understands it.
"Can you do it alone?" Rika still doesn't worry about Xiaochun.
"Sister, I'll be fine, don't worry, I won't do anything stupid, I just want to be quiet! May I? Xiao Chun pleaded again, next, she didn't want her vulnerability to be discovered!
"Okay, by the way, the jade flute that your mother gave you, you should always carry it, maybe it will help you when necessary! Remember? Seeing Xiaochun nodded, Rika left with confidence!
Actually, Xiao Chun didn't know what Lu Dao Lixiang was talking about just now, and vaguely heard that she was telling her to bring the jade flute at any time, but what was the use?
The thoughts returned to the previous things, those things that should be faced have to be faced after all, these problems will not give her a chance to choose, and will not let her struggle in the choice of "can you choose to escape", because, those things, must be faced!
However, the indifference she showed before was not that she didn't care, it wasn't that she wasn't sad, it's just that she was used to disguising her expression like that, how could she feel good watching the people around her leave?
In that case, come when it's time to come, she doesn't care!