Because of the direction of the wind, Gao Yuanshang pushed Song Anle on his own seat, although the boat was open-air, at least the downwind was slightly better.

Song Anle didn't know what he was doing, and just complained secretly because of his rude behavior, but she should have felt thankful that he could send her back.

Two people with different ways are destined to die in silence, Song Anle was stunned by a river scene, Gao Yuanshang sometimes paddled the oars, and more often looked at the opposite side of Song Anle, but unfortunately no matter how beautiful the scenery was, it was no longer in his eyes.

There is still a distance on the river surface, such a depressing atmosphere, but it can not be dispelled by the cold wind blowing, after Song Anle retracted his mind, he peeked at the changes in Gao Yuanshang's expression from time to time, but he was always the same, indifferent.

Song Anle forgot to ask about the disappearance of Qing'er because of the impulse just now, so he calmed down and thought about it, he still couldn't rest assured about Qing'er, presumably Gao Yuanshang was also the kind of person who had no wind to rise, and after hesitating for a long time, she still said euphemistically: "What can I go home?" ”

"Didn't you swear just now that you would stay in the palace for the rest of your life, why are you going home?" Gao Yuan's tone was meaningless, and he didn't even look at Song Anle.

"Even if you sell yourself in the palace, at least there is a time to visit relatives, besides, I" Song Anle stopped suddenly, she originally wanted to say that besides, she was still waiting to be a beauty, but she was worried that Gao Yuanshang would mistakenly think that she was a person who paid attention to vanity.

Gao Yuanshang didn't care about what she wanted to say and stop, but basically confirmed Song Anle's question in his heart, so he said directly: "If you want to know the news, then you can rest assured, I will bring your love to you in the shortest possible time." ”

"Don't." Song Anle blurted out eagerly, she finally entered the palace for her lover, if Gao Yuanshang brought her in again, wouldn't it be in vain to waste her efforts.

But she was too sensitive, and it was indeed a little abnormal, so Song Anle said again: "I still say the same thing, it is impossible for love and you to have a result." ”

Gao Yuanshang said confidently: "Then let's wait and see." ”

Song Anle glanced at him, and couldn't find the words to deal with it, she was once again overwhelmed by a heavy tiredness, because everything she did might be in vain.

I don't know how long I was silent and how long I was depressed, Song Anle said leisurely: "Actually, have you ever thought about your feelings for your lover, whether you love or like." ”

Gao Yuanshang said without asking: "Do you think there is a difference?" ”

"Of course there is;" Song Anle seemed to have prepared an answer, so she said softly: "Like, it is the mood of a certain period, maybe when you enter the next period, this mood may be transformed, and love can be an instantaneous feeling, but this feeling, no matter how long it is precipitated, will not fade." ”

Song Anle no longer wants to use extreme methods to stop Gao Yuanshang and Qing'er, she has long known Gao Yuanshang's arrogant temperament, but she still stops them in this way, she only realized her carelessness, but she still hopes that Gao Yuanshang can see his feelings for Qing'er clearly, and he must not delay each other's lives because of his willfulness.

Because his understanding with him is too imaginative, Gao Yuanshang looked at Song Anle's eyes, with heavy thoughts, he was entangled in his feelings for his lover, whether it was love or like, he had to admit that he did like the mood of being with his lover, but it was by no means a feeling of love, maybe he had not yet reached the realm of those love as thick as water, so he was more entangled.

"The reason why a mood changes is precisely because it changes into a feeling, and no one can decide a certain feeling in an instant." Gao Yuanshang believes in his feelings for his lover, even if the current feeling is not deep love, but under the evolution of time, they will love each other deeply.

Song Anle believes in love at first sight, so her concept of love only depends on the feeling of the moment, for the love at the same time, the use of time to transform into love, she does not approve of the real love, so she smiled helplessly, and said lightly: "If you feel good and need a mood to pave the way, I think the feelings that will evolve in the end will be more family affection." ”

When Gao Yuanshang heard this, he somewhat disagreed, but he also pondered the meaning of Song Anle's words, and unintentionally said casually: "You haven't experienced it yourself, how do you know?" ”

"It's because I haven't experienced it in person, so I'm looking forward to it." Song Anle is more meaningful than his unintentionality, because what she said is true from her heart.

