Chapter 304: Is He Already a Waste?

"Go up and see Maomao, he should hate to like you." Su Luoyan said very lightly, she didn't know why she would say this at this time. Is it because Leng Yunhao is Mao Mao's biological father? Or is it because she hopes from the bottom of her heart that Leng Yunhao and Mao Mao can establish the most intimate relationship in this world?

Saying this, she felt that she was a little abrupt, she had already planned that she would not tell Leng Yunhao Maomao's life experience anyway, but now, she actually came up with such words, will it make Leng Yunhao think about it?

"I mean, you love Maomao. You can spend a little more time with him, he needs the role of a man in his life. In order to dispel the doubts in her heart, she added another sentence, but as soon as she finished speaking, she felt that she was simply adding to the snake. She was a little nervous there.

But Leng Yunhao felt happy in his heart, he originally hoped to stay with Su Luoyan for a while, but he was rejected by her so forcefully just now, and his little heart still felt scarred at this time. But Su Luoyan's words just now made him feel his blood boiling instantly.

"It's good, I also like this little guy very much, when he is older, I will definitely let him recognize me as a godfather." He said happily with a smile on his face, but he didn't know what to say at all, the words of this godfather made Su Luoyan feel distressed.

If you could, shouldn't Maomao call you Daddy? What would be a godfather? This secret is to be buried forever. She will not tell Leng Yunhao the origin of this flesh and blood, nor will she let Mao Mao integrate into Leng Yunhao's life. But she still hopes in her heart that Drizzle Leng Yunhao's life must intersect.

Su Luoyan just smiled, didn't make a sound, and the footsteps of the two of them walked upstairs. She was perhaps so happy that she had forgotten that there were always eyes on her all the time. Those eyes, how vicious they should be, she probably can't guess it now, right?

Seeing Leng Yunhao hugging her fleshy hair to her chest, she felt that she was really happy to the extreme at this moment. How good it would be if time could freeze it, and what a happy family they were? She smiled and watched the man holding the cute baby, and the bitterness in her heart was incomprehensible to others.

Leng Yunhao is a person who likes children so much, he teased Mao Mao, Mao Mao let him in his broad chest, he didn't cry or make trouble, just stared at this magnificent man with clear eyes. He didn't know that the man he saw at first sight was actually his father. Blood is thicker than water, Su Luoyan knew this, but he had to hide it.

With such a harmonious and warm picture, Leng Yunhao couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth every time he thought of it in the days that followed. On the way back, he stayed alone in the car, thinking that if the crystal that belonged to them was born, it would be extremely cute. Will he hold that baby and smile as brightly as he does now?

Fang Yichen's condition is not very good, after the operation, the amputation will still feel pain, and the anesthetic can only relieve the temporary pain. And the pain in his heart could not be alleviated by anything. Because of loss, there is a factor of gain and loss.

He couldn't believe anyone, and even fell into a panic for a long time. Leng Yunhao's words didn't plant an invisible bomb for him. He often suspected that when the door opened, two men in uniform would appear, and then the shiny handcuffs would fall on his wrists, and that prison would await him.

He was afraid that when he entered such a dark world, the feeling of being abandoned would make him completely lose his sense of security. Most of the time in the hospital was left alone. Su Luoyan would appear for a while every day, but not for long. Sometimes, he would be very eager to see Su Luoyan's figure.

He really wanted to tell this woman if they could live a good life, let go of the previous things, and then cherish the present together and look forward to the future. However, he knew that if he said these words now, it would only make Su Luoyan look down on him even more. He's already a wreck, and he doesn't even have legs. Did she want her to pity him?

He didn't need anyone's pity, but he still needed a little sympathy. He was afraid of being ridiculed, he was afraid of being despised, especially if that person was Su Luoyan, he felt that his entire world would collapse. Therefore, every time he saw Su Luoyan, he would lose his temper with a preconceived idea.

He longed for Su Luoyan to be able to react a little when he was unreasonable, even if it was a tantrum, even if it was angry. But the woman was always cold, and nothing he did would affect her mood. Does it matter? Or is it perfunctory? It took him a long time to think about it, but he never thought about it.

