"Yun Hao, Xie Lu, thank you for saying these words to me, I'm sorry, I'm sure I'll disappoint you. Thank you, thank you, you still love me as much as you used to. It's just that I can't love that much anymore. I have Mao Mao now, and he is my whole life. I also hope that you will be able to meet the one you love so much and live your own life. Su Luoyan mustered up the courage to say these words.

She didn't know if she would be able to treat this man calmly if she saw this man entering a happy marriage with another woman now. Her heart, she thought, must be so painful, that it must be as messy as a winter leaf. But the happiness he wants, she really can't afford to give.

"You know the way, my heart, only you." Leng Yunhao's red eyes were already rippling, and he stretched out his hand to point to his chest, in the heart that was still beating, there was only one woman, and her name was Su Luoyan. He tried to squeeze her out of his heart, but the woman drilled deeper. He tried to forget about that woman, but that woman's imprint on me was even deeper.

"Thank you, thank you for telling me this. Maomao is about to wake up, so I'll go back first. Su Luoyan got up and walked outside, knowing that if she continued to stay here, she would lose the courage to leave.

"Yun Hao, don't come to me again in the future, if you love me, please let it go." Her heart hurt to the extreme, but she still said the words of despair. If she could, she would rather take the man by the hand and leave here. How can you bear to see him sad? But, but Yun Hao, I can't love you anymore.

At that moment, Leng Yunhao was like falling into an ice cellar in the cold sky, and the woman he had been thinking about pushed him aside as always. How he wished he could say something affirmative from her mouth, even if I still love you, but we can't be together anymore. However, his simple hope has been in a state of failure.

"Luo Yan, you let me go, I can do it, but my heart can't do it. I've been trying so hard to squeeze you out of my heart for so long, and I think that if I try a little harder, you can become a thing of the past, or even a memory that I don't want to open. Yet, you are so deep in my heart. ”

Leng Yunhao's eyes were full of affection, and pain spread under his eyes. What is it necessary to make this woman feel his warmth again. He has worked very hard, and what else does he need to do to be able to accept such a feeling.

"Luo Yan, I don't need you to promise me anything, I just hope that you can still keep a little place in your heart. I will not force you to accept me now, but please do not banish me from your world, I will love you as always. If you insist on being with him, I won't object, but I won't let go. ”

He said it so firmly, just like before, he didn't worry about anyone taking care of her happiness. He had been negligent and had transferred her happiness to another man. But the result was so naked, that man desecrated everyone's expectations, and only brought harm to Su Luoyan.

He was heartbroken and self-reproachful. If he hadn't let go at the beginning, or if he and Su Ruolin had gone through the divorce procedures earlier, then he and Su Luoyan would not have missed so far. It was only later that he found out that from beginning to end, Su Luoyan had always given him more love than he had paid.

By the time he came to his senses, when he finally wanted to go down with this woman and cherish only the time he had with her, it was already too late. They were all unhappy, and what he wanted to give her became so powerless. He was enveloped by such emotions and blamed himself deeply.

"Luo Yan, I was wrong before, I shouldn't have been indecisive, if I had been decisive, I wouldn't have hurt you so much. I know that you have paid a lot for me, and you married Fang Yichen in order not to embarrass me. Luo Yan, I really love you, I know that you must love me too. Isn't it? ”

After he finished speaking, his fiery eyes stared at Su Luoyan, eager to get a little response from her. After so many days, he once again fell into a rambling insomnia, haunted by memories of the past, and he could not sleep. Sweetness is always unattainable, and he can only watch the other person suffer because of himself.

How he hoped that if he could be a knight or a hero, he would be able to save Su Luoyan, who was unhappy now. The person she needs to protect so much, why should she be left there and let her be left alone? Life went on, but he never felt the pace of life moving forward, everything stopped, since the day she left his life, everything stopped.

