Chapter 19: A Brief Silence
At night, Xiaochun still didn't wake up, Junhua had been guarding her, just in front of her bed, his clothes were already full of wrinkles, but at this time, he couldn't take care of it, and he almost couldn't accept what happened before.
Ling He was beaten to death by his own hands, although, for so many years, although, he is just a general affection for Ling He, but, after all, it is so many years, for a long time, there is only Ling He by his side, although, there is no love, but, Ling He, as if she is her sister, now, she is dead in her own hands, his hands are stained with her blood, what should he do?
Perhaps, in this life, Ling He's appearance before his death will be remembered in his heart, and it will always linger!
Childe, if you have a next life, then Ling He will never fall in love with you again, love you, it's too hard, Ling He, I can't bear such pain anymore......
Ling He's words still echoed in his ears, these words must be Ling He's truest thoughts, he knew that Ling He might love himself, but he never thought that it was such love!
Linghe, I'm sorry......
However, she has already lost her soul, and he can't even say sorry, and he will have to bear such self-blame for the rest of his life! Actually, he deserves it, if it was before, he didn't have the idea of using Xiaochun, if at the beginning, he just worked with Ling He's own efforts to save his mother, if at the beginning, he didn't let Ling Yu lurk around to eliminate you, then, perhaps, he won't fall in love with anyone in this life, maybe he just drinks Ling He together, because, without a beloved, it doesn't matter with whom!
Then, things won't turn out like this later, and Xiao Chun won't become like this, before, she died once and was rescued by Yu Ran, at that time, Yu Ran saved her because she had Jun Chunran's soul in her body, that is, because of Jun Chunran's soul, her life would be so tenaciously resurrected, but now, Jun Chunran has left, this time, can Xiao Chun survive?
Yes, it will, her life is supported by a child, even if it is to live up to the child, Xiaochun will wake up!
Xiaochun, wake up quickly, our worship hall is not finished yet, I am waiting for you to wake up and complete our most difficult worship, and then, we will always be together, never separated again, my mother is no longer there, my life is also relaxed, in the future, I will accompany you and will not leave!
Junhua's hand gently touched Xiaochun's cheeks, obviously not pale cheeks, obviously so ruddy, as if the cheeks of a child who was born not long ago, but why didn't she want to wake up? Is it because of yourself?
At this time, Xiao Chun's long eyelashes moved, and Junhua found out.
"Xiao Chun ......" excited voice, with too much emotion in it, excited, scared, happy...... Because of these, his voice became hoarse, and he had been looking forward to opening these beautiful eyes, but when it was time to really open them, he was so scared in his heart, afraid to face her!
A pair of beautiful eyes seemed to be soaked in water, shining with beautiful light waves, and just when he didn't have time to be happy, he found that something was really different.
"It's you!" The cold voice said, there is no love in such a calm voice, let alone hate, Junhua would rather hate herself when she wakes up, at least, there is hatred, it means that she still loves him very much in her heart, but, no, there is no hate, perhaps, she doesn't even want to talk to herself, otherwise, even for strangers, Xiaochun is not like this, but he forgot, the current Xiaochun is no longer the previous Xiaochun, those so-called happy innocence, as early as the moment she lost her child, there was no more!
"You...... Don't you hate me? Junhua asked this sentence in the end, but what did he see? A hint of sarcasm flashed in her eyes, although it disappeared quickly, but he still saw it, I don't know if she deliberately let him see it, and now she is really not the same as before!
At the bottom of his heart, it was like a piece of cold ice, slowly melting, invading his heart, and the whole heart had been eroded by the cold!
It's pain! I can't breathe because of the pain!
"What are you going to say?" Xiao Chun's sharp eyes seemed to see through him, I don't know what Lu Dao is for, he began to be afraid of her eyes, this time she woke up, it was different!
"Nothing, are you hungry?" Junhua smiled far-fetchedly, and then asked.
"Yes!" And not a warm answer.
"Then I'll go give you some food!" Junhua looked at her after speaking, and then said, "Can you be alone?" "But I asked because I was worried.
"This is my home, how can anything happen to me?" Said with a smile.