He has lost the world, even he has lost himself, he has become a man with nothing. He didn't know what his life would be like in the future. I can't grasp anything, and this feeling makes him lose his confidence in life. He was so cramped and restless, and so impetuous, but no one could understand such a mood.

What he was most afraid of was losing Su Luoyan, especially at this time, Leng Yunhao frequently intervened in their lives, he was like a high king, overlooking the whole land, he decided the life and death of everyone, and also decided where Fang Yichen belonged. This made Fang Yichen, who was also excellent, feel the crisis.

He knew in his heart that Su Luoyan had always loved Leng Yunhao, and if the two of them resurrected now, then he would have no chance at all. He allowed Su Luoyan to give birth to Mao Mao, and even said that he would treat that child as his own son. But now, he is becoming more and more insecure.

He didn't know if Lu Dao Leng Yunhao knew Mao Mao's life experience, if that man knew that Lu Dao Mao Mao was his son, then he really had no weight. He was afraid of losing, and there was nothing left in his life to lose. That woman was all he had. But he was powerless to control his all.

What if Su Luoyan is with Leng Yunhao? The question had been haunting his mind, and he felt like he was going crazy with the thought. He didn't dare to think about it, he was afraid that he wouldn't have the courage to face it at all. However, reality hit his soul again and again, telling him that the territory was coveted and that his danger was always there.

On the phone, the person told him that Su Luoyan and Leng Yunhao had met again, this time in the hospital, and even the two of them went to the baby room to see Maomao. Although Fang Yichen didn't see that picture, such a warm scene naturally appeared in his mind. Is he supposed to be blessed? After all, people are only a family. However, he doesn't have such a broad mind and can't do blessings.

There was only anger in his heart, burning fiercely, so that he could not control his temper. He didn't know what he was talking about, and every time he heard such news, he felt like an angry lion. He couldn't allow his wife to go on a date with an old flame while he was still in a hospital bed. Even if they were, even if they were innocent, he wouldn't allow it.

When Su Luoyan arrived at the hospital, the things in the room were overturned to the ground again, and he lost his temper like a child. After many times, the special protector dodged, and everyone left, giving him enough space to let him toss in his own world alone. If he can't get along with himself, no one will be willing to accommodate.

Su Luoyan pushed open the door, Fang Yichen leaned back on the head of the bed, the room was messy, she just stood at the door, and her heart was gloomy. Zhilu said that he must have known about today's events, which is why he was so angry. For a long time, she felt that as long as she learned to forbear, then the two of them could still live in peace.

She could feel the sadness in Fang Yichen's heart, and she also wanted to relieve him. But she still couldn't let herself be completely wronged. In many cases, it is not a compromise that solves the problem. Fang Yichen became like this, no one thought of it. But she hoped that this man would let herself go and stop fighting with herself.

Wasn't he just worried that she would leave at any time? But he must not know what to say, she didn't think about leaving. Even if she never loved, she didn't have to leave. She was full of gratitude to the other family from the bottom of her heart, and when she was most lonely, it was Fang Yichen who gave her the warmth of a home.

Su Luoyan didn't say anything, the special protector whispered to her at the door just now about the situation in the house, she had already let the special protector leave, such a thing, it is better not to fall into the mouth of outsiders. She began to clean up the things scattered on the ground, regardless of whether Fang Yichen's gaze fell on her or not.

It's a kind of apathy, right? It's torture, isn't it? What he feared most was that she would perpetuate such indifference. He fell into the ice cellar. That kind of coldness, which accumulates in his heart, makes him super insecure every time. Now that his child's true nature is exposed, he wants to find such an outlet to vent himself.

Seeing Su Luoyan's figure swaying in front of him, he still felt a little guilty in his heart, if he had known how to tolerate it just now, then he wouldn't have been like this. However, as soon as he thought that just before Su Luoyan arrived here, she was still sweetly with Leng Yunhao, and the vinegar jar in his heart was immediately overturned.

"You were very happy just now, didn't you? It's a good feeling to be a family of three, right? Are you refreshing this happiness? Or are you wondering when you're going to return to his arms? Fang Yichen's yin and yang strange voice sounded in her ears, Su Luoyan's brows frowned, but she finally held back, she didn't speak, she didn't respond.