Su Luoyan was stunned, these words had always been what she was looking forward to. It can be realized that when she heard this man's sincere words with her own ears, she didn't have the courage to accept it. A bitter smile hung on her lips, but tears began to spread in her heart. In such a helpless time, she came by herself. She doesn't believe in the bitterness, she only believes in fate.

She once wanted to toss and escape the shackles of fate, she didn't want to be a woman like Du Yue, she knew that her mother had been living a very hard life, but after the worst, she still embarked on the old road. Sometimes, she felt that she was very sorry for Du Yue, and even in her dreams, she confessed with tears on her face.

She said she wanted to live well, but she didn't do it. This road is getting more and more difficult, which makes her realize Du Yue's original mood. It also allowed her to start redefining the meaning of life. Happiness is the same, but there are thousands of forms of happiness. She thought that when Du Yue'e watched the birth of their two sisters, she must have had a happy smile on her face.

She's not the same as she used to be now, she's hairy. When the little guy looked at her with his eyes open, she felt that the whole world was silent. That's the life she wants. She couldn't afford to toss anymore, and reality had become a fixed pattern in front of her.

She stood there, as if her memory had suddenly returned from the past to the present. How could she dwell on the memories of the past? She is no longer the Su Luoyan she used to be, and no one can go back to the past. She looked back at Leng Yunhao, with a faint smile on her face, that smile looked extremely warm, but Leng Yunhao's eyes turned into a touch of pain.

"Yun Hao, Xie Lu, thank you for telling me this, I am very moved. Thank you! It's just that we've missed it, I'm not the same as I used to be, I long for a peaceful life and I can't stand any waves anymore. So, I still want to ask you to let go, and I want to ask you to rest assured. I'm doing well now, and I'm going to get better and better. “

She said so calmly, but Leng Yunhao's mood was never calm. His eyes dimmed, and the words he said just now couldn't move Su Luoyan. He didn't know what else he could do to melt this woman's heart.

"Well, since you insist like this, then even if you don't love me anymore, I will still love you. Luo Yan, when you are tired and sleepy, remember that I am still by your side. Now, I'll take you back to the hospital. After Leng Yunhao finished speaking, he got up and walked outside. He knew that it would be superfluous for him to do anything more, and he just wanted to be able to accompany her for a while.

Her thin back, always a sign of pain in his eyes, he was afraid to see the woman's lonely back disappear in the figure. Even if he can only be accompanied as a friend, he is satisfied. Sometimes the best way to take a step forward is to take a step back.

Su Luoyan didn't refuse, she just walked forward silently, but no one noticed, her expression became much happier, and the man she loved so much was beside her. And now, their steps are moving towards their common crystallization. She didn't want to share such happiness with anyone, but it was silently brewing in her heart.

Neither of them spoke, they just walked forward at the foot of their footsteps, and the crowd was surging, but they could sense your presence. It's a feeling of peace of mind. No one spoke, and time flowed through each other's hearts as if they had stood still. Memories are tumbling, reality continues, but what about the future? Isn't it impossible to fantasize about the future?

When he arrived at the gate of the hospital, Leng Yunhao suddenly stopped, sent here, he should go back. The silent sigh came from the bottom of his heart, and only he could hear the helplessness inside.

"Luo Yan, then I'll go first, you take care of yourself, remember to tell me if there is anything, I will definitely help you." He stood there like a prince staring at his halo, but the prince had grown much older, and he was no longer as personable as he had been. Su Luoyan stared at Leng Yunhao like that, feeling that he was so far away.

If it was once upon a time, would she have smiled and run into his arms? She wanted to look like that, which was what Leng Yunhao was looking forward to. But now, he just said that if he saw him again, she felt very reluctant in her heart. This section of the road, walking around, just a few steps, if you want to walk a little longer, you have reached the end of the road.

"Go up and see Maomao, he should hate to like you." Su Luoyan said very lightly, she didn't know why she would say this at this time. Is it because Leng Yunhao is Mao Mao's biological father? Or is it because she hopes from the bottom of her heart that Leng Yunhao and Mao Mao can establish the most intimate relationship in this world?

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