"Well, so be it!" After Junhua finished speaking, he ran away from her room, that place, it seemed that he was going to suffocate if he stayed any longer, and the fear that surged up in his heart almost overwhelmed his reason!
Now, I found out that only he knew about Xiaochun's waking up, and he hadn't had time to tell other people, they were also worried about her, so he still had to tell them.
At the moment when Junhua left, the sneer on Xiao Chun's face was completely gone, replaced by a bitter smile, yes, a wry smile, the child's matter, she can't face it after all, so, when facing him, all she can do is sneer, the feeling in her heart, he won't know the way, then, the things on the face, let him feel that she has become different!
In fact, this is good for anyone, because there are too many gullies between them, and it is not something that can be understood in a few words overnight!
So, hiding all her emotions and becoming a stranger to him, can she think that those things in the past can be regarded as if they did not happen? The lost child never existed.
However, how can I deceive myself, now I still feel when I touch my lower abdomen, there is a burst of pain, and the position of the heart, thinking of the events of that day, it is like a pinprick pain!
Meritus, is this the only way we can do it? Do you know how painful my heart is when I see your expression and sadness, my heart must be a thousand times sadder than yours, but I can't show a little heartache, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that all my previous efforts have been in vain!
That half a month of pretending to be crazy and stupid, but I just want you to leave, leave far away, at that time, you still have a mother to save, I still have a hope, I will think that one day you will still leave, by my side, just guilt!
However, now, I am very scared, my heart is full of fear, because, I know that you have no mother now, and even the maid who has been with you is gone, maybe I am his only one, although I was in a coma before, but, what you said, I know the way, in that case, it makes me even more afraid, so, these are just my only ways!
I hope you don't insist too stubbornly and leave early, okay? This is the best thing for me and for you!
It didn't take long for someone to push the door in, but she knew that it wasn't him, because the breath was wrong!
At this time, she had already put on her coat and sat on the soft couch, looking lazy, as if she was enjoying life!
Seeing someone coming, she got up and greeted him.
"Father, mother, sister, Brother Mo!" The people who came were the four of them, who had been worried about her, and now, finally woke up!
"Xiaochun, these pastries are what you like to eat, eat some first, you must be hungry after so long!" Yingxue's loving voice sounded, and her mother's voice was always so loving, it made her feel like crying!
"Mother......" Xiaochun's tears cried out after all, originally, she still wanted to insist, but Junhua is not here, and there is no breath of him around, so it doesn't matter! And so, her tears flowed like that!
"Silly girl, what are you crying about? It's good to wake up, no matter what happens, it's still us, isn't it? Ying Xue hugged Xiao Chun's body, as if she was getting thinner and thinner, and her body seemed to be just a bunch of skeletons.
Several people, sitting in her room, said something more than worrying about her, and kept thinking about when she would wake up.
"Little girl, these days, thanks to Junhua, she has always been by your side, huh? Where did he go? The dark brown words made the smile on Xiao Chun's lips freeze, she was still sad for what to mention Junhua, could it be that in this life, she couldn't escape the spell of Junhua?
"Hehe......" except for laughing, she has no other disguise, sometimes, a smile is the best thing to hide her emotions, but, she forgot, these people are the people who know her best, how can she not see all her performance? Dark brown knew that he had said something he shouldn't have said, so he changed the subject.
"Little girl, I'm leaving!" He said.
"Why do you want to leave? Didn't it take long to step back? "Xiao Chun doesn't want Dark Brown to leave.
"Don't worry, this time, I'm not alone, with Sang'er with me, let's go to the demon world together!" Dark brown said.
"San'er?" She must have done it on purpose, she knew what had happened that day.
"Second Miss, don't ...... like this" Gesang was embarrassed, she was shy.
"Gesang is a good girl, do you want to know the truth to others?" Xiao Chun said as if he were his sister.
"Zhilu Dao, long-winded woman!" Dark brown said.
"You ......" all the atmosphere is happy in such a conversation, in fact, such a happy day is life!
But how long can this tranquility last? For what, she always had a feeling that a storm was coming? I hope she's thinking too much!