"Then you might as well look forward to it together, but" Gao Yuanshang paused slightly, and then said: "I'm curious, are you looking forward to an unknown mood, or a feeling of no end?" ”

Gao Yuanshang can be said to have an unpredictable curiosity about Song Anle from the first time he saw her, he not only wanted to figure her out, but also wanted to conquer her proud stubbornness, his desire to control her was particularly strong, and sometimes even he couldn't figure out his own abnormal psychology.

Song Anle had the feeling of putting herself in the topic, so she said indifferently as usual: "It doesn't matter if you are in a good mood or feel good, as long as you pay with your heart, then you have no regrets." ”

From Song Anle's words, it is not difficult to hear that her so-called dedication is the perception that only those who love will have, so Gao Yuan said tastelessly: "It seems that you are a lover in your feelings." ”

Song Anle wanted to know that if she hadn't met Gao Yuanshang, but had met Gao Yuanyi first, would she have chosen to be loved without reservation, but unfortunately, in that moment of retrospect, Gao Yuanshang's face appeared.

Song Anle said quietly and gently: "If someone loves, someone will be loved, there is no unilateral perfection in the relationship, only the two-sided fit." ”

Gao Yuanshang's deep starry eyes rhymed a thick thought in the night, because he was contemplating in Song Anle's words, so he said a little sluggishly: "You are an emotional excellence, but the person who loves you or the person you love will be very tired because of your excellence, including yourself." ”

Gao Yuanshang has to admit that Song Anle's understanding or analysis of feelings, as well as her attitude, is a sensual person who is good at emotions, she has her own opinions on love, and she also has many opinions on feelings.

Song Anle was finally said by Gao Yuanshang that she was the most vulnerable and fatal point, so she said earnestly: "Some people are destined to be puppets in their feelings, while some people are born to be the darlings of love, and feelings cannot be compared, just like every love cannot be compared." ”

"Why do you have such a deep sense of feelings?" Gao Yuanshang could only take advantage of the fact that they were both immersed in friendship to ask him about the confusion in his heart.

"Because" Song Anle said in a trance: "I loved a shadow." ”

Gao Yuanshang inexplicably tensed his mind when she said the ordinary words, and it wasn't until the last sentence was confided in her that he relaxed his inner emotions a little, but another kind of worried thoughts came to him.

Because of Gao Yuanshang's silence, Song Anle also immersed herself in emotions, she didn't know how she could have so many feelings about her feelings, if it was just because she was shocked by Gao Yuanshang's phantom, can it be said that her feelings for him were far beyond a trace of throbbing.

In silence, the atmosphere is no longer so oppressive and dull, but each of them has a kind of melancholy contemplation, troubled in the mood, unable to sort out, and constantly cut, until a sensational sound of firecrackers, the dark night sky, suddenly illuminated by bright fireworks.

The New Year was finally warmly ushered in in the firecrackers, Song Anle looked up at the gorgeous fireworks in the air, and she muttered: "It's the New Year." ”

Leaving the arms of home for the first time, welcoming the New Year alone, keeping the New Year for herself alone, feeling the New Year alone, under the same blue sky, only separated by the wall, whether they are also looking for her gaze in the starry sky.

Recalling those years and months of waiting, Song Anle left a line of tears sadly, looking up at forty-five degrees, not recovering her tears, but sliding tears down the corners of her eyes.

Gao Yuanshang has the same mentality, and it is also the first time he has ushered in his lonely New Year, and he doesn't have too many emotions, and he doesn't have the memory of Song Anle, so he seems ordinary and indifferent.

just subconsciously blinked his eyes, but saw the line of tears in the corner of Song Anle's eyes, and his heart was suddenly touched, not because it was her, but because of the line of tears.

The New Year arrives with firecrackers and fireworks, and is greeted with joy and joy, and despite the thick night, everywhere is still filled with New Year's festivities, singing, dancing, and laughing.

The firecrackers and fireworks gradually dispersed, and suddenly there was a sound in the river, and Song Anle said in fright: "What's wrong?" ”

Gao Yuanshang didn't rush to answer, but looked at the river on both sides, because the water surface was dark, he couldn't see anything clearly, so he said in a low voice: "It's nothing." ”

Song Anle still felt that something was wrong, because it was a sound in the water, so she realized that the boat didn't seem to have an obvious forward speed, so she said inexplicably: "Then our boat doesn't seem to move?" ”

Gao Yuanshang was the one who controlled the boat walking, how could he not notice it, ignoring him but said casually: "If the oars are lost, the boat will naturally not move." ”

Although his tone was casual, in his heart, he was extremely angry, but it was his own mistake, and at the same time, he could only pretend to be